"It was interesting, all right," Sydney said. "There"s a step on the staircase, three steps up, that squeaks. When we were young, every time someone stepped on it, a mouse would stick his head out of the knothole on the step above to see what made the sound."
Claire looked at her sister, surprised. "You knew about that?"
"I"m not much of a Waverley, but I grew up here too." Sydney snagged a slice of bread as Claire made the sandwiches and put them on a plate. "Claire learned all these crazy recipes from our grandmother."
"This isn"t a crazy recipe. This is soup and peanut b.u.t.ter and jelly sandwiches."
Sydney winked at Tyler. "Almond b.u.t.ter and ginger jelly sandwiches."
Claire"s skin suddenly felt p.r.i.c.kly. It came so easily to Sydney, and Claire used to hate her so much for it. Look how naturally she talked with Tyler, made it seem like it was no big deal to form connections when they were so easily broken.
"Were the two of you very close growing up?" Tyler asked.
"No," Sydney said, before Claire could.
Claire filled three bowls with soup and set them on the table with the plate of sandwiches. "Enjoy," she said, and left the kitchen and went out to the garden, Tyler, Sydney, and Bay watching her go.
About forty-five minutes later, Claire had finished digging a hole by the fence and was gathering up the apples that had fallen around the tree. It was humid, the air as thick as sorghum syrup, carrying a hint of the sticky summer to come.
"Stop it," she kept saying as the tree dropped apples around her, trying to vex her. "The more you drop, the more I bury. And you know it takes you a week to grow more."
It dropped a small apple on her head.
She looked up at the branches, which were twitching slightly though there was no wind. "I said stop it."
"Is that your secret?"
She turned to see Tyler standing on the gra.s.s. How long had he been there? She hadn"t even heard him approach. The tree had been distracting her. d.a.m.n tree.
"My secret?" she asked warily.
"Your secret to this garden. You talk to the plants."
"Oh." She turned and gathered more apples in her arms. "Yes, that"s it."
"Dinner was great."
"I"m glad you enjoyed it." When he didn"t move, she said, "I"m a little busy."
"That"s what Sydney said you"d say. And she said to come out anyway."
"Her confidence is attractive, I know, but I think she just needs a friend right now," Claire said, shocking herself. She never meant to say that. It sounded as if she cared cared. Sure, she wanted Tyler to turn his attention elsewhere. But not to Sydney. Claire closed her eyes. She thought she was past all that jealousy.
"What about you? Do you need a friend?"
She glanced over at him. He was so comfortable with himself, standing there in his loose jeans, his b.u.t.ton-down shirt untucked. Just for a moment, she wanted to walk to him, into his arms, and let that sense of calm envelop her. What was the matter with her? "I don"t need friends."
"Do you need something more?"
She didn"t have a lot of experience with men, but she understood what he meant. She knew what those tiny purple snaps around him, the ones you could see only at night, meant. "I like what I have."
"I do too, Claire. You"re beautiful," he said. "There, I said it. I couldn"t keep it in any longer."
He wasn"t afraid of getting hurt. He seemed to welcome welcome it. One of them had to be sensible. "That thing about me being busy: I meant it." it. One of them had to be sensible. "That thing about me being busy: I meant it."
"That thing about you being beautiful: I meant it too."
She walked over to the hole by the fence and dropped the apples in. "I"m going to be busy for a long, long time."
When she turned back around, Tyler was grinning. "Well, I"m not."
Feeling uneasy, she watched him as he walked away. Was he trying to tell her something? Was it a warning of some sort?
I have all the time in the world to wiggle my way in.
CHAPTER 5.
The Matteson mansion looked the same as Sydney remembered. She could probably walk up to Hunter John"s bedroom with her eyes closed, even now. When they spent time alone in the house, she used to pretend they lived there together. They would lie in bed and she would go on and on about their future. But when he broke up with her at graduation, he said, "I thought you understood."
She didn"t understand then, but she did now. She understood now that she"d loved him, and he was probably the only man she"d ever loved like that, with such hope. She understood now that she would always have left Bascom, whether or not it was with him. She understood now that he hadn"t been able to accept her for what she was. She understood that part best of all, because even she hadn"t been able to do that.
There was a small, remembered thrill to being somewhere she knew she really shouldn"t be as Claire pulled around to the service entrance and they entered the kitchen. She shouldn"t have come, but she couldn"t help herself. Maybe it was the challenge, the way it used to be a challenge to sneak around boyfriends" houses while they were at work, stealing money from their secret hiding places before she left town. She was going to steal something here too. She was going to take memories that didn"t belong to her anymore. And why was she doing it? Because the best time in her adolescence, her best memories of Bascom, were when she dated the biggest catch in town. Everyone had admired her. Everyone had accepted her. She needed those good memories, needed them more than the Mattesons did. They probably wouldn"t even miss them. They probably forgot who she was a long time ago.
