As the hour to start for the park that afternoon approached Halliday came hurrying into Merriwell"s room, and found Frank digging away at his Greek again.
"Hey, there!" cried Ben. "Have you forgotten, old man?"
"h.e.l.lo!" said Frank, looking up with an uncertain smile. "Forgotten what?"
"Practice."
"No."
"But you"re not ready."
"No."
"Forrest wants us there on the dot. Come, Frank, get into your old suit, and we"ll make a rush for the car."
Frank put down his book, saying:
"I"m not going, Ben."
"Hey?" cried Halliday, staggering. "Come again."
"I"m not going."
"Not? Come off! What are you giving us? Don"t try any funny business with me, Merry!"
"There is no funny business about this. I have decided not to go."
"You can"t afford to miss an afternoon if you are going to get in shape for the same with the Cambridge fellows."
"I am not going to try to get into shape."
That was another staggerer for Halliday. He gasped for breath and stared at Merriwell.
"Not going to try?" he slowly repeated. "Why--why, it can"t be that----"
"Yes it can, Hally; I"m out of it. I have decided to stick to my studies and let football alone."
Ben groped for a chair, upon which he weakly dropped.
"Is this a dream?" he muttered; "or did my ears deceive me? It can"t be that I heard aright!"
"There is no joking about this," said Frank, getting up and standing before his visitor. "I have decided at last, and my mind is made up."
Ben was silent, but he stared and stared and stared at Frank. He seemed trying to comprehend it.
"I wouldn"t have believed it," he muttered--"I won"t believe it now! It isn"t Frank Merriwell! He wouldn"t do a thing like that. He has a mind of his own, and he does not change his mind with every change of the wind."
Frank flushed painfully, but said:
"Only fools never change their minds, Hally. Men of reason and good sense are forced to change their minds occasionally."
As soon as he seemed able to comprehend it fully, Ben got up and approached Merriwell.
"Look here, Merry," he said, entreatingly, "don"t be a fool! I"m going to talk plain with you! By Jove! Somebody should talk plain to you! I don"t care if you kick me out of your room! If you whiffle around again you"ll be the b.u.t.t of ridicule for everybody. You"ll never again have any standing in Yale. Man, you are throwing away your reputation! Can"t you see it?"
Frank paled somewhat, but a firm look settled about his mouth, and he was unmoved.
"Surely, I have a mind of my own, and I have a right to do as I please in this matter," he said, his voice cold and steady. "I am my own master."
"Yes," confessed Ben, desperately, "but you must listen to reason. I haven"t an idea why you have whiffled around again, but I do know it will ruin your reputation. Word has gone out that you will play full-back in the Harvard game. Forrest has the same as stated that he should put you in at the start, with Marline as subst.i.tute. Now think--think what it will mean if you again withdraw! Caesar"s ghost!
Merry, you will be a dead duck in athletics and sports. You will be regarded with contempt."
"Can"t help it."
Holiday"s desperation increased.
"Think of Marline."
"I have."
"They"ll say he cowed you--say you backed down because you feared him."
"It will not be true."
"But it will go, all the same."
"Can"t help it."
"You must have a reason for this new move."
"My studies."
"That"s the old reason. There must be another."
"Perhaps."
"Will you tell me what it is?"
"No."
"And do you want me to go out to the park without you?"
"You will have to go without me, for I am not going."
"And I have been bragging about getting him back on the eleven!"
muttered Ben. "They"ll jolly me to death, and I shall be so ashamed that I"ll want to crawl into some sort of a hole."
"I am sorry about that, Hally," said Frank. "Believe me, I care more about it than about anything else."