"She knows that I have but little more than two thousand a year, but, of course, it won"t take much of a practice to add something to that, you know."
"Besides, you can always depend upon me to help you out, Braden,-that is, within reason," said the other, watching him narrowly out of his shrewd old eyes.
Braden flushed. "You have done more than enough for me already, grandfather. I can"t take anything more, you see. I"m going to fight my own way now, sir."
"I see," said Mr. Thorpe. "That"s the way to talk, my boy. And what does Anne say to that?"
"She thinks just as I do about it. Oh, she"s the right sort, granddaddy, so you needn"t worry about us, once we are married."
"Perhaps I should have asked what her mother has to say about it."
"Well, she gave us her blessing," said his grandson, with a happy grin.
"After she had heard about your plan to live on the results of your practice?"
"She said she wasn"t going to worry about that, sir. If Anne was willing to wait, so was she."
"Wait for what?"
"My practice to pick up, of course. What do you mean?"
"Just that, of course," said the old man quickly. "Well, my boy, while I daresay it isn"t really necessary, I give my consent. I am sure you and Anne will be very happy in your cosy little five-room flat, and that she will be a great help to you. You may even attain to quite a fashionable practice,-or clientele, which is it?-through the Tresslyn position in the city. Thousand dollar appendicitis operations ought to be quite common with you from the outset, with Anne to talk you up a bit among the people who belong to her set and who are always looking for something to keep them from being bored to death. I understand that anybody who has an appendix nowadays is looked upon as exceedingly vulgar and is not even tolerated in good society. As for a man having a sound liver,-well, that kind of a liver is absolutely inexcusable. n.o.body has one to-day if he can afford to have the other kind. Good livers always have livers,-and so do bad livers, for that matter. But, now, let us return to the heart. You are quite sure that Anne loves you better than she loves herself? That"s quite important, you know. I have found that people who say that they love some one better than anybody else in the world, usually forget themselves,-that is to say, they overlook themselves. How about Anne?"
"Rather epigrammatic, aren"t you, granddaddy? I have Anne"s word for it, that"s all. She wouldn"t marry me if she loved any one more than she does me,-not even herself, as you put it. I am sure if I were Anne I should love myself better than all the rest of the world."
"A very pretty speech, my boy. You should make an exceptionally fashionable doctor. You will pardon me for appearing to be cynical, but you see I am a very old man and somewhat warped,-bent, you might say, in my att.i.tude toward the tender pa.s.sion as it is practised to-day. Still, I shall take your word for it. Anne loves you devotedly, and you love her.
The only thing necessary, therefore, is a professional practice, or, in other words, a practical profession. I am sure you will achieve both. You have my best wishes. I love you, my boy. You are the only thing left in life for me to love. Your father was my only son. He would have been a great man, I am sure, if he had not been my son. I spoiled him. I think that is the reason why he died so young. Now, my dear grandson, I am not going to make the mistake with his son that I made with my own. I intend that you shall fight your own battles. Among other things, you will have to fight pretty hard for Anne. That is a mere detail, of course. You are a resolute, determined, sincere fellow, Braden, and you have in you the making of a splendid character. You will succeed in anything you undertake. I like your eye, my boy, and I like the set of your jaw. You have principle and you have a sense of reverence that is quite uncommon in these days of ours. I daresay you have been wicked in an essential sort of way, and I fancy you have been just as necessarily honourable. I don"t like a mollycoddle. I don"t like anything invertebrate. I despise a Christian who doesn"t understand Christ. Christ despised sin but he didn"t despise sinners. And that brings us back to Mrs. Tresslyn,-Constance Blair that was. You will have to be exceedingly well fortified, my boy, if you expect to withstand the clever Constance. She is the refinement of maternal ambition. She will not be satisfied to have her daughter married to a mere practice. She didn"t bring her up for that. She will ask me to come and see her within the next few days. What am I to say to her when she asks me if I expect you and Anne to live on what you can earn out of your ridiculous profession?"
"I think that"s all pretty well understood," said Braden easily. "You do Mrs. Tresslyn an injustice, granddaddy. She says it will be a splendid thing for Anne to struggle along as we shall have to do for a while.
Character building, is the way she puts it."
"Just the same, I shall expect a message from her before the engagement is announced," said the old man drily.
A hard glitter had come into his eyes. He loved this good-looking, earnest grandson of his, and he was troubled. He lay awake half the night thinking over this piece of not unexpected news.