The housekeeper met them and introduced herself as Joanne. She was in her forties, and her black hair was so shiny and straight that it barely moved, which meant she hated mistakes.
"The flowers have already been delivered. I was told to wait to arrange them until you arrived," Joanne said. "When you finish unloading, I"ll be on the patio. Do you know where that is?"
"Yes," Sydney said importantly as Joanne disappeared through the swinging door of the butler"s pantry. "I liked Myrtle better."
"Who is Myrtle?" Claire asked.
"The old housekeeper."
"Oh" was all Claire said.
As soon as everything was in and the necessary things refrigerated, Sydney led Claire through the house to the patio. Mrs. Matteson had been proud of her antiques, which was why Sydney was surprised to find the house now was just so...pink. There was rose damask wallpaper in the dining room, and the chairs at the long dining-room table had pale-pink upholstery. The family room opened out of the dining room, and it was a riot of pink florals on the couch cushions and rugs.
The extensive patio was to the right, through a set of open French doors. A warm summer breeze glided in, carrying the scent of roses and chlorine. When they walked out, Sydney saw that there were round cast-iron tables and chairs set up around the pool, and an elaborate bar had been erected in a corner. The longer tables for the food were skirting the walls, and that"s where Joanne was standing, surrounded by empty vases and buckets of flowers.
Claire went to Joanne, but Sydney couldn"t move. She felt light-headed. It was just the fantasy of it all-the white linens on the buffet tables flapping in the wind, the lights in the pool sending watery shadows over the area, the starlights in the shrubbery. She wanted this so much when she was young, this prosperity, this dream. Standing there, she could remember so clearly what it felt like to be a part of it, to be a part of something something, to know she belonged somewhere.
Even if it had all been a lie.
She crossed her arms over her chest and watched a maid put candles in tall gla.s.s hurricane lamps on each of the tables. Sydney listened distantly as Claire told Joanne where the roses and the fuchsia and the gladioli should be placed on the tables. "Gladioli here," she said, "where the nutmeg stuffing in the squash blossoms and the fennel chicken will be. Roses here, where the rose-petal scones will go." It was all so intricate, a manipulative plan to make the guests feel something they might not feel otherwise. It didn"t seem at all like Mrs. Matteson. Yet Claire had spent the better part of the evening on Monday discussing the menu on the phone with her. Sydney had made up an excuse to be in the kitchen and could hear Claire in the storeroom saying things like, "If it"s love you want to portray, then roses." And, "Cinnamon and nutmeg mean prosperity."
After Claire had taken care of the nonedible-flower placement with Joanne, she started to walk back into the house but stopped when she realized Sydney wasn"t following her.
"Are you all right?" Claire asked.
Sydney turned. "It"s beautiful, isn"t it?" she said, as if proud of it, as if it belonged to her. It did, for a while.
"It"s very..." Claire hesitated a moment. "Deliberate. Come on, we don"t want to get behind schedule."
A few hours later, in the kitchen, Sydney said, "I see what you mean by deliberate. Why does everything have to be placed clockwise on the trays? We didn"t have to do this at the botanists" luncheon."
"Those ladies only cared about the food, not what it meant."
"And what does this all mean?" Sydney asked.
"It means they want people to see them as madly in love and fabulously wealthy."
"That doesn"t make any sense; everyone already knows that. Are Mr. and Mrs. Matteson having problems? They seemed so happy when I knew them."
"I don"t question the motives. I just give people what they want. Are you ready?" Claire asked, carrying two trays to the swinging kitchen door. They"d set out the food before the guests arrived, but Joanne had just informed them that the trays needed refreshing.
Sydney wondered if she would recognize anyone out there. She"d tried to make out voices, sometimes stopping to crane her neck when she heard laughter, wondering if she"d heard that laugh before. Would Hunter John be out there? Did it matter? "As ready as I"ll ever be," she said as she picked up her trays.
Parties made Emma feel enchanted, like she was a little girl playing dress up and this was a world all of her own making. Her mother had been the same way. "Leave the magic to the Waverleys," she used to say when Emma was little and she would watch her mother try on dress after dress before parties. "We have something better. We have fantasy."
Emma was standing by the bar because that"s where Hunter John was, but it gave her an excellent view of everyone enjoying themselves. She loved parties, but she"d never had a party feel quite like this one, when every other sentence out of everyone"s mouth was a compliment to her or an envious remark. It was wonderful wonderful.
Ariel walked over to Emma and kissed her cheek. "Darling, you look wonderful. That red is perfect on you. Just perfect."
"This was a grand idea, Mama. Thank you for doing this. Who is the caterer? I"m getting compliments on the food. Not nearly as many comments as I"m getting on my dress, but still."
Ariel winked and turned Emma so that she faced the patio doors across the pool. "That, sugar, is my biggest gift to you this evening."
