"No, he could not even detect their presence."
"What of the others who have been recalled?"
"They are all of them on the isle. Several of them are drugged, to keep them tranquil."
"I see."
"Perhaps you will now change your mind and do as I suggested?"
"No."
We sat there until light came into the world about fifteen minutes later. The fog was beginning to lift, but the sky was still overcast. The sun set clouds on fire. The wind came cool. I thought of my ex-spy, playing with his volcano and communing with Belion. Now was the time to hit him, while he was still intoxicated with his new strengths. I"d have liked to draw him away from the isle, into some section of Illyria Green Green had not corrupted, where everything that lived would be my ally. He would not respond to anything that obvious, though. I wanted to get him away from the others, if possible, but I could not figure a way to accomplish it.
"How long did it take you to c.r.a.p this place up?" I asked.
"I began altering this section about thirty years ago," he said.
I shook my head, stood and kicked dirt into the fire until I"d smothered it.
"Come on. We"d better get moving."
Ginnunga-gap, according to the Nors.e.m.e.n, existed in the center of all s.p.a.ce in the morning of time, shrouded with perpetual twilight. Its northern rim was ice and its southern was flame. Over the ages, these forces fought and the rivers flowed and life stirred within the abyss. Sumerian myth has it that En-ki did battle with and subdue Tiamat, the dragon of the sea, thus separating the earth and the waters. En-ki himself, though, was sort of like fire. The Aztecs held that the first men were made of stone, and that a fiery sky portended a new age. And there are many stories of how a world may end: Judgment Day, Gotterdammerung, the fusion of atoms. For me, I have seen worlds and people begin and end, actually and metaphorically, and it will always be the same. It"s always fire and water.
No matter what your scientific background, emotionally you"re an alchemist. You live in a world of liquids, solids, gases and heat-transfer effects that accompany their changes of state. These are the things you perceive, the things you feel. Whatever you know about their true natures is grafted on top of that. So, when it comes to the day-to-day sensations of living, from mixing a cup of coffee to flying a kite, you treat with the four ideal elements of the old philosophers: earth, air, fire, water.
Let"s face it, air isn"t very glamorous, no matter how you look at it. I mean, I"d hate to be without it, but it"s invisible and so long as it behaves itself it can be taken for granted and pretty much ignored. Earth? The trouble with earth is that it endures. Solid objects tend to persist with a monotonous regularity.
Not so fire and water, however. They"re formless, colorful, and they"re always doing something. While suggesting you repent, prophets very seldom predict the wrath of the G.o.ds in terms of landslides and hurricanes. No. Floods and fires are what you get for the rottenness of ypur ways. Primitive man was really on his way when he learned to kindle the one and had enough of the other nearby to put it out. Is it coincidence that we"ve filled h.e.l.ls with fires and oceans with monsters? I don"t think so. Both principles are mobile, which is generally a sign of life. Both are mysterious and possess the power to hurt or kill. It is no wonder that intelligent creatures the universe over have reacted to them in a similar fashion. It is the alchemical response.
Kathy and I had been that way. It had been a stormy, mobile, mysterious thing, full of the power to hurt, to give birth and to give death. She had been my secretary for almost two years before our marriage, a small, dark girl with pretty hands, who looked well in bright colors and liked to feed crumbs to the birds. I had hired her through an agency on the world Mael. In my youth, people were happy to hire an intelligent girl who could type, file and take shorthand. What with the progressive debas.e.m.e.nt of the academic machine and the upwardcreep of paper-requirements in an expanding, compet.i.tive labor market, however, I"d hired her on advice of my personnel office on learning she held a doctorate in Secretarial Science from the Inst.i.tute of Mael. G.o.d! that first year was bad! She automated everything, screwed up my personal filing system and set me six months behind on correspondence. After I had a twentieth-century typewriter reconstructed, at considerable expense, and she learned to operate it, I taught her shorthand and she became as good as a twentieth-century high school graduate with a business major. Business returned to normal, and I think we were the only two people around who could read Gregg scribbles--which was nice for confidential matters, and gave us something in common. Her a bright little flame and me a wet blanket, I"d reduced her to tears many times that first year. Then she became indispensable, and I realized it was not just because she was a good secretary. We were married and there were six happy years--six and a half, actually. She died in the fire, in the Miami Stardock disaster, on her way to meet me for a conference. We"d had two sons, and one of them is still living. On and off, before and since, the fires have stalked me through the years. Water has been my friend.
While I feel closer to the water than the fire, my worlds are born of both. Cocytus, New Indiana, St. Martin, Buningrad, Mercy, Illyria and all the others came into being through a process of burning, washing, steaming and cooling. Now I walked through the woods of Illyria--a world I"d built as a park, a resort--I walked through the woods of an Illyria purchased by the enemy who walked by my side, emptied of the people for whom I had created it: the happy ones, the vacationers, the resters, the people who still believed in trees and lakes and mountains with pathways among them. They were gone, and the trees among which I walked were twisted, the lake toward which I headed was polluted, the land had been wounded and the fire her blood spurted from the mountain that loomed before, waiting, as the fire always is, waiting for me. Overhead hung the clouds, and between their matted whiteness and my dirty blackness flew the soot the fire sent, an infinite migration of funeral notices. Kathy would have liked Illyria, had she seen it in another time and another place. The thought of her in this time and this place, with Shandon running the show, sickened me. I cursed softly as I walked along, and those are my thoughts on alchemy.
