"Christ."
"And Shiva too."
No pesticides had been used on the Ikeda rice. That was, after all, a major benefit of genetically engineered crops-natural insect and disease resistance could be spliced in-but Ikeda rice had not been designed to flush itself free of chemical contamination.
No more a.s.sumptions, Michael swore. "Tell me now if Global Shear had anything to do with developing the phony reports."
Pallava straightened, his eyes wide with surprise. He had been in on the operation here from the opening day. "No! No, of course not. Global Shear had nothing to do with preparing the reports. Water qualitymonitoring has been a government function. Our mistake was relying on the test results we received."
"Why would anybody want to fake these reports?"
Pallava shrugged. "There are many possible reasons. The wells were a government project. To find fault with them would not be patriotic. To find them dirty must mean the money spent to build them was wasted, or that those who built them didn"t do sufficient background work, or that more money would be needed to clean the water, and where is that supposed to come from? And will those who built the wells be punished? Those who built the wells also report on their functions, so you see, it"s not so hard to understand how it could happen. It"s not the first time."
"And still, it"s our mistake for trusting the data without testing it."
"Yes. Ultimately, it will come back to that."
"Michael?"
It was Jaya"s voice, issuing from the shades he"d left lying on the desk. She spoke softly, as if he were a sleeping child and she reluctant to wake him. Her priority link let her open a line at any time.
Michael grabbed the shades and slipped them on. "Jaya! How are you? How"s the baby?" He transferred the link to his portal screen, and Jaya"s image replaced the doc.u.ment he"d been working on. She was as lovely as any magazine model and, not for the first time, Michael thought of Sheo with a twinge of envy.
"We"re all fine," Jaya a.s.sured him. Then she hesitated. "Michael, I"ve been talking to Ryan."
He grunted, sinking back into his chair. "You"ve heard about Rajban, then."
"Yes. I think it"s sweet, what you"re trying to do for her." Jaya touched her ruby-red lips. What a perfect alliance she had made with the colorful, symbiotic bacteria living in her cells-yet most people, upon hearing the source of the color, would respond in revulsion: Yuck. I would never do that.
It took practice to keep the mind open to new possibilities.
"Sheo told me about the reaction of the nurses to Ela"s birth," Jaya said. "I didn"t notice, really. They were very kind to me. The older woman, though, was concerned that I have a son next time. She told me she had been trained in these things."
Michael scowled. "What things?"
"That"s what I asked. It seems there is a uterine implant on the market, which can be used to selectively abort female embryos. It isn"t legal, but the nurse was quite casual about it. She offered to set me up with one before I left the hospital, for a small fee of course. Sheo thought you might like to know this."
Michael grimaced. "Sheo was right." A uterine implant was better than infanticide-Michael even found himself admiring the ingenuity of such a device-but what of the imbalance it would generate? He remembered Gharia, and the look of wrath on his face. "How long do you suppose this has been going on?"
Jaya shrugged. "In one form or another, for hundreds of years."
"Though it"s gotten easier now."
"Yes."
But who would bear the cost?
Tensions in Four Villages were not readily visible, yet Michael had sensed them anyway, in the whispering of the nurses on the maternity ward, in the heat of Rajban"s fever, in Kanwal"s cheerful lament over dowry and women and net access. The people here were experiencing a strange, sideways tearing of their culture, like raw cotton being combed apart, the pieces on their way to a new order, while still clinging helplessly to the old.
"This fellow Gharia is supposed to be a religious activist," Michael said. "I"m starting to wonder if it"s only coincidence that this attack on Global Shear followed so closely on his visit this morning."
"Rajban is just one little girl," Jaya reminded him.
True, but a fuse was small compared to the explosives it ignited.
Jaya might have read his mind. "Michael, please be careful. These things have a way of getting out of hand."
XII.
After a day spent researching a bid on the Victoria Glen project, Cody found she could not sleep. So at 3 A.M. she pulled on her VR helmet and joined her mother on a stroll in the Paris sunshine. That is, Annette strolled, through tourist crowds along a riverwalk, beneath a grove of ancient trees. Cody felt as if she were floating, a balloon gliding at her mother"s side.
"Of all the uses of VR, I like this best," Cody said. "Being able to step out of the awful three A.M. hour, when everything"s so dark and cold and hopeless-step right out into gorgeous sunshine. It"s like slipping free of your fate, flipping a finger at the cosmos. Ha!"
Annette laughed. Cody was looking out of her shades, and so she couldn"t see her mother"s face, but she could feel her presence. It was a strange, tickling feeling, as if she might see her after all if she turned just a little bit more....
