"What? " [Ceng Hao first saw He Shu here.]
"I understand..."
"He Shu, we will go somewhere else to eat." It"s a time to hide. Su QingYan pulled He Shu"s sleeve and tried to stop him from meeting with Chen Hao.
"What"s wrong?"
"Nothing, let"s go to eat Mala Tang."
He Shu sighed. "I think you should eat less spicy food..."
In the end, the two people didn"t go to the dumpling shop. Naturally, He Shu didn"t see Chen Hao. Su QingYang couldn"t help but breath a sigh of relief. However, Zero in his mind still reminded him not to take it lightly. The reason is that Chen Hao is a student of foreign language department, and He Shu is an English teacher. Even though Chen Hao is not in He Shu"s cla.s.s, the possibility of them meeting each other is still very high.
Sometimes Su Qingyan will find it very strange. Is Chen Hao liked He Shu because of an opportunity? As long as this opportunity to break on the line? If only a simple meeting and understanding should be nothing, it seems that he also knows a lot of people. But, he just likes He Shu. Zero didn"t agree with this, as long as Chen Hao met He Shu certainly will fall in love with him. If Chen Hao fell in love with He Shu, Su QingYan undoubtedly will die, this is all arranged.
In short, it is necessary to eliminate all opportunities for the two of them to know each other. Since Zero knows what will happen in the future, he will be able to tell what Su QingYan should do and not. On one occasion, the cla.s.s teacher in Chen Hao"s cla.s.s was sick. The head teacher asked He Shu to attend the cla.s.s. Su QingYan used an excuse that he was not feeling well and had to go to the hospital with He Shu. He Shu had no choice but to find another English teacher to attend the cla.s.s. However, due to Su QingYan"s planned illness, He Shu was so angry after the doctor saw him and ignored Su QingYan for some time.
Su QingYan said that he just wanted to save his life and his boyfriend"s reputation, but he couldn"t speak.
During this time, Zero just talked to Su QingYan the time and place where Chen Hao might appear, and this would allow Su QingYan to avoid these places as much as he can do. After a while, He Shu became aware something wrong with Su QingYan and took him to talk.
"Oh, I want to ask you some questions."
"What"s wrong?"
"Is something happened recently?"
There are indeed some, but he can"t say. No one will believe him. He shook his head: "No."
"I feel like you"re hiding from someone."
"No, no." Su QingYan found that He Shu was still quite sharp, suddenly discovered that he was hiding from someone. He said he"s not hiding, more like helping He Shu hide.
"Really?" He Shu stared suspiciously at Su QingYan"s eyes, tried to find out from his eyes whether he was lying.
Su QingYan never dared to lie to He Shu. Especially when He Shu stared at him, he suddenly panicked and asked Zero in his mind.
"He found it. What should I do?"
Zero thought for a moment and calmly answered: [Say you wanted more, you just want to avoid a crowded place, and enjoy the world only two of you.]
"Is it possible?"
[He"ll believe it.] Zero a.s.sured.
Then Su QingYan opened his mouth just like Zero taught him: "You"re overthinking. I always keep you from going to places where there"re so many peoples. I only want to enjoy the world with you."
He listened to Su QingYan words, and after thinking for a moment, he nodded and said, "Okay..."
Su QingYang sighed, fortunately, He Shu has pa.s.sed.
"It"s good, he finally believes me." Su QingYan excitedly told Zero. After all, this was his first time he had lied to He Shu, and it"s hard for him to avoid some excitement.
[Don"t be too happy. You need to be on guard against Chen Hao.]
"Is Chen Hao honestly so terrible?" Anyway, he just a student? And I haven"t seen him before. In Su QingYan eyes, his students are all good children, although he"s not much older than them.
[...Do you want to see him?]
[If you want.] He was very curious about this Big Devil Chen Hao looks like who had killed him for 49 times.
[At 3.15, there"s an Ideology cla.s.s in their cla.s.s, you can sneak in to see him.]
