CHAPTER X.
THE PROPOSAL.
We will now step into the widow Grimshawe"s cottage, and see how Sophy disposed of her guest.
The lower room was in profound darkness, and the little sempstress bade her companion stay at the door while she procured a light from the rush-candle, that always burnt in her mother"s chamber above.
"Do not leave me in the dark!" he cried, in a voice of childish terror, and clutching at her garments. "I dare not be alone!"
"Nonsense! There are no ghosts here. I will not be gone an instant."
"Let me go with you."
"What! to my sick mother"s bed-room? That cannot be. Perhaps," she continued, not a little astonished at his extreme timidity, "the ashes may still be alive in the grate. I think I perceive a faint glimmer; but you had better allow me to fetch a light from mother"s room?"
"Oh no, not for the world. I beseech you to stay where you are."
Sophy knelt down by the hearth, and raking among the ashes succeeded at last in finding a live coal, which she blew into a blaze, and lighting a candle she had left on the table, placed it before him.
Her strange guest had sunk down into a large wooden arm-chair beside it, his head bent upon his clasped hands, his eyes shut, and traces of tears upon his death-pale cheeks; his lips were firmly compressed, and his countenance immovable and rigid.
Sophy gazed long and silently upon him. The sympathy of woman, be she good or bad, is always touched by the sight of a man"s tears. Sophy was selfish and vain--all her faults might be comprised under those two heads; but she could not bear to witness sorrow and suffering without trying to alleviate it, unless it demanded the sacrifice of some personal gratification that she wanted strength of mind to relinquish.
The stranger had awakened her sympathy, which the knowledge that he was comparatively rich did not tend to diminish; and she examined his countenance with a degree of interest and attention which hitherto had been foreign to her nature, who had never seen anything to love or admire beyond herself.
For a person in his station, Noah Cotton was a remarkable man. His features were high and regular, his air and demeanour that of a gentleman; or rather of one who had been more used to mingle with gentlemen, than with the cla.s.s to which his dress indicated him to belong. His age exceeded forty. His raven hair, that curled in close ma.s.ses round his high temples, was thickly sprinkled with grey; his sallow brow deeply furrowed, but the lines were not those produced by sorrow, but care. He looked ill and unhappy, and though his dress was of the coa.r.s.e manufacture generally adopted by the small yeoman or farmer, his linen was fine and scrupulously clean; in short, he was vastly superior to any of the men that frequented the "Brig"s Foot."
"You are ill," said Sophy, laying her hand upon his shoulder, and speaking in a soft gentle tone. "Let me get you something to eat. I can give you some new bread, and a bowl of fresh milk."
"Thank you, my kind girl," he replied, unclosing his large, dark, melancholy eyes, and regarding her neat little figure, and fair, girlish face, with fixed attention,--"I am not hungry."
"Oh, do take a little." And Sophy placed the simple contents of the cupboard on the table before him. "It would give me real pleasure to see you eat."
"Then I will try to please you."
But, after taking a draught of the milk, Noah pushed the bowl from him, and turned gloomily to the fire, which was, now brightening into a ruddy glow, throwing cheerful red gleams to every distant corner of the room.
"And did you really see the ghost?" asked Sophy, who was dying with curiosity to hear the tale from his own mouth. And she drew a low bench beside him, and gazed earnestly up into his face. "I thought the stories about it were all humbug,--a trick played off upon the public by that worthless scamp, Bob Mason."
The man started from his abstracted fit.
"Don"t speak of it now, my pretty maid. Let you and I talk of something else."
"But I should like so to know all about it. You said, when you were coming to, out of that frightful fit, that it was the ghost of a Mr.
Carlos."
"Then I was a fool!" muttered Noah; but, recovering himself, he said,--"I was one of the band of men who found the body of Squire Carlos, on the night he was murdered in his own plantation, by Bill Martin, a notorious smuggler and poacher. I was very young at the time; the Squire had been a kind friend to me and my mother; and the horrid sight made such a powerful impression on my mind, that it almost deprived me of my senses, and it has haunted me ever since. I see him at all hours of the day, but most generally the vision comes before me at night, and produces these terrible fits. The doctors call it disease--I think it fate."
"How dreadful!" and Sophy recoiled involuntarily a few paces from her guest.
There was a long silence. Sophy tried to shake off the chill which had fallen upon her heart by vigorously poking the fire. At length she ventured a glance at her silent companion. He was looking down intently at her.
"You seem pretty old," she said, with that bluntness so common to uneducated people, and from which those above them wince in disgust--"are you married?"
"No, my dear; a bachelor, at your service."
"If you had a wife and children, they would cure you of these strange fancies."
"Do you really think so?"
"I am sure of it."
There was another long silence.
Her companion heaved a deep, melancholy sigh, and his thoughts seemed to break out into words, without any intention on the part of their owner.
"I have plenty to keep both wife and children, and I would gladly marry to-morrow, if I thought any good woman would have me."
Sophy smiled, and looked down into her lap. She twisted the strings of her checked ap.r.o.n round her fingers, the ap.r.o.n itself into every possible shape. At length she started from her seat.
"Where are you going?" cried the stranger, in a tone of alarm.
"To make you up a bed."
"I would rather remain by the fire all night; if you will promise to stay with me."
"But my mother would wonder what had become of me. I must leave you, and go to bed."
Noah caught her little hand as she glided past him, and pulled her violently back--
"I will not part with you--you must stay."
"Bless me, how timid you are! How you shake and tremble! I cannot understand this fear in a big man like you."
"I should grow courageous if you were always by my side."
"Perhaps you would soon be as much afraid of me as of the ghost," said Sophy, looking up into his sad eyes with a playful smile.
"The ghost again! But tell me, my pretty maid, have you a sweetheart?"
"What girl of eighteen, who is not positively ugly, has not?" returned Sophy, evasively.
"But, one whom you prefer to all others?"
"I have never yet seen that fortunate individual."
"And is there no one for whom you feel any particular liking?"