We walked for about an hour and Green Green began complaining about his shoulder and fatigue in general. I told him he could have my sympathy so long as he kept walking. This must have satisfied him because it shut him up. An hour after that, I did let him take a break while I climbed a tree to check out the forward terrain. We were getting close, and it was about to become a steady downhill hike the rest of the way in. The day had lightened as much as it was going to and the fog had vanished almost entirely. It was already warmer than it had been at any time since my landing. The perspiration rolled down my sides as I climbed and the flaky bark bit into my hands, which had grown soft in recent years. With each branch that I disturbed a fresh cloud of dust and ashes appeared. I sneezed several times, and my eyes burned and watered.
I could see the top of the isle above the fringe of distant trees. To the left of it and somewhat back, I could see the smoldering top of a fresh-grown cone of volcanic rock. I cursed again, because I felt like it, and climbed back down.
It took us about two more hours to reach the sh.o.r.e of Acheron.
Reflected in the oily surface of my lake were the fires and nothing more. Lava and hot rocks spit and hissed as they struck the water. I felt dirty and sticky and hot as I looked out across what remained of my handiwork. Small waves left lines of sc.u.m and black crud upon the sh.o.r.e. The water was spotted with clouds of such stuff heading in toward the beach. Fishes rocked belly up in the shallows, and the air smelled like rotten eggs. I sat upon a rock and regarded it, smoking a cigarette the while.
A mile out stood my Isle of the Dead, still unchanged--stark, and ominous as a shadow with nothing to cast it. I leaned forward and tested the water with my finger. The lake was hot, quite hot. Far out and to the east, there was a second light. It seemed as if a smaller cone were growing there.
"I came to sh.o.r.e about a quarter mile to the west of here," said Green Green.
I nodded and continued to stare. It was still morning and I felt like contemplating the prospect. The southern face of the isle--the one I looked upon--had a narrow strip of beach following the curve of a cove perhaps two hundred feet across. From there, a natural-seeming trail zigzagged upwards, reaching various levels and, ultimately, the high, horned peaks.
"Where do you think he is?" I asked.
"About two-thirds of the way up, on this side," said Green Green, "in the chalet. That is where I had my laboratory. I expanded many of the caves behind it."
A frontal approach was almost mandatory, as the other faces of the isle possessed no beaches and rose sharply from the water.
Almost, but not quite.
I doubted that Green Green, Shandon or anybody else was aware that the northern face could be climbed. I had designed it to look unscalable, but it was not all that bad. I had done it just because I like everything to have a back door as well as a front door. If I were to employ that route, it would require my ascending all the way and coming down toward the chalet from above.
I decided I would do it that way. I also decided that I would keep it to myself until the last minute. After all, Green Green was a telepath, and for all I knew, the story he"d given me could be a line of _rouke_ manure. He and Shandon could be working together, and for that matter there might not even be a Shandon. I wouldn"t have trusted him worth a plugged nickel, back when they still had nickels to plug.
"Come on," I said, rising and flipping my cigarette into the cesspool my lake. "Show me where you left the boat."
So we made our way to the left, along the sh.o.r.eline, to the place where he remembered beaching the thing. Only it was not there.
"Are you sure this is the place?"
"Yes."
"Well, where is it?"
"Perhaps it was loosened by one of the shocks and drifted away."
"Could you swim as far as the isle, bad shoulder and all?"
"I am a Pei"an," he replied, which meant he could d.a.m.n well swim the English Channel with two b.u.m shoulders, then turn around and go back again. I"d only said it to irritate him.
". . . But we won"t be able to swim to the isle," he added.
"Why not?"
"There are hot currents from the volcano. They are worse farther out."
"Then we are going to build a raft," I said. "I"ll cut the wood with my pistol while you locate something suitable for binding it together."
"Such as?" he inquired.
"You"re the one who screwed up this forest," I told him, "so you know it better than I do now. I"ve seen some tough-looking vines, though."
"They are somewhat abrasive," he said. "I will need your knife."
I hesitated a moment.
"All right. Here."
"Waters can come over the edges of a raft. They may be very warm."
"Then the waters must be cooled."
"How?"
"Soon it will begin to rain."
"The volcanos--"
"There won"t be that much water."
He shrugged, nodded and went off to cut vines. I felled and stripped trees, perhaps six inches in diameter, ten feet in length, paying as much attention as possible to my back.
Soon it began to rain.
For the next several hours, a steady, cold drizzle descended from the heavens, drenching us to the skin, poking holes in Acherori, washing some of the filth from the shrubbery. I shaped two broad paddles and cut us a pair of long poles while I waited for Green Green to harvest sufficient cordage to bind things. While I was still waiting, the ground heaved violently and a terrific eruption split the near side of the cone halfway up. A river the color of sunsets poured from the gap. My ears rang for minutes after the explosion. Then the surface of the lake picked itself up and rushed toward me--a baby tidal wave. I ran like h.e.l.l and climbed the highest tree in sight.