"Good"
In the 3rd cla.s.s, Su QingYan quietly entered the cla.s.s where Chen Hao in and secretly took a seat in the back row. Fortunately, students in their cla.s.s have never seen Su QingYan, plus, Su QingYan was young and wore similar to the students. Therefore, they didn"t find that there was a teacher inside. When the bell cla.s.s ringing, the students in the cla.s.s were full. Su QingYan quietly asked Zero, "where is he?"
[Next to you.]
"!" This is quite a coincidence, right? Su QingYan"s position was in the last row on the left side of the wall.
On his right side, a student was sitting. Su QingYang looked to the right and saw a boy sitting beside him. A schoolboy with a clean head, wheat complexion, appearance is very handsome and a man unique charm.
"Look good, no wonder you say He Shu will...." Su QingYan is very uncomfortable.
[Don"t be afraid, He Shu loves you.] Zero comforted.
"really? "But he thinks Chen Hao looks better than himself and at least has a masculine personality.
[I won"t lie to you.] Zero said.
Perhaps he noticed Su Qingyan"s sight. Chen Hao slightly tilted his head and looked at Su QingYan. With a corner of his mouth, he said, "Mr. Su."
"Do you know me?" The teacher of their psychology department will not come to the Department of Foreign Languages except for him. He has never been to this cla.s.s. How could Chen Hao know him?
"Of course, you are He Shu"s boyfriend."
"You, you also know He Shu?" Su QingYan felt even more surprised. Then he thought again the foreign language department is pretty big. He wasn"t the whole person sticking to He Shu all day and night. He didn"t look strange to see He Shu.
"Yeah, he is my cousin." Chen Hao laughed, showing clean teeth. Only Su QingYan felt a bit gloomy.
He suddenly felt like he had done so much before.
"what happened? Su Qingyan asked Zero. "You should have known this already?"
[Yes. ] Zero answered.
"So how you didn"t" tell me? "
[It"s useless to tell you.]
"Since they knew each other from the start, why should I stop them from meeting?"
[QinYan, Chen Hao is an emotionally sick person, doesn"t allow them to meet, just afraid that He Shu was deceived by him and thus misunderstood you.]
"Okay...no, ah, as you said, if Chen Hao sees He Shu, he will fall in love with him. Then, they already know, does it mean ..."
[I mean, meet in these six months..]
"Okay..."
When Su Qingyan talks with Zero in his head, the whole person would be in a state of sluggishness. Chen Hao saw him, he reached out and waved in front of Su Qingyan"s eyes and asks, "Professor Su?"
"Ah? Ah, I stayed for a while." Su QingYan smiled.
After knowing that the two were relatives, Su QingYan couldn"t calm down for a long time. After all, cousin fell in love with his cousin. It"s too.... well, Su QingYan didn"t have much energy to figure out these things. He only wants to keep his life well, let the two people don"t meet in these six months.
However, Su QingYan felt a little strange that Chen Hao took the initiative to come to him, but also often come to see. Although each time he just talked about something that wasn"t there or asked him if he could eat together. After all, in this world Chen Hao didn"t do anything to Su QingYan, so Su QingYan still had no hatred for him. Therefore, he can also get along with Chen Hao freely. However, to prevent the two people from meeting, Su QingYan would have to find a reason to send out He Shu when he met with Chen Hao. Once for all, Su QingYan had a sense of guilt in his heart.
It is also impossible to tell where this guilt comes from, and what is going on. Anyway, Su QingYan does not think it is right. Until one day, Chen Hao took the initiative to touch his cheek when meeting him.
Chen Hao said to him, "Sue Su, I seem to like you."
"..." Su QingYan suddenly froze or said that outsiders seemed to be stunned. In fact, he was talking to Zero.
"what happened?" Doesn"t it mean that this perverted person likes his cousin?
[I don"t know, maybe the original world line was disrupted, so It has been moving in other directions.]
"I don"t have to die? "
[I don"t know... but it"s unlikely.]
Su QingYan sigh and seriously said to Chen Hao:" I"m sorry. "
The expected answer, Chen Hao didn"t show a look of surprise or sadness, only asked: "Is it because of my cousin? "
"Yes."
