Chapter 1642: Young people these days are too boring
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Looking at the man’s slimmer and darker face, Xia Ning felt terrible. She had never thought of implicating him and she didn’t know what was wrong with her.
She thought of many things. She remembered that Jin Yan had saved her life and that he had almost killed her son. She hated Jin Yan’s ruthlessness, but she hated herself even more for being weak.
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If she had been a little stronger back then, perhaps su Jingcheng would not have arranged for Jin Yan to be by her side. She would not have gotten to know Jin Yan and everything that happened after that would not have happened.
She was actually very afraid. Death was a shadow that made her think of many things in the past. Her parents were dead, and her child was gone. She seemed to be in a dead end. Everyone around her died one by one, and almost all of them died because of her.
The moment she thought of the fact that Jin Yan had committed suicide because he had not been able to get her love, she blamed herself for everything and thought that she was the one who had harmed him.
However, she seemed to have forgotten one thing. Love could not be forced. Even if she could not change other people’s minds, she still needed to stick to her own beliefs.
If she didn’t love him, then she didn’t love him. If everyone in this world forced her in the name of love, would she also be heartbroken? Regret and pain?
No, she didn’t have that much energy. A person’s heart was really small, so small that it could only accommodate one person. Even if that person was her best friend in the past, a friend was a friend. They couldn’t surpa.s.s the lover who would accompany her for the rest of her life.
She loved him and wanted him to be well, so she had to be strong and grow up.
Every day, she would watch him by her side, watching him do the most heartwarming and touching things for her, little by little. That was something only a loved one could do. She felt that life was full of suns.h.i.+ne, and the haze in her heart had also disappeared.
In the past, she envied those people who loved each other so pa.s.sionately. She also blamed him for not falling in love with her during their best years, so now that they were married, she didn’t know what it felt like to be in love.
In fact, she loved him. Every day she spent with him was like being in love. She would feel happy just by looking at him.
The longer she lived with him, the more she found herself unable to leave him. It was as if she had been poisoned.
She thought that it would be great if he was always by her side, but if it weren’t for those hards.h.i.+ps, perhaps she wouldn’t have been able to understand her love for him, nor would she have been able to see it.
Xia Ning wrapped her arms around Qiao Yu’s neck and whispered into his ear,””I realized that I love you so much that I can’t leave you for even a moment. What should I do?”
Qiao Yu looked ahead and his eyes lit up. A smile appeared on his face and he replied,””Then keep it up.”
Xia Ning hugged him tightly and refused to let go.”No, you haven’t told me yet.”
“What did he say?” Qiao Yu asked.
Xia Ning let go of him and glared at him, looking like she was about to cry.”You just said that I’ve gained weight and that I’m not pretty anymore.”
Qiao Yu: “…” Women’s persistence in being fat and beautiful was unmovable.
“I was just talking nonsense,” he coaxed.”She’s not fat. She’s very beautiful.”
“If I get fat and not pretty anymore, will you still love me?” Xia Ning looked at him and continued to ask.
Qiao Yu immediately replied,”yes.”
Xia Ning turned her face away.”I didn’t hear you clearly.”
Qiao Yu wanted to laugh when he saw her acting all delicate. He straightened his face and said in a low voice,”Qiao Yu loves Xia Ning, forever!”
Xia Ning was elated to hear that. She hugged him and said coquettishly,”then you’re not allowed to despise me for being fat or ugly in the future. After giving birth to this brother, I’m going to have another one.”
“In my heart, you will never be fat. You will always be good-looking.” Qiao Yu said gently.
Xia Ning laughed out loud and kissed Qiao Yu on the cheek.”Hubby, you’re the best.”
The people who were pa.s.sing by looked at the couple stuck together and shook their heads. The young people these days were too boring.