Cody had not lived with her mother since leaving Victoria Glen for boarding school, and still Annette had been an indefatigable presence in her life, through phone calls and e-mail and brief visits several times a year as they both worked toward their degrees. It had been so hard. Cody felt scared even now when she remembered the loneliness, the resentment she had felt for so many years living on the charity of a corporate scholarship, in a private school where almost everyone else had money and a home and a real family. But even at her worst moments, Cody had never doubted Annette"s love. Now Annette was forty-nine, a data a.n.a.lyst on vacation in Paris with her husband of many years. She had helped him raise his son and one of their own. "Doing it right this time," she"d joked with Cody. It had only hurt a little.
"So, girl. You"ve been up to something, haven"t you? Hurry up and tell me before Jim gets back."
"Up to something?" Cody echoed, disquiet stirring near her heart.
"Something"s put you in a mood," Annette said. Up ahead, Jim was waiting by a flower stand. Annette waved to him. "Are you working yourself up for a fight?"
"Oh." Cody had promised herself she would not mention Victoria Glen. Her mother didn"t like to think about those days. She didn"t even like to acknowledge that time had ever been real. And still, Cody found herself confessing. "I went back to Victoria Glen-"
"Cody!"
"In VR," she added, hoping to appease her mother"s scathing tone. "I"m bidding on a job there. I spent all day developing the proposal. I guess I"m wound a little tight."
"Why there, Cody?" Annette sighed. "I know you"re doing well. You"re not desperate for the job. Are you?"
"No."
"Then why go back there?"
"I don"t know. Or ... maybe I do know. I-"
Annette stepped into a bookstore, leaving Jim waiting beside the flowers. Cody watched her hands touch the spines of a row of English-language guidebooks. They were strong, long-fingered hands, golden as teak, each nail painted in milk-chocolate-brown. "Cody, do you know the greatest difference between you and me?"
Cody laughed. It was the only reaction she could think of. "Oh, you"re smarter than I am."
"No. I"m more ruthless. I have never let the past own me. If I don"t like it, I cut it out. I throw it away. It"s not an easy thing to do, but it"s needful. I don"t think about Victoria Glen, and I don"t muse over the boy who was your father, and I don"t apologize to anybody for letting Prescott Academy take you away.
Holding on to all that would have made my soul so heavy I couldn"t get up in the morning. I have to live lightly. I have to do all that I can with what I have in my hands right now." She looked up at the bookstore door. Jim had just come in.
Annette"s voice grew softer. "Brace yourself for a mother lecture," she warned. "Cody, you need to learn to live lightly too. You don"t have anything to make up for. Let the past go. Let it slip away, and find your joy here, today."
But what if the past is looking for you? Rising in your life like a flooding river, climbing past your ankles, past your knees and your thighs, flowing into your secret places, nesting in your womb?
Cody let the link close, plunging herself back into the darkness of her VR helmet. Not absolutely dark. A call-waiting light glowed amber in the corner of her vision.
When had that come on?
She tapped her glove, calling up a link ID.
Confirmed ident.i.ty: Michael Fielding.
"Oh G.o.d." She felt as if a heat lance had plunged through her, diving in a beam between heart and stomach and out the middle of her back. Michael. "Why now, baby?" she whispered. All the lines of force that guided her life seemed to be intersecting tonight.
She laid her palm against her flat belly. Was there a baby there? Still a single cell, moving toward her womb, and the judgment she had built-in. She"d blamed herself for the loss of that first pregnancy, but had it been her fault? Or had she been poisoned oh so long ago, in Victoria Glen?
She bowed her head, laughing, crying-some strange mix of the two, her guts feeling like jelly. "Baby, why are you calling tonight?"
Easy to find out.
She wiped her eyes on the hem of her shirt. She drew a deep breath to steady herself. Where did he live now, anyway? Hong Kong, wasn"t it? She"d gotten a card from him last Christmas.
Her finger curled. She tapped her data glove.
Link.
Just like that, he was there, his head and shoulders drifting in an ill-defined s.p.a.ce only an arm"s reach in front of her. He looked surprised to see her. "Cody?"
She smiled. "Come on, baby, I don"t look that old."
He blushed. Bless him. "Old? Not at all. Hey, it"s been a while. And I know its an outrageous hour. I meant to leave a message, but then I thought I"d query your status, and you were awake-"
"How are you, Michael?" she asked. He had always talked too much when he was nervous.
"Oh, I"m good. The job, though ... I"ve got a situation here. I"m working in southern India. Did I tell you that?" "No."
