"Boss me? You bet he won"t. I open those windows, I guess, but the darn fool won"t take turns shuttin" "em in the morning."
"Make him, Gilly, why don"t you?"
"I"m going to." Gilly nodded his head in fierce agreement.
"Don"t you worry. He needn"t think I"m any ole butler."
"Le"s see you make him."
At this point the darn fool entered in person and included the crowd in one of his irritating smiles. Two boys said, ""Lo, Mer"dith"; the others gave him a chilly glance and went on talking to Gilly. But Samuel seemed unsatisfied.
"Would you mind not sitting on my bed?" he suggested politely to two of Gilly"s particulars who were perched very much at ease.
"Huh?"
"My bed. Can"t you understand English?"
This was adding insult to injury. There were several comments on the bed"s sanitary condition and the evidence within it of animal life.
"S"matter with your old bed?" demanded Gilly truculently.
"The bed"s all right, but---"
Gilly interrupted this sentence by rising and walking up to Samuel. He paused several inches away and eyed him fiercely.
"You an" your crazy ole bed," he began. "You an" your crazy---"
"Go to it, Gilly," murmured some one.
"Show the darn fool--"
Samuel returned the gaze coolly.
"Well," he said finally, "it"s my bed--"
He got no further, for Gilly hauled off and hit him succinctly in the nose.
"Yea! Gilly!"
"Show the big bully!"
"Just let him touch you--he"ll see!"
The group closed in on them and for the first time in his life Samuel realized the insuperable inconvenience of being pa.s.sionately detested. He gazed around helplessly at the glowering, violently hostile faces. He towered a head taller than his roommate, so if he hit back he"d be called a bully and have half a dozen more fights on his hands within five minutes; yet if he didn"t he was a coward. For a moment he stood there facing Gilly"s blazing eyes, and then, with a sudden choking sound, he forced his way through the ring and rushed from the room.
The month following bracketed the thirty most miserable days of his life. Every waking moment he was under the lashing tongues of his contemporaries; his habits and mannerisms became b.u.t.ts for intolerable witticisms and, of course, the sensitiveness of adolescence was a further thorn. He considered that he was a natural pariah; that the unpopularity at school would follow him through life. When he went home for the Christmas holidays he was so despondent that his father sent him to a nerve specialist. When he returned to Andover he arranged to arrive late so that he could be alone in the bus during the drive from station to school.
Of course when he had learned to keep his mouth shut every one promptly forgot all about him. The next autumn, with his realization that consideration for others was the discreet att.i.tude, he made good use of the clean start given him by the shortness of boyhood memory. By the beginning of his senior year Samuel Meredith was one of the best-liked boys of his cla.s.s--and no one was any stronger for him than his first friend and constant companion, Gilly Hood.
II
Samuel became the sort of college student who in the early nineties drove tandems and coaches and tallyhos between Princeton and Yale and New York City to show that they appreciated the social importance of football games. He believed pa.s.sionately in good form--his choosing of gloves, his tying of ties, his holding of reins were imitated by impressionable freshmen. Outside of his own set he was considered rather a sn.o.b, but as his set was THE set, it never worried him. He played football in the autumn, drank high-b.a.l.l.s in the winter, and rowed in the spring. Samuel despised all those who were merely sportsmen without being gentlemen or merely gentlemen without being sportsmen.
He lived in New York and often brought home several of his friends for the week-end. Those were the days of the horse-car and in case of a crush it was, of course, the proper thing for any one of Samuel"s set to rise and deliver his seat to a standing lady with a formal bow. One night in Samuel"s junior year he boarded a car with two of his intimates. There were three vacant seats. When Samuel sat down he noticed a heavy-eyed laboring man sitting next to him who smelt objectionably of garlic, sagged slightly against Samuel and, spreading a little as a tired man will, took up quite too much room.
The car had gone several blocks when it stopped for a quartet of young girls, and, of course, the three men of the world sprang to their feet and proffered their seats with due observance of form. Unfortunately, the laborer, being unacquainted with the code of neckties and tallyhos, failed to follow their example, and one young lady was left at an embarra.s.sed stance. Fourteen eyes glared reproachfully at the barbarian; seven lips curled slightly; but the object of scorn stared stolidly into the foreground in st.u.r.dy unconsciousness of his despicable conduct.
Samuel was the most violently affected. He was humiliated that any male should so conduct himself. He spoke aloud.
"There"s a lady standing," he said sternly.
That should have been quite enough, but the object of scorn only looked up blankly. The standing girl t.i.ttered and exchanged nervous glances with her companions. But Samuel was aroused.
"There"s a lady standing," he repeated, rather raspingly. The man seemed to comprehend.
"I pay my fare," he said quietly.
Samuel turned red and his hands clinched, but the conductor was looking their way, so at a warning nod from his friends he subsided into sullen gloom.
They reached their destination and left the car, but so did the laborer, who followed them, swinging his little pail. Seeing his chance, Samuel no longer resisted his aristocratic inclination.
He turned around and, launching a full-featured, dime-novel sneer, made a loud remark about the right of the lower animals to ride with human beings.
In a half-second the workman had dropped his pail and let fly at him. Unprepared, Samuel took the blow neatly on the jaw and sprawled full length into the cobblestone gutter.
"Don"t laugh at me!" cried his a.s.sailant. "I been workin" all day. I"m tired as h.e.l.l!"
As he spoke the sudden anger died out of his eyes and the mask of weariness dropped again over his face. He turned and picked up his pail. Samuel"s friends took a quick step in his direction.
"Wait!" Samuel had risen slowly and was motioning back. Some time, somewhere, he had been struck like that before. Then he remembered--Gilly Hood. In the silence, as he dusted himself off, the whole scene in the room at Andover was before his eyes-- and he knew intuitively that he had been wrong again. This man"s strength, his rest, was the protection of his family. He had more use for his seat in the street-car than any young girl.
"It"s all right," said Samuel gruffly. "Don"t touch "him. I"ve been a d.a.m.n fool."
Of course it took more than an hour, or a week, for Samuel to rearrange his ideas on the essential importance of good form. At first he simply admitted that his wrongness had made him powerless--as it had made him powerless against Gilly--but eventually his mistake about the workman influenced his entire att.i.tude. Sn.o.bbishness is, after all, merely good breeding grown dictatorial; so Samuel"s code remained but the necessity of imposing it upon others had faded out in a certain gutter.
Within that year his cla.s.s had somehow stopped referring to him as a sn.o.b.
III
After a few years Samuel"s university decided that it had shone long enough in the reflected glory of his neckties, so they declaimed to him in Latin, charged him ten dollars for the paper which proved him irretrievably educated, and sent him into the turmoil with much self-confidence, a few friends, and the proper a.s.sortment of harmless bad habits.
His family had by that time started back to shirt-sleeves, through a sudden decline in the sugar-market, and it had already unb.u.t.toned its vest, so to speak, when Samuel went to work. His mind was that exquisite TABULA RASA that a university education sometimes leaves, but he had both energy and influence, so he used his former ability as a dodging half-back in twisting through Wall Street crowds as runner for a bank.
His diversion was--women. There were half a dozen: two or three debutantes, an actress (in a minor way), a gra.s.s-widow, and one sentimental little brunette who was married and lived in a little house in Jersey City.
They had met on a ferry-boat. Samuel was crossing from New York on business (he had been working several years by this time) and he helped her look for a package that she had dropped in the crush.