"Okay..." Chen Hao exhaled. "It"s a pity."
It"s amazing. Su QingYan thought.
However, Chen Hao didn"t seem to give up. After a while, he will still come to Su QingYan. But Su QingYan still refused. Su Qingyan didn"t relax his vigilance. He still not allowing Chen Hao to meet with He Shu.
The time pa.s.sed, and soon, six months had pa.s.sed, and it was the day when Zero told him that he would die. On that day, He Shu took the initiative and asked Su QingYan to come out to meet him. Su QingYan was afraid of an accident and wanted to stay at home. However, when he heard Zero telling his five ways of dying at home, he still went to He Shu.
When he came out, Su QingYan looked at the time, 4.20pm.
When they met, Su QingYan found that He Shu"s look was a bit wrong and looked like having a heavy heart. He asked, “Do you have anything to worry about?”
He Shu said, “Yeah, are you like someone else?"
"No." Su QingYan shook his head.
"Don"t lie to me." He Shu wrinkled his brow deeply.
"Certainly no!"
"What"s this?" He gave the phone to Su QingYan. It was a photo which was Su QingYan and Chen Hao. The two sat together face to face, Chen Hao"s hand on the hair of Su QingYan looks a little embarra.s.sed. Su QingYan knows it"s not the case! Because the next second, Chen Hao"s hand shot by him, and then he got up and walked away.
"He Shu, you hear me explain that things are not what you think."
[Be careful QingYan, it"s 4:45 .] Zero whispered.
"What do I think? Oh, isn"t it that you and my cousin are together?"
"He Shu, you have to believe me."
"I have more photos than this one, and the kid is coming telling me, saying that you were already together." Sure enough, no matter which world is a metamorphosis. Su QingYan thought.
"He Shu, it"s not what you think."
[QingYan, 4:46.] Zero is still reminding.
"I don"t want to hear what you explain now." He Shu left Su QingYan with a look of disappointment and turned to walk. Su QingYan thought that this is not the end, so he went to chase He Shu. Then every time he went to hold Ho Shu"s sleeve, he was always thrown away.
"He Shu!"
"Don"t pull me. Before you try to explain it, think about what you have done."
[QingYan, it"s about 4.48. ] Zero"s voice sounds anxious. Su QingYan"s entire heart is frozen, but he can"t stop. At least he doesn"t want to die while He Shu misunderstands him.
"He Shu, don"t go." Su QingYan walked quickly to He Shu and hugged him from behind. But He Shu always pushed him away. Su Qingyan didn"t give up. He Shu pushed him away still Su QingYan continued to hold him. There was a construction site beside them. There was nothing but those busy workers, so Su QingYan had no scruples.
"Let go, don"t be shameless!"
"Stay!"
"f.u.c.k!" He Shu felt anxious in his heart, he used more strength and pushed Su QingYan away. Su QingYan was awkward and stepped back several steps.
"QingYan, it"s about 4.48! "
"Be careful!" The stranger"s voice came from somewhere, that was the last voice Su QingYan heard when he could still see the sky.
At 4.48pm, a construction site because of construction problems dropped then hit a man in the head just now. He died on the spot.
***
[QingYan, QingYan, did you wake up? ]
[Can you hear me? ]
[It would be scary to hear a strange voice in such a deep night. But don"t worry, I won"t hurt you.]
[Let me introduce myself, I"m Zero. I"m a sense in your mind that doesn"t belong to you. A soul that doesn"t belong to your body. ]
Su QingYan opened his eyes and saw the dark ceiling in his bedroom. His roommate was asleep, and this voice was not one of his roommates, this meant that his roommate was not who was teasing him. Su QingYan blinked and quickly accepted the strange sound in his mind. He wanted to open his mouth but feared to wake up his roommate, so he tried to talk directly to Zero in his head.
"Why do you appear?"
"Looks like you have been able to accept immediately talking directly in your mind. Zero exclaimed, [Looked at the time, and it"s 4.40 in the morning. Well, I"m here to save you. ]
Su QingYan silent for a while and asked: "I will die?"
