If his present a.s.sociates were the "best of the bad" around him, they were still far from being to his taste. They were the lowest emissaries of every party--the agents employed for all purposes of espionage and corruption. They affected a sort of fidelity to the cause they served while sober, but once filled with wine, avowed their utter indifference to every party, as they avowed that they took bribes from each in turn.
Many, it is true, had moved in the better cla.s.ses of society, were well-mannered and educated; but even through these there ran the same vein of profligacy, a tone of utter distrust, and a scepticism as to all good here and hereafter.
One or two of these remembered to have seen Gerald in his days of Garde du Corps, and were more than disposed to connect him with the scandals circulated about the Queen; others inclined to regard him as a revolutionist in the garb of the court party; none trusted him, and he lived in a kind of haughty estrangement from all. The Prevot, indeed, liked him, and would talk with him for hours long; and to the old man himself the companionship seemed a boon. He now learned for the first time a true account of the great changes "without," as he called the world, and heard with an approach to accuracy the condition in which France then stood.
The sense of indignation at a groundless charge, the cruelty of an imprisonment upon mere suspicion, had long ceased to weigh upon Fitzgerald, and a dreamy apathy, the true lethargy of the prison, stole over him. To lie half sleeping on his hard bed, to sit crouched down, gazing listlessly at the small patch of sky seen through the window, to spell over the names scratched by former prisoners on the plaster, to count for the thousandth time the fissures in the damp walls--these filled his days. His nights were drearier still, tormented with distressing dreams, to be dispelled only by the gloom of awaking in a dungeon.
At intervals of a week or two, orders would come for this or that prisoner to be delivered to the care of the Marshal of the Temple--none knew for what, though all surmised the worst, since not one was seen to return; and so time sped on, month after month, death and removal doing their work, till at last Gerald was the oldest _detenu_ in the section of "L"Opinion."
The fatuous vacuity of his mind was such that though he heard the voices around him, and even tried at times to follow what they said, he could collect nothing of it: sometimes the sounds would simply seem to weary and fatigue him--they acted as some deep monotonous noise might have done on a tired brain; sometimes they would cause the most intense irritation, exciting him to a sense of anger he could with difficulty control; and at others, again, they would overcome him so thoroughly with sorrow, that he would weep for hours. How time pa.s.sed, what he had himself been in former years, where and how and with whom he lived, only recurred to him in short fitful pa.s.sages, like the scenes of some moving panorama, present for a moment and then lost to view. He would fancy, too, that he had many distinct and separate existences, as many deaths; and then marvel to himself in which of these states he was at that moment.
His wild talk; his absurd answers when questioned; the incoherent things he would say, stamped him among his fellow-prisoners as one bereft of reason; nor was there, to all seeming, much injustice in the suspicion.
If the chance mention of some name he once knew would start and arouse him, his very observations would appear those of a wandering intellect, since he seemed to have been acquainted with persons the most opposite and incongruous; and it even became a jest--a sort of prison "plaisanterie"--to ask him whether he was not intimate with this man or that, mentioning persons the least likely for him ever to have met.
"There goes another of your friends, Maitre," said one to him: "they have guillotined Brissot this morning; you surely knew him, he edited the _Droit du Peuple_."
"Yes, I knew him. Poor Brissot!" said Gerald, with a sigh.
"What was he like, Maitre? was he short and thick, with a beard like mine?"
"No, he was fair and gentle-looking."
"_Parbleu!_ that was a good guess: so he was."
"And kind-hearted as he looked," muttered Gerald.
"He died with Gaudet, Gensonne, Louvet, and four other Maratists. You have seen most of them, I "m sure."
"Yes. Gaudet and Gensonne I remember; I forget Louvet. Had he a scar on his temple?"
"That he had; it was a sabre-cut in a duel," cried one, who added in a whisper, "he"s not the mad fool you take him for."
"You used to be Gabriel Riquetti in times past?" asked another gravely.
"No--that is--not I; but--I forget how it was--we were--I"ll remember it by and by."
"Why, you told me a few days back that you were Mirabeau."
"No, no," said another, "he said he was Alfieri; I was present."
"Mirabeau"s hair was long and wiry. It was not soft like mine," said Gerald. "When he shook it back, he used to say, "I"ll show them the boar"s head.""
"Yes. He"s right, that was a favourite saying of Mirabeau"s," whispered another.
