"Marco to win, ---- for a place." (I regret I cannot remember the name of the second horse.)
As I drove away I waved my thanks, and directly I got home I told my husband--"Marco to win, ---- for a place."
He was much interested in this "tip" from so well-known a psychic, and of course we backed "Marco to win and ---- for a place" for all we were worth. I wish I could remember the odds. I only know that they were "long."
The event duly came off, and I wrote to Miss Bates thanking her for the good turn she had done us.
Her reply astounded me.
She began by saying she had not heard me put any question to her regarding the winner of the Cambridgeshire, and went on to say that she knew nothing about racing, and knew none of the horses" names, therefore it was impossible that she could have given me the "tip."
Her hostess cared nothing for racing, and was as ignorant as she was upon the subject, but she did remember hearing me call out to Miss Bates, "What"s going to win the Cambridgeshire?"
I then questioned our coachman and footman. Both distinctly remembered my calling out the question, and both, keen on racing, listened for the reply, but they heard none.
Where did that answer come from? I cannot tell. Was some spirit interested in racing hovering near? Did he contrive to drop the "tip"
into my mind, open at that moment and eager to catch the response?
A year after the event I have recounted above, I was resting one afternoon in the summer-time. I had been ill, and was not yet strong enough to lead an ordinary life, and I was lying on a sofa in a top floor room. The room immediately beneath me was the drawing-room, and the weather being hot all the windows were wide open. The house we inhabited was quite isolated in its own park, and the village was about half a mile distant. My husband was from home, and I was alone in that particular part of the house, the servants" quarters being at the back, and shut off from the rest.
Out of the absolute quiet suddenly came the sound of music. Some one was playing my piano in the drawing-room below. This, in itself, caused me irritation, but no surprise. I was not well enough to entertain callers at tea, due in half an hour, and I had given orders that I would see no one, but it had happened before that the musical neighbors had called, and whilst waiting for me had sat down to the piano.
I was too annoyed to hasten downstairs. I lay waiting for the butler to come to me and inform me why my orders had been disobeyed. Meanwhile I listened to the music, and wondered greatly who the brilliant pianist could be. I did not recognize the music, but it sounded quite modern, and requiring a great amount of technique. The player was, however, a most brilliant performer, who had acquired considerable skill.
"Evidently a professional," I thought, and wondered all the more who it could possibly be.
Still there were no signs of the ascending butler, and time continued to pa.s.s. I began to feel obstinate, and determined to remain where I was, until I was correctly informed of the caller"s ident.i.ty.
The music steadily continued, every note borne to my ears as clearly as if I had been in the room with the performer. "Very wonderful music, but soulless," I concluded, and though my curiosity was growing every moment my obstinacy prevailed, and I remained where I was. At last, after quite twenty minutes, the music suddenly stopped; it broke off in the middle of a movement.
I rose at once, and went downstairs feeling very cross. I pushed open the drawing-room door and entered. It was absolutely empty, but the piano, which had not been opened for several weeks, was open now. I went to the window which commanded the avenue; not a soul was in sight. Then I rang the bell, and when the butler entered the following dialogue took place:----
"Who was the caller who has just been?"
"There have been no callers to-day, madam."
"But surely you heard the piano being played?"
"We heard a lot of music, but we thought it was you playing, madam."
"Then you all heard it?"
"All of us in the hall heard it, madam."
I left it at that. Suddenly it came to me that I had better not push my inquiries further. Until that second it had never occurred to me that the performer might be a disembodied spirit.
The butler did not leave the matter alone, but made every inquiry at the Lodge, and also of the out-door servants, but nothing came of it. No one had seen a stranger, and the silver was intact. My maid told me some time afterwards that the household had shaken down to the conviction that I had really been the performer, and that my recent illness had caused me to forget the fact. I let this conviction remain unshaken, but I marveled at the lack of musical discrimination my household displayed.
The disparity between my strumming and the brilliant execution of my spirit guest was so vast that I could not even feel flattered by their mistake.
A year or two after we took a cottage on the Thames, and there, during our summer visits, I had an uncomfortable time.
There was something wrong with the sideboard end of the dining-room. For a long time I could not make out what it was. My attention was constantly being attracted to the spot. If I pa.s.sed the door I thought instantly of the sideboard. In plain language, I was constantly being invited, by some invisible person, to come in and have a drink. If I was putting anything away in the sideboard the suggestion was always very strong. On the outside stood a tantalus of spirits and soda water, ready to refresh any calling boating men. Inside the cupboards were wine decanters.
I always resisted the suggestion, I suppose because I did not happen to want anything to drink--for years I have been a total abstainer, and at the time I certainly did not realize the menace of those suggestions.
