Isn"t it in the papers that he promised?"
S. Cohn went from black to green.
VII
Simon got his way. The authorities reconsidered their decision. But the father would not reconsider his. Ignorant of his boy"s graceless existence, he fumed at the first fine thing in the boy"s life. "Tis a wise father that knows his own child.
Mere emulation of his Christian comrades, and the fun of the thing, had long ago induced the lad to add volunteering to his other dissipations. But, once in it, the love of arms seized him, and when the call for serious fighters came, some new pa.s.sion that surprised even himself leapt to his breast--the first call upon an idealism, choked, rather than fed, by a misunderstood Judaism. Anglicization had done its work; from his schooldays he had felt himself a descendant, not of Judas Maccabaeus, but of Nelson and Wellington; and now that his brethren were being mowed down by a kopje-guarded foe, his whole soul rose in venomous sympathy. And, mixed with this genuine instinct of devotion to the great cause of country, were stirrings of antic.i.p.ated adventure, gorgeous visions of charges, forlorn hopes, picked-up sh.e.l.ls, redoubts stormed; heritages of "The Pirates of Pechili," and all the military romances that his prayer-book had masked.
He looked every inch an Anglo-Saxon, in his khaki uniform and his great slouch hat, with his bayonet and his bandolier.
The night before he sailed for South Africa there was a service in St.
Paul"s Cathedral, for which each volunteer had two tickets. Simon sent his to his father. "The Lord Mayor will attend in state. I dare say you"ll like to see the show," he wrote flippantly.
"He"ll become a Christian next," said S. Cohn, tearing the cards in twain.
Later, Mrs. Cohn pieced them together. It was the last chance of seeing her boy.
VIII
Unfortunately the Cathedral service fell on a Friday night, when S.
Cohn, the Emporium closed, was wont to absorb the Sabbath peace. He would sit, after high tea, of which cold fried fish was the prime ingredient, dozing over the Jewish weekly. He still approved platonically of its bellicose sentiments. This January night, the Sabbath arriving early in the afternoon, he was snoring before seven, and Mrs. Cohn slipped out, risking his wrath. Her religion forced her to make the long journey on foot; but, hurrying, she arrived at St.
Paul"s before the doors were opened. And throughout the long walk was a morbid sense of one wasted ticket. She almost stopped at a friend"s house to offer the exciting spectacle, but dread of a religious rebuff carried her past. With Christians she was not intimate enough to invite companionship. Besides, would not everybody ask why she was going without her husband?
She inquired for the door mentioned on her ticket, and soon found herself one of a crowd of parents on the steps. A very genteel crowd, she noted with pleasure. Her boy would be in good company. The sc.r.a.ps of conversation she caught dealt with a world of alien things--how little she was Anglicized, she thought, after all those years! And when she was borne forward into the Cathedral, her heart beat with a sense of dim, remote glories. To have lived so long in London and never to have entered here! She was awed and soothed by the solemn vistas, the perspectives of pillars and arches, the great nave, the white robes of the choir vaguely stirring a sense of angels, the overarching dome, defined by a fiery rim, but otherwise suggesting dim, skyey s.p.a.ce.
Suddenly she realized that she was sitting among the men. But it did not seem to matter. The building kept one"s thoughts religious. Around the waiting congregation, the human sea outside the Cathedral rumoured, and whenever the door was opened to admit some dignitary the roar of cheering was heard like a salvo saluting his entry. The Lord Mayor and the Aldermen pa.s.sed along the aisle, preceded by mace-bearers; and mingled with this dazzle of gilded grandeur and robes, was a regretful memory of the days when, as a Town Councillor"s consort, she had at least touched the hem of this unknown historic English life. The skirl of bagpipes shrilled from without--that exotic, half-barbarous sound now coming intimately into her life. And then, a little later, the wild cheers swept into the Cathedral like a furious wind, and the thrill of the marching soldiers pa.s.sed into the air, and the congregation jumped up on the chairs and craned towards the right aisle to stare at the khaki couples. How she looked for Simon!
The volunteers filed on, filed on--beardless youths mostly, a few with a touch of thought in the face, many with the honest nullity of the clerk and the shopman, some with the prizefighter"s jaw, but every face set and serious. Ah! at last, there was her Simon--manlier, handsomer than them all! But he did not see her: he marched on stiffly; he was already sucked up into this strange life. Her heart grew heavy. But it lightened again when the organ pealed out. The newspapers the next day found fault with the plain music, with the responses all in monotone, but to her it was divine. Only the words of the opening hymn, which she read in the "Form of Prayer," discomforted her:
"Fight the good fight with all thy might, Christ is thy Strength and Christ thy Right"
But the bulk of the liturgy surprised her, so strangely like was it to the Jewish. The ninety-first Psalm! Did they, then, pray the Jewish prayers in Christian churches? "For He shall give His angels charge over thee: to keep thee in all thy ways." Ah! how she prayed that for Simon!
