"We can see so much farther and wider, deeper, clearer. The day blinds us. Spoils our sense of proportion. At night we see more of what creation really is. Our sun becomes one little star among thousands of greater ones, and we are humbled into a reasonableness which is very hard not to lose in the bewilderments of daylight."
Ramsey sank to the arm of a chair, but when he remained standing she stood again. "Wasn"t you saying something like that the evening we left New Orleans?" she asked.
"To my father, yes. I couldn"t have said it in daylight then. I couldn"t say it in daylight now to any one but you, Ramsey."
Her heart leaped again. Her eyes looked straight into his; could not look away. He spoke on:
"You"re a kind of evening to me, yourself; evening star."
Her bosom pounded. She glanced up behind to the pilots. Watson had the wheel. As she strenuously pushed back her curls she felt her temples burn. She could have cried aloud for Hugh to cease, yet was mad for him to go on.
And so he did. "You are my evening star in this nightfall of affliction.
I tell you so not in weakness but in strength and in defiance: in the strength I summon for the hour before me; in the defiance I fling to your brothers. I may never have another chance. If ours were the ordinary chances of ordinary life I should say nothing now. I should wait; wait and give love time; time to prove itself in me--in both of us. I _ask_ nothing. I am too new to you, life is too new--to you--for pledges."
She flashed him a glance and then, looking up the river, said, with the ghost of a toss: "I"m older than you think."
He ignored the revelation. "But I will say," he went on, "--for these three days and nights have been three years to me and I feel a three years" right to say--I love you; love you for life; am yours for life though we never meet again. For I believe that we belong to each other from the centre of our souls, by a fitness plain even to the eyes of your brothers."
[Ill.u.s.tration: "For I believe that we belong to each other from the centre of our souls, by a fitness plain even to the eyes of your brothers"]
Still looking up the flood and red from brow to throat, Ramsey murmured two or three words which she saw he did not hear. Yet he stood without sound or look to ask what she had said, and presently repeated:
"I believe in G.o.d"s sight we belong to each other."
"So do I," said Ramsey again, with clearer voice and with her br.i.m.m.i.n.g eyes looking straight into his. A footfall turned her and she faced the relieved pilot.
"Isn"t this Island Thirty-three," she asked, "right here on our starboard bow?"
"Thirty-three," a.s.sented Ned. "Alias Flour Island; but _not_ Flow-er Island. Flour-ladened flatboats wrecked there in the days o" yo"
grandfather, Eliphalet Hayle, whose own boats they might "a" been, only Hayles ain"t never been good at losin" boats. But his"n or not, _can_ you suspicion they wuz flow-er-ladened? Shucks! them that spell it that-a-way air jest as bad an" no wuss than them that stick _b_ onto Plum in Plum P"int an" pull the _y_ out o" Hayle fo" Hayle"s P"int! They jest a-airin" they ignorance. Some fellers love to air they ignorance. I do, myself."
He gave these facts of topography in reward of the grave interest that Hugh--elated interest that Ramsey--still seemed to take in all such items, as well as to allow them to infer that he had not noticed them betraying interest in anything more personal.
"Hayle"s P"int--" he resumed, and when Madame Hayle and old Joy roused and glanced around on him, while the senator and the general reappeared close by, looking back down the steamer"s wake with military comments on the First Chickasaw Bluff, just left behind, he addressed them all as one. Hayle"s Point, he persisted, was miles away yet and comparatively unimportant "considerin" its name," but the small cl.u.s.ter of houses on the Arkansas side up in the next bend was Osceola, where Plum Point Bars made the "wickedest" bit of river between Saint Louis and the Gulf; a bit that "killed" at least one steamboat every year. He said they were then pa.s.sing a sand-bar, under water at this stage, which had been Island Thirty-two until "swallered whole" by the "big earthquake" of 1811.
"Better"n forty year" ago, that was. Only quake ever felt in these parts, but so big that, right in the middle of all the b"ilin" an"
staggerin" an" sinkin" down to Chiny, the Mis"sippi River give birth to her fust steamboat--an" saved it!" So he continued, egged on by the conviction that, over and above the intrinsic value of the facts, these conversational eddies outside the current of incident "a-happ"min" to "em yit" helped forward his two most deeply interested hearers on that course erroneously supposed never to run smooth.
Be that as it may, the two pilots" joint theory of maxims working as well backward as forward worked here; deep waters ran still. Love, that is, having broken intolerable bounds in one short fierce "chute" of declaration, was content to run deep and still and to give broad precedence to duties, sorrows, and courtesies. The pair noticeably drifted apart and conversed with others when others were quite willing they should drift together. Madame Hayle needed but a glance or so to perceive that something beautiful had happened in the spiritual experience of her daughter. By and by when the commodore and the Californian rejoined the group, Hugh and his grandfather spent a still moment looking into each other"s eyes and when both gazes relaxed at once the story had been told and understood.
They turned to hear what was pa.s.sing between the general, senator, and Californian. Said the soldier:
"Sssirs, I only insssist that _if_ this region ever sees war Port Hudson, Grand Gulf, Vvvicksburg, these fffour Chickasaw Bluffs, and Island Ten up here above us will be imp-regnably fffortified."
