"Yes," Jago said, having her pocket com in evidence, and going with them. "As soon as they remove lord Badissuni. The man"s taken ill."
He was startled. Dismayed. "Is he ill?" he asked. he ill?" he asked.
"Quite honestly, nadi." There were tones Jago took that told him it was the real and reliable truth. "It seems to be stress. They"re taking him to the hospital for the night."
Amazing what bedfellows politics had made. It made a sensible man careful of making any rash statements about anyone, sharp-edged words being so hard to digest.
Tatiseigi stood in the lights, reporting the absolutely ridiculous and totally true fact of a security alert downstairs, which had turned out to be explained, and somehow never mentioning that the culprit was a young boy from the islands.
Then Tatiseigi wended his way into a report that security had been on edge, and that all threats had been dealt with.
Tabini, who had used the newfangled airwaves quite shamelessly to justify his positions, could take notes from this performance. Tatiseigi, who publicly decried the deleterious effects of the national obsession with television and machimi actors, by what the paidhi had heard, who had spoken against extending television into new licenses, certainly knew the value of it.
"I will tell you," he began, traditional opening of a topic, and launched into the matter of his restorations, his programs, the history of the Atageini. It was an unprecedented chance for one of the houses. Tatiseigi went on into historic marriages, about the relations of the Atageini to the founders of the capital at She-jidan - and then, with Damiri standing beside him, as Jase also did, he talked about the Atageini "venturing into a future of great promise and adventurous prospect."
My G.o.d, Bren thought, listening to it, looking at the picture it presented to a watching world. It was almost a declaration of support for the s.p.a.ce program.
It was d.a.m.ned near a declaration for for Tabini and Tabini and against against Direiso and the Kadigidi and all their plots. Direiso and the Kadigidi and all their plots.
Certainly, long and soporific as the history had been, it had snapped to a sharp and dangerous point, right there, in three carefully chosen words: future, adventurous, and prospect, meaning the hitherto changeless and conservative Atageini were shifting into motion; and the so-named prospect prospect was going to refer in some minds, with Damiri visible before them, to heirs and marriage and the final merger of two Padi Valley families of vast power, a merger that might firm up the political picture very suddenly. was going to refer in some minds, with Damiri visible before them, to heirs and marriage and the final merger of two Padi Valley families of vast power, a merger that might firm up the political picture very suddenly.
Very frighteningly so for some interests, Direiso chief among them.
Not mentioning Ilisidi with her ties to the distant and often rebel East.
The old tyrant had intended this when he"d headed for that room and the lightbulb blew. He"d been wound up for the bitter necessity of peace with Tabini, consoled by the chance for public glory, and then embarra.s.sed by a human.
Thank G.o.d G.o.d he"d gotten this chance, this bit of theater. He could only imagine with what fervor the man he"d gotten this chance, this bit of theater. He could only imagine with what fervor the man hadn"t hadn"t wanted his niece wanted his niece and and the aforesaid human on stage with him. the aforesaid human on stage with him.
Bet that a speech of this magnitude had been set in the man"s mind before he came up here and that the alternative was not to give it, and to keep balancing peace and war with Tabini and dancing a slow dance with Tabini"s enemies. He"d suggested a change from the infelicitous venue down at the small dining room, for this area, and no matter how irreverent an ateva grew, there was still that cultural and public reluctance to accept a place or a set-up for an event if that place had been tainted by ill fortune.
Hence this set-up in the state dining room, still within the apartment, proving that humans humans were not the infelicitous item, with a human, emblematic of change, right there beside the conservative lord. And with Damiri, the tie to Tabini who might wish to supplant him, standing right there by him, the old man got to the fore of the rebellion in his own house and did it with style - on national television. were not the infelicitous item, with a human, emblematic of change, right there beside the conservative lord. And with Damiri, the tie to Tabini who might wish to supplant him, standing right there by him, the old man got to the fore of the rebellion in his own house and did it with style - on national television.
He didn"t know whether he"d helped at all or whether Tabini had come to rescue a rash human or to propose exactly the same things; but Tabini would at least be glad he he hadn"t had to get into a verbal brawl with the old man. hadn"t had to get into a verbal brawl with the old man.