"And they are all gone now," said Gerald with a deep sigh.
"Ay, Maitre, every man of them. All the Girondins; all the friends of liberty; all the kind spirits who loved men as their brothers; and the guillotine better than the men."
"And Vergniaud and Fonfrede, you surely knew them?"
Gerald shook his head.
"It was your friend Robespierre sent them to the knife." Gerald started, and tried to understand what was said.
"Ask him about La Gabrielle," whispered another. "What of La Gabrielle?
she was Marietta," cried Gerald wildly.
"She might have been. We only knew her as she figured before our own eyes. In November last she was the G.o.ddess of Reason."
"No, no; I deny it," cried another; "La Gabrielle had fled from France before."
"She was the G.o.ddess of Reason, I repeat," said the other. "She that used to blush scarlet, when they led her out, after the scene, to receive the plaudits of the audience, stood shameless before the mob on the steps of the Pantheon."
"And I tell you her name was Maillard; it was easy enough to mistake her for La Gabrielle, for she had the same long, waving, light-brown hair."
"Marietta"s hair was black as night," muttered Gerald; "her complexion, too, was the deep olive of the far south, and of her own peculiar race, _I_ ought to know," added he aloud; "we wandered many a pleasant mile together through the valleys of the Apennines."
The glance of compa.s.sionate pity they turned upon him showed how they read these remembrances of the past.
"Which of you has dared to speak ill of her?" cried he suddenly, as a gleam of intelligence shot through his reverie. "Was it you? or you? or you?"
"Far be it from _me_," said Courtel, a young debauchee of the Jacobin party; "I admire her much. She has limbs for a statuary to match; and though this poor picture gives but a sorry idea of such perfections, it is not all unlike!"
As he spoke, he drew forth a coa.r.s.e print of the G.o.ddess of Reason, as she stood unveiled, almost unclad, before the populace.
Gerald caught but one glance at the ribald portrait, and then with a spring he seized and tore it into atoms. The action seemed to arouse in him all the dormant pa.s.sion of his nature; for in an instant he clutched Courtel by the throat, and tried to strangle him. It was not without a severe struggle that he was rescued by the others, and Gerald thrown back, bruised and beaten, on his bed.
From this unlucky hour forth Gerald"s comrades held themselves all aloof from him. He was no longer in their eyes the poor and harmless object they had believed, but a wild and dangerous maniac. His life henceforth was one unbroken solitude; not a word of kindness or sympathy met his ear. The little fragments of cheering tidings others interchanged, none shared with him, and he sank into a state of almost sleep. Nor was it a small privilege to sleep, while millions around him were keeping their orgie of blood; when the cries of the dying and the shouts of vengeance were mingled in one long, loud strain, and the monotonous stroke of the guillotine never ceased its beat. Sleep was, indeed, a boon, when the wakeful ear and eye had nought but sounds and sights of horror before them. What a blessing not to watch the street as it trembled before the fatal car, groaning under its crowd of victims. To see them, with drooped heads and hanging arms, swaying as the rude plank shook them, not lifting an eye upon that cruel mob, whose ribald cries a.s.sailed them, and who had words of welcome but for _him_ who followed on a low, red-coloured cart, pale, stern, and still--the headsman. The thirsty earth was so drunk with carnage that, in the words of one of the Convention, it was said: "We shall soon fear to drink the water of the wells, lest it be mixed with the blood of our brothers!"
Out of this deep slumber, in which no measure of time was kept, a loud and deafening shock aroused him. It was the force of the mob, who had broken-in the prison-doors, and proclaimed liberty to the captives.
Robespierre had been guillotined that morning; the "Terror" was over, and all Paris, in a frenzy of delight, awoke from its terrible orgie of blood, and dared to breathe with freedom. The burst of joy that broke forth was like the wild cry of delight uttered by a reprieved criminal.
Few in that vast mult.i.tude had less sympathy with that joy than Gerald Fitzgerald. Of the prisoners there was not one except himself who had not either home or friends to welcome him. Many were met as they issued forth, and clasped in the arms of loving relatives. Mothers and wives, sisters and brothers were there; children sprang wildly to their fathers" b.r.e.a.s.t.s, and words of love and blessing were heard on every side.
"Who is that yonder: the poor, sickly youth, that creeps along by himself, with his head down?" whispered a happy girl at her brother"s side.
"That is the "Maitre Fou!"" said he carelessly; "I think he scarcely knows whither he is going."