Ramsey turned to the actor"s wife as she came from the texas.
"How"s the captain?" asked both she and her mother. But Mrs. Gilmore was too overcome to reply.
Ramsey saw the actor at the stateroom door. He had beckoned. Hugh and the grandfather were on their way. At a quieter pace the four women followed and more slowly still the other four men. Reaching Gilmore, the Courteneys paused and spoke, then looked back to Ramsey and madame, and beckoned--Hugh to the mother, the commodore to Ramsey. Gilmore repeated the gesture and they glided forward. At the same time the player advanced to meet his wife, and, as if some intuition had rung the call, the scene-loving twins appeared in the senator"s halted group and stood with them gazing, while Madame Hayle, the commodore, Ramsey, and Hugh entered the captain"s room.
LVI
EIGHT YEARS AFTER
"A hundred months," says the love-song that beguiled so many thousands of hearts throughout the Mississippi Valley in those old "Lily Dale,"
"Nellie Gray," "What is Home Without a Mother?" days, when the lugubrious was so blithely enjoyed at the piano. Its first wails date nearly or quite back to October, 1860.
"A hundred months had pa.s.sed" since that first up-stream voyage of the _Votaress_, or, to be punctilious, something under a hundred and two. It was the opening week of that mid-autumn month in which it became evident that Abraham Lincoln would be the next president. Another new boat, new pride of the great river, the fairest yet, still in the hands of her contractors, and on her trial trip from Louisville to New Orleans, was rounding, one after another, now far in the east, now as far in the west, the bends nearest below Memphis: Cow Island, Cat Island, St.
Francis, Delta--so on.
The river was low. You would hardly have known a reach, a cut-off, a point of it by any aspect remembered from that journey of April, "52.
Scantness of waters appeared to contract distances. "Paddy"s Hen and Chickens," just above Memphis, were all out on dry sands and seemed closer under the "Devil"s Elbow" than eight years before. Every towhead and bar and hundreds of snags were above water and as ugly as mud, age, sun bleach, and turkey-buzzards could make them. Many a chute comfortably run by the _Votaress_ was now "closed for repairs," said one of the pilots of the _Enchantress_. He was the whilom steersman we knew as Watson"s cub; a very capable-looking man now. At the moment, he was off watch and had come out from the bar to the boiler deck with a trim, supple man of forty, whose shirt of fine white flannel was open at the throat, where a soft neckerchief of red silk matched the sash at his waist: "California," eight years older and out of the West again despite his "never" to Hayle"s twins.
"I like to change my mind sometimes," he explained. "It shows me I"ve got one."
A towering, ma.s.sive, grizzly man several years older than the Californian, with a short, stiff, throat-latch beard and a great bush of dense, short curls, stood by the forward guards, a picture of rude force and high efficiency. At every moment, from some direction among the deck"s loungers a light scrutiny ventured to rest on him, to which he seemed habituated, and the lightest was enough to reveal in him a striking union of traits coa.r.s.e and fine. He wore a big cl.u.s.ter diamond pin, a sort of hen-and-chickens of his own, secured by a minute guard-chain on a ruffled shirt-front of snowiest linen, where clung dry crumbs of the "fine-cut" which puffed the lower side pockets of his gray alpaca sack coat. His gold-headed cane was almost a bludgeon. He had come aboard at Memphis, having reached that city but a few hours earlier by rail-way train from White Sulphur Springs, Va., where he had had the good fortune to find great relief from rheumatism. The young lady in his company, now back in the ladies" cabin, was his daughter, they said, beautiful and all of twenty-two, yet unmarried! This man the pilot and the Californian approached and waited for his attention. When he gave it the pilot spoke.
"Commodore," he said, "welcome back to the river."
The big man grew bigger and his s.h.a.ggy brows more severe.
"I feel welcome," he said. "Only place under G.o.d"s canopy where I can breathe down into my boots."
"And you want the roof for it here, don"t you? I do. Roof or wheel.
Commodore Hayle, my friend Mr. So-and-so, from California. He"s your brand; Kentuck" born and raised."
The two shook hands, scanning each other"s countenances. The eyes of both were equally blue, equally intrepid.
"Are you the man--?" Hayle began to ask with grim humor.
"I think so."
"Well, my boy, I"ve been wanting to see you for better than eight years." The speaker glanced around for privacy.
"Come up," said the pilot; "I"m just going on watch." They followed him.
On the roof he continued:
"Seen Captain Hugh yet, commodore? He"s sure enough captain now, you know; youngest on the river. He was looking for you a bit ago. This is a beautiful boat he"s going to have, eh?"
"Humph, yes. _Votaress_ over again." The critic gave her a fresh scrutiny from cut.w.a.ter to stern rail, from freight guards to the oak-leaf crown on either chimney-top.
"Why, commodore, she knocks the hindsights off the old _Votaress_ every way. You"ll see that mighty quick."
"Humph, yes; best yet, of the Courteney type. Ridiculous, how they hang to that. I"ll build a boat to beat her inside a year if old Abe ain"t elected. If he is, we"ll just build gunboats and raise particular h.e.l.l."
On the skylight the speaker amiably declined to climb any higher.