Who might well wish the paidhi"s head on the ancestral battlements. Two Two paidhiin, infelicitous two, might urge that as a solution. paidhiin, infelicitous two, might urge that as a solution.
He kept smiling. He kept smiling as he rescued Jase, who was practically wordless after the event, but who"d responded appropriately during it. He fed Jase a stiff shot of alcohol before putting him in the hands of his security, which gained him him the silence and the window of opportunity to reach Ilisidi. the silence and the window of opportunity to reach Ilisidi.
"Aiji-ma," he said with a deep bow to her and her chief of security, Cenedi, "aiji-ma, I have an urgent request, a very extravagant request, which I must make of you foremost of all; and also of your grandson. If I have any any favors unclaimed, hear me at least. I know I am too extravagant. But I have no other resource - as your grandson, having no other resource, came to you under very similar circ.u.mstances." favors unclaimed, hear me at least. I know I am too extravagant. But I have no other resource - as your grandson, having no other resource, came to you under very similar circ.u.mstances."
Ilisidi"s eyes were a record of years lived and intrigues survived. And her mouth quirked in amus.e.m.e.nt. "You"ve just murdered the lord of the Atageini in his own dining room and wish asylum?"
"Almost," he said. "Very close, aiji-ma."
CHAPTER 15.
"NAND" PAIDHI," the Bu-javid operator said. "I can"t * M establish the connection. One fears - there is some reason beyond a failure of equipment."
"Thank you, nadi. One believes the same." He set the receiver back in the cradle and heard distantly in the house the noise of steps on the stone floors of the foyer. Their household was gathering for their departure, unaware of the phone call he couldn"t resist attempting and which he foreknew wouldn"t get through, no more than the rest had.
Baji-naji, chance and fortune, the devils in the design: symbolically they existed somewhere in every atevi building as they did in every design for action. The random numbers of creativity, serendipity or destruction lurked within the rigid system of numbers, and once a design gave them leeway to work, the building tumbled down, a situation acquired additional possibilities, or the world tumbled into a new order of things.
He couldn"t raise the island, let alone get a call through to Toby or his mother"s house.
And that was no equipment failure. That was politics keeping keeping him from making that call, and like a fool he"d hung up on Toby in their last conversation. Toby had been able to call him, but he couldn"t get past the blockade in the other direction. him from making that call, and like a fool he"d hung up on Toby in their last conversation. Toby had been able to call him, but he couldn"t get past the blockade in the other direction.
Or Toby couldn"t reach him, either.
He"d resorted to sleeping pills since the conversation with the dowager, medications from the island, carefully h.o.a.rded since the repair to his shoulder. There"d been, after his brief talk with Ilisidi, a flurry of phone calling and rescheduling legislative meetings, which consumed an entire day.
But, good part of the operation, Jase grew more cheerful - as if the promise he"d been able to keep had gotten him past the depression and the despair. Jase was going to the ocean. He would see the sea. They"d talked last night of fishing, not from Geigi"s port but from a more protected, governmentally owned site on the reserve across the same bay.
"Maybe we"ll have a chance at the yellowtail," he"d said to Jase, although he was by no means certain the run of those fish would carry within the bay. Among the myriad other things he did keep up with, marine fish weren"t within his field. Toby would have known.
But he couldn"t ask the first question he"d had in years that Toby would have delighted in answering.
So with the appropriate baggage, just as a second dawn was breaking, they were gathering in the foyer for the promised trip - Banichi and Jago, Tano and Algini.
And himself with Jase.
"The baggage has gone, Bren-ji," Jago said. "The car is waiting."
Subway car, that was. His security was in a good mood: it lifted his spirits - shifted the world back into perspective. It was an emergency at home, yes; but, dammit, Toby could handle it - Toby was in the city, Toby was at their mother"s apartment. Toby could deal with their mother and Toby didn"t have to call him up and rage at him, when it was the first d.a.m.n time Toby Toby had showed up to handle one of their mother"s crises, be it the divorce from their father, be it the lawsuit over the sale of the mountain cabin, be it aunt Gloria"s husband"s funeral, be it - G.o.d knew what. had showed up to handle one of their mother"s crises, be it the divorce from their father, be it the lawsuit over the sale of the mountain cabin, be it aunt Gloria"s husband"s funeral, be it - G.o.d knew what. This This time Toby was on duty and Toby could take care of their mother and the two of them could do the talking they should have done when Toby"d married to get away from the family and run off to live on the north sh.o.r.e having kids and making money hand over fist. Toby was the one she"d held up to him as the model son - well-married, stable, somebody to go visit. time Toby was on duty and Toby could take care of their mother and the two of them could do the talking they should have done when Toby"d married to get away from the family and run off to live on the north sh.o.r.e having kids and making money hand over fist. Toby was the one she"d held up to him as the model son - well-married, stable, somebody to go visit.