The next morning at breakfast he said to Braden: "See here, my boy, you spoke to me recently about your desire to spend a year in and about the London hospitals before settling down to the real business of life. I"ve been thinking it over. You can"t very well afford to pay for these finishing touches after you"ve begun struggling along on your own hook, and trying to make both ends meet on a slender income, so I"d suggest that you take this next year as a gift from me and spend it on the other side, working with my good friend, Sir George Bas...o...b.., the greatest of all the English surgeons. I don"t believe you will ever regret it."
Braden was overjoyed. "I should like nothing better, grandfather. By jove, you are good to me. You-"
"It is only right and just that I should give to the last of my race the chance to be a credit to it." There was something cryptic in the remark, but naturally it escaped Braden"s notice. "You are the only one of the Thorpes left, my boy. I was an only son and, strange as it may appear, I was singularly without avuncular relatives. It is not surprising, therefore, that I should desire to make a great man out of you. You shall not be handicapped by any failure on my part to do the right thing by you.
If it is in my power to safeguard you, it is my duty to exercise that power. Nothing must be allowed to stand in the way or to obstruct your progress. Nothing must be allowed to check your ambition or destroy your courage. So, if you please, I think you ought to have this chance to work with Bas...o...b... A year is a short time to a chap of your age and experience, and it may be the most valuable one in a long and successful life."
"If I can ever grow to be half as wise and half as successful as you, grandfather, I shall have achieved more than-"
"My boy, I inherited my success and I"ve been more of a fool than you suspect. My father left me with two or three millions of dollars, and the little wisdom that I have acquired I would pa.s.s on to you instead of money if it were possible to do so. A man cannot bequeath his wisdom. He may inherit it, but he can"t give it away, for the simple reason that no one will take it as a gift. It is like advice to the young: something to disregard. My father left me a great deal of money, and I was too much of a coward to become a failure. Only the brave men are failures. They are the ones who take the risks. If you are going to be a surgeon, be a great one. Now, when do you think you can go to London?"
Braden, his face aglow, was not long in answering. "I"ll speak to Anne about it to-night. If she is willing to marry me at once, we"ll start immediately. By Jove, sir, it is wonderful! It is the greatest thing that ever happened to a fellow. I-"
"Ah, but I"m afraid that doesn"t fit in with my plan," interrupted the old man, knitting his brows. "It is my idea that you should devote yourself to observation and not to experimentation,-to study instead of honeymooning.
A bride is out of the question, Braden. This is to be my year and not Anne"s."
They were a week thrashing it out, and in the end it was Mrs. Tresslyn who settled the matter. She had had her talk with Mr. Templeton Thorpe, and, after hearing all that he had to say, expressed herself in no uncertain terms on the advisability of postponing the wedding for a year if not longer. Something she said in private to Anne appeared to have altered that charming young person"s notions in regard to an early wedding, so Braden found himself without an ally. He went to London early in the fall, with Anne"s promises safely stowed away in his heart, and he came back in the middle of his year with Sir George, dazed and bewildered by her faithlessness and his grandfather"s perfidy.
Out of a clear sky had come the thunderbolt. And then, while he was still dazed and furious, his grandfather had tried to convince him that he had done him a deuce of a good turn in showing up Anne Tresslyn!
In patience the old man had listened to his grandson"s tirade, his ravings, his anathemas. He had heard himself called a traitor. He had smiled grimly on being described as a satyr! When words and breath at last failed the stalwart Braden, the old gentleman, looking keenly out from beneath his s.h.a.ggy brows, and without the slightest trace of resentment in his manner, suggested that they leave the matter to Anne.
"If she really wants you, my boy, she"ll chuck me and my two-million- dollar purse out of the window, so to speak, and she"ll marry you in spite of your poverty. If she does that, I"ll be satisfied. I"ll step down and out and I"ll praise G.o.d for his latest miracle. If she looks at it from the other point of view,-the perfectly safe and secure way, you understand,-and confirms her allegiance to me, I"ll still be exceedingly happy in the consciousness that I"ve done you a good turn. I will enter my extreme old age in the race against your healthy youth. I will proffer my three or four remaining years to her as against the fifty you may be able to give her. Go and see her at once. Then come back here to me and tell me what she says."
And so it was that Braden Thorpe returned, as he had agreed to do, to the home of the man who had robbed him of his greatest possession,-faith in woman. He found his grandfather seated in the library, in front of a half- dead fire. A word, in pa.s.sing, to describe this remarkable old man. He was tall and thin, and strangely erect for one of his years. His gaunt, seamed face was beardless and almost repellent in its severity. In his deep-set, piercing eyes lurked all the pains of a lifetime. He had been a strong, robust man; the framework was all that remained of the staunch house in which his being had dwelt for so long. His hand shook and his knee rebelled against exertion, but his eye was unwavering, his chin unflinching. White and spa.r.s.e was the thatch of hair upon his shrunken skull, and harsh was the thin voice that came from his straight, colourless lips. He walked with a cane, and seldom without the patient, much-berated Wade at his elbow, a prop against the dreaded day when his legs would go back on him and the brink would appear abruptly out of nowhere at his very feet. And there were times when he put his hand to his side and held it there till the look of pain softened about his mouth and eyes, though never quite disappeared.