The water reached the base of the tree, but did not get much higher than a foot. There were three such waves in twenty minutes; then the waters began to recede, trading me a lot of mud for the timber I"d cut, plus both oars.
I grew angry. I knew my rain could not put out his b.l.o.o.d.y volcano, might even exacerbate things a bit.
But I was mad as h.e.l.l, seeing all that work washed away.
I began to speak the words.
From somewhere, I heard the Pei"an calling. I ignored him.
After all, I wasn"t exactly Francis Sandow at that point.
I dropped to the ground and felt the tug of a powerpull from several hundred yards to my left. I moved in that direction, climbing a small rise to reach its nexus. From that point, I had a clear line of vision across the bothered waters out to the isle itself. Perhaps my visual acuity had increased. I saw the chalet quite clearly. I fancied that I also detected a movement of sorts at the place where the rail guarded the end of the courtyard that overlooked the waters. Human eyes are not as acute as a Pei"an"s. Green Green had said he"d seen Shandon clearly after crossing over the waters.
I felt her pulse as I stood there above one of Illyria"s larger veins or smaller arteries, and the power came into me and I sent it upward.
Soon the drizzle became a heavy downpour, and when I lowered my upraised hand the lightning flashed and the thunders skated round and round in the tin drum of the sky. A wind, sudden as a springing cat and cold as the Arctic"s halations, struck me in the back and shaved my cheeks as it pa.s.sed.
Green Green cried out again. From somewhere off to my right, I think.
Then the heavens began to sizzle, and they sent down rains so heavily that the chalet vanished from sight and the isle itself faded to a gray outline. The volcano was the faintest of sparks above the water. Soon the wind raced by like a freight train and its howling joined with the thunders to create a perpetual din. The sh.o.r.es of Acheron lengthened and the waters were buffeted until they moved, in waves like the ones we had received, back in that direction from which they had come. If Green Green called out again, I could not hear him.
The water ran in rivers through my hair, down my face and neck. But I did not need my eyes to see. The power enfolded me and the temperature plummeted; the rain came in sheets that cracked like whips now; the day grew dark as night. I laughed, and the waters rose up in spouts and swayed like genies, and the lightflings ran their gauntlets again and again, but the machine never said "Tilt."
_Stop it, Frank! He will know you are here!_ came the thoughts, addressed to that part of me which Green Green wished to address.
_He does already, doesn"t he?_ I might have replied. _Take cover till this is over. Wait!_ And as the waters came down and the winds went forth, the ground began to rock beneath me once again. The spark that hovered before me grew and glowed like a buried sun. Then the lightnings walked about it; they tickled the top of the isle; they wrote names upon the chaos, and one of them was mine.
I was thrown to my knees by another shock, but I stood again and raised both arms.
. . . And then I stood in a place that was neither solid, liquid nor gaseous. There was no light, nor was there darkness. It was neither hot nor cold. Perhaps it lay within my own mind, and perhaps not.
We stared at one another, and in my pale green hands I held a thunderbolt at port arms.
He was built like a wide, gray pillar, was covered with scales. He"d a snout like a crocodile, and his eyes were fiery. His three pairs of arms a.s.sumed various att.i.tudes as we spoke. Otherwise he, also, did not move from where he stood.
_Old enemy, old comrade_ . . . he addressed me.
_Yes, Belion. I am here_.
. . . _Your cycle has ended. Save yourself the ignominy of ruin at my hands. Withdraw new, Shimbo, and preserve a world you made_.
_I doubt the world shall be lost, Belion_.
Silence.
Then, _Then there must be a confrontation_.
. . . _Unless you yourself choose to withdraw_.
_I will not_.
_Then there will be a confrontation_.
He sighed a flame.
_So be it_.
And he was gone.
. . . And I stood atop the small hill and lowered my arms slowly, for the power had gone out of me.
It was a strange experience, unlike anything I had known before. A waking dream, if you would. A fantasy born of tension and anger, if you wouldn"t.
The rain was still descending, though not with its previous force. The winds had lost something of their intensity. The lightnings had ceased, as had the trembling of the ground. The fiery activity had diminished, shrinking the orange nest atop the cone, stopping the wound in its side.
I stared at all this, feeling once again the wetness and. the coldness and the firmness of the ground beneath my feet. Our long-distance battle had been cut short, our powers canceled. This was fine with me, though; the waters looked cooler and the slick, gray isle less forbidding.
Ha!
In fact, as I watched, the sun broke through the clouds for a moment and a rainbow unrolled itself amidst sparkling droplets, arcing through the air now clean and framing Acheron, the isle, the smoldering cone like a picture within a gleaming paperweight, miniature, contained and more than slightly unreal.
I departed the hillock and returned to the place I had left. There was a raft that needed building.
VII.
As I lamented my missing cowardice--it had been such a lifesaving virtue in the past--it responded by rushing back and leaving me scared as h.e.l.l once again.