Mother"d held Toby and Toby"s familial situation up to him as the way he he ought to be, but she"d d.a.m.ned sure phoned the University every time there was a crisis to get ought to be, but she"d d.a.m.ned sure phoned the University every time there was a crisis to get Bren Bren across town. That was understandable, since it was in the same city; but even after he"d gone into the field and the strait had separated them, she"d not phoned the north sh.o.r.e for Toby to disturb his family, come home, and hire a lawyer for her. No, Toby"d had across town. That was understandable, since it was in the same city; but even after he"d gone into the field and the strait had separated them, she"d not phoned the north sh.o.r.e for Toby to disturb his family, come home, and hire a lawyer for her. No, Toby"d had a family a family to consider, so she"d phoned the mainland and wanted to consider, so she"d phoned the mainland and wanted Bren-dear Bren-dear to drop the governmental crisis and come home and fix things, which sometimes he could and sometimes he hadn"t been able to. For a string of years every time he"d come home on vacation she"d had a crisis specifically designed to get him involved the second he stepped off the plane, to the point where he"d begun to think of marriage to Barb as an insulation. to drop the governmental crisis and come home and fix things, which sometimes he could and sometimes he hadn"t been able to. For a string of years every time he"d come home on vacation she"d had a crisis specifically designed to get him involved the second he stepped off the plane, to the point where he"d begun to think of marriage to Barb as an insulation.
It had gotten so his nerves were strung tight every time he knew his mother needed something, because need need had gotten to be the relationship between them, and he"d already puzzled out that fact. had gotten to be the relationship between them, and he"d already puzzled out that fact.
It had gotten to be the relationship between him and Barb, too, starting with his his increasing need for her to meet that plane and shield him from his inability to say no. Someday he"d have married her so he"d have a wife to take precedence over what his mother needed. He"d puzzled that out, too. increasing need for her to meet that plane and shield him from his inability to say no. Someday he"d have married her so he"d have a wife to take precedence over what his mother needed. He"d puzzled that out, too.
Grim thought. Sobering thought. He could get aggravated aggravated with Barb, but the fact was that his cheerfulness once he"d arranged for Barb to meet the plane, the alternative being his mother arriving with a list of grievances and plans for his time, told him maybe - just maybe - his relationship to Barb breaking down in crisis wasn"t just a case of Barb rushing to Paul Saarinson"s soft life. Barb, being a healthy individual, had perhaps realized she wasn"t up to being a support for a man who got off the plane every few months with Barb, but the fact was that his cheerfulness once he"d arranged for Barb to meet the plane, the alternative being his mother arriving with a list of grievances and plans for his time, told him maybe - just maybe - his relationship to Barb breaking down in crisis wasn"t just a case of Barb rushing to Paul Saarinson"s soft life. Barb, being a healthy individual, had perhaps realized she wasn"t up to being a support for a man who got off the plane every few months needing needing to be rea.s.sured and to be rea.s.sured and needing to needing to be made happy and not to have troubles poured into his ears during his vacation. be made happy and not to have troubles poured into his ears during his vacation.
The paidhi"s home life and the paidhi"s love life were neither one d.a.m.n good and never had been, was the truth. The I-need-you I-need-you business was no way for any two adults to have a relationship, not mother-son, not man-wife. business was no way for any two adults to have a relationship, not mother-son, not man-wife.
Not even brothers.
And it was about time their mother learned to call on Toby, because Toby was the one of her two sons she was going to have in reach; and it was about time Toby learned to define that relationship in a way he could live with. That was the plain truth. And they were all going to have to get used to it. She couldn"t get Bren-dear home again.
