The girls were "nice," too, as far as their appearance and breeding went, but Althea found their manners very bad. They were not strident and they were not arrogant, but so much noisiness and so much innocent a.s.surance might, to unsympathetic eyes, seem so. They were handsome girls, fresh-skinned, athletic, tall and slender. They wore beautifully simple white lawn dresses, and their shining fair hair was brushed off their foreheads and tied at the back with black bows in a very becoming fashion, though Althea thought the bows too large and the fashion too obviously local.
Helen was in her old place that night, and she smiled at Althea as she and her party took their places at a table larger and at a little distance. She was to come in for coffee after dinner, so that Althea adjourned introductions. Aunt Julia looked sharply and appraisingly at the black figure, and the girls did not look at all. They were filled with young delight and excitement at the prospect of a three weeks" romp in Paris, among dressmakers, tea-parties, and the opera. "And Herbert Vaughan is here. I"ve just had a letter from him, forwarded from London," Dorothy announced, to which Mildred, with glad emphasis, cried "Bully!"
Althea sighed, crumbled her bread, and looked out of the window resignedly.
"You mustn"t talk slang before Cousin Althea," said Dorothy.
"What Cousin Althea needs is slang," said Mildred.
"I shan"t lack it with you, shall I, Mildred?" Althea returned, with, a rather chilly smile. She knew that Dorothy and Mildred considered her, as they would have put it, "A back number"; they liked to draw her out and to shock her. She wanted to make it clear that she wasn"t shocked, but that she was wearied. At the same time it was true that Mildred and Dorothy made her uncomfortable in subtler ways; she was, perhaps, a little afraid of them, too. They, too, imposed their own standards, and were oppressed and enlightened by none.
Aunt Julia smiled indulgently at her children, and asked Althea if she did not think that they were looking very well. They certainly were, and Althea had to own it. "But don"t let them overdo their athletics, Aunt Julia," she said. "It is such a pity when girls get brawny."
"I"m brawny; feel my muscle," said Mildred, stretching a hard young arm across the table. Althea shook her head. She did not like being made conspicuous, and already the girls" loud voices had drawn attention; the French family were all staring.
"Who is the lady in black, Althea?" Mrs. Pepperell asked. "A friend of yours?"
"Yes, a most charming friend," said Althea. "Helen Buchanan is her name; she is Scotch--a very old family--and she is one of the most interesting people I"ve ever known. You will meet her after dinner. She is coming in to spend the evening."
"Where did you meet her? How long have you known her?" asked Aunt Julia, evidently unimpressed.
Althea said that she had met her here, but that they had mutual friends, thinking of Miss Buckston in what she felt to be an emergency.
Aunt Julia, with her air of general scepticism as to what she could find so worth while in Europe, often made her embark on definitions and declarations. She could certainly tolerate no uncertainty on the subject of Helen"s worth.
"Very odd looking," said Aunt Julia, while the girls glanced round indifferently at the subject of discussion.
"And peculiarly distinguished looking," said Althea. "She makes most people look so half-baked and insignificant."
"I think it a rather sinister face," said Aunt Julia. "And how she slouches! Sit up, Mildred. I don"t want you to catch European tricks."
But, after dinner, Althea felt that Helen made her impression. She was still wan and weak; she said very little, though she smiled very pleasantly, and she sat--as Aunt Julia had said, "slouched," yet so gracefully--in a corner of the sofa. The charm worked. The girls felt it, Aunt Julia felt it, though Aunt Julia held aloof from it. Althea saw that Aunt Julia, most certainly, did not interest Helen, but the girls amused her; she liked them. They sat near her and made her laugh by their accounts of their journey, the funny people on the steamer, their plans for the summer, and life in America, as they lived it. Dorothy a.s.sured her that she didn"t know what fun was till she came to America, and Mildred cried: "Oh, do come! We"ll give you the time of your life!"
Helen declared that she hoped some day to experience this climax.
Before going to bed, and attired in her dressing-gown, Althea went to Helen"s room to ask her how she felt, but also to see what impression her relatives had made. Helen was languidly brushing her hair, and Althea took the brush from her and brushed it for her.
"Isn"t it lamentable," she said, "that Aunt Julia, who is full of a certain sort of wise perception about other things, doesn"t seem to see at all how bad the children"s manners are. She lets them monopolise everybody"s attention with the utmost complacency."
Helen, while her hair was being brushed, put out her hand for her watch and was winding it. "Have they bad manners?" she said. "But they are nice girls."
"Yes, they are nice. But surely you don"t like their slang?"
Helen smiled at the recollection of it. "More fun than a goat," she quoted. "Why shouldn"t they talk slang?"
"Dear Helen,"--they had come quite happily to Christian names--"surely you care for keeping the language pure. Surely you think it regrettable that the younger generation should defile and mangle it like that."