Zero did not think that Su QingYan would directly ask him this question and replied, [Yes.]
"Then... you came to save me to stop my death?"
[Yes, but how did you guess it? ]
"I don"t know either." It was strange that Su QingYan was not scared when the voice had just sounded. Somehow he felt some familiarity as if he had heard it before. When he heard Zero was going to save him, his first reaction was to ask if he will die. Zero was coming to save him.
[In the end, it still has an impact] Zero sighed.
"what?"
[It"s nothing.]
Su QingYan felt a little weird, but he did not ask anymore. He said, "Well, when will I die?"
[Six years later.] Zero replied calmly, [I found you now to stop you from knowing someone.]
"Who?"
[He Shu.]
Su QingYan recalled that he did not seem to know this person and felt very strange: "Why?"
[Your death is related to him.]
At the moment, Su QingYan didn"t understand what Zero meant, but he still felt he should listen to Zero because Zero gave him an inexplicable feeling that he could rely on him. In the deep night, the moonlight shone through the balcony"s gla.s.s door and lit misty in the bedroom. Su QingYan suddenly thought.
"Zero, do you have a physical?"
[No.]
"But I want to see what you look like."
[Sorry, I don"t have an ent.i.ty.]
Well, Su QingYan gave up this idea.
***
When Su QingYan woke up the next day, he had two big dark circles. He still feels very sleepy, but he has no choice but to brush his teeth and face school. His school doesn"t allow students to skip cla.s.s at will. Therefore, Su QingYan has to go to the school. He took a toothbrush cup, brushing his teeth and went to wash his face in the washbasin. After he had filled with water, he suddenly remembered that he had a guy in his head. He greeted in his head: "Good morning, Zero." [...Good morning, Qing Yan.]
After a brief preparation, Su QingYan bought breakfast and was ready for cla.s.s. The first cla.s.s was a boring math lesson. People around Su QingYan were either sleeping or playing mobile phones or deserting. Su QingYan didn"t think that the mobile phone had any fun, and he didn"t want to sleep thus he started chatting with Zero.
"Zero, how did you know that I would die after six years?"
[I came from the future.]
"Well, why did you choose to save me?"
[This is my mission.]
"Well..." It seems that he is still very much favored by G.o.d. He deliberately sent a thing to save himself. Su QingYan thought for a second and asked, "How do you say I will die after six years?"
[I do not know.]
"How could you not know?" Does Zero not predict the future?
[There are too many deaths. I can"t say them clearly.]
"Well..." Su QingYan picked up some details from his statement and asked, "You said too many death methods. Can you say that I have died many times? Or, have you saved me many times and failed?"
[You can say that.] Although, he didn"t want to admit this.
"Then...this is the first few times?"
[Ninety-nine.]
Su QingYan swallowed in his mouth and couldn"t imagine how he had died ninety-nine times. He didn"t understand why would Zero saved him so many times and still wanted to do it.
"You have failed so many times. Have you ever thought of giving up?" Su QingYan doesn"t care about his life, but he doesn"t understand Zero"s intentions.
[No, my existence is to save you.]
Obviously a mechanical voice, but Su QingYan felt that Zero"s voice sounded very gentle, this may be related to his experience. Su QingYan"s character is introverted actually. There"s no friend since childhood. So, if anyone is kind to him, he will thought that person is a good people.
Although Zero is gentle to him, he is not a person who likes to chat. Typically, Su QingYan asked him first before he answered. However, Su QingYan didn"t care about these things. He was able to talk to him and thought it was pretty good.
"Speak, why did you say that my death was related to He Shu? What is my relationship with him?"
[In the past world, he was your boyfriend, and it was you who confessed first.]
Su QingYan never thought that he likes men. He never thought that he would confess to a man. That said, the man named He Shu must be pretty good or very kind to him, otherwise, how else would he be attracted? Su QingYan thought.
"But if he is my boyfriend, why is my death related to him?"
[Most of the time, your death was not caused by him, but it was related to him. Therefore, you cannot know him.]
