Such was the final resolve with which he reached his chambers in the Albany.
On the next day he did not see his mother. It would be well, he thought, to have his interview with her immediately before he started for Norway, so that there might be no repet.i.tion of it; and it was on the day before he did start that he made his communication, having invited himself to breakfast in Brook Street on the occasion.
"Mother," he said, quite abruptly, throwing himself into one of the dining-room arm-chairs, "I have a thing to tell you."
His mother at once knew that the thing was important, and with her own peculiar motherly instinct imagined that the question to be discussed had reference to matrimony. Had her son desired to speak to her about money, his tone and look would have been different; as would also have been the case--in a different way--had he entertained any thought of a pilgrimage to Pekin, or a prolonged fishing excursion to the Hudson Bay territories.
"A thing, Ludovic! well; I am quite at liberty."
"I want to know what you think of Lucy Robarts?"
Lady Lufton became pale and frightened, and the blood ran cold to her heart. She had feared more than rejoiced in conceiving that her son was about to talk of love, but she had feared nothing so bad as this.
"What do I think of Lucy Robarts?" she said, repeating her son"s words in a tone of evident dismay.
"Yes, mother; you have said once or twice lately that you thought I ought to marry, and I am beginning to think so too. You selected one clergyman"s daughter for me, but that lady is going to do much better with herself--"
"Indeed she is not," said Lady Lufton sharply.
"And therefore I rather think I shall select for myself another clergyman"s sister. You don"t dislike Miss Robarts, I hope?"
"Oh, Ludovic!"
It was all that Lady Lufton could say at the spur of the moment.
"Is there any harm in her? Have you any objection to her? Is there anything about her that makes her unfit to be my wife?"
For a moment or two Lady Lufton sat silent, collecting her thoughts.
She thought that there was very great objection to Lucy Robarts, regarding her as the possible future Lady Lufton. She could hardly have stated all her reasons, but they were very cogent. Lucy Robarts had, in her eyes, neither beauty, nor style, nor manner, nor even the education which was desirable. Lady Lufton was not herself a worldly woman. She was almost as far removed from being so as a woman could be in her position. But, nevertheless, there were certain worldly attributes which she regarded as essential to the character of any young lady who might be considered fit to take the place which she herself had so long filled. It was her desire in looking for a wife for her son to combine these with certain moral excellences which she regarded as equally essential. Lucy Robarts might have the moral excellences, or she might not; but as to the other attributes Lady Lufton regarded her as altogether deficient. She could never look like a Lady Lufton, or carry herself in the county as a Lady Lufton should do. She had not that quiet personal demeanour--that dignity of repose--which Lady Lufton loved to look upon in a young married woman of rank. Lucy, she would have said, could be n.o.body in a room except by dint of her tongue, whereas Griselda Grantly would have held her peace for a whole evening, and yet would have impressed everybody by the majesty of her presence. Then again Lucy had no money--and, again, Lucy was only the sister of her own parish clergyman. People are rarely prophets in their own country, and Lucy was no prophet at Framley; she was none, at least, in the eyes of Lady Lufton.
Once before, as may be remembered, she had had fears on this subject--fears, not so much for her son, whom she could hardly bring herself to suspect of such a folly, but for Lucy, who might be foolish enough to fancy that the lord was in love with her. Alas!
alas! her son"s question fell upon the poor woman at the present moment with the weight of a terrible blow.
"Is there anything about her which makes her unfit to be my wife?"
Those were her son"s last words.
"Dearest Ludovic, dearest Ludovic!" and she got up and came over to him, "I do think so; I do, indeed."
"Think what?" said he, in a tone that was almost angry.
"I do think that she is unfit to be your wife. She is not of that cla.s.s from which I would wish to see you choose."
"She is of the same cla.s.s as Griselda Grantly."