As the ecclesiastical voice droned on, unintelligibly, inaudibly, in echoing, vaulted s.p.a.ce, she studied the hymns and verses, with their insistent Old Testament savour, culminating in the farewell blessing:
"The Lord bless you and keep you. The Lord make His face to shine upon you and be gracious unto you. The Lord lift up the light of His countenance upon you and give you peace."
How often she had heard it in Hebrew from the priests as they blessed the other tribes! Her husband himself had chanted it, with uplifted palms and curiously grouped fingers. But never before had she felt its beauty: she had never even understood its words till she read the English of them in the gilt-edged Prayer-Book that marked rising wealth. Surely there had been some monstrous mistake in conceiving the two creeds as at daggers drawn, and though she only pretended to kneel with the others, she felt her knees sinking in surrender to the larger life around her.
As the volunteers filed out and the cheers came in, she wormed her way nearer to the aisle, scrambling even over backs of chairs in the general mellay. This time Simon saw her. He stretched out his martial arm and blew her a kiss. Oh, delicious tears, full of heartbreak and exaltation! This was their farewell.
She pa.s.sed out into the roaring crowd, with a fantastic dream-sense of a night-sky and a great stone building, dark with age and solemnity, and unreal figures perched on railings and points of vantage, and hurrahing hordes that fused themselves with the procession and became part of its marching. She yearned forwards to vague glories, aware of a poor past. She ran with the crowd. How they cheered her boy! _Her_ boy! She saw him carried off on the shoulders of Christian citizens.
Yes; he was a hero. She was the mother of a hero.
IX
The first news she got from him was posted at St. Vincent. He wrote to her alone, with a jocose hope that his father would be satisfied with his sufferings on the voyage. Not only had the sea been rough, but he had suffered diabolically from the inoculation against enteric fever, which, even after he had got his sea-legs, kept him to his berth and gave him a "Day of Atonement" thirst.
"Ah!" growled S. Cohn; "he sees what a fool he"s been, and he"ll take the next boat back."
"But that would be desertion."
"Well, he didn"t mind deserting the business."
Mr. Cohn"s bewilderment increased with every letter. The boy was sleeping in sodden trenches, sometimes without blankets; and instead of grumbling at that, his one grievance was that the regiment was not getting to the front. Heat and frost, hurricane and dust-storm--nothing came amiss. And he described himself as stronger than ever, and poured scorn on the medical wiseacre who had tried to refuse him.
"All the same," sighed Hannah, "I do hope they will just be used to guard the lines of communication." She was full of war-knowledge acquired with painful eagerness, prattled of Basuto ponies and Mauser bullets, pontoons and pom-poms, knew the exact position of the armies, and marked her war-map with coloured pins.
Simon, too, had developed quite a literary talent under the pressure of so much vivid new life, and from his cheery letters she learned much that was not in the papers, especially in those tense days when the C.I.V."S did at last get to the front--and remained there: tales of horses mercifully shot, and sheep mercilessly poisoned, and oxen dropping dead as they dragged the convoys; tales of muddle and accident, tales of British soldiers slain by their own protective cannon as they lay behind ant-heaps facing the enemy, and British officers culled under the very eyes of the polo-match; tales of hospital and camp, of shirts turned sable and putties worn to rags, and all the hidden miseries of uncleanliness and insanitation that underlie the glories of war. There were tales, too, of quarter-rations; but these she did not read to her husband, lest the mention of "bully-beef" should remind him of how his son must be eating forbidden food. Once, even, two fat pigs were captured at a hungry moment for the battalion. But there came a day when S. Cohn seized those letters and read them first. He began to speak of his boy at the war--nay, to read the letters to enthralled groups in the synagogue lobby--groups that swallowed without reproach the _tripha_ meat cooked in Simon"s mess-tin.
It was like being _Gabbai_ over again.
Moreover, Simon"s view of the Boer was so strictly orthodox as to give almost religious satisfaction to the proud parent. "A canting hypocrite, a psalm-singer and devil-dodger, he has no civilization worth the name, and his customs are filthy. Since the great trek he has acquired, from long intercourse with his Kaffir slaves, many of the native"s savage traits. In short, a born liar, credulous and barbarous, cra.s.sly ignorant and inconceivably stubborn."