"Well..." In a word, his death was not caused by He Shu directly but indirectly. Su QingYan thought that he didn"t know who He Shu was in this world. To protect his life, it"s better he doesn"t know him.
However, he also began to wonder what kind of person He Shu was in the end. Therefore he took the courage to meet with a girl who"s very popular in cla.s.s.
The girl was surprised when she saw Su QingYan talking to her. In her impression, he is reluctant to mix with other boys. Usually, he said a few words with his roommate. After listening to his intentions, she said: "He Shu? I don"t know him, but I heard he is a star in Foreign Language department. They said that in sports are pretty good too. What"s wrong?"
"Nothing, just ask." Su QingYan smiled, there was a blush on his face. After all, he never talked to this popular girl.
Department of Foreign Languages, Su QingYan never thought that he would go there. His English in high school is more or less a failure. Plus, he knows no one in that department. So just do as Zero said, and avoid the places where He Shu might go there.
***
Two days later, it was a weekly physical education cla.s.s. The physical education teacher told them to play badminton and call him before the cla.s.s end. It is an elective physical education cla.s.s. Su QingYan doesn"t like badminton. At first, he chose volleyball, but there are too many people picked volleyball. He filled in too late and was kicked out, forcing him to take badminton. Su QingYan looked at badminton in his hand, felt depressed. He couldn"t play badminton by himself. If the dead teacher would come to check, just check his fart!
Su QingYan looked around and found that there was a guy who was playing badminton just a short distance away from him. It seemed that guy was good at playing, so he got an idea to go and ask for advice. Zero shouted in time.
[Do"t go!]
"What"s wrong?"
[It"s He Shu. In the past world, you know each other here.]
After listening to this, Su QingYan stopped and stood to look in the distance not far from the boy. He was tall and slender, with a pale face, sharp eyes and a tall nose, indeed looked good. They said he is a star. Not too much. Su QingYan is a good boy in their psychology department, but he is inferior to He Shu.
"He truly looks good." Su QingYan sighed.
[Is he that good?]
"Yeah, no wonder you said, I will love him."
[Then don"t think about it.] Zero promptly interrupted Su QingYan"s wishful thinking. [Still thinking about how to play.]
"I think and I won"t."
[...forget it. I"ll teach you.]
Su QingYan didn"t believe that Zero could teach him. How can Zero teach him when he doesn"t even have a body? But Zero really did that, and it was more earnest than many sports teachers. Tell him what"s wrong with his posture, where the arm should move, what"s wrong with his power, and how the position of the ball is. Zero was so instructive, Su QingYan didn"t even play a ball yet.
"I"m sorry..." Su QingYan said to Zero with a hint of apologies.
[It"s okay, I"ll teach you later.] Zero"s voice didn"t sound impatient.
Su QingYan knew his physical education was really bad, and his comprehension was so poor that many teachers were too lazy to guide him. Zero was able to guide him so long. Zero was the first.
Before the cla.s.s ended, Su QingYan finally successfully played the ball under the guidance of Zero.
"Wonderful, success!" Su QingYan was very happy.
[that"s nice.]Zero exclaimed, [I know you can do it.]
"Ok!" Su Qingyan happily running to the teacher"s side, went for a game and forgot about He Shu.
While Su QingYan was nervously testing in front of the teacher, Zero still talked to him in his mind and told him to let him relax, do not be nervous. Finally, Su QingYan pa.s.sed the test.
Su QingYan felt relieved. Even though he knew that Zero couldn"t see it, he still smiled and said to him, "Zero, thank you."
[you are welcome.]
***
Having escaped the initial meeting, the later was easier. Su QingYan didn"t have to go where He Shu was. Fortunately, the two people were not in the same department. In the end, Su QingYan didn"t have to work hard. However, Su QingYan also had a question. According to Zero, this only happened because he and He Shu become a couple. Then it"s enough as long as he doesn"t confess to He Shu. So why? Why should he avoid him?
[Because He Shu loves you, only he doesn"t show it.] Zero responded to Su QingYan"s question. Specifically.
