He deliberately didn"t think too deeply into the changes in his personal status he"d encouraged or accepted - or a part of his brain was working on it, but it wasn"t a part that worked well if someone turned on the lights in that dark closet.
Stupid choice, Bren, he sometimes said to himself, when he realized how high he"d climbed and how he"d set himself up as a target. Deadly stupid, Bren Cameron, he"d say, on cold and lonely nights - or standing as he was in the middle of the atevi clerical establishment that, with great dedication to him, for emotional reasons he couldn"t reciprocate, continually and routinely saved him from making a fool of himself.
He could afford at least the question of what in h.e.l.l was he doing and what did it all mean and where was he leading these people who approached him with the kind of devotion they ordinarily spent on the aiji, who was was worth their devotion. worth their devotion.
How did he dare? he asked himself; and Chance and George Barrulin Chance and George Barrulin, the answer echoed out of the haunted bas.e.m.e.nt of his suspicions, one of whom, Chance, was the demon in the design of the atevi universe and the other of whom, the President"s chief advisor, was the devil in the design of Mospheiran politics.
Neither of them was fit to be in charge of as many lives as they controlled.
But Tabini, he strongly believed, was was fit: fit by biological processes he couldn"t feel and political processes purely atevi. fit: fit by biological processes he couldn"t feel and political processes purely atevi.
To his continual wonderment, Tabini accepted what the paidhi did, double-questioned him on his choices, and threw his authority behind the concept of atevi rights in s.p.a.ce, when human authority said atevi might be destroyed by the concept of microchips and nuclear energy.
What atevi did after they were up there in s.p.a.ce, that was another matter.
He asked himself, on lonely nights, whether he"d live, himself, to see that ship fly. He could envision himself standing at the side of the runway. But in his imagination he never could see the ship. He"d become superst.i.tious about that image in his mind, even gloomy and desperate, and he wasn"t ready to dig too deeply and learn what exactly his subconscious thought he was doing. He didn"t have a choice; he didn"t currently have a better idea, and what he was doing had to be done before the next stage of worrying.
He came down here when he was scared. As the interview had him scared. He faced that fact now. He"d had it easy in the provinces, on tour. He"d been traveling in the aiji"s plane, under the aiji"s guard, and everybody was glad to see him because he might bring trade and funds.
Here, in the Bu-javid, the predators gathered, and snarled and swarmed after sc.r.a.ps in ways that reminded him very uncomfortably of the situation back home.
He"d discussed it with Tabini.
Now a man was dead, who"d been part of the drive to take the power back to the provinces. It wasn"t just that Saigimi was a disagreeable man with bad numbers: it was that Saigimi was a peninsular lord who"d represented a policy and a movement that didn"t like the influence of the paidhi - that didn"t like the paidhi"s acquisition of this office, this prominence, this kind of loyalty. Or Tabini"s appet.i.te for technology and power.
It was remotely possible that Saigimi had had a point. A rotten way of expressing it, but a point.
And that was one of those items that was going to be seething under the surface of the questions various news services wanted to ask him. The conference was supposed to be about the s.p.a.ce program, which he desperately wanted to talk about. But atevi knew there was something very significant going on in the way the s.p.a.ce program was being built, and in the way prosperity was being handed out to one lord and a.s.sa.s.sination used against another.
The answers whether it was a good or bad change in atevi affairs were in those baskets of letters - ordinary atevi expressing their opinions.
"There are a few items difficult of disposition, nand" paidhi," nand" Dasibi informed him. "One understands there was an untoward incident in the skies on your return. Might one inquire, will the paidhi wish this incident acknowledged if the public inquires?"
"The matter," Banichi said, his shadow as he had walked through the room, among the desks, and now as they stopped at the head of it, "is still under staff investigation. It was minor."
"Say," Bren added, "that I was not hurt and never alarmed. The skill of the aiji"s pilots prevented harm. It underscores the importance of pilots observing air traffic control regulations and filing flight plans... and so forth. You know my opinions on that."
"One does, yes, nand" paidhi."
"There will also be an announcement shortly of a tour of the residence by lord Tatiseigi."
Brows went up. Dasibi said not a thing.
