"Almost as long a grace as the dinner!" Tom Fuller murmured to him as he returned to the table. "Do the Jews say that after every meal?"
"They"re supposed to," Barstein replied, a little jarred as he picked up a cigar.
"No wonder they beat the Christians," observed the young Radical, who evidently took original views. "So much time for digestion would enable any race to survive in this age of quick lunches. In America, now they should rule the roast. Literally," he added, with a laugh.
"It"s a beautiful grace," said Barstein rebukingly. "The glamour of Zion thrown over the prose of diet."
"You"re not a Jew?" said Tom, with a sudden suspicion.
"Yes, I am," the artist replied with a dignity that surprised himself.
"I should never have taken you for one!" said Tom ingenuously.
Despite himself, Barstein felt a thrill of satisfaction. "But why?" he asked himself instantly. "To feel complimented at not being taken for a Jew--what does it mean? Is there a core of anti-Semitism in my nature? Has our race reached self-contempt?"
"I beg your pardon," Tom went on. "I didn"t mean to be irreverent. I appreciate the picturesqueness of it all--hearing the very language of the Bible, and all that. And I do sympathize with your desire for Jewish Home Rule."
"My desire?" murmured the artist, taken aback. Sir Asher here interrupted them by pressing his "48 port upon both, and directing the artist"s attention in particular to the pictures that hung around the stately dining-room. There was a Gainsborough, a Reynolds, a Landseer.
He drew Barstein round the walls.
"I am very fond of the English school," he said. His cap was back in his coat-tail, and he had become again the bluff and burly Briton.
"You don"t patronize the Italians at all?" asked the artist.
"No," said Sir Asher. He lowered his voice. "Between you and I," said he--it was his main fault of grammar--"in Italian art one is never safe from the Madonna, not to mention her Son." It was a fresh reminder of the Palestinian patriarch. Sir Asher never discussed theology except with those who agreed with him. Nor did he ever, whether in private or in public, breathe an unfriendly word against his Christian fellow-citizens. All were sons of the same Father, as he would frequently say from the platform. But in his heart of hearts he cherished a contempt, softened by stupefaction, for the arithmetical incapacity of Trinitarians.
Christianity under any other aspect did not exist for him. It was a blunder impossible to a race with a genius for calculation. "How can three be one?" he would demand witheringly of his cronies. The question was in his eye now as he summed up Italian art to the sculptor, and a faint smile twitching about his lips invited his fellow-Jew to share with him his feeling of spiritual and intellectual superiority to the poor blind Christians at his table, as well as to Christendom generally.
But the artist refused to come up on the pedestal. "Surely the Madonna was a very beautiful conception," he said.
Sir Asher looked startled. "Ah yes, you are an artist," he remembered.
"You think only of the beautiful outside. But how can there be three-in-one or one-in-three?"
Barstein did not reply, and Sir Asher added in a low scornful tone: "Neither confounding the persons, nor dividing the substance."
III
A sudden commission recalled Barstein to town before he could even pay his after-dinner call. But the seed sown in his soul that evening was not to be stifled. This seed was nothing less than the idea of a national revival of his people. He hunted up his old prayer-books, and made many discoveries as his modern consciousness depolarized page upon page that had never in boyhood been anything to him but a series of syllables to be gabbled off as rapidly as possible, when their meaning was not still further overlaid by being sung slowly to a tune.
"I might as well have turned a prayer-wheel," he said regretfully, as he perceived with what iron tenacity the race beaten down by the Roman Empire and by every power that had reigned since, had preserved its aspiration for its old territory. And this mystery of race and blood, this beauty of unforgetting aspiration, was all physically incarnate in Mabel Aaronsberg.
He did not move one inch out of his way to see her, because he saw her all day long. She appeared all over his studio in countless designs in clay. But from this image of the beauty of the race, his deepening insight drove him to interpret the tragedy also, and he sought out from the slums and small synagogues of the East End strange forlorn figures, with ragged curls and wistful eyes. It was from one of these figures that he learnt to his astonishment that the dream of Zion, whereof he imagined himself the sole dreamer, was shared by myriads, and had even materialized into a national movement.
He joined the movement, and it led him into strange conventicles. He was put on a committee which met in a little back-room, and which at first treated him and his arguments with deference, soon with familiarity, and occasionally with contempt. Hucksters and cigar-makers held forth much more eloquently on their ideals than he could, with far greater command of Talmudic quotation, while their knowledge of how to run their local organization was naturally superior. But throughout all the mean surroundings, the petty wrangles, and the grotesque jealousies that tarnished the movement he retained his inner exaltation. He had at last found himself and found his art. He fell to work upon a great Michel-angelesque figure of the awakening genius of his people, blowing the trumpet of resurrection.