In fact, Su QingYan didn"t believe that He Shu loved him when he knew that 98 of his deaths were related to He Shu. He felt that maybe the 98 worlds were his wishful thinking. Fortunately, he was in this world. No longer wishful thinking.
[You must not fall in love with him in this world. Do you understand?] Said Zero.
"Of course." Su QingYan replied, "According to what you said that because I didn"t have friends, He Shu just happened to be there for me. Later I would love him. But now it won"t be like that. I wouldn"t know He Shu. Secondly, I already had you talking to me."
[So... you are quite serious about me.]
"Naturally." It"s hard to have a man who is willing to talk and will never leave him.
If Zero has an ent.i.ty, Su QingYan will be able to see Zero being shy.
Su QingYan"s roommate recently discovered that Su QingYan was not quite right. He was always in a daze and occasionally giggled. Didn"t know what to do.
They think that Su QingYan is either in love or stupid. The former is very unlikely, so it should be the stupid one.
Su QingYan naturally doesn"t know what his roommate thinks about him. Still, it doesn"t matter even if he knows it. He doesn"t care what others think of him. It"s enough to be happy.
On one occasion, Zero asked him: [QingYan, why don"t you talk to other people, what about your other friends? ]
"There is no other friends ah. "
[Why? I don"t think your character is very unappealing.]
"Maybe it"s because I had depression in high school. Although it"s good now, I still don"t like to a.s.sociate with other people, and they don"t think much of me. "
[Actually, I think you can try to communicate more with others, so you will not be alone.]
"It doesn"t matter," Su QingYan replied. "Aren"t you still here?" He is satisfied with Zero talking to him.
[But I"m just something that exists in your mind. I can"t appear in front of you, nor is it physically.]
"It"s okay, and..." Su QingYan silent for a moment and said, "I always feel that, in fact, you can let me see. It"s just like holographic projection, that kind of thing that I can see but cannot touch. Don"t you agree?"
[Why do you think so? ]
"Intuition."
Well, that"s true, he never mentioned it to Su QingYan before, and Su QingYan never notices. After all, in Su QingYan"s whole mind is He Shu.
"Well, can I see what you look like?" Su QingYan became more and more curious.
[Sorry, no. ] Zero simply refused.
"Why?" Su QingYan was very disappointed.
[No reason.] Zero"s tone sounds a bit serious.
"That..." Su QingYan thought for a moment and opened up a condition. "If I successfully live in this world, can you show me what you look like?"
Zero thought for a while. He replied, [OK...]
Su QingYan smiled. He should live well so he could see Zero. He believes that as long as he doesn"t have any contact with He Shu, he surely will survive.
Since Zero came to his side, Su QingYan felt like he was the hero of the novel he had just opened. When he couldn"t pa.s.s sports exam, he would receive some guidance. If he couldn"t do the General Exam, he could ask Zero in his mind. Of course, except for psychology. Don"t know why but what Zero is good seems only those subjects that are common, such as English, math, etc. As for psychology, it still relying on Su QingYan himself.
In this case, Su QingYan is very grateful to Zero, after all, Zero has helped him so much.
Don"t know whether it was because of Zero teaching that the image of Su QingYan began to change gradually, not his long-term change, but his temperament. Now he is willing to lift his head and smile.
Su QingYan himself looks good, and after the change, this naturally attracts the attention of the opposite s.e.x.
One day on junior year, Zero suddenly reminded Su QingYan to pay attention to his image that day, dressed better and comb his hair before going out.
"Am I missing something?" Asked Su QingYan.
[Don"t ask, just do it.] Said Zero.
So Su QingYan did so, put on the most decent set of clothes in his cabinet, and combed through his hair that he had slept in miscellaneously.
There aren"t many cla.s.ses today, only a cla.s.s in the morning and the rest is in the afternoon. Su QingYan plans to go back to the dormitory after having lunch outside. But he was stopped in the middle of the road.
It was a girl who stopped him. Su QingYan saw that she felt familiar at first sight, but he couldn"t remember where he had seen, nor did he know her name.