"I"m sure," Bren said quietly, "that there"ll be inquiries, and the event will not be open to the public. Don"t comment on the situation in the peninsula unless it"s cleared through the aiji"s staff. The official answer and the real one is that I had a successful tour, enjoyed fine hospitality, and was never threatened by the events to the south. I will forewarn you however that one should not schedule very many staff leaves of absence during the next week or so."
"We do hope nothing is amiss."
"One likewise hopes, nand" Dasibi. Very sadly, one member of my household has received bad news from the ship." Short guess who that that was. "A death in his family. But he knew his choice to come down here to serve would separate him from his family as well as his people. Please limit public questions on this matter and a.s.sure inquirers that the ship-paidhi is a young man of great courage and resolve who shares my purpose in seeing the atevi ship built." was. "A death in his family. But he knew his choice to come down here to serve would separate him from his family as well as his people. Please limit public questions on this matter and a.s.sure inquirers that the ship-paidhi is a young man of great courage and resolve who shares my purpose in seeing the atevi ship built."
"One will do so, nand" paidhi. Please convey to him our good will."
"With all appreciation, nadi."
"There is - another message from lord Caratho. With maps."
Lord Caratho saw no reason if Geigi was prospering why a s.p.a.ce industry plant couldn"t be built in his district. That was the crux of the matter.
The problem was, neither did numerous other lords see why they shouldn"t have the same advantage. Caratho, and four others, had inundated the Economic Commission"s office with figures and proposals. But Caratho alone figured, since various regular channels had turned him down, to deluge the paidhi"s staff with maps and reports promoting such a plant.
Oh, d.a.m.n, was the thought. Here it comes.
"If the paidhi will allow me to frame a reply," Dasibi said, "I believe I can create a list of honored supporters of the s.p.a.ce program which one might send to the aiji for his information, a list which others may wish to join and include among their honors - providing a disposition for all these reports and offers of resources to the effort. I have consulted the aiji"s staff and they concur. Meanwhile - lord Caratho has no need of such a plant, in the determination of the Economic Commission. He has ample revenues. He has fourteen hundred and fifty-four persons he"s had to write onto his staff because of unemployment in the district, which is not unusual for a lord of his wealth, and these are persons who used to be employed in railway construction, when the spur was being built. Let me apply finesse, if you will trust my discretion."
Finesse was the same word Banichi would use - biichi"ji - in a strike without side damage.
"I have all confidence in you, Dasibi-ji. Please do what you can. I am not not concerned so much for lord Caratho, but by the persons unemployed. Find out the history on that, via the staff, if you can." concerned so much for lord Caratho, but by the persons unemployed. Find out the history on that, via the staff, if you can."
"Taking a little liberty, nandi, I have, and they are persons who would not be employed by the plant he proposes."
"Ah. He"s seeking to diminish his obligations."
"One believes he is collecting collecting them into his employ, nand" paidhi, particularly to present appearances and make those rolls larger. I am concerned, nand" paidhi, that he may have done so with disregard of the welfare of the individuals he claims as dependents." them into his employ, nand" paidhi, particularly to present appearances and make those rolls larger. I am concerned, nand" paidhi, that he may have done so with disregard of the welfare of the individuals he claims as dependents."
"Do you, nandi, believe this is a situation to pa.s.s to the aiji"s staff?"
"I would say so, nand" paidhi." This last the old man offered with downcast eyes and some trepidation: he was accusing a lord in the reach of a person of rank sufficient to do him harm.
"I would concur," Banichi said in a low voice, and the old man looked much happier. "And I know the rascal"s reputation: you will not surprise the aiji, nadi."
"One is very glad to think so." The old man let go a heavy breath. "And there are two messages from one Rejiri, the son of the lord of Dur, wishing your good will. We have no idea why he sent twice - he mentions a meeting. We are unaware of any meeting with him on your schedule, nand" paidhi."
"The pilot of the plane. And I accept his good will. a.s.sure him so. I have no time for a meeting."
"If not the front door, the back," Banichi muttered. "He is is young, nadi." young, nadi."
"Should I not accept his good will?" he asked.
"Young," Banichi said. "And a fool. But, yes. Accept it. Nand" Dasibi advises you very well in everything."
