"Oh, you want me to be David to your Saul," he said at length.
"Yes."
"Do, Val," said Julian. "I should like it too."
Valentine, who was sitting near the doctor, looked down thoughtfully on the carpet.
"I"m not in the mood to-day," he said slowly.
"You are always in the mood enough to cheer and rest me," Levillier said.
He had driven all the way from Harley Street for his medicine, and it was obvious that he meant to have it. But Valentine still hesitated, and a certain slight confusion became noticeable in his manner. Moving the toe of his right boot to and fro, following the pattern of the carpet, he glanced sideways at the doctor, and an odd smile curved his lips.
"Doctor," he said, "d"you believe that talents can die in us while we ourselves live?"
"That"s a strange question."
"It"s waiting an answer."
"Well, my answer is, No; not wholly, unless through the approach of old age, or the development of madness."
"I"m neither old nor mad."
Levillier and Julian both looked at Valentine with some amazement.
"Are you talking about yourself?" the doctor asked.
"Certainly."
"Why? What talent is dead in you?"
"My talent for music. Do you know that for the last few days I"ve been able neither to sing nor play?"
"Val, you"re joking," exclaimed Julian.
"I am certainly not," he answered, and quite gravely. "I am simply stating a fact."
Doctor Levillier seemed unable to appreciate that he was speaking seriously.
"I have come all this way to hear you sing," he said. "I have never asked you in vain yet."
"Is it my fault if you ask me in vain now?"
Valentine looked him in the face and spoke with a complete sincerity.
The doctor returned the glance, as he sometimes returned the glance of a patient, very directly, with a clear and simple gravity. Having done this he felt completely puzzled.
"The talent for music has died in you?" he asked.
"Entirely. I can do nothing with my piano. I have even locked it."
As he spoke he went over to it and pulled at the lid to show them that he was speaking the truth.
"Where"s the key?" asked the doctor.
"Here," said Valentine, producing it from his pocket.
"Give it to me," said the doctor.
Valentine did so and the doctor quietly opened the piano, drew up the music-stool, and signed to Valentine to sit down.
"If you mean what you say, the explanation must simply be that you are suffering from some form of hysteria," he said, rather authoritatively.
"Now sing me something. No; I won"t let you off."
Valentine, sitting on the stool, extended his hands and laid the tips of his long fingers upon the keys, but without sounding them.
"You insist on my trying to sing?" he asked.
"I do."
"I warn you, doctor, you will be sorry if I do. My voice is quite out of order."
"No matter."
"Go on, Val," cried Julian, from his arm-chair. "Anybody would think you were a young lady."
Valentine bent his head, with a quick gesture of abnegation.
"As you will," he said.
He struck his hand down upon the keys as he spoke. That was the strangest prelude ever heard. In their different ways Doctor Levillier and Julian were both intensely fond of music, both quickly stirred by it when it was good, not merely cla.s.sical, but extravagant, violent, and in any way interesting. Each of them had heard Valentine play, not once only, but a hundred times. They knew not simply his large _repertoire_ of pieces and songs through and through, but also the peculiar and characteristic progressions of his improvisations, the ornaments he most delighted in, the wildness of his melancholy, the phantasy of his gaieties; and they knew every tone of his voice, which expressed with an exquisite realism the temperament of his soul. But now, as Valentine"s hands powerfully struck the keys, they both started and exchanged an involuntary glance of keen surprise. The first few bars gave the lie to Valentine"s a.s.sertion that he could no longer play. A cataract of notes streamed from beneath his fingers, and of notes so curiously combined, or following each other in such a fantastic array, that they seemed arranged in the musical pattern by an intelligence of the strangest order. It is often easy for a cultivated ear to detect whether a given composition has sprung from the brain of a Frenchman, a German, a Hungarian, a Russian. The wildness of Bohemia, too, may be identified, or the vague sorrow of that northern melody which seems an echo of voices heard amid the fiords or in pale valleys near the farthest cape of Europe. And then there is that large and lofty music of the stars and the spheres, of the mightiest pa.s.sions and of the deepest imaginings, that is of no definite country, but seems to be of its own power and beauty, and not of the brain and heart of any one man. It exists for eternity, and its creator can only wonder and worship before it, far from conceit as G.o.d was when He said, "Let there be light." Such music, too, is recognized on the instant by the men who have loved and studied the secrets of the most divine of the arts, for profound genius can utter itself as easily in five notes as in fifty.
