"And that is why I have said this to you. Now, don"t answer me, dear.
Just think about it quietly. I think I have done my duty in telling you what, was on my mind. It is always best, although it is sometimes difficult, or even painful; but then, it is one"s duty. Kiss me, dear!
Good-night!--_good_-night!"
And so Sister Cecilia left Dora--mincing away into the gloom of the overhanging trees. And so she leaves these pages. Verily the good have their reward here below in a coat of self-complacency which is as impervious to the buffets of life as to the sarcasm of the worldly.
CHAPTER XXIV
A STAB IN THE DARK
Slander, meanest sp.a.w.n of h.e.l.l; And women"s slander is the worst.
Mrs. Agar was a person incapable of awaiting that vague result called the development of things.
Arthur had never been forced to wait for anything in his life. No longer at least than tradespeople required, and in many cases not so long, for Mrs. Agar had an annoying way of refusing to listen to reason. She never allowed that laws applying to ordinary people, served more or less faithfully by tailor or dressmaker, applied to herself or to Arthur. And tradespeople, one finds are not always of the same mind as the Medes and Persians--they square matters quietly in the bill. They had to do it very quietly indeed with Mrs. Agar, who endeavoured strenuously to get the best value for her money all through life; a remnant of Jaggery House, Clapham Common, which the placid wealth of Stagholme never obliterated.
After the luncheon, specially prepared and laid before the Rector, this second Rebecca awaited the result impatiently. But nothing came of it.
Although Mrs. Agar now looked upon Dora as the latest whim of the not-to-be-denied Arthur, she could hardly consider Mr. Glynde in the light of a tradesman retailing the said commodity, and, therefore, to be bullied and hara.s.sed into making haste. She reflected with misgiving that Mr. Glynde was an exponent of the tiresome art of talking over and thinking out matters which required neither words nor thought, and saw no prospect of an immediate furtherance of her design.
With a mistaken and much practised desire of striking when the iron was hot, Mrs. Agar, like many a wiser person, began, therefore, to bang about in all directions, hitting not only the iron but the anvil, her own knuckles and the susceptibilities of any one standing in the neighbourhood. She could not leave things to Mr. Glynde, but must needs see Dora herself. She had in her mind the nucleus of a simple if scurrilous scheme which will show itself hereafter. Her opportunity presented itself a few days later.
A neighbouring family counting itself county, presumably on the strength of never being able to absent themselves from the favoured neighbourhood on account of monetary incapacity, gave its annual garden-party at this time. To this entertainment the whole countryside was in the habit of repairing--not with an idea of enjoying itself, but because everybody did it. To be bidden to this garden-party was in itself a _cachet_ of respectability. This indeed was the only satisfaction to be gathered from the festivity. If the honour was great, the hospitality was small. If the condescension was vast, the fare provided was verging on the stingy. Here were served by half-starved domestic servants, in the smallest of tumblers, "cups" wherein were mixed liquors, such as cider, usually consumed by self-respecting persons in the undiluted condition and in mugs. Upon cuc.u.mber-cup, taken in county society, as on a dinner of herbs, one hardly expects the guest to grow convivial. Therefore at this garden-party those bidden to the feast were in the habit of wandering sadly through the shrubbery seeking whom they might avoid, and in the course of such a perambulation, with a young man conversant of himself, Dora met Mrs. Agar. Even the mistress of Stagholme was preferable to the young man from London, and besides--there were a.s.sociations. So Dora drew Mrs. Agar into her promenade, and presently the young man got his _conge_.
At first they talked of local topics, and Mrs. Agar, who had a fine sense of hospitality, said her say about the cider-cup. Then she gave an awkward little laugh, and with an a.s.sumption of lightness which did not succeed she said:
"I hope, dear, you do not intend to keep my poor boy in suspense much longer?"
"Do you mean Arthur?" asked Dora.
"Yes, dear. I really don"t see why there should be this absurd reserve between us."
"I am quite willing," replied the girl, "to hear what you have to say about it."
"Yes, but not to talk of it."
"Well, I suppose Arthur has told you all there is to tell. If there is anything more that you want to know I shall be very glad to tell you."
"Well, of course, I don"t understand it at all," burst out Mrs. Agar eagerly. This was quite true; neither she nor Arthur could understand how any one could refuse such a glorious offer as he had made.
"Perhaps I can explain. Arthur asked me to marry him. I quite appreciated the honour, but I declined it."
"Yes, but why? Surely you didn"t mean it?"
"I did mean it."
"Well," explained Mrs. Agar, with a little toss of the head, "I am sure I cannot see what more you want. There are many girls who would be glad to be mistress of Stagholme."
And it must be remembered that she said this knowing quite well that Jem was probably alive. There are some crimes which women commit daily in the family circle which deserve a greater punishment than that meted out to a legal criminal.
"That is precisely what I ventured to point out to Arthur," said Dora, unconsciously borrowing her father"s ironical neatness of enunciation.
"But why shouldn"t you take the opportunity? There are not many estates like it in England. Your position would be as good as that of a t.i.tled lady, and I am sure you could not want a better husband."
"I like Arthur as a friend, but I could never marry him, so it is useless to discuss the question."
"But why?" persisted Mrs. Agar.
"Because I do not care for him in the right way."
"But that would come," said Mrs. Agar. It was only natural that she should use an argument which is accountable for more misery on earth than mothers dream of.
"No, it would never come."
Mrs. Agar gave a cunning little laugh, and paused so as to lend additional weight to her next remark.
"That is a dangerous thing for a girl to say."
"Is it?" inquired Dora indifferently.
"Yes, because they can never be sure, unless--"
"Unless what? I am quite sure."
"Unless there is some one else," said Mrs. Agar, with an exaggerated significance suggestive of the servants" hall.
Dora did not answer at once. They walked on for a few moments in silence, pa.s.sing other guests walking in couples. Then Dora replied with a succinctness acquired from her father:
"Generalities about women," she said, "are always a mistake. Indeed, all generalities are dangerous. But if you and Arthur care to apply this to me, you are at liberty to do so. Whatever generalities you apply and whatever you say will make no difference to the main question. Moreover, you will, perhaps, be acting a kinder part if you give Arthur to understand once for all that my decision is final."
"As you like, dear, as you like," muttered Mrs. Agar, apparently abandoning the argument, whereas in reality she had not yet begun it.
"How do you do, dear Mrs. Martin?" she went on in the same breath, bowing and smiling to a lady who pa.s.sed them at that moment.
"Of course," she said, returning in a final way to the question after a few moments" silence, "of course I do not believe all I hear; in fact, I contradict a good deal. But I have been told that gossips talked about you a good deal last year, at the time of Jem"s death. I think it only fair that you should know."
"Thank you," said Dora curtly.
"Of course, dear, _I_ didn"t believe anything about it."
"Thank you," said Dora again.
"I should have been sorry to do so."
Then Dora turned upon her suddenly.