CHAPTER IV
It was Templeton Thorpe"s contention that Braden was a family investment, and that a good investment will take care of itself if properly handled.
He considered himself quite capable of making a man of Braden, but he did not allow the boy to think that the job was a one-sided undertaking.
Braden worked for all that he received. There was no silver platter, no golden spoon in Mr. Thorpe"s cupboard. They understood each other perfectly and Templeton Thorpe was satisfied with his investment.
That is why his eyes twinkled when Braden burst into the library after his fruitless appeal to Mrs. Tresslyn. He smiled as one smiles with relief when a craft he is watching glides safely but narrowly past a projecting abutment.
"Calm yourself," he remarked after Braden"s somewhat wild and incoherent beginning. "And sit down. You will not get anywhere pacing this twenty by thirty room, and you are liable to run into something immovable if you don"t stop glaring at me and watch out where you are going instead."
"Sit down?" shouted Braden, stopping before the old man in the chair, his hands clinched and his teeth showing. "I"ll never sit down in your house again! What do you think I am? A snivelling, cringing dog that has to lick your hand for-"
"Now, now!" admonished the old man, without anger. "If you will not sit down, at least be kind enough to stand still. I can"t understand half you say while you are stamping around like that. This isn"t a china shop.
Control yourself. Now, let"s have it in so many words and not so many gesticulations. So Anne declined to see you, eh?"
"I don"t believe Anne had a voice in the matter. Mrs. Tresslyn is at the back of all this. She is the one who has roped you in,-duped you, or whatever you choose to call it without resorting to profanity. She"s forcing Anne into this d.a.m.nable marriage, and she is making a perfect fool of you. Can"t you see it? Can"t you see-but, my G.o.d, how can I ask that question of you? When a man gets to be as old as you, he-" He broke off abruptly, on the point of uttering the unforgivable.
"Go on, my boy," said Templeton Thorpe quietly. "Say it. I shan"t mind."
"Oh, what"s the use?" groaned the miserable lover. "I cannot say anything more to you, sir, than I said early this afternoon. I told you then just what I think of your treachery. There isn"t anything more for me to say, but I"d like you to know that Anne despises you. Her mother acknowledges that much at least,-and, curse her, without shame!"
"I am quite well aware of the fact, Braden," said the old man. "You couldn"t expect her to love me, could you?"
"Then, why in G.o.d"s name are you marrying her? Why are you spoiling my life? Why are you-"
"Is it spoiling your life to have the girl you love turn to and marry an old wreck such as I am, just because I happen to be willing to pay her two million dollars,-in advance, you might say? Is that spoiling your life or saving it?"
Mr. Thorpe had dropped the cynical, half-amused air, and was now speaking with great intensity. Braden, struck by the change, turned suddenly to regard the old man with a new and puzzled light in his lowering eyes.
"See here, my lad, you"ve had your chance. I knew what I was about when I sent you to see her. I knew precisely what would happen. She wants to marry you, but she prefers to marry me. That isn"t as ambiguous as it sounds. Just think it over,-later on, not now, for I have something else to say to you. Do me the honour to be seated. Thank you. Now, you"ve got quite a good-sized, respectable nose upon your face. I submit that the situation is quite as plain as that nose, if you look at it in the broad light of understanding. If you think that I am marrying Anne because I love her, or because I am in my dotage and afflicted with senility, you are very much mistaken. If you think I am giving her two million dollars as a wedding gift because I expect it to purchase her love and esteem, you do my intelligence an injustice. If you think that I relish the prospect of having that girl in my house from now till the day I die, worrying the soul out of me, you are too simple for words. I am marrying her, not because I love her, my lad, but-but because I love _you_. G.o.d forbid that I should ever sink so low as to steal from my own flesh and blood.
Stealing is one thing, bartering another. I expect to convince you that I have not taken anything from you that is of value, hence I am not a malefactor."
Braden, seated opposite him, his elbows on the arms of the chair, leaned forward and watched the old man curiously. A new light had come into his eyes when Mr. Thorpe uttered those amazing words-"but because I love _you_." He was beginning to see, he was beginning to a.n.a.lyse the old man"s motives, he was groping his way out of the fog.