It was sent for exhibition to a Zionist Congress, where it caused a furore, and where the artist met other artists who had long been working under the very inspiration which was so novel to him, and whose work was all around him in plaque and picture, in bust and book, and even postcard. Some of them were setting out for Palestine to start a School of Arts and Crafts.
Barstein began to think of joining them. Meantime the Bohemian circles which he had adorned with his gaiety and good-fellowship had been wondering what had become of him. His new work in the Exhibitions supplied a sort of answer, and the few who chanced to meet him reported dolefully that he was a changed man. Gone was the light-hearted and light-footed dancer of the Paris pavement. Silent the licentious wit of the neo-Pagan. This was a new being with brooding brow and pained eyes that lit up only when they beheld his dream. Never had Bohemia known such a transformation.
IV
But a change came over the spirit of the dream. Before he could seriously plan out his journey to Palestine, he met Mabel Aaronsberg in the flesh. She was staying in town for the season in charge of an aunt, and the meeting occurred in one of the galleries of the newer art, in front of Mabel"s own self in marble. She praised the Psyche without in the least recognising herself, and Barstein, albeit disconcerted, could not but admit how far his statue was from the breathing beauty of the original.
After this the Jewish borderland of Bohemia, where writers and painters are courted, began to see Barstein again. But, unfortunately, this was not Mabel"s circle, and Barstein was reduced to getting himself invited to that Jewish Bayswater, his loathing for which had not been overcome even by his new-found nationalism. Here, amid hundreds of talking and dancing shadows, with which some shadowy self of his own danced and talked, he occasionally had a magic hour of reality--with Mabel.
One could not be real and not talk of the national dream. Mabel, who took most of her opinions from her brother Julius, was frankly puzzled, though her marmoreal gift of beautiful silence saved her lover from premature shocks. She had, indeed, scarcely heard of such things. Zionism was something in the East End. n.o.body in her cla.s.s ever mentioned it. But, then, Barstein was a sculptor and strange, and, besides, he did not look at all like a Jew, so it didn"t sound so horrible in his mouth. His lithe figure stood out almost Anglo-Saxon amid the crowds of hulking undersized young men, and though his manners were not so good as a Christian"s--she never forgot his blunder at her father"s dinner-party--still, he looked up to one with almost a Christian"s adoration, instead of sizing one up with an Oriental"s calculation. These other London Jews thought her provincial, she knew, whereas Barstein had one day informed her she was universal. Julius, too, had admired Barstein"s sculpture, the modern note in which had been hailed by the Oxford elect. But what most fascinated Mabel was the constant eulogy of her lover"s work in the Christian papers; and when at last the formal proposal came, it found her fearful only of her father"s disapproval.
"He"s so orthodox," she murmured, as they sat in a rose-garlanded niche at a great Jewish Charity Ball, lapped around by waltz-music and the sweetness of love confessed.
"Well, I"m not so wicked as I was," he smiled.
"But you smoke on the Sabbath, Leo--you told me."
"And you told me your brother Julius does the same."
"Yes, but father doesn"t know. If Julius wants to smoke on Friday evening, he always goes to his own room."
"And I shan"t smoke in your father"s."
"No--but you"ll tell him. You"re so outspoken."
"Well, I won"t tell him--unless he asks me."
She looked sad. "He won"t ask you--he"ll never get as far."
He smiled confidently. "You"re not very encouraging, dear; what"s the matter with me?"
"Everything. You"re an artist, with all sorts of queer notions. And you"re not so"--she blushed and hesitated--"not so rich----"
He pressed her fingers. "Yes, I am; I"m the richest man here."
A little delighted laugh broke from her lips, though they went on: "But you told me your profits are small--marble is so dear."
"So is celibacy. I shall economize dreadfully by marrying."
She pouted; his flippancy seemed inadequate to the situation, and he seemed scarcely to realize that she was an heiress. But he continued to laugh away her fears. She was so beautiful and he was so strong--what could stand between them? Certainly not the Palestinian patriarch with whose inmost psychology he had, fortunately, become in such cordial sympathy.
But Mabel"s pessimism was not to be banished even by the supper champagne. They had secured a little table for two, and were recklessly absorbed in themselves.
"At the worst, we can elope to Palestine," he said at last, gaily serious.
Mabel shuddered. "Live entirely among Jews!" she cried.
The radiance died suddenly out of his face; it was as if she had thrust the knife she was wielding through his heart. Her silent reception of his nationalist rhapsodies he had always taken for agreement.
Nor might Mabel have undeceived him had his ideas remained Platonic.
Their irruption into the world of practical politics, into her own life, was, however, another pair of shoes. Since Barstein had brought Zionism to her consciousness, she had noted that distinguished Christians were quite sympathetic, but this was the one subject on which Christian opinion failed to impress Mabel. "Zionism"s all very well for Christians--they"re in no danger of having to go to Palestine," she had reflected shrewdly.
"And why couldn"t you live entirely among Jews?" Barstein asked slowly.