"And," Dasibi said, clearly pleased, "a message from the aiji-dowager"s staff, saying there is no need for a response, but that she will conclude her winter season with a brief visit to the capital, and that she will see you, nand" paidhi, at your convenience."
"Delighted," he said, and was, from the time he"d heard it from Tabini, whose protestations about the dowager as a force in politics were frequent, half in jest and half not.
Himself, he"d been very sorry to think of Ilisidi going back to Malguri and particularly of his having no chance at all to see her, perhaps for a very long time, once she settled into the estate she best loved and once she settled deep into the local politics. The most recent turmoil around Malguri had been the dropping of bombs and the launching of sh.e.l.ls. They were provincial lords of the eastern end of the Western a.s.sociation, lords neighboring Ilisidi"s mother"s home - lords whose tangled thesis was that the paidhi, the aiji in Shejidan, and and the human President were all involved in conspiracy to deprive atevi of their rights. the human President were all involved in conspiracy to deprive atevi of their rights.
They were the same nuisances who had it that Tabini and everyone involved had known the ship was about to appear.
And some diehard theorists still still maintained there was not only a s.p.a.ceship secretly already built on the island of Mospheira, but that it was constantly coming and going - which wasn"t true, but nothing including showing the lords in question the output of the radar dishes that guarded the whole maritime coast would dissuade them from their belief in conspiracy against them. First, they weren"t capable of reading the data; second, they would declare it was being falsified by some technical system so elaborate it would have made building a s.p.a.ceship all but superfluous; and third, they were maintained there was not only a s.p.a.ceship secretly already built on the island of Mospheira, but that it was constantly coming and going - which wasn"t true, but nothing including showing the lords in question the output of the radar dishes that guarded the whole maritime coast would dissuade them from their belief in conspiracy against them. First, they weren"t capable of reading the data; second, they would declare it was being falsified by some technical system so elaborate it would have made building a s.p.a.ceship all but superfluous; and third, they were determined determined to believe it was conspiracy, and therefore it was conspiracy even if they had to invoke secret bases on the moon or mind-warping rays sent down from the station at night. The point was, they wanted to believe in conspiracy and their own political situation was a lot better and easier to maintain if there were one. to believe it was conspiracy, and therefore it was conspiracy even if they had to invoke secret bases on the moon or mind-warping rays sent down from the station at night. The point was, they wanted to believe in conspiracy and their own political situation was a lot better and easier to maintain if there were one.
The fact that Ilisidi, whom these lords knew well and generally believed had the education to read the data, also had the brains to read the situation in Shejidan and the experience to read the truth in the paidhi had not persuaded the diehards. It had only persuaded Ilisidi, so she"d said to him, that the lords she led were not going to follow her further if she didn"t convince them by the force of her presence. Her Her politics revolved relatively simply on the wish to retain some areas of the world untouched by industry and some aspects of atevi culture untouched by human influence. politics revolved relatively simply on the wish to retain some areas of the world untouched by industry and some aspects of atevi culture untouched by human influence.
Oddly enough she"d found the paidhi an ally in that agenda.
So the woman, Tabini"s grandmother, who"d almost been aiji of Shejidan on several occasions, must, as she"d put it to him at their parting last fall, go pour water into the ocean: meaning she wouldn"t enjoy the work of politics in Malguri. But it was, she"d said, work which needed doing, and it aimed at mending att.i.tudes and regional prejudices which had sadly cost lives and threatened livelihoods. It was work that she could do - uniquely, could do - though he had a great personal regret for seeing Ilisidi spend her efforts on provinces when they needed her as Tabini"s unadmitted right hand on a national level.
Even if Tabini complained of her interference. if Tabini complained of her interference.
"Tell her -" he began, completely undaunted by the statement no reply was requested. Then he changed his mind a second time. "Pen and paper, nadi, please."
He had one of his message cylinders in his pocket. He traveled with one. He sat down at a table and wrote, in his own hand, I am delighted by the prospect you present and would gladly scandalize your neighbors, though I fear by now they have fled the paint and the hammering. Please find the occasion in your busy schedule of admirers to receive me or, at any time you will, please do not hesitate to call upon me am delighted by the prospect you present and would gladly scandalize your neighbors, though I fear by now they have fled the paint and the hammering. Please find the occasion in your busy schedule of admirers to receive me or, at any time you will, please do not hesitate to call upon me.