Maybe duty to his family said he should resign his professional life, come home and live with it and do all those familial, loyal things, including suffer through a marital relationship that wouldn"t work and a relationship with his mother that wasn"t going to improve, and maybe it would improve his moral character to do that.
But it wasn"t his job. It wasn"t what other, equally important individuals relied on him doing for reasons a lot more important to the world than his personal problems. And he rather thought, as much trouble as it might make for the family, he should tip Toby off to the need-you need-you business and the fact he was ent.i.tled to put his foot down and define his relationship with mama otherwise - early - before it ate Toby alive. business and the fact he was ent.i.tled to put his foot down and define his relationship with mama otherwise - early - before it ate Toby alive.
"Bren-ji?" Jago asked as he took his place in the elevator car.
"Tired," he said. "Tired, Jago-ji." He managed a cheerful face. "Time for a week on leave."
Banichi pressed the b.u.t.ton. The elevator carried them down, down to the cavernous tile and concrete of the restricted subway station beneath the Bu-javid.
It was a short walk to the subway car, in a larger s.p.a.ce than Jase had been in since he"d come into the Bu-javid by this same route.
"All right?" he asked Jase, seeing that little hesitation, that intake of breath.
"Fine," Jase said, and walked steadily beside him, Banichi and Jago in front, Tano and Algini behind, down past the train engine to the two cars which were waiting with the requisite House Guard and a Guild pair from the aiji"s staff - Bren"s eye picked them out.
"Nadi?" Banichi took up his post just inside, and they boarded, Tano and Algini going to the baggage car with junior security, Banichi and Jago staying with them.
"Rear seat"s the most comfortable," he said to Jase - he recalled saying that the day he"d escorted Jase to to the hill, in the same car, on his way to the confinement in which Jase had lived. They took their seats. Jago, on pocket com, standing by the door, talked to someone, probably intermediate to the Bu-javid station that governed use of the tracks, clearing their departure. the hill, in the same car, on his way to the confinement in which Jase had lived. They took their seats. Jago, on pocket com, standing by the door, talked to someone, probably intermediate to the Bu-javid station that governed use of the tracks, clearing their departure.
The door shut and the car got underway.
Jase sat with nervous antic.i.p.ation evident as the shuttered private subway car rumbled and thumped along its course down the hill and across a city Jase had never seen except from the windows of the Bu-javid and once from the air.
"Nervous, nadi?"
"No, nadi." Jase was quick to say so. And sat, hands on knees, braced against the slightest movement of the car.
But a lot of strangeness, Bren could only guess, was surely impacting Jase"s senses right now, from the shaking of the car, the smells, the noise.
Evidently some of them were alarming sensations from a s.p.a.ceman"s point of view, as were large open s.p.a.ces: the echoes disoriented him, maybe. Maybe just the size did. Bren had no idea, but to rea.s.sure Jase he adopted an easy pose, legs extended, ankles crossed, and kept talk to a minimum while Jase"s eyes darted frantically to every different rattle of the wheels on the switching-points, the least change in sound as they exited the tunnel and went in open air.
"We"re on the surface again," Bren explained. "We"ve been in a tunnel."
Jase didn"t look rea.s.sured. And probably Jase knew he was overreacting, even suspected he looked foolish in his anxiety, but they had one more rule in effect, and Jase had agreed to it as Jase had agreed to every other condition: no matter what, Jase wasn"t to speak anything but Ragi on this trip. If the car wrecked, he"d made the point with Jase, scream scream in Ragi. He might not be able to hold to it throughout, but if that was the ideal, maybe, Bren thought, it would encourage Jase to shift his thoughts into the language totally, the way Jase had existed while he was gone on the tour. If it didn"t do everything he"d hoped, in terms of forcing Jase into Ragi, it might at least force Jase back into that mindset so that he had a chance of arguing with him. in Ragi. He might not be able to hold to it throughout, but if that was the ideal, maybe, Bren thought, it would encourage Jase to shift his thoughts into the language totally, the way Jase had existed while he was gone on the tour. If it didn"t do everything he"d hoped, in terms of forcing Jase into Ragi, it might at least force Jase back into that mindset so that he had a chance of arguing with him.
Meanwhile the car thumped and rumbled its way toward the airport.
