Julia laughed. "This is coming from a man who decorated his bedroom with naked photographs of himself."
"The only naked photographs in my bedroom will be of you, my exquisite wife."
His rhythm increased, catching Julia by surprise.
As she panted out her pleasure, Gabriel buried his face in her neck. "You"re so enticing. Your hair, your skin."
"Your love makes me beautiful."
"Then let me love you forever."
She arched her back. "Yes, forever. Please."
Gabriel moved apace, his lips playing across her neck, sucking and drawing the skin lightly into his mouth.
In response, her hands grasped his hips, pushing and pulling until she was close, very close.
"Open your eyes," he gasped, moving more quickly.
Julia gazed up into the dark but tender eyes of her husband, so alive with pa.s.sion and true affection.
"I love you," she said, eyes widening and closing as the sensations overtook her.
This time, Gabriel didn"t close his eyes as his brows furrowed in concentration.
"I love you," he breathed with every movement, every glide of skin against naked skin, until they were both sated and still.
Chapter 58.
Just before sunrise, Julia awoke with a start.
Her handsome husband was by her side, his face boyish in sleep. It was the face of the young man she met on Grace"s back porch. She traced his eyebrows and the stubble on his chin, a tremendous feeling of love flowing through her. A tremendous feeling of contentment and joy.
Not wanting to disturb him, she crept from their bed. She picked up his discarded shirt from the floor and put it on before tiptoeing out to the balcony.
The faintest hint of light shimmered from the horizon, over the gently rolling hills of the Umbrian landscape. The air was chilly, far too cold to be outside in anything other than a hot tub, but the view was unspeakably lovely, and she felt the need to drink in its beauty. Alone.
Growing up, she felt so unworthy of having her deepest desires satisfied, of being loved absolutely. She didn"t feel that way anymore. This morning, expressions of grat.i.tude bubbled up from her soul, wafting Heavenward.
Gabriel stretched out his hand to Julia"s side of the bed, but found only her pillow. It took a moment for him to awake, exhausted as he was with the previous evening and early morning"s activities. They"d made love several times and taken turns worshipping one another"s bodies with mouths and hands.
He smiled. All her fears and anxieties appeared to have vanished. Was it solely because they were married now? Or was it because enough time had pa.s.sed that she knew beyond doubt that he wouldn"t take advantage of her?
He didn"t know. But he was pleased because she had been pleased. And when she gave herself to him in a way that she"d never been able to before, he treasured that gift, knowing that it was given out of love and absolute trust.
Awaking to an empty bed made him nervous, however. So rather than indulge himself in these silent musings, he quickly went in search of his beloved. It didn"t take long for him to find her.
"Are you all right?" he called, as he walked out onto the balcony.
"I"m wonderful. I"m happy."
"You"ll catch pneumonia," he chided, slipping off his robe and wrapping it around her.
She turned to thank him and noticed that he was naked. "So will you."
He grinned, positioning himself in front of her and opening the robe so it wrapped around both of them. She sighed at the pleasurable feeling of their naked bodies pressed tightly together.
"Was everything to your liking?" Gabriel rubbed her back through the robe.
"You couldn"t tell?"
"We didn"t have a lot of conversation, if you recall. Perhaps I kept you up too late. I know we were making up but..."
"I"m a little out of practice, but deliciously worn out." She flushed. "Last night was even better than our first time together. And certainly, as you put it, more vigorous."
He chuckled. "I concur."
"We"ve been through so much. I feel as if our connection is deeper." She nuzzled his shoulder with her nose. "And I don"t have to worry about you disappearing."
"I"m yours," he whispered. "And I feel the connection too. It"s what I needed. It"s what you deserve. When I touch you, when I look into your eyes, I see our history and our future." He paused and lifted her face so he could see her better. "It"s breathtaking."
Julia kissed him delicately and snuggled closer in his arms.
"I spent too long in the shadows." Gabriel"s voice brimmed with emotion. "I"m looking forward to being in the light. With you."
She placed a hand on either side of his face, forcing him to see her. "We"re in the light now. And I love you."
"As I love you, Julianne. I"m yours for this life and the next."
He kissed her lips once more and led her back into the bedroom.
Fin.
Acknowledgments.
I am indebted to the late Dorothy L. Sayers, the late Charles Williams, Mark Musa, my friend Katherine Picton and The Dante Society of America for their expertise on Dante Alighieri"s The Divine Comedy, which informs my work. In this novel, I"ve used the Dante Society"s conventions of capitalization for places such as h.e.l.l and Paradise.
I"ve been inspired by Sandro Botticelli"s artwork and the incomparable s.p.a.ce that is the Uffizi Gallery in Florence. The cities of Toronto, Florence, and Cambridge lent their ambience, along with the borough of Selinsgrove.
I"ve found several electronic archives to be quite helpful, especially the Digital Dante Project of Columbia University, Danteworlds by the University of Texas at Austin, and the World of Dante by the University of Virginia. I"ve consulted the Internet Archive site for its version of Dante Gabriel Rossetti"s translation of La Vita Nuova along with the original Italian, which is cited in this book. I"ve also cited Henry Wadsworth Longfellow"s translation of The Divine Comedy. The text from Abelard"s letter to Heloise was taken from an anonymous translation dated from 1901.
I am grateful to Jennifer, who read the first draft of this story and offered constructive criticism at every subsequent stage. This book would not exist without her encouragement and friendship. I am grateful also to Nina for her creative input and wisdom. Kris read and offered insightful suggestions on the ma.n.u.script during the revision process.
Thanks are due to the fine staff of Omnific, especially Elizabeth, Lynette, CJ, Kim, Coreen, Micha and Enn. It has been a pleasure working with you.
I would also like to thank those who read a previous version of my story and offered criticisms, suggestions and support, especially the Muses, Tori, Elizabeth de Vos, Elena, Marinella, and Erika.
Finally, I would like to thank my readers and my family. Your continued support is inestimable.
-SR.
Lent 2012.
About the Author.
Sylvain Reynard is a Canadian writer with an interest in Renaissance art and culture and an inordinate attachment to the city of Florence. As an author, Sylvain has been trying to increase awareness about various charities. You can find out more about these organizations on Twitter: @sylvainreynard.
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