Exhausted at length, we settled ourselves to sleep, with a mutual kiss and thanks for the delicious pleasures afforded.
Beautiful dreams haunted my sleeping hours and still more inflamed my now thoroughly awakened manhood. Recently I had read the mythological tale of the three G.o.ddesses, Juno, Venus and Minerva appealing to the shepherd Paris for the prize of the golden apple; as drapery was very rare in those Pagan days, no doubt they stood before him in all the glories of their matchless beauty.
Visions of my glorious golden haired Mamma, Auntie Gertie, and Mary, standing before me, as if I had to chose which was most desirable; the last named a swarthy beauty of twenty, with small figure, but a model of gracefulness, seemed indeed to challenge comparison with my two lovely relatives, and much as I longed to possess Mamma, this vision of Mary made a very lasting impression on my mind; beyond them stretching away in the dim perspective were quite a procession of attendant houris, all sizes, ages, and styles of complexion and beauty from very little ones to the fat, fair, and forty. Was this prophetic of my future career amongst the fair s.e.x, viz, beginning at home with the first princ.i.p.al figures, and then to revel in a succession of loveliness for a long time to come; as I opened my eyes, that was the thought which came to me, and I resolved to have sweet swarthy Mary as soon as she returned to her duties; it should be "Nolens Votens;" I was strong enough to make her let me have my way.
My instrument, inflamed by both dream and resolves, stood rampant, and attracted Gertie"s attention as she opened her eyes:
"My Goodness, Percy, what an erection!--I have just been dreaming of you pushing into your Mamma on the sofa, whilst I sat astraddle of Papa on his c.o.c.k, and rode up and down, as you pleased your mother; how I should have liked it to be real; perhaps it will some day--put your hand down and feel how wet I am, it made me come in a flood--and now you are almost as bad--have you been dreaming too?"
I confessed as much with respect to her and Mamma, but kept Mary to myself for fear Auntie might spoil my antic.i.p.ated pleasure in that quarter.
"It"s getting late, my boy, so let me have it quick, just the same as I was dreaming I was on your Papa--riding on your dear c.o.c.k."
I was already on my back, as she placed herself across me kneeling on her knees, and so taking Mr. Pego in one hand, she directed his head to the well lubricated slit so ready to take him in, gently impaling herself as her body gradually pressed down on my inflamed p.r.i.c.k. The long slow insertion into that furnace of love was delicious, and as she felt the head at last reach the very entrance to her longing womb, her sperm came in a flood. Mine also had been so put up that the spasmodic contractions of the folds of the innermost parts of her v.a.g.i.n.a at the moments of emission drew an equally copious e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n from me.
"My G.o.d, Percy, that will make a baby, I must syringe at once!" she said, as soon as she recovered herself and finished kissing me. "What exquisite pleasure! We ought to go on, but I must not run the risk;"
and springing off me, in spite of my efforts to detain her in my arms, she proceeded to syringe herself most effectually with an enema, using a very slight solution of sulfate of zinc, which will always prevent impregnation if done quickly after coition. As she explained to me, the critical moment such as we had just experienced only happened now and then, but that the female had such a very peculiar sensation, she could not possibly mistake it, and only a careless girl, or one who really wished for a child, would neglect to syringe the moment it was all over.
Gertie had me to herself for some days, before Mary returned, but my vision had never lost its effects on my mind.
Auntie was very reluctant to give up her charge, but there was no available excuse. She admonished me to be very circ.u.mspect and we would enjoy ourselves every possible chance. "Some night," she whispered, "you can steal into my room when Mary is asleep, but don"t let her know anything, or you will be sent away, my love."
The short time that Mary had been away, seemed to have worked quite a change in her manner towards me, she seemed to have grown suddenly shy and reserved, and the first night even neglected to give me the usual conventional kiss, and when she retired herself, was very careful to put out the light before doing certain little things.
"All right, my beauty," I thought to myself. One good night"s rest, then for an explanation or else something better.
She was restless, and as I lay awake, thinking aver all my game with Auntie Gertie, Mary was tossing about and unsettled. I could hardly restrain myself from jumping up and getting into her bed.
At length her heavy breathing told me she slept, but evidently dreaming, as I could hear little words now and then, such as: "Don"t Georges--you shan"t--indeed you shan"t--I"ll slap your face if you go on so."
Sleep overcame me at last, and when I opened my eyes in the morning she had left the room. All day my eyes feasted on Mamma and I could see Gertie pouting with vexation at my evident desire for the maternal connexion. This served my purpose exactly, as it took away all suspicion of my design upon Mary.
"Don"t look at Mamma like that, Percy, or I shall begin to dislike you, my boy, and shan"t let you love me again," she whispered, when she got me alone.
"Oh, there"s no harm in looking. Gertie, you know you told me she meant to have me, when I am old enough, and I"ll let her know that some day before very long."