A happy family, on its way to the beach, Bren thought, surveying his complement of catatonic, well-dressed roommate and heavily armed security in black leather and silver studs, themselves in high spirits and having a good time.
"We were due due a vacation," Banichi remarked cheerfully. They were not quite so vacation-bound that he or any of his fellow Guild members took advantage of the stocked breakfast juice bar in the aiji"s own, red velvet-appointed subway car, but Banichi did sit down at his ease, stretch out his huge body and heave a sigh. And doubtless it a vacation," Banichi remarked cheerfully. They were not quite so vacation-bound that he or any of his fellow Guild members took advantage of the stocked breakfast juice bar in the aiji"s own, red velvet-appointed subway car, but Banichi did sit down at his ease, stretch out his huge body and heave a sigh. And doubtless it was was far better than a rooftop in the peninsula. "We"re due rain, of course, but it"s spring - what can one hope?" far better than a rooftop in the peninsula. "We"re due rain, of course, but it"s spring - what can one hope?"
"It should still be fine," Jago said from her vantage by the door, one hand loosely on a hanging strap. "The sea, the sand -"
"The cold fogs."
"Nadiin," Bren said, and roused himself to the same level of enthusiasm as his security, "we are safe, we are away, lord Tatiseigi is visiting his own own apartment tonight, apartment tonight, we are not there, and I we are not there, and I believe they have gotten the illicit television downstairs." believe they have gotten the illicit television downstairs."
"The Guard is guarding it, nand" paidhi," Banichi said, "with its usual zeal, of course."
There were grins. Probably Jase didn"t follow the joke. But security was in a high good mood and the car rocked and thundered on, swayed around the turn that meant the airport station was coming up. Junior security, who had their baggage under close watch, would get it all aboard the vans.
The subway train stopped, security rose to take routine positions as the doors opened and security went out first.
Bren collected Jase, left the details to his staff, and sure enough the vans were waiting, with Bu-javid security in charge from beginning to end, in this very highly securitied spur of the regular public subway.
"Careful," he said, fearing Jase"s balance problems, but Jase made a clean step out of the car and onto the concrete.
Jase had no difficulty there, and none in boarding the waiting van. He flung himself into the seat, however, as if relieved to sit down; his face was a little pale, his eye-blinks grown rapid as they did when he was fighting problems in perspective. Bren sat down more slowly beside him, with Banichi and Jago immediately after while others were loading the luggage into the second van under Tano"s supervision.
The van whisked them to the waiting plane and braked right by the ladder. Immediately, the second van was with them, bringing the luggage, which was not alone their clothes, but the clutter of weaponry and electronics that went with the paidhi wherever he and his security went.
It was Tabini"s jet. And it was needful now, Banichi out first and Jago next, and Bren third, for Jase to climb down from the van into the noise of the jet engines, and walk, on a flat surface and under a sky with a few gray-bottomed clouds, from the roofed van to the ladder and up the ladder into the plane. Jase made the step, didn"t look up (which he"d said especially bothered him), and crossed to the ladder, shaking off Jago"s offered hand.
"Wait," Bren said to Banichi and Jago, because the metal ladder shook when that pair climbed it with their usual energy, and he didn"t figure that would help Jase at all, whose knuckles were white on the rail as he climbed doggedly toward the boarding platform, his eyes on the steps, never on his surroundings.
Jase went inside, to be met by the co-pilot. Bren went up next and Jago and Banichi followed him; Tano and Algini stayed below to stand watch over the luggage-loading.
The computer, alone of their luggage, went in the cabin with them; Jago had it, and tucked it into a storage area, while outside the luggage-loading went so fast that the hatch thumped down while Jase was settling into his seat in the table-chair grouping and while Bren was saying h.e.l.lo to the pilot and co-pilot.
"One hopes for a quieter flight, nand" paidhi," the pilot said.
He"d actually forgotten forgotten about the boy from Dur during the last twenty hours, during which they"d accomplished the logistics and arrangements, and during which uncle Tatiseigi had lodged in Ilisidi"s hospitality. about the boy from Dur during the last twenty hours, during which they"d accomplished the logistics and arrangements, and during which uncle Tatiseigi had lodged in Ilisidi"s hospitality.