That fl.u.s.tered him further. A rosy blush heated his bronze complexion. He looked down at his desk a moment, then grinned. "I sound like I"ve got a few too many crosslinks in the old wetware, don"t I?"
"It happens to the best of us."
It was on her lips to tell him what she"d remembered in the VR last night, yet she couldn"t do it. It had been her decision to end their marriage. In the long, dark months after the abortion she had watched their union rot, until she could kick it over with one cold clutch of words: There"s nothing left. I"m leaving.
How could she tell him now, "Oops. Sorry. I made a mistake"?
"How"s your schedule?" he asked. "Are you busy right now?"
"At three A.M.?"
His brows rose over a crooked smile. "Well, yeah. Sorry. I wouldn"t be bothering you, but we"ve just stumbled over a critical groundwater problem-and a possible political stew, to make things exciting."
Quickly, he explained the details. "I called you first. You"re the best. And, basically, you"re a pushover."
Don"t smile at me like that, she thought. And breathe, girl.
Thank G.o.d this wasn"t a full-sensory link. She didn"t want to smell him, or feel the heat off his body. That smile was like a light shining into her soul....
She asked, "Are you looking for a professional reference?"
"If you think that"s what I need. I was wondering, though, if you could handle it?"
"An operation that size?" She shook her head, uncomfortable with the idea. "Green Stomp has only done domestic work. It would take time for us to hire the extra personnel and mobilize." And besides, there"s another job I need to do. "You"d be better off with a local outfit. I could ask around for recommendations."
He nodded, but he looked tense and unhappy. "I really need a favor, Cody. Could you do a VR consultation now? I mean right now. This afternoon ... oh h.e.l.l. This morning, where you are. I need a specialist to survey the wells. I need solid answers for the people who live here. It"s a bad situation, and it could get out of hand so easily, especially ..."
She didn"t like the awkward guilt lurking in his eyes. "What, Michael?"
He told her about Rajban. Cody listened, unable to completely suppress a dark spear of suspicion, of jealousy, but when he finished, she shook her head at her own tumbled existence, knowing she had thrown away something precious for all the wrong reasons. It was all she could do not to cry.
XIII.
Cody"s workday had been Michael"s night. While he slept, she studied the test results from the sample wells. While he dreamed, she ordered select strains of genetically engineered bacteria from New Delhi, along with case upon case of the nutrient broth that would stimulate them to rapidly reproduce. Near 3A.M. the frozen vials and sealed boxes arrived in Four Villages, after a quick trip on a southbound jet.
When Michael called into the office first thing in the morning, Pallava Sen reported that everything was in place to run a demonstration treatment on a well at Kanwal"s farm.
"Great! I"ll be there in half an hour." It was already eight o"clock.
It was a vibrant morning. Rajban was in the courtyard, working at the soil with the little hoe she"d found.
The ground around her was wet, and the air steamy. The eastern sky had turned itself into a fluffy Christian postcard. Columns of light from the hidden sun poured down between tearing rain clouds, like radiance leaking from the face of G.o.d. In a patch of blue sky between the towering c.u.mulus, two tiny white cloud sc.r.a.ps drifted on the edge of visibility. Angels, Michael thought. They looked like angels, gliding in slow raptor circles on the threshold of heaven.
Was this how myths got started?
Rajban looked up at him as he approached. He pantomimed eating food. She smiled tolerantly, then went back to her work. Michael frowned, troubled at her lack of appet.i.te. Then Cody"s glyph winked on in the corner of his shades and he forgot to worry. He tapped a full link. "Good morning!" It felt so right to be working with Cody again.
"Or good night," Cody answered, her voice husky and tired. "I"m going to catch a few hours" sleep before the demo.... Is that your waif? She looks like a little girl."
"She is a little girl. And she hasn"t been eating much. m.u.t.h.aye was here yesterday, but she didn"t leave any messages. I"m a little concerned, Cody. It"s past time her AIDS treatment was started."
Rajban"s work had slowed; Michael guessed she was listening to him. What did she imagine he talked about? He shook his head. She looked so lost, a little girl caught on an island in the midst of a rising river, her spot of land steadily shrinking around her.
"She hides inside her work," Michael mused. "Just like we do."
The house pre-empted any reply. "Mr. Fielding, please step inside immediately." The french doors swung open as the injunction was repeated in Hindi. Rajban scrambled to her feet. "Air surveillance has identified the intruder Raman Gharia approaching the premises," the house explained. "Please return immediately to the safety of the interior."
"Michael, what is it?" Cody asked.