The girl looked a bit shy and dared to look at Su QingYan with a slight blush. She stared down at her toes with her head down and said, "h.e.l.lo."
"h.e.l.lo there."
"What"s going on here?" Su QingYan asked Zero.
[Confessing. ]
"Confess? "
[Yeah, this girl told you that she like you for ninety-eight times and rejected. Don"t refuse her this time.]
No wonder that Zero make him dress up well today, Su QingYan looks at the shy girl in front of him and not saying anything.
"Well, do you have a girlfriend?" the girl asked cautiously.
"No." Su QingYan answered truthfully. When the girls heard the answer, she smiled. However, Su QingYan"s next words made her laugh over.
"Because I don"t like girls." Su QingYan answered seriously.
Then the news of Su QingYan was a h.o.m.o spread in the school. The students around him looked at him more or less with some curiosity and contempt.
Sometimes Su QingYan hears conversations from the surrounding male students:
"Oh, I heard he was the one."
"Oh, I don"t think there will be an idea on us."
"I still have a room with him. I feel very dangerous. If I don"t speak, I would like to change my room."
I won"t even look at you if I wanted to. Su QingYan thought that these people were utterly sad to some degree, to think people are very desperate. He also didn"t care about the rumors. Before any rumors spread out, those people couldn"t get along with him. After rumors spread out, they looked down on him more.
[QingYan, I think you did something wrong this time.]
"What"s wrong?"
[Because of your openness, your reputation is damaged. ]
"It"s okay. I"m telling the truth. "
[But you didn"t fall in love with He Shu in this world. How did you know you were gay? ]
"I don"t know..." Su QingYan didn"t know either. There was such a feeling that he was inexplicably not interested in girls. He liked boys more. He thought about it and asked, "Yes, is Zero a boy?"
[Yes. ]
Sure enough, it"s a boy. Su QingYan felt happy.
Fortunately, Su QingYan didn"t do any compelling thing at ordinary times, so his rumors didn"t circulate for a long time and settled. However, the male students around still alienated him. Su QingYan nevertheless doesn"t take them back.
The days pa.s.sed indifferently. Su QingYan lived a life of three points a day. Every morning and evening, he will have a good conversation with Zero. When eating, he asked about Zero"s taste since Su QingYan found that Zero could felt what he eat. Zero was not a picky eater, but he always told him not to eat something unclean or unhealthy.
At the senior year, many students began to think about the work that followed. Su QingYan wanted to be a teacher. He had decided it since childhood. But listening to Zero"s description, he used to be a teacher in the past world, and He Shu was also a teacher. Su QingYan was worried about being in the same school as him.
So Su QingYan decided to ask for Zero"s opinion first.
"Zero, what do you think I should do in the future?"
[It"s alright to follow your ideas.]
"Is it teacher? However, I am afraid to meet He Shu again. "
[Rest a.s.sured, no, this world will never be.] Zero said with affirmation.
You are quite sure, Su QingYan thought. In the end, he decided to be a teacher. Since he was studying psychology, he decided to become a teacher in the psychology department. When he completed the career plan, he also ran to the Department of Foreign Languages and listened to He Shu"s friend. He was relieved that he didn"t have to deal with the other person when he learned that his plan was a translator.
"He doesn"t plan to become a teacher, you truly mean it!" Su QingYan is very excited.
[So, just trust me later.]
"Uh, er, say if you are a real person." Su QingYan was at loss.
[Why do you say that. ]
"In this way, I can communicate with you in a fair manner and become a friend. Instead of talking in my mind, hiding like a thief."
[Actually, you don"t have to think so. At least I"m only one for you now, isn"t it? ]
Right. If Zero is a real person, then I"m afraid it others will like him too. Then it won"t be good for him.
"Yes, Zero, I think, can I listen to your real voice? Not this cold voice." Su QingYan thinks that Zero should have the original voice. This cold voice doesn"t fit Zero at all.
[sure.] The cold voice disappeared. Instead, it was a magnetic male voice.
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