"I want to get something straight," I whisper as my pulse starts to accelerate, and my inner G.o.ddess closes her eyes, reveling in the feel of his lips on me.
He pauses momentarily before continuing his sensual a.s.sault.
"Always so eager for information, Miss Steele. What needs straightening out?" he breathes against my skin at the base of my neck, continuing his soft gentle kisses.
"Us," I whisper as I close my eyes.
"Hmm. What about us?" He pauses his trail of kisses along my shoulder.
"The contract."
He lifts his head to gaze down at me, a hint of amus.e.m.e.nt in his eyes, and sighs. He strokes his fingertips down my cheek.
"Well, I think the contract is moot, don"t you?" His voice is low and husky, his eyes soft."Moot?"
"Moot." He smiles. I gape at him quizzically.
"But you were so keen."
"Well, that was before. Anyway, the Rules aren"t moot, they still stand." His expression hardens slightly.
"BeforeBefore what?"
"Before,"... He pauses, and the wary expression is back, "more." He shrugs.
"Oh."
"Besides, we"ve been in the playroom twice now, and you haven"t run screaming for the hills."
"Do you expect me to?"
"Nothing you do is expected, Anastasia," he says dryly.
"So, let me be clear. You just want me to follow the Rules element of the contract all the time but not the rest of the contract?"
"Except in the playroom. I want you to follow the spirit of the contract in the playroom, and yes, I want you to follow the rules - all the time. Then I know you"ll be safe, and I"ll be able to have you anytime I wish."
"And if I break one of the rules?"
"Then I"ll punish you."
"But won"t you need my permission?"
"Yes, I will."
"And if I say no?"
He gazes at me for a moment, with a confused expression.
"If you say no, you"ll say no. I"ll have to find a way to persuade you."
I pull away from him and stand. I need some distance. He frowns as I stare down at him. He looks puzzled and wary again.
"So the punishment aspect remains."
"Yes, but only if you break the rules."
"I"ll need to re-read them," I say, trying to recall the detail.
"I"ll fetch them for you." His tone is suddenly businesslike.
Whoa. This has gotten serious so quickly. He rises from the piano and walks lithely to his study. My scalp p.r.i.c.kles. Jeez, I need some tea. The future of our so-called relationship is being discussed at 5:45 in the morning when he"s pre-occupied with something else
- is this wiseI head into the kitchen which is still shrouded in darkness. Where are the light switchesI find them, flick them on, and pour water into the kettle. My pill! I rum-mage in my purse that I left on the breakfast bar and find them quickly. One swallow, and I"m done. By the time I finish, Christian is back, sitting on one of the bar stools, watching me intently.
"Here you go." He pushes a typed piece of paper toward me, and I notice that he"s crossed some things out.
RULES
Obedience:
The Submissive will obey any instructions given by The Dominant immediately without hesitation or reservation and in an expeditious manner. The Submissive will agree to any s.e.xual activity deemed fit and pleasurable by the Dominant excepting those activities which are outlined in hard limits (Appendix A). She will do so eagerly and without hesitation.
Sleep:
The Submissive will ensure she achieves a minimum of eight seven hours sleep a night when she is not with The Dominant.
Food:
The Submissive will eat regularly to maintain her health and wellbeing from a prescribed list of foods (Appendix 4). The Submissive will not snack between meals, with the exception of fruit.
Clothes:
While with The Dominant, The Submissive will wear clothing only approved by The Dominant. The Dominant will provide a clothing budget for The Submissive, which The Submissive shall utilize. The Dominant shall accompany The Submissive to purchase clothing on an ad hoc basis.
Exercise:
The Dominant shall provide The Submissive with a personal trainer four three times a week in hour-long sessions at times to be mutually agreed between the personal trainer and The Submissive. The personal trainer will report to The Dominant on The Submissive"s progress.
Personal Hygiene/Beauty:
The Submissive will keep herself clean and shaved and/or waxed at all times. The Submissive will visit a beauty salon of The Dominant"s choosing at times to be decided by The Dominant, and undergo whatever treatments The Dominant sees fit.
Personal Safety:
The Submissive will not drink to excess, smoke, take recreational drugs or put herself in any unnecessary danger.
Personal Qualities:
The Submissive will not enter into any s.e.xual relations with anyone other than The Dominant. The Submissive will conduct herself in a respectful and modest manner at all times. She must recognize that her behavior is a direct reflection on The Dominant. She shall be held accountable for any misdeeds, wrongdoings and misbehavior committed when not in the presence of the Dominant.
Failure to comply with any of the above will result in immediate punishment, the nature of which shall be determined by The Dominant.
"So the obedience thing still stands?"
"Oh, yes." He grins.
I shake my head amused, and before I realize it, I roll my eyes at him.
"Did you just roll your eyes at me, Anastasia?" He breathes.
Oh f**k.
"Possibly, depends what your reaction is."
"Same as always," he says, shaking his head slightly, his eyes alight with excitement.