"No, dearest. I think you are in error there. The Grantlys have moved in a different sphere of life. I think you must feel that they are--"
"Upon my word, mother, I don"t. One man is Rector of Plumstead, and the other is Vicar of Framley. But it is no good arguing that. I want you to take to Lucy Robarts. I have come to you on purpose to ask it of you as a favour."
"Do you mean as your wife, Ludovic?"
"Yes; as my wife."
"Am I to understand that you are--are engaged to her?"
"Well, I cannot say that I am--not actually engaged to her. But you may take this for granted, that, as far as it lies in my power, I intend to become so. My mind is made up, and I certainly shall not alter it."
"And the young lady knows all this?"
"Certainly."
"Horrid, sly, detestable, underhand girl," Lady Lufton said to herself, not being by any means brave enough to speak out such language before her son. What hope could there be if Lord Lufton had already committed himself by a positive offer? "And her brother, and Mrs. Robarts; are they aware of it?"
"Yes; both of them."
"And both approve of it?"
"Well, I cannot say that. I have not seen Mrs. Robarts, and do not know what may be her opinion. To speak my mind honestly about Mark, I do not think he does cordially approve. He is afraid of you, and would be desirous of knowing what you think."
"I am glad, at any rate, to hear that," said Lady Lufton, gravely.
"Had he done anything to encourage this, it would have been very base." And then there was another short period of silence.
Lord Lufton had determined not to explain to his mother the whole state of the case. He would not tell her that everything depended on her word--that Lucy was ready to marry him only on condition that she, Lady Lufton, would desire her to do so. He would not let her know that everything depended on her--according to Lucy"s present verdict. He had a strong disinclination to ask his mother"s permission to get married; and he would have to ask it were he to tell her the whole truth. His object was to make her think well of Lucy, and to induce her to be kind, and generous, and affectionate down at Framley. Then things would all turn out comfortably when he again visited that place, as he intended to do on his return from Norway. So much he thought it possible he might effect, relying on his mother"s probable calculation that it would be useless for her to oppose a measure which she had no power of stopping by authority.
But were he to tell her that she was to be the final judge, that everything was to depend on her will, then, so thought Lord Lufton, that permission would in all probability be refused.
"Well, mother, what answer do you intend to give me?" he said. "My mind is positively made up. I should not have come to you had not that been the case. You will now be going down home, and I would wish you to treat Lucy as you yourself would wish to treat any girl to whom you knew that I was engaged."
"But you say that you are not engaged."
"No, I am not; but I have made my offer to her, and I have not been rejected. She has confessed that she--loves me,--not to myself, but to her brother. Under these circ.u.mstances, may I count upon your obliging me?"
There was something in his manner which almost frightened his mother, and made her think that there was more behind than was told to her.
Generally speaking, his manner was open, gentle, and unguarded; but now he spoke as though he had prepared his words, and was resolved on being harsh as well as obstinate.
"I am so much taken by surprise, Ludovic, that I can hardly give you an answer. If you ask me whether I approve of such a marriage, I must say that I do not; I think that you would be throwing yourself away in marrying Miss Robarts."
"That is because you do not know her."
"May it not be possible that I know her better than you do, dear Ludovic? You have been flirting with her--"
"I hate that word; it always sounds to me to be vulgar."
"I will say making love to her, if you like it better; and gentlemen under these circ.u.mstances will sometimes become infatuated."
"You would not have a man marry a girl without making love to her.
The fact is, mother, that your tastes and mine are not exactly the same; you like silent beauty, whereas I like talking beauty, and then--"
"Do you call Miss Robarts beautiful?"
"Yes, I do; very beautiful; she has the beauty that I admire.
Good-bye now, mother; I shall not see you again before I start. It will be no use writing, as I shall be away so short a time, and I don"t quite know where we shall be. I shall come down to Framley immediately I return, and shall learn from you how the land lies. I have told you my wishes, and you will consider how far you think it right to fall in with them." He then kissed her, and without waiting for her reply he took his leave.