Now and again I caught sight of a small oblong gray cloud hovering in front of the sideboard but it was not till many months afterwards that I saw something much more definite. The gray shadow had become the clearly defined shade of a small woman. She hovered about the spot in a wavering, undecided manner. It was apparent that she was seeking something. One day, in a flash, I recognized the truth, the suggestion came from her. She was inviting me to drink with her.
My husband and I set to work to find out who this unfortunate woman had been when she dwelt on earth. We discovered a very sad story. She had been a celebrity of the half world, and I had actually seen her in the flesh. She had traveled to Monte Carlo one winter in the next sleeping compartment to ours, and she had lived for some years in our riverside cottage. Latterly she had fallen an incurable victim to drinking, and had died of it. Poor little soul; my heart went out to her in deepest pity, but I was glad to leave the cottage forever, when in 1898 we went to live at my husband"s place, Balquholly, Aberdeenshire.
Some people, perhaps once in their lives, become sensitive enough to recognize a visitor from the Astral plane. If the occasion is not repeated they believe themselves to have been victims of hallucinations.
Others find themselves seeing and hearing, with increasing frequency, something to which those around them are blind and deaf. They realize, in fact, that they are in touch with the Astral plane, the region lying next to our world of dense matter, and often some Astral ent.i.ty on the lowest levels of that plane is continuously striving to work through their mediumship. The world is very far from realizing this danger. What are those ent.i.ties working for?
The man or woman who has led a decently pure life on earth will have no attraction to the lowest levels, contiguous with earth, of the Astral plane, and will, at so-called death, pa.s.s swiftly through it. But, alas!
the vast majority have by no means freed themselves from all lower desires before pa.s.sing over, and it takes a considerable time before the evil forces generated on earth work themselves out on "the other side."
The length of man"s detention on the lower level will depend entirely on the earthly life he has lived, and the quality of the desires he has indulged in.
The desires of a drunkard, a debaucher, are as strong after death as before. The present Bishop of London made that very clear in one of his Easter addresses, but the subject finds it impossible, without a physical body, to gratify his l.u.s.ts. Occasionally it can be done in a vicarious manner, when he is able to seize on a like minded person and obsess him or her, or when he finds a medium who consciously or unconsciously panders to his desires. For this reason I hold it to be imperative for safety"s sake, that every genuine medium should be a total abstainer.
How often one is asked the question: "What is a medium?"
It is a difficult question to answer in a few words. I should put it thus----
A medium is one whose principles, physical, mental, spiritual, are so loosely bound together that an Astral ent.i.ty can draw from him without difficulty the matter it requires for manifestation. The very essence of mediumship is the ready separability of the principles.
In the case of the poor little woman I have mentioned, she was fortunate enough not to meet with (in me) a sensitive, through whom her pa.s.sion could be vicariously gratified.
Such unfulfilled desires gradually burn themselves out, and the suffering caused in the process no doubt goes to work off evil Karma generated in the past life. It is the soul that desires, the body is but the tool to grasp the desire, and after death old l.u.s.ts crowd upon the departed. Thirsty with no throat; sensual with no body to grip the foul desire, soon it is learned that the worst evils and the hardest to undo have been woven out of the mind.
Here is another story or two relating to one of the most puzzling mysteries in ghost lore--the phenomena of temporary hauntings.
Why do ghosts suddenly take possession of a house with which, in their incarnate days, they have had no connection?
Such ghosts differ from those only seen once. They take up their abode in a dwelling which has absolutely no traditions of haunting. They will be seen and heard on many occasions, for a few months, possibly for a few years. They will then suddenly depart, and be seen or heard no more.
Such apparitions cannot readily be traced to any defunct friend or member of the family. They have no known connection with the house in which they appear, and no one can form the faintest conception why they should suddenly elect to "walk" within those four walls, which hitherto have been normal and free from "other side" visitors.
A case of this description happened to my youngest brother, who, before he bought his present country house, lived in a detached, new building, not far from the Dean Bridge, in Edinburgh.
He had occupied this house for some years previous to his experience, and had neither heard nor seen anything of a spooky nature. The manifestation only lasted for a few weeks. Nothing in the form of a ghost was seen, but much was heard.
I will give the story in my brother"s own words:
"On a certain evening, a year or two ago, I went out after dinner to visit some friends, and returned home about half-past eleven.
"Not feeling inclined to go to bed, I took up a book and sat down to read for half an hour.
"About a quarter-past midnight I suddenly became aware that stealthy footsteps were coming upstairs. Looking at my watch I thought it very strange that any of the maids should be still up at such a late hour.
"The door was well ajar, and I arose from my chair, listening intently, as I crossed the room. The footsteps were now quite distinct, and I knew at once they were not those of any woman. They were the stealthy footsteps of a man, and naturally I at once concluded that he was a burglar.