VII
THE KEEPER OF CONSCIENCE
VII
THE KEEPER OF CONSCIENCE
I
Salvina Brill walked to and fro in the dingy Hackney Terrace, waiting till her mother should return with the house-key. So far as change of scene was concerned the little pupil-teacher might as well have stood still. Everywhere bow-windows, Venetian blinds, little front gardens--all that had represented domestic grandeur to her after a childhood of apartments in Spitalfields, though her subsequent glimpse of the West End home in which her sister Kitty was governess, had made her dazedly aware of Alps beyond Alps.
Though only seventeen, Salvina was not superficially sweet and could win no consideration from the seated males in the homeward train, and the heat of the weather and the crush of humanity--high hats sandwiched between workmen"s tool-baskets--had made her head ache. Her day at the Whitechapel school had already been trying, and Thursday was always heavy with the acc.u.mulated fatigues of the week. It was unfortunate that her mother should be late, but she remembered how at breakfast the good creature had promised father to make a little excursion to the Borough and take a packet of tea to the house of some distant relatives of his, who were sitting _shivah_ (seven days"
mourning). The non-possession of a servant made it necessary to lock up the house and pull down the blinds, when its sole occupant went visiting.
After a few minutes of vain expectation, Salvina mechanically returned to her Greek grammar, which opened as automatically at the irregular verbs. She had just achieved the greatest distinction of her life, and one not often paralleled in Board School girl-circles, by matriculating at the London University. Hers was only a second-cla.s.s pa.s.s, but gained by private night-study, supplemented by some evening lessons at the People"s Palace, it was sufficiently remarkable; especially when one considered she had still other subjects to prepare for the Centres. Salvina was now audaciously aiming at the Bachelorhood of Arts, for which the Greek verbs were far more irregular. It was not only the love of knowledge that animated her: as a bachelor she might become a head-mistress, nay, might even aspire to follow the lead of her dashing elder sister and teach in a wealthy family that treated you as one of itself. Not that Kitty had ever matriculated, but an ugly duckling needs many plumes of learning ere it can ruffle itself like a beautiful swan.
Who should now come upon the promenading student but Sugarman the Shadchan, his hand full of papers, and his blue bandanna trailing from his left coat-tail!
"Ah, you are the very person I was coming to see," he cried gleefully in his corrupt German accent. "What is your sister"s address now?"
"Why?" said Salvina distrustfully.
"I have a fine young man for her!"
Salvina"s pallid cheek coloured with modesty and resentment. "My sister doesn"t need your services."
"Maybe not," said Sugarman, unruffled. "But the young man does. He saw your sister once years ago, before he went to the Cape. Now he is a _Takif_ (rich man) and wants a wife."
"He"s not rich enough to buy Kitty." Salvina"s romantic soul was outraged, and she spoke with unwonted asperity.
"He is rich enough to buy Kitty all she wants. He is quite in love with her--she can ask for anything."
"Then let him go and tell her so himself. What does he come to you for? He must be a very poor lover."
"Poor! I tell you he is rolling in gold. It"s the luckiest thing that could have happened to your family. You will all ride in your carriage. You ought to fall on your knees and bless me. Your sister is not so young any more, at nineteen a girl can"t afford to sniff.
Believe me there are thousands of girls who would jump at the chance--yes, girls with dowries, too. And your sister hasn"t a penny."
"My sister has a heart and a soul," retorted Salvina witheringly, "and she wants a heart and a soul to sympathize with hers, not a money-bag."
"Then, won"t you take a ticket for the lotte_ree_?" rejoined Sugarman pleasantly. "Then you get a money-bag of your own."
"No, thank you."
"Not even half a ticket? Only thirty-six shillings! You needn"t pay me now. I trust you."
She shook her head.
"But think--I may win you the great prize--a hundred thousand marks."
The sum fascinated Salvina, and for an instant her imagination played with its marvellous potentialities. They could all move to the country, and there among the birds and the flowers she could study all day long, and even try for a degree with Honours. Her father would be saved from the cigar factory, her sister from exile amid strangers, her mother should have a servant, her brother the wife he coveted. All her Spitalfields circle had speculated through Sugarman, not without encouraging hits. She smiled as she remembered the vendor of slippers who had won sixty pounds and was so puffed up that when his wife stopped in the street to speak to a shabby acquaintance, he cried vehemently, "Betsey, Betsey, do learn to behave according to your station."
"You don"t believe me?" said Sugarman, misapprehending her smile. "You can read it all for yourself. A hundred thousand marks, so sure my little Nehemiah shall see rejoicings. Look!"
But Salvina waved back the thin rustling papers with their exotic Continental flavour. "Gambling is wicked," she said.
Sugarman was incensed. "Me in a wicked business! Why, I know more Talmud than anybody in London, and can be called up the Law as _Morenu_! You"ll say marrying is wicked, next. But they are both State Inst.i.tutions. England is the only country in the world without a lotte_ree_."
Salvina wavered, but her instinct was repugnant to money that did not acc.u.mulate itself by slow, painful economies, and her multifarious reading had made the word "Speculation" a prism of glittering vice.
"I daresay _you_ think it"s not wrong," she said, "and I apologize if I hurt your feelings. But don"t you see how you go about unsettling people?"
"Me! Why, I settle them! And if you"d only give me your sister"s address--"
His persistency played upon Salvina"s delicate conscience; made her feel she must not refuse the poor man everything. Besides, the grand address would choke him off.
"She"s at Bedford Square, with the Samuelsons."
"Ah, I know. Two daughters, Lily and Mabel," and Sugarman instead of being impressed nodded his head, as if even the Samuelsons were mortal and marriageable.
"Yes, my sister is their governess and companion. But you"ll only waste your time."
"You think so?" he said triumphantly. "Look at this likeness!"
And he drew out the photograph of a coa.r.s.e-faced middle-aged man, with a jaunty flower in his frock-coat and a prosperous abdomen supporting a heavily trinketed watch-chain. Underneath swaggered the signature, "Yours truly, Moss M. Rosenstein."
Salvina shuddered: "He was wise to send _you_," she said slyly.
"Is it not so? Ah, and your brother, too, would have done better to come to me instead of falling in love with a girl with a hundred pounds. But I bear your family no grudge, you see. Perhaps it is not too late yet. Tell Lazarus that if he should come to break with the Jonases, there are better fish in the sea--gold fish, too. Good-bye.
We shall both dance at your sister"s wedding." And he tripped off.
Salvina resumed her Greek, but the grotesque aorists could not hold her attention. She was hungry and worn out, and even when her mother came, it would be some time before her evening meal could be prepared.
She felt she must sit down, if only on her doorsteps, but their whiteness was inordinately marred as by many dirty boots--she wondered whose and why--and she had to content herself with leaning against the stucco bal.u.s.trade. And gradually as the summer twilight faded, the grammar dropped in her hand, and Salvina fell a-dreaming.
What did she dream of, this Board School drudge, whose pasty face was craned curiously forward on sloping shoulders? Was it of the enchanted land of love of which Sugarman had reminded her, but over whose roses he had tramped so grossly? Alas! Sugarman himself had never thought of her as a client for any but the lottery section of his business.
Within, she was one glow of eager romance, of honour, of quixotic duty, but no ray of this pierced without to give a sparkle to the eye, a colour to the cheek. No faintest dash of coquetry betrayed the yearning of the soul or gave grace to walk or gesture: her dress was merely a tidy covering. Her exquisite sensibility found bodily expression only as a clumsy shyness.