That was all Sara wanted. With a quick movement she nestled into his arms, and laid her warm, tear-wet cheek against his cold one.
When the amazing rumor that Sara was going to marry Lige Baxter, and go out West with him, circulated through the Andrews clan, hands were lifted and heads were shaken. Mrs. Jonas puffed and panted up the hill to learn if it were true. She found Mrs. Eben st.i.tching for dear life on an "Irish Chain" quilt, while Sara was sewing the diamonds on another "Rising Star" with a martyr-like expression on her face. Sara hated patchwork above everything else, but Mrs. Eben was mistress up to a certain point.
"You"ll have to make that quilt, Sara Andrews. If you"re going to live out on those prairies, you"ll need piles of quilts, and you shall have them if I sew my fingers to the bone. But you"ll have to help make them."
And Sara had to.
When Mrs. Jonas came, Mrs. Eben sent Sara off to the post-office to get her out of the way.
"I suppose it"s true, this time?" said Mrs. Jonas.
"Yes, indeed," said Mrs. Eben briskly. "Sara is set on it. There is no use trying to move her--you know that--so I"ve just concluded to make the best of it. I"m no turn-coat. Lige Baxter is Lige Baxter still, neither more nor less. I"ve always said he"s a fine young man, and I say so still. After all, he and Sara won"t be any poorer than Eben and I were when we started out."
Mrs. Jonas heaved a sigh of relief.
"I"m real glad you take that view of it, Louisa. I"m not displeased, either, although Mrs. Harmon would take my head off if she heard me say so. I always liked Lige. But I must say I"m amazed, too, after the way Sara used to rail at him."
"Well, we might have expected it," said Mrs. Eben sagely. "It was always Sara"s way. When any creature got sick or unfortunate she seemed to take it right into her heart. So you may say Lige Baxter"s failure was a success after all."
X. THE SON OF HIS MOTHER
Thyra Carewe was waiting for Chester to come home. She sat by the west window of the kitchen, looking out into the gathering of the shadows with the expectant immovability that characterized her.
She never twitched or fidgeted. Into whatever she did she put the whole force of her nature. If it was sitting still, she sat still.
"A stone image would be twitchedly beside Thyra," said Mrs.
Cynthia White, her neighbor across the lane. "It gets on my nerves, the way she sits at that window sometimes, with no more motion than a statue and her great eyes burning down the lane.
When I read the commandment, "Thou shalt have no other G.o.ds before me," I declare I always think of Thyra. She worships that son of hers far ahead of her Creator. She"ll be punished for it yet."
Mrs. White was watching Thyra now, knitting furiously, as she watched, in order to lose no time. Thyra"s hands were folded idly in her lap. She had not moved a muscle since she sat down.
Mrs. White complained it gave her the weeps.
"It doesn"t seem natural to see a woman sit so still," she said.
"Sometimes the thought comes to me, "what if she"s had a stroke, like her old Uncle Horatio, and is sitting there stone dead!""
The evening was cold and autumnal. There was a fiery red spot out at sea, where the sun had set, and, above it, over a chill, clear, saffron sky, were reefs of purple-black clouds. The river, below the Carewe homestead, was livid. Beyond it, the sea was dark and brooding. It was an evening to make most people shiver and forebode an early winter; but Thyra loved it, as she loved all stern, harshly beautiful things. She would not light a lamp because it would blot out the savage grandeur of sea and sky. It was better to wait in the darkness until Chester came home.
He was late to-night. She thought he had been detained over-time at the harbor, but she was not anxious. He would come straight home to her as soon as his business was completed--of that she felt sure. Her thoughts went out along the bleak harbor road to meet him. She could see him plainly, coming with his free stride through the sandy hollows and over the windy hills, in the harsh, cold light of that forbidding sunset, strong and handsome in his comely youth, with her own deeply cleft chin and his father"s dark gray, straightforward eyes. No other woman in Avonlea had a son like hers--her only one. In his brief absences she yearned after him with a maternal pa.s.sion that had in it something of physical pain, so intense was it. She thought of Cynthia White, knitting across the road, with contemptuous pity. That woman had no son--nothing but pale-faced girls. Thyra had never wanted a daughter, but she pitied and despised all sonless women.
Chester"s dog whined suddenly and piercingly on the doorstep outside. He was tired of the cold stone and wanted his warm corner behind the stove. Thyra smiled grimly when she heard him.
She had no intention of letting him in. She said she had always disliked dogs, but the truth, although she would not glance at it, was that she hated the animal because Chester loved him. She could not share his love with even a dumb brute. She loved no living creature in the world but her son, and fiercely demanded a like concentrated affection from him. Hence it pleased her to hear his dog whine.
It was now quite dark; the stars had begun to shine out over the shorn harvest fields, and Chester had not come. Across the lane Cynthia White had pulled down her blind, in despair of out-watching Thyra, and had lighted a lamp. Lively shadows of little girl-shapes pa.s.sed and repa.s.sed on the pale oblong of light. They made Thyra conscious of her exceeding loneliness.
She had just decided that she would walk down the lane and wait for Chester on the bridge, when a thunderous knock came at the east kitchen door.
She recognized August Vorst"s knock and lighted a lamp in no great haste, for she did not like him. He was a gossip and Thyra hated gossip, in man or woman. But August was privileged.