That would remove any doubt of Ilisidi"s welcome to walk into the apartment at her will, and if uncle Tati-seigi was going to pay a call on him, d.a.m.n, she she knew the man, and could judge better than he could what might const.i.tute a rescue. She might even intervene: as Tabini had said, she and he did get along, and her presence at any formal viewing might be an a.s.set. knew the man, and could judge better than he could what might const.i.tute a rescue. She might even intervene: as Tabini had said, she and he did get along, and her presence at any formal viewing might be an a.s.set. He He couldn"t choose the guests for an Atageini soiree, but let Tatiseigi try to keep Ilisidi from doing as she pleased - as soon try to stop a river in its course. couldn"t choose the guests for an Atageini soiree, but let Tatiseigi try to keep Ilisidi from doing as she pleased - as soon try to stop a river in its course.
He had his seal, too, and the office provided the wax. He put the finished message into nand" Dasibi"s hands, spoke his usual few words to the staff.
"Nand" paidhi," Banichi said, attracting his attention. "The news services."
He had, in some measure, rather deal with Uncle.
But the mere thought thought of Ilisidi had waked up his wits in sheer self-defense, and that was, considering where he was going, all to the good. of Ilisidi had waked up his wits in sheer self-defense, and that was, considering where he was going, all to the good.
It was down the corridor then, and into that area near the great halls of the two houses of the legislature, the commons, which was the hasdrawad, and the house of lords, which was the tashrid. Last year, for the first time on atevi television, a human face had brought into atevi homes a presence which atevi children had once feared and now wrote letters to in the thousands. Last year he"d appeared on tape. This year his press conferences went live. A room across from the tashrid was set up as an interview center - that crowd of microphones and cameras was another accoutrement of notoriety, and of life close to the place where decisions were made. Lines snaked into the little room so that one had to walk very gingerly. The place bristled with microphones surrounding the seat he would take.
He allowed all the paraphernalia he had collected, the computer (which rarely left him) and the notes and the various small items with which he had become burdened in the clerical office, into the hands of junior security, and let Banichi see him to his place and stand near him.
He settled in, blinded by the lights. He waited, hands folded on the table that supported the microphones, until the signal.
"Nand" paidhi," the first reporter began, and wended through the convolute honors and courtesies before the question, a circuitous approach calculated, he sometimes thought, to let the paidhi fall asleep or start wit-wandering.
The question when it finally emerged from the forest of t.i.tles, was: "Having just returned from touring the plants and facilities supporting the s.p.a.ce program, are you confident that atevi and human construction are of equal importance and on equal footing with the ship?"
"I am very confident," was his automatic answer. It gave him a running start toward: "But not just that we are on an equal basis with Mospheira, nadiin: atevi are well-advanced toward the goal of s.p.a.ce flight and may actually be in the lead in the race for s.p.a.ce. It"s not a position in which one dares slacken one"s effort. We don"t know what delays may arise. But I am encouraged that we have made vast progress." He was very glad to report nationally that the aiji"s monumental risk of capital was producing results: success bred stability - and complacency - he had to avoid that extreme, too. "I am very encouraged about the future of the program."
"On what account, nand" paidhi, if you would elucidate."
"I am encouraged by the people, nadi. I have seen the actual elements of what will become the first s.p.a.cecraft to be launched from this planet. They now exist. I have met atevi workers dedicated to their work, whose care will safeguard the economic prosperity of generations of atevi."
"What do you say, nand" paidhi," this came from a southern service, "to the objections regarding the cost?"
Lord Saigimi"s platform. Not Not an innocent question. Provocative. It identified the source of trouble. He hoped not to have another question from that quarter, and could not gracefully look to the staff officer con trolling who stood up to ask, not without exposing that glance on live national television. an innocent question. Provocative. It identified the source of trouble. He hoped not to have another question from that quarter, and could not gracefully look to the staff officer con trolling who stood up to ask, not without exposing that glance on live national television.