"What do you mean?"
"Wait. Watch. I"ll show you."
Emma didn"t understand, but she laughed with antic.i.p.ation. "Mama, what did you do? Did you buy me something?"
"In a sense," Ariel said mysteriously.
"Mama, what is it? Tell me, tell me!"
The pitch of Emma"s voice made Hunter John turn away from his conversation with some of his friends. "What"s the matter, Emma?"
Emma grabbed Hunter John"s hand and pulled him toward her. "Mama bought me a gift and won"t tell me what it is."
"Ah, there it is," Ariel said, pointing with a gla.s.s of champagne in her hand.
"What?" Emma said excitedly. "Where?" Emma"s eyes focused on two women coming out of the house, carrying trays. They were servers, obviously. She was just about to look away to find where her real gift was when she realized who one of the servers was. "Is that Claire Waverley? You hired her her to cater my party?" It suddenly occurred to her in one terrible moment what her mother had done, and her eyes darted to the other woman with Claire. "Oh, my G.o.d." to cater my party?" It suddenly occurred to her in one terrible moment what her mother had done, and her eyes darted to the other woman with Claire. "Oh, my G.o.d."
"Is that Sydney Waverley?" Hunter John asked. He disengaged his hand from Emma"s and left her standing there. He just left left, walking toward Sydney as if he"d been roped.
Emma rounded on her mother. "Mama, what have you done?"
Ariel leaned in close and hissed, "Stop being a fool and go over there. Make people look at her. Make all her old friends look at her."
"I can"t believe you did this."
"She"s back, and you need to take control. Show her she doesn"t belong here, that there"s no chance of getting what she had back. And show your husband that you"re better than she is. That you always were. You"re the belle of the ball, and she"s just the caterer. Now go."
It was the longest walk Emma had ever taken. Hunter John had already made his way over to Sydney and was staring at her while she arranged the new trays on the buffet tables. She hadn"t looked up yet. Was she acting like she didn"t know he was there? Was she just being coy? She was thinner and she looked older, but her face was still luminous and her hair was cut expertly. She always had the best hair. She never had to dye it or curl it like Emma had been doing since she was twelve.
Emma had nearly reached him when Hunter John finally cleared his throat and said, "Sydney Waverley, is that you?"
Several things happened at once. Sydney"s head shot up and she locked eyes with Hunter John. Eliza Beaufort, who was standing at the next table, swiveled on her heel. And Claire stopped what she was doing to watch, her dark eyes sharply on them like a schoolteacher"s.
"I"ve always said it, Emma," Eliza said as she sauntered over. "You throw the best parties. Carrie, come over here," Eliza called. "You have to see this."
Carrie Hartman, one of the old gang from high school, came forward. "Sydney Waverley," she said in a singsongy voice. Carrie had been the only girl in school who could even come close to Sydney"s beauty.
Sydney looked cornered. Emma felt a hot rush of embarra.s.sment for her.
"We all heard you were back in town," Eliza said. "You were away awhile. Where did you go?"
Sydney wiped her hands on her ap.r.o.n, then tucked her hair behind her ears. "I went everywhere," she said, her voice quivering slightly.
"Did you go to New York?" Hunter John asked. "You always talked of going to New York."
"I lived there a year." Sydney"s eyes darted around. "Um, where are your parents?"
"They moved to Florida two years ago. I took over the business."
"So you you live here?" live here?"
"We live here," Emma said, hooking her arm in Hunter John"s and leaning in to press her cleavage against him.
"Emma? You and Hunter John are...married?" Sydney said, and her shock was unsettling to Emma. How dare she be shocked that Hunter John chose her?
"We married the year we graduated. Right after you left. Sydney," she said, "I see two empty trays here." Emma tried to tell herself that Sydney had set herself up for this, that her humiliation was all her own doing. But it didn"t make Emma feel any better. She didn"t like making Sydney feel bad. Emma had won, after all. Right? But this is what Emma"s mother would do, would say. And look how long she"d kept Emma"s father.
Hunter John looked from Emma to Sydney and back. "I need to speak with you in private," he said, and led Emma through the crowd of guests into the house, Sydney"s eyes following them.
"What"s the matter, honey?" Emma asked when Hunter John led her into his study and closed the door. Emma had decorated this room for him, the b.u.t.ter-and-cocoa-colored walls, the framed photos of Hunter John"s glory days on the high-school football field, the potted plants, and the huge walnut leather-top desk. She went to the desk and leaned against it provocatively. The reason she"d picked this particular desk was because it made a soft bed for when she surprised him with a quickie when he was working at home. She thought that"s what he wanted now. Her mother was right again. Hunter John had seen Sydney and Emma together and known he"d made the right choice.
But Hunter John stood by the door, his glare as dark as charcoal. "You did this on purpose. You"re humiliating Sydney on purpose."