She carried the lamp in her hand, when she went to the door, and its upward-striking light gave her face a ghastly appearance.
She did not mean to ask August in, but he pushed past her cheerfully, not waiting to be invited. He was a midget of a man, lame of foot and hunched of back, with a white, boyish face, despite his middle age and deep-set, malicious black eyes.
He pulled a crumpled newspaper from his pocket and handed it to Thyra. He was the unofficial mail-carrier of Avonlea. Most of the people gave him a trifle for bringing their letters and papers from the office. He earned small sums in various other ways, and so contrived to keep the life in his stunted body.
There was always venom in August"s gossip. It was said that he made more mischief in Avonlea in a day than was made otherwise in a year, but people tolerated him by reason of his infirmity. To be sure, it was the tolerance they gave to inferior creatures, and August felt this. Perhaps it accounted for a good deal of his malignity. He hated most those who were kindest to him, and, of these, Thyra Carewe above all. He hated Chester, too, as he hated strong, shapely creatures. His time had come at last to wound them both, and his exultation shone through his crooked body and pinched features like an illuminating lamp. Thyra perceived it and vaguely felt something antagonistic in it. She pointed to the rocking-chair, as she might have pointed out a mat to a dog.
August crawled into it and smiled. He was going to make her writhe presently, this woman who looked down upon him as some venomous creeping thing she disdained to crush with her foot.
"Did you see anything of Chester on the road?" asked Thyra, giving August the very opening he desired. "He went to the harbor after tea to see Joe Raymond about the loan of his boat, but it"s the time he should be back. I can"t think what keeps the boy."
"Just what keeps most men--leaving out creatures like me--at some time or other in their lives. A girl--a pretty girl, Thyra. It pleases me to look at her. Even a hunchback can use his eyes, eh? Oh, she"s a rare one!"
"What is the man talking about?" said Thyra wonderingly.
"Damaris Garland, to be sure. Chester"s down at Tom Blair"s now, talking to her--and looking more than his tongue says, too, of that you may be sure. Well, well, we were all young once, Thyra--all young once, even crooked little August Vorst. Eh, now?"
"What do you mean?" said Thyra.
She had sat down in a chair before him, with her hands folded in her lap. Her face, always pale, had not changed; but her lips were curiously white. August Vorst saw this and it pleased him.
Also, her eyes were worth looking at, if you liked to hurt people--and that was the only pleasure August took in life. He would drink this delightful cup of revenge for her long years of disdainful kindness--ah, he would drink it slowly to prolong its sweetness. Sip by sip--he rubbed his long, thin, white hands together--sip by sip, tasting each mouthful.
"Eh, now? You know well enough, Thyra."
"I know nothing of what you would be at, August Vorst. You speak of my son and Damaris--was that the name?--Damaris Garland as if they were something to each other. I ask you what you mean by it?"
"Tut, tut, Thyra, nothing very terrible. There"s no need to look like that about it. Young men will be young men to the end of time, and there"s no harm in Chester"s liking to look at a la.s.s, eh, now? Or in talking to her either? The little baggage, with the red lips of her! She and Chester will make a pretty pair.
He"s not so ill-looking for a man, Thyra."
"I am not a very patient woman, August," said Thyra coldly. "I have asked you what you mean, and I want a straight answer. Is Chester down at Tom Blair"s while I have been sitting here, alone, waiting for him?"
August nodded. He saw that it would not be wise to trifle longer with Thyra.
"That he is. I was there before I came here. He and Damaris were sitting in a corner by themselves, and very well-satisfied they seemed to be with each other. Tut, tut, Thyra, don"t take the news so. I thought you knew. It"s no secret that Chester has been going after Damaris ever since she came here. But what then? You can"t tie him to your ap.r.o.n strings forever, woman.
He"ll be finding a mate for himself, as he should. Seeing that he"s straight and well-shaped, no doubt Damaris will look with favor on him. Old Martha Blair declares the girl loves him better than her eyes."
Thyra made a sound like a strangled moan in the middle of August"s speech. She heard the rest of it immovably. When it came to an end she stood and looked down upon him in a way that silenced him.
"You"ve told the news you came to tell, and gloated over it, and now get you gone," she said slowly.
"Now, Thyra," he began, but she interrupted him threateningly.
"Get you gone, I say! And you need not bring my mail here any longer. I want no more of your misshapen body and lying tongue!"
August went, but at the door he turned for a parting stab.
"My tongue is not a lying one, Mrs. Carewe. I"ve told you the truth, as all Avonlea knows it. Chester is mad about Damaris Garland. It"s no wonder I thought you knew what all the settlement can see. But you"re such a jealous, odd body, I suppose the boy hid it from you for fear you"d go into a tantrum.
As for me, I"ll not forget that you"ve turned me from your door because I chanced to bring you news you"d no fancy for."
Thyra did not answer him. When the door closed behind him she locked it and blew out the light. Then she threw herself face downward on the sofa and burst into wild tears. Her very soul ached. She wept as tempestuously and unreasoningly as youth weeps, although she was not young. It seemed as if she was afraid to stop weeping lest she should go mad thinking. But, after a time, tears failed her, and she began bitterly to go over, word by word, what August Vorst had said.