"The rail system on which all commerce now moves was vastly expensive to build," he said calmly. "Look at the jobs, nadiin, look at the industry. Were we to back away from this chance to lift the people of this planet into authority over their own future, someone else would exercise that authority. By the Treaty, I look out for the peace. And I see see no peace if such an imbalance develops in the relationship that now exists between atevi and humans. That would be more than expensive, nadiin, it would be unthinkable. The program no peace if such an imbalance develops in the relationship that now exists between atevi and humans. That would be more than expensive, nadiin, it would be unthinkable. The program must must give atevi the power to direct their own lives." give atevi the power to direct their own lives."
"Is this within the man"chi of the paidhiin?"
"Indisputably. Indisputably. By the Treaty, it is." The question had come from the same source. The man did not sit down. And from all his worries about changes in atevi life, he was reminded now of Saigimi"s other other qualities. The same whose a.s.sociates built shoddy office buildings and who personally tried to ruin lord Geigi in order to own his vote in some very critical measures. qualities. The same whose a.s.sociates built shoddy office buildings and who personally tried to ruin lord Geigi in order to own his vote in some very critical measures.
"Did the paidhi feel at all that his safety was threatened in the peninsula?"
That was not not a permitted question, by the ground rules that governed all news conferences. He knew that Tabini was going to hit the rafters over that one, and other reporters were disturbed, but he lifted a hand in token that he would answer the direct provocation. a permitted question, by the ground rules that governed all news conferences. He knew that Tabini was going to hit the rafters over that one, and other reporters were disturbed, but he lifted a hand in token that he would answer the direct provocation.
"The paidhi," he said calmly, and in meticulous Ragi, "has the greatest confidence in the good will expressed to him by honest people." The news service this reporter represented, whether by one of Deana"s little legacies or a new inspiration of Tabini"s enemies, was attempting to politicize itself - implying (because a retaliatory strike by Guild members would have to follow a line of direct involvement) that the paidhi or lord Geigi had a connection to the a.s.sa.s.sination. He had no compunction whatsoever about derailing the effort in a rambling, time-using account. Two could play the games of a live, limited-time broadcast.
"Let me recount to you the scene as I left the plant, nadiin, as the goodheartedness of the workers brought a crowd out the doors, brought them carrying flowers toward the cars. When my plane dipped its wing and came about toward Shejidan I saw, beside the cars of my local escort, flowers of the springtime of the peninsula pa.s.s beneath us. So, so much generosity of the people, so much care of the vastly important task under their hands and so generous an expression of their belief in their task. Their hope for the future is visible now. Tangible." They"d edit when bits of this replayed, and after what had been asked, he was careful to give them only positive, felicitously numbered statements. The paidhi did not not intervene in atevi internal affairs. That was what they were trying to get him to do, so he played the uninvolved innocent. "I was greatly impressed, nadiin. I tell you, I was impressed so much that I believe as they believe, in the felicity of this project, in the felicity of this nation, in the felicity of the aiji who has been foresighted in making this reach toward s.p.a.ce at a moment when all these fortunate things coincide." intervene in atevi internal affairs. That was what they were trying to get him to do, so he played the uninvolved innocent. "I was greatly impressed, nadiin. I tell you, I was impressed so much that I believe as they believe, in the felicity of this project, in the felicity of this nation, in the felicity of the aiji who has been foresighted in making this reach toward s.p.a.ce at a moment when all these fortunate things coincide."
A second reporter rose. "Have you authorized, nand" paidhi, the direct exchange of messages between the island and the ship-paidhi, in your absence?"
What in h.e.l.l was was this? A second out-of-line question? this? A second out-of-line question?
"I have not forbidden it, nadi."
"Can you, nand" paidhi, confirm a death in the ship-paidhi"s house?"
There was a leak. There was a serious leak. It smelled of Deana. If he could figure how - and methods including radio did occur to him.
d.a.m.n it, he thought. He"d meant to report it, because with servants aware of something, informational accidents could happen, and he didn"t want speculation getting ahead of all the facts he had. But he"d meant to report it after after Jase had talked to his mother. The death on the ship implied infelicity. Jase had talked to his mother. The death on the ship implied infelicity.