But Helen only laughed, and confessed that she really didn"t care what happened to the language. "There"ll always be plenty of people to talk it too well," she said.
Mrs. Pepperell, on her side, had her verdict, and she gave it some days later when she and her niece were driving to the dressmaker"s.
"She is a very nice girl, Miss Buchanan, and clever, too, in her quiet English way, though startlingly ignorant. Dorothy actually told me that she had never read any Browning, and thought that Sophocles was Diogenes, and lived in a tub. But frankly, Althea, I can"t say that I take to her very much."
Aunt Julia, often irritating to Althea, was never more so than when, as now, she a.s.sumed that her verdicts and opinions were of importance to her niece. Althea shrank from open combat with anybody, yet she could, under cover of gentle candour, plant her shafts. She planted one now in answering: "I don"t think that you would, either of you, take to one another. Helen"s flavour is rather recondite."
"Recondite, my dear," said Aunt Julia, who never pretended not to know when a shaft had been planted. "I think, everyday _mere de famille_ as I am, that I am quite capable of appreciating the recondite. Miss Buchanan"s appearance is striking, and she is an independent creature; but, essentially, she is the most commonplace type of English girl--well-bred, poor, idle, uneducated, and with no object in life except to amuse herself and find a husband with money. And under that air of sleepy indifference she has a very sharp eye to the main chance, you may take my word for it."
Althea was very angry, the more so for the distorted truth this judgment conveyed. "I"m afraid I shouldn"t take your word on any matter concerning my friend," she returned; "and I think, Aunt Julia, that you forget that it is my friend you are speaking of."
"My dear, don"t lose your temper. I only say it to put you on your guard. You are so given to idealisation, and you may find yourself disappointed if you trust to depths that are not there. As to friendship, don"t forget that she is, as yet, the merest acquaintance."
"One may feel nearer some people in a week than to others after years."
"As to being near in a week--she doesn"t feel near _you_; that is all I mean. Don"t cast your pearls too lavishly."
Althea made no reply, but under her air of unruffled calm, Aunt Julia"s shaft rankled.
She found herself that afternoon, when she and Helen were alone at tea, sounding her, probing her, for rea.s.suring symptoms of warmth or affection. "I so hope that we may keep really in touch with one another," she said. "I couldn"t bear not to keep in touch with you, Helen."
Helen looked at her with the look, vague, kind, and a little puzzled, that seemed to plant Aunt Julia"s shaft anew. "Keep in touch," she repeated. "Of course. You"ll be coming to England some day, and then you"ll be sure to look me up, won"t you?"
"But, until I do come, we will write? You will write to me a great deal?"
"Oh, my dear, I do so hate writing. I never have anything to say in a letter. Let us exchange postcards, when our doings require it."
"Postcards!" Althea could not repress a disconsolate note. "How can I tell from postcards what you are thinking and feeling?"
"You may always take it for granted that I"m doing very little of either," said Helen, smiling.
Althea was silent for a moment, and then, with a distress apparent in voice and face, she said: "I can"t bear you to say that."
Helen still smiled, but she was evidently at a loss. She added some milk to her tea and took a slice of bread and b.u.t.ter before saying, more kindly, yet more lightly than before: "You mustn"t judge me by yourself.
I"m not a bit thoughtful, you know, or warm-hearted and intellectual, like you. I just rub along. I"m sure you"ll not find it worth while keeping in touch with me."
"It"s merely that I care for you very much," said Althea, in a slightly quivering voice. "And I can"t bear to think that I am nothing to you."
There was again a little pause in which, because her eyes had suddenly filled with tears, Althea looked down and could not see her friend.
Helen"s voice, when she spoke, showed her that she was pained and disconcerted. "You make me feel like such a clumsy brute when you say things like that," she said. "You are so kind, and I am so selfish and self-centred. But of course I care for you too."
"Do you really?" said Althea, who, even if she would, could not have retained the appearance of lightness and independence. "You really feel me as a friend, a true friend?"
"If you really think me worth your while, of course. I don"t see how you can--an ill-tempered, ignorant, uninteresting woman, whom you"ve run across in a hotel and been good to."
"I don"t think of you like that, as you know. I think you a strangely lovely and strangely interesting person. From the first moment I saw you you appealed to me. I felt that you needed something--love and sympathy, perhaps. The fact that it"s been a sort of chance--our meeting--makes it all the sweeter to me."
Again Helen was silent for a moment, and again Althea, sitting with downcast eyes, knew that, though touched, she was uncomfortable. "You are too nice and kind for words," she then said. "I can"t tell you how kind I think it of you."
"Then we are friends? You do feel me as a friend who will always be interested and always care?"
"Yes, indeed; and I do so thank you."