CHAPTER IX. THE PeRE Ma.s.sONI IN HIS CELL
Let us now return to Rome. The Pere Ma.s.soni sat alone in his small study; a single lamp, covered with a shade, stood beside him, throwing its light only on his thin, attenuated figure, dressed in the long robe of black serge, and b.u.t.toned to the very feet. One wasted, blue-veined hand rested on his knee, the other was in the breast of his robe. It was a wild and stormy night without: long, swooping dashes of rain came from time to time against the windows, with blasts of strong wind borne over the wide expanse of the Campagna. The blue lightning, too, flashed through the half-darkened room, while the thunder rolled unceasingly amid the stupendous ruins of old Rome. For a long time had the Pere sat thus motionless, and to all seeming, in expectancy. Some books and an open map lay on the table beside him, but he never turned to them, but remained in this selfsame att.i.tude; only changing when he bent his head to listen more attentively to the noises without. At length he arose, and pa.s.sing into a small octagonal tower that opened from the corner of his chamber, closed the door behind him. For a second or two he stood in perfect darkness, but suddenly a wide flash of lightning lit up the whole air, displaying the bleak Campagna for miles and miles, while it depicted every detail of the little tower around him. Taking advantage of the light, he advanced and opened the windows, carefully fastening them to the walls as he did so. He now seated himself by the open cas.e.m.e.nt, gathering his robe well about him, and drawing the hood over his face. The storm increased as the night went on. Many an ancient pillar rocked to its base; many a stern old ruin shook, as in distinct blasts, like the report of cannon, the wind hurled all its force upon them. In the same fitful gusts the rain dashed down, seething across the wide plain, where it hissed with a sound like a breaking sea borne away on the wild blast. The sound of the bells through the city was not heard: all except St. Peter"s were dissipated and lost. The great bell of the mighty dome, however, rose proudly above the crash of elements, and struck three, and as the Pere counted the strokes, he sighed drearily. For the last hour the lightning had been less and less frequent; and instead of that wide-spreading scene of open Campagna, dotted with villages, and traversed by roads, suddenly flashing upon him with a clearness more marked than at noonday, all was now wrapped in an impenetrable darkness, only broken at rare intervals, and by weak and uncertain gleams.
Why does he peer so earnestly through the gloom, why in every lull of the gale, does he bend his ear to listen, and why, in the lightning flashes, are his eyes ever turned to the winding road that leads to Viterbo? For him, surely, no ties of kindred, no affections of the heart are the motives which hold him thus spell-bound: nor wife nor child are his, for whose coming he watches thus eagerly. What can it be, then, that has awakened this feverish anxiety within him, that with every swell of the storm he starts and listens with more intense eagerness?
"He will not come to-night," muttered he at length to himself; he will not come to-night, and to-morrow it will be too late. On Wednesday they leave this for Gaeta, and ere they return it may be weeks, ay, months.
So is it ever: we strive, and plot, and plan; and yet it is a mere question of seconds whether the mine explode at the right instant. The delay is inexplicable," said he, after a pause. "They left Sienna on Sunday last; and, even granting that they must travel slowly, they should have been here yesterday morning. What misfortune is this? I left the Cardinal last night, at length--and after how much labour--persuaded and convinced. He agreed to all and every thing. Had the youth arrived to-night, therefore, his Eminence must have pledged himself to the enterprise; indeed he rarely changes his mind under two days!" He paused for a while, and then in a voice of deeper emotion, said: "If we needed to be taught how small is all our wisdom--how poor, and weak, and powerless we are--we can read the lesson in the fact that minutes decide destinies, while whole lives of watching cannot control the smallest event!" A brilliant flash of lightning at this instant illuminated the entire plain, showing every object in the wide expanse for miles. The Pere started, and leaned eagerly upon the window, his eyes fixed on the Viterbo road. Another minute, ay, a second more, had been enough to a.s.sure him if he had seen aright; but already it was dark again, and the dense thunder-clouds seemed to descend to the very earth. As the low growling sounds died away at last, the air seemed somewhat thinner, and now the Pere could make out a faintly twinkling light that flickered through the gloom, appearing and disappearing at intervals, as the ground rose or fell: he quickly recognised it for a carriage-lamp, and with a fervently uttered entreaty to Heaven, that it might prove the herald of those he watched for, he closed the window and returned to his study.