But the prelude now played by Valentine was neither the great music that is of all time and of all countries, nor the music that is of any one country. It was not even distinctively northern or southern in character, impregnated with the mystery of the tuneless, wonderful East, or with the peculiar homeliness that stirs Western hearts. Both the doctor and Julian felt, as they listened, that it was music without an earthly home, without location, devoid of that sense of relation to humanity which links the greatness of the arts to the smallness of those who follow them. Eccentric the music was, but the eccentricity of it seemed almost inhuman, so unmannerly as to be beyond the range of the most uncouth man, in advance of the invention of any mind, however coa.r.s.e and criminal.
That was the atmosphere of this prelude, excessive, unutterable, crude, sombre vulgarity of a detached and remote kind. As Levillier listened to it amazed, he found that he did not instinctively connect the vulgarity with any human traits, or translate the notes into acts within his experience. He was simply conscious of being brought to the verge of some sphere in which the sordidness attained by our race would be sneered at as delicacy, in which our lowest grovellings of the pigsty would be as lofty flights through the skies. And the hideous eccentricity of the music, its wanton desolation, deepened until both Levillier and Julian were pale under its spell, shrank from its ardent, its merciless and lambent sarcasm against all things refined or beautiful. The prelude was as fire and sword, as plague and famine, as plunder and war, as all instruments that lay waste and that wound, a destroying angel before whose breath the first-born withered and the very sun shrivelled into a heap of grey ashes.
As Doctor Levillier leaned forward, moved by an irresistible impulse, and stretched out his hand to enforce silence from this blare of deplorable melody, Valentine looked up at him, into his eyes, and began to sing. The doctor"s movement was arrested, his hand dropped to his side, he remained tense, frigid, his eyes fastened on Valentine"s like a man mesmerised. At first he knew that he was wondering whether his brain was playing him a trick, whether his sense of hearing had, by some means, become impaired, so that he heard a voice, not dimly, as is the case with the partially deaf, but wrongly, as may be the case with the mad, or with those who have suffered under a blow or through an injury to the brain. For this voice was not Valentine"s at all, but the voice of a stranger, powerful, harsh, and malignant. It rang through the room noisily. A thick hoa.r.s.eness dressed it as in disease, and at moments broke it and crushed it down. Then it would emerge as in a sigh or wail, pushing its way up with all the mechanical power of the voice of a wild animal, and mounting to a desperate climax, sinister and alarming. So unlike ordinary singing was the performance of this voice that, after the first paralysis of surprise and disgust had pa.s.sed away from the doctor and Julian, they both felt the immediate necessity of putting a period to this deadly song, to which no words gave the faintest touch of humanity. They knew that it must attract and rivet the attention of others in the mansions, even possibly of pa.s.sers-by in the street. The doctor withdrew his gaze from Valentine"s at length, and turned hastily to Julian, whom he found regarding him with a glance almost of horror.
"Stop him," Julian murmured.
"You!" answered Levillier.
And then each knew that the other was in some nervous crisis that rendered action almost an impossibility. And while they thus hesitated there came a loud, repeated, and unsteady knock at the door. Julian opened it. Valentine"s man was standing outside, pale and anxious.
"Good G.o.d, sir," he e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed. "What is it? What on earth is the matter?"
The man"s exclamation broke through Julian"s frost of inaction. He whispered to Wade:
"It"s all right," pushed him out and shut the door. Then he went straight up to the piano, seized Valentine"s hands and dragged them from the keyboard.
The silence was like a sweet blow.