And he could either shut down the interview right now on these two rude and unauthorized questions on the very plain point that they violated protocol - he could signal his security to create a diversion; or he could handle the problem they"d posed and then loose security on the matter of who"d put them up to it.
"I can," he said, "confirm, nadiin, that there is such a sad report; as best I am informed, an accident of some nature. I will try to obtain that information for you. But that is not officially announced, and the release of that information could cause great pain to Jase-paidhi, who has borne the effort and worked honestly to bring good fortune to atevi as well as humans. I"m certain that isn"t your intent."
Sometimes his own callous response to situations appalled him. Atevi would wish to know. Number-counters would wish to know. All sorts of people would wish to know for good and sensible reasons, for superst.i.tious reasons, and just because they were justifiably curious about human behavior.
The next two questions, which he took from the major news services, were routine and without devious intent. How was the s.p.a.ce program meeting the engineers" expectations and was the design translation without apparent error?
"We are developing a set of equivalences between the two languages which render translation of diagrams much easier. We"re dealing with a scale of measurements which has a scale of directly comparable numbers"- Atevi ears always p.r.i.c.ked up at that word -"which renders the operation of translation much faster. Atevi engineers are actually able to read human doc.u.ments where the matter involves written numbers, and to perform calculations which render these numbers into atevi numbers with all the ordinary checks that these skilled persons perform."
Not of significance for a human audience, but for an atevi audience a real bombsh.e.l.l of religious and philosophical significance. If the universe was rational and numerical, numbers were a direct reflection of its mathematical dependability; numbers could predict, safeguard, direct, and govern. No project would succeed without good numbers; the ship on which the design was based had had flown, the human numbers were therefore good numbers, felicitous numbers, more to the point - since numbers could be felicitous or infelicitous, leading to success or disaster - and to have the news that atevi engineers could make clear sense of human engineering diagrams was the sort of thing that would actually fight with the peninsular a.s.sa.s.sination and the death on the ship for s.p.a.ce on the news, at least briefly. He"d meant to drop that later, but it was capable of knocking Jase"s tragedy right out of the headlines, and that was, coldbloodedly, what he intended. flown, the human numbers were therefore good numbers, felicitous numbers, more to the point - since numbers could be felicitous or infelicitous, leading to success or disaster - and to have the news that atevi engineers could make clear sense of human engineering diagrams was the sort of thing that would actually fight with the peninsular a.s.sa.s.sination and the death on the ship for s.p.a.ce on the news, at least briefly. He"d meant to drop that later, but it was capable of knocking Jase"s tragedy right out of the headlines, and that was, coldbloodedly, what he intended.
He answered four or five questions at the limits of his own mathematical ability, and took his leave of the reporters, with the (he said to himself) not unreasonable notion of the leisure to go back to his apartment and work through the translations he had to have ready before - the next duty he had on his agenda - he briefed the aiji"s aides, who had to go to the various departments to present the paidhi"s arguments before - step after that - the paidhi had to go before the off-session legislative aides to answer questions so that when, step three, the legislatures reconvened, they did it with good information before them.
But there was a far more immediate item on his agenda.
"We have a problem," he said to Banichi as they walked toward the lift, and as the junior security held the curious at bay, out of ordinary hearing. "I don"t know how that information on Jase"s private business got to them, I don"t know whether there"s a leak somewhere, but my own thought was that either there"s a leak on the aiji"s staff - or ours - or that they"re broadcasting that on the news on Mospheira and somebody on the mainland follows enough of the language to pick it out."
"Such persons who know Mosphei" that fluently are all official," Banichi said under his breath, informing him of something he"d wanted to know, and now did.
"There is," Banichi added, "nand" Deana." One was respectful in a public venue, and accorded a name its honorifics, even when one proposed cutting the individual into fish-bait. "And I can tell you, Bren-ji, there has been illicit radio traffic."
They"d reached the lift. He gave Banichi a sharp, alarmed look.
"How much else don"t I know?"
"Oh, much," Banichi said. The door opened. "The names of my remote cousins, the -"
"Banichi, my salad, the truth."
Banichi escorted him inside and delivered an advis.e.m.e.nt to hall security above that they were coming up. And Banichi grinned, not looking at him after the salad remark.