"You tease. I"ll whip your bottom, when I get you alone, you bad boy; you only want to make me jealous."
"Then don"t be so silly Gertie. Looking at Mamma does no harm yet, but I do so want to kiss her c.u.n.t."
"Fie, for shame, sir! Be off and behave yourself."
That day seemed a very long one to me, but bed time came as last. Mary was retiring as on the previous evening, but I waited till she had put out the light, and got into bed.
"Mary," I said, "why don"t you kiss me since you come back?"
"Oh! Master Percy, you are such a big boy now, we ought to leave off that," was the reply.
"But what is the harm; we always did, and used to have such nice games together; shall I come and kiss you just now?"
"No, no, I won"t allow it any more, besides--besides."
"Besides, what?" I said, getting out, and going to her bedside: "Besides, I mean to kiss you and will make you kiss me."
"Go away! Percy, you shan"t!" as she covered her head with the bed-clothes.
"That"s better than Master Percy; now, I will kiss you, Mary dear, so don"t make a fuss, but kiss me back."
"Well, just once, then go back to bed," she said, raising her head.
"There"s a dear girl," I replied kissing her on the lips; "Kiss me back or I"ll pull the clothes off and slap you."
Her lips returned my osculation and I tried to slip the tip of my tongue into her mouth as I prevented her taking her face away, and sucked in her very breath till she seemed to quiver all over, and her lip relaxed a little till the tips of our tongues fairly met.
This dalliance continued for some minutes till one of my hands found its way inside her night chemise, and grabbed the heaving globes of her bosom, moulding them and playing with the saucy nipples which stuck up as firm as my c.o.c.k, which was in a fiery state of expectation.
"Now, go away do, you impudent boy, where have you learnt such tricks, Percy?" she whispered as she faintly attempted to push me away.
"Nowhere, only I do so like to feel and kiss you, Mary, you are so warm and soft, and kiss so nicely my dear;" as I was gently sliding into the bed beside her.
"What makes you like kissing so? Don"t Mamma or auntie Gertie kiss you enough, you silly boy."
"Oh, but that"s different, I can"t feel them all over, as I do you; as I hugged my body close to hers, those palpitating bosoms now beating against my breast."
"How queer you make me feel, Mary. Don"t you notice my affair stiff and hard against you belly; let us lay close to each other, and your warm flesh against mine," pulling up her chemise to her waist.
"How is it you have hair there, dear, and I have none about mine!" My hand was groping to get a finger in her slit, and if possible to touch the spot I knew so well.
"No, Percy, you mustn"t put your hand there, that thing of yours is hard against my belly. Put it away do."
"Between your legs, Mary, I seem to fell sure that is the place; let me lay between your legs and rub my belly against yours; how hot you are there!" Both my hands were trying to force open her thighs, which she kept firmly closed.
"You shan"t--you shan"t, you bad boy, what do you mean by such goings on, Percy?"
A sudden frenzy impelled me to exert all my strength; little by little, I got one leg between hers, as I pushed her over on her back.--"I will," I said, grinding my teeth in desperation; "You shall let me, Mary; now, don"t fight so, it"s no use."
We struggled on in silence, she was almost a strong as myself, but panting for breath she was gradually mastered by my dogged resolve to win my way:--"Oh, oh, you shan"t, indeed you shan"t;" as I got a finger fairly in her slit, which was quite moist and slimy, as no doubt the ardour of our struggles had brought on an emission.
The head of my c.o.c.k at last got lodged just inside the moist lips of her v.u.l.v.a; she gave a tremulous shudder, and I thought the victory was won, but with quite sudden desperation, she rolled herself almost on her side, but I clasped one arm firmly round her waist, and the other hand gave her b.u.t.tocks such a savage pinch, that with a sharp "Oh! oh!"
her bottom heaved up a little, and I felt my champion gain a little way in; again she struggled desperately, and actually bit my shoulder, but that only made me more savage.
Slowly I pushed up to her last virgin defence. "You shan"t, Oh Percy, you"ll ruin me, do get away; you"ll kill me.--Oh--Ah-r-r-re!" as struggling and wriggling to resist me, her motions actually helped to accomplish the rape, for thrusting fiercely just as she heaved a little to throw me off, the hymen was broken, and my c.o.c.k triumphed over that stubbornly contested virginity.
So ignorant was I of the ethics of copulation that I had no idea of the irreparable damage I had done to poor Mary.
"There, I told you I would, you couldn"t prevent me getting into you, my dear, and how lovely it feels now I am there; my c.o.c.k is inside you, and your c.u.n.t holds, it so delightfully tight". I kissed her again and again, and began to move by instrument inside her, but she only responded by heartbroken sobs, and her face was wet with tears.
"What is the matter dear, don"t you like it; what a struggle we had, but that only added to the fun of the thing; have I indeed hurt you so much? Cheer up and join in the game now."