"Cra.s.sly ignorant and inconceivably stubborn," repeated S. Cohn, pausing impressively. "Haven"t I always said that? The boy only bears out what I knew without going there. But hear further! "Is it to be wondered at that the Boer farmer, hidden in the vast undulations of the endless veldt, with his wife, his children and his slaves, should lose all sense of proportion, ignorant of the outside world, his sole knowledge filtering through Jo-burgh?""
As S. Cohn made another dramatic pause, it was suddenly borne in on his wife with a stab of insight that he was reading a description of himself--nay, of herself, of her whole race, hidden in the great world, awaiting some vague future of glory that never came. The important voice of her husband broke again upon her reflections:
""He has held many nights of supplication to his fetish, and is still unconvinced that his G.o.d of Battles is asleep."" The reader chuckled, and a broad smile overspread the synagogue lobby. ""They are brave--oh, yes, but it is not what we mean by it--they are good fighters, because they have Dutch blood at the back of them, and a profound contempt for us. Their whole life has been spent on the open veldt (we are always fighting them on somebody"s farm, who knows every inch of the ground), and they never risk anything except in the trap sort of manoeuvres. The brave rush of our Tommies is unknown to them, and their slim nature would only see the idiocy of walking into a death-trap, cool as in a play. Were there ever two races less alike?""
wound up the youthful philosopher in his tent. ""I really do not see how they are to live together after the war.""
"That"s easy enough," S. Cohn had already commented to his wife as oracularly as if she did not read the same morning paper.
"Intermarriage! In a generation or two there will be one fine Anglo-African race. That"s the solution--mark my words. And you can tell the boy as much--only don"t say I told you to write to him."
"Father says I"m to tell you intermarriage is the solution," Mrs. Cohn wrote obediently. "He really is getting much softer towards you."
"Tell father that"s nonsense," Simon wrote back. "The worst individuals we have to deal with come from a Boer mother and an English father, deposited here by the first Transvaal war."
S. Cohn snorted angrily at the message. "That was because there were two Governments--he forgets there will be only one United Empire now."
He was not appeased till Private Cohn was promoted, and sent home a thrilling adventure, which the proud reader was persuaded by the lobby to forward to the communal organ. The organ asked for a photograph to boot. Then S. Cohn felt not only _Gabbai_, but town councillor again.
This wonderful letter, of which S. Cohn distributed printed copies to the staff of the Emporium with a bean-feast air, ran:
"We go out every day--I am speaking of my own squadron--each officer taking his turn with twenty to fifty men, and sweep round the farms a few miles out; and we seldom come back without seeing Boers hanging round on the chance of a snipe at our flanks, or waiting to put up a trap if we go too far. The local commando fell on our cattle-guard the other day--a hundred and fifty to our twenty-five--and we suffered; it was a horrible bit of country. There was a young chap, Winstay--rather a pal of mine--he had a narrow squeak, knocked over by a shot in his breast. I managed to get him safe back to camp--Heaven knows how!--and they made me a lance-corporal, and the beggar says I saved his life; but it was really through carrying a fat letter from his sister--not even his sweetheart. We chaff him at missing such a romantic chance.
He got off with a flesh wound, but there is a great blot of red ink on the letter. You may imagine we were not anxious to let our comrades go unavenged. My superiors being sick or otherwise occupied, I was allowed to make a night-march with thirty-five men on a farm nine miles away--just to get square.
It was a nasty piece of work, as we were within a few miles of the Boer laager, three hundred strong. There was moonlight, too--it was like a dream, that strange, silent ride, with only the stumble of a horse breaking the regular thud of the hoofs.
We surrounded the farm in absolute silence, dismounting some thousand yards away, and fixing bayonets. I told the men I wanted no shots--that would have brought down the commando--but cold steel and silence. We crept up and swept the farm--it was weird, but, alas! they were out on the loot.
The men were furious, but we live in hopes."
The end was a trifle disappointing, but S. Cohn, too, lived in hopes--of some monstrous and memorable butchery. Even his wife had got used to the firing-line, now that neither shot nor sh.e.l.l could harm her boy. "For He shall give His angels charge over thee." She had come to think her secret daily repet.i.tion of the ninety-first Psalm talismanic.
When Simon sent home the box which had held the chocolates presented by the Queen, a Boer bullet, and other curios, S. Cohn displayed them in his window, and the crowd and the business they brought him put him more and more in sympathy with Simon and the Empire. In conversation he deprecated the non-militarism of the Jew: "If I were only a younger man myself, sir...."
The night Mafeking was relieved, the Emporium was decorated with bunting from roof to bas.e.m.e.nt, and a great illuminated window revealed nothing but stacks of khaki trouserings.