"They helped."
She looked him over absently: "I love my brothers."
"I don"t," said Hugh.
She stared again and slowly remarked: "You haven"t got to.... You"re powerful queer, ain"t you?"
"Not by choice."
"I"m queer. Wish I wasn"t--wa"n"t--weren"t--but I am."
"Yes," said Hugh, "you are."
She tilted her chin, stepped to Watson"s side, and called down over the breast-board to the Gilmores, who had finished with their two pupils for a time and had taken chairs with a newly found young married pair on the texas roof:
"Oho, down there!"
"Oho!" the group answered.
"Do you want us to stay up here?" asked Ramsey. ""Cause if you do we"ll come right down. Or if you"d rather we"d come down we"ll stay up here!"
It was a new note.
The players laughed. "It"s the long dress says that," they observed to the other pair.
"It certain"y is," replied they; which is Southern form for "probably."
x.x.x
PHYLLIS AGAIN
About eleven o"clock that same Sunday evening the _Votaress_, at full speed, was in a part of the river whose remarkable character sustained the son of John Courteney and the daughter of Gideon Hayle in the theory that their interest in it was all that had brought them to--all that detained them in--the unlighted pilothouse, on the visitors" bench, beside Watson. Below, the pa.s.sengers were for the most part once more in slumber. The exhorter had loudly sung himself to sleep:
""Mahch-ign thoo Im-madn-uedl"s groudnd Toe fahr-eh wordlds odn high.""
Madame Hayle was in her stateroom and berth, deep in sleep under the weight of her toils and a.s.sured by the players that Ramsey should go to bed when they did. Basile, too, slept, but talked and tossed in his sleep, while old Joy, sent to him by Ramsey and the Gilmores, crouched outside his door and dozed with an ear against it. The Yazoo squire, his children, his sister, her husband, the Vicksburgers, and they of Milliken"s Bend, purposing to be called up an hour before day to leave the boat at their proper landings, had "retired" early, saying fond good-bys and hoping to meet every one again. The ladies had astonished Ramsey with kisses, given, doubtless, she thought, because her father was a hero and her mother a saint. The squire"s brother-in-law had a.s.sured her that her brothers, all three--as Southern boys always, or almost always, did--would come out all right--every way; but on being asked for details he had slipped away to give his De Bow to the commodore and his last good-by to Hugh.
The actor and his wife, however, were as broad awake as Watson. Loving the lone starry hours for the hours" own starry sake and having for Hugh and Ramsey a certain zeal unconfessed even to each other, they were yet in view from the pilot"s wheel and visitors" bench at this hour of eleven, staying up as willingly as nightingales with the young husband and wife who had agreed with them that somebody"s mental radius "certain"y had" lengthened as suddenly as her gown.
This young pair were expecting to go ash.o.r.e within the next half-hour at "New Carthage," a city of seven houses, nearly opposite another of equal pride called Palmyra, and some four miles above the head of Hurricane Island, whose foot the _Votaress_ was then pa.s.sing. They and the Gilmores were still down at the forward edge of the texas roof, the players finding the Carthaginians very attractive: fluent on morals, cuisine, manners, steamboats, the turf, fashions, the chase; voluble on the burdensomeness of the slave to his master, the blessedness of the master to his slave; but sore to the touch on politics and religion--with their religion quite innocently adjusted to their politics--and promptly going hard aground on any allusion to history, travel, the poets, statistics, architecture, ornithology, art, music, myths, memoirs, Europe, Asia, Africa, h.o.m.oeopathy, or phrenology. It entertained the players just to see how many things the happy lovers knew nothing about and to hear them state in some new form, each time they backed off a sand-bar of their own ignorance, that they had seen the world, sucked the orange, yet found no spot of earth so perfect to live in as New Carthage.
The briefest sittings at such entertainment had been enough for Hugh, too much for Ramsey, and had driven them back, twice and thrice, to that fairer world on high in the pilot-house, where they could study the river undistracted. There and thence, now together, now apart, they had gone and come all through Watson"s watch, moved by Hugh"s duties or her caprice. Their each new meeting had been by accident, but it is odd how often accidents can occur--"at that stage o" the game," thought the kind pilot, and on each recurrence he noticed that they had got a bit farther on in the story of Phyllis.
"How long is this island, Mr. Watson?" inquired Ramsey, as if islands were all she was sitting up for.
"Two mile" "n" a half. D"d you ask me that before? I don"t hear much behind me if it ain"t hove right at me." Stalest device of the sentimentalist--the self-sacrificing lie! But Watson cared not for its staleness if it might promote the game. And the game, though as wanderingly as the river, went on. Without strict order of time, now on the bench, now on the roof, early and late, here is how it went:
"You"re not afraid of my brothers, are you? I"m not."
"I"m afraid for them. And for my father and grandfather. And for your father and your mother."
"Good gracious!" laughed Ramsey, then mused, and then asked: "Ain"t you afraid for me?"
Hugh said nothing, and thenceforth her tone grew more maidenly though her words remained childlike enough.
"I know why you want to tell me about Phyllis," she added more softly.
"You think if you don"t my brothers will."
"They don"t know the facts," murmured Hugh.
"Don"t they think they do? And ain"t that the trouble?"
"Yes." Hugh thought her insight surprising, while she enjoyed the spiritual largeness she fancied she saw in his immobile features. "Yes,"
he repeated, "they think they do; that"s the trouble, much of it."
"How do you know they don"t?"
"By what they believe and by what I know."
"How do you know you know?"
"By my own eyes and Phyllis"s own lips."
"Would she tell you things she never told any one else?"
"Yes, things she never dared tell any one else."
Ramsey pondered, laughed, and pondered and laughed again: "Why, most of that time you was--you were--nothing but a little toddler. Didn"t she love you?"
"She hated me."
Ramsey flinched but quickly laughed a bright unbelief to the youth"s face, a face which might as well have been a wood-carving. "Oh," she cried, "how ridiculous!"
"She used to flog me, cruelly."
Ramsey gasped: "And you never told? Oh, why--why----?"
"She said she"d kill me--and my mother. And she"d have done it, somehow."
"But she"s been dead ten years!"
"Has she?"
"Why, of course! Wasn"t she on the _Quakeress_ when----?"