They were away and clear. The boy from Dur had his ribboned card which might save him from parental wrath, the apartment was still intact after the state reception, and the television was out of the pantry, entertaining the House Guard for the duration of uncle Tatiseigi"s stay, which should about equal their days on the western sh.o.r.e near Saduri.
"I antic.i.p.ate a quiet flight and a quiet ten days, nadi," Bren said to the pilot and co-pilot, "and I hope you and your a.s.sociate have ample time for a little fishing yourselves. I"ve expressed the wish the staff could lodge you at some place that would allow it for however long you have at leisure."
"Nand" paidhi, they have done so, and we thank you, nand" Jase as well." This with a nod toward the seating where Jase had belted in.
"Nadi," Bren said in ending the conversation, and went back to sit beside Jase. He did did feel better now that things were underway. His blood was moving faster with their stirring about, and the slight headache was diminishing: possibly the sleeping pill had worn off. feel better now that things were underway. His blood was moving faster with their stirring about, and the slight headache was diminishing: possibly the sleeping pill had worn off.
"It"s excellent weather for flying. A smooth flight, nadi. Sun shining. Calm air."
"Yes," Jase said. It was a word. It was a response. Then: "Too close to the planet," Jase muttered, then grinned; and Bren obligingly laughed, in the understanding both that it was an uneasy joke and that Jase had, finally, just been able to get a few words a.s.sembled into an almost-sentence of Ragi this morning. After twenty-odd hours of intermittent wordless moments and frustration, losing all confidence in his ability to speak the Ragi language, Jase was showing signs of pulling out of it - phase two of his mental break, a tendency to suspect all his word choices and to blow his grammar - which, coupled with fears of insulting the atevi staff, wasn"t improving his confidence. But it was textbook psychological reaction. Jase had been vastly embarra.s.sed, humiliated, terrified of very real diplomatic consequences at the same moment he was put on national television - at his worst moment of personal crisis. It wasn"t just the illusion of helplessness language students went through, it had been real helplessness, and real danger, and thank G.o.d, Bren thought, they"d had the dowager there, and an understanding security, and Damiri. Also thank G.o.d, Tatiseigi was no fool.
And meanwhile Jase, being around staff who"d forgive him his mistakes, was trying again, understanding again, and regaining a little shaky confidence in himself.
"Please belt in, nadiin," the co-pilot said over the intercom. The engines roared into action.
And as the plane began to taxi toward the runway, with security taking their seats and belting in around them, Jase"s knuckles were white on the armrests.
Couldn"t fault that reaction. He"d explained to Jase and and Yolanda the physics by which planes stayed in the air during their initial flight to Shejidan, but there was so much new then and since that he wasn"t sure how much had stayed with him. They"d come from a rough landing on the Taiben preserve, an overnight at Taiben only sufficient to catch their breaths, then a rail trip ending in a hasty boarding of the aiji"s plane to fly them all to the international airport at Shejidan. Yolanda the physics by which planes stayed in the air during their initial flight to Shejidan, but there was so much new then and since that he wasn"t sure how much had stayed with him. They"d come from a rough landing on the Taiben preserve, an overnight at Taiben only sufficient to catch their breaths, then a rail trip ending in a hasty boarding of the aiji"s plane to fly them all to the international airport at Shejidan.
After they"d landed at Shejidan, there"d been no hesitation: the aiji"s guards had packed Yolanda and Deana Hanks both onto a second, atevi-piloted commercial plane bound for Mospheira, and hastened him and Jase onto the van and then into the subway station on a fast trip to the Bu-javid, to enter the aiji"s very careful security arrangements, all to a.s.sure - in a world seething with change and disturbance at that moment - that nothing befell the two paidhiin.
It hadn"t afforded Jase much time to learn about the world. And Jase had been disoriented and more focused on the fact that he and Yolanda weren"t going to find communication free or easy. Possibly they hadn"t known it would be that way.
Possibly Deana Hanks, sitting near them on the plane, saying that he"d be a prisoner in Shejidan and that they"d deceive him, had set Jase up for far too much suspicion. He"d told told Jase that Deana was a liar. But Jase might not have believed him that day. Jase that Deana was a liar. But Jase might not have believed him that day.
And as he explained the full extent of what Deana had done and why, Jase"s comment had been, Neither one of us will have it easy, either, will we?
Half a year ago.