A bad mistake, Tallaha.s.see realized instantly. Those of Amun were conditioned by the centuries to that belief. And if indeed the Rod were taken from them they would crumble as a state, die out as a people, because they believe this would be so.
"Yet he took and hid it," she pointed out.
"Only for a s.p.a.ce was that to be. He had knowledge of where it lay-and only four knew that it was gone. Until you and Jayta divined it!"
"But you took it-and me."
Idieze pounded her fists together. "Userkof is of the Blood, none has denied it. The Empress does not wed, she has withdrawn much from the world. And you-you are of the Upper Path. What have you to do with ruling? Userkof was the Emperor"s own son. Why should he not be ruler here?" Her words tripped over one another in a rush. "In other nations it is the king"s own son who follows him-"
"Among the barbarians," Tallaha.s.see pointed out. "Of them you have more intimate knowledge than do I. You speak of the Rod as being the heart of our nation. Well, to it are wedded our own customs in turn. We do not follow barbarian ways."
"Throw my blood against me if you will! Yes, my grandmother was of the western sea people-but she was none the less for that. She was the daughter of a king-the which you are also."
So their suspicion of Idieze"s blood mixture had been the truth. Not that that mattered to Tallaha.s.see.
"What matters now whose blood runs in our veins? It is enough that Khasti has been turned loose to do his will. And since you know him better than do I, what do you propose then?" She brought them back to the main matter. And she indeed wished to have Idieze"s answer to that.
When the other hesitated, Tallaha.s.see asked another question. "How is this cage in which I sit controlled? I have learned there is energy in its sides so I cannot hope to batter my way out."
Idieze shook her head. "I do not know. I have been in this room only once before. And then Khasti said that death lay all around for the unwary and not to touch aught that was here."
"Then why did you come?" persisted Tallaha.s.see. "To tell me how hopeless it is to struggle against this barbarian you sought to use as a tool, who now turns easily in your hand to threaten you?"
"I came because-because for all Khasti has said-the Talent is. is. And there is that in the Upper Way which is as powerful as his machines-to urge you to use that against him before it is too late!" And there is that in the Upper Way which is as powerful as his machines-to urge you to use that against him before it is too late!"
Tallaha.s.see observed her through narrowed eyes. She had begun this interview by believing Idieze"s arrival a subtle attack or feint against her, doubtless set in action by Khasti. But that new sense of hers was able to pick up now that the other was indeed afraid, that she might be quite close to meaning exactly what she said. Though of old the truth was not in this woman, now fear itself was forcing it out.
"I think you mean that-but it would seem too late," Tallaha.s.see observed. "There is this you can do-alert those who would rise to crush Khasti, open a way for Jayta and Herihor-"
Idieze was already shaking her head. "I have told you-he has his own guards on Napata-"
"Guards can be-" began Tallaha.s.see, when the other interrupted.
"Not these guards-for they are not men, as I said, but rather things he has wrought within this this place. We know not how to command them, any more than I can release you from this cage. His ways are not ours." place. We know not how to command them, any more than I can release you from this cage. His ways are not ours."
"Perhaps not." Tallaha.s.see eyed the block wherefrom came that steady clicking, where Khasti"s adjustments had brought upon her that searing attempt to master her mind. "It is that"-she pointed-"that, I believe, controls this cage. What can you see on its fore?" The thing sat just at the wrong angle for her to be sure of the front panel.
Idieze moved to stand before it, her fingers laced behind her as if she dreaded above all else any contact with the thing.
"There is a panel; upon it burns a small red light. Below that is a row of b.u.t.tons."
"How many b.u.t.tons?"
"Four."
Four, and the farthest one controlled the agony with which Khasti had attacked her. Would any of the other three release her? It was a slim chance but Tallaha.s.see dared not let it go.
"Do not touch the one that lies the farthest to your right. But try the one farthest to your left."
"It is death to touch. He He said so!" Idieze made no move to lift her hand. said so!" Idieze made no move to lift her hand.
"If you did not come to aid me-then why?"
"Use your own powers," Idieze returned. "You of the Upper Way have in the past said that so much can be done in that fashion. I have given you warning, but I will not touch this thing born out of demon knowledge."
Then she wheeled and ran, as if she were pursued by some horror. Tallaha.s.see watched her go. Use her own powers indeed. Was Idieze really moved by panic, or had all her talk been a deception, a need for knowing what what Tallaha.s.see, with the vaunted Talent, could do? Her conviction that the other had been truthful in her fear was shaken. Truth and falsehood could be skillfully mingled so that one could not be sifted free of the other. Tallaha.s.see, with the vaunted Talent, could do? Her conviction that the other had been truthful in her fear was shaken. Truth and falsehood could be skillfully mingled so that one could not be sifted free of the other.
But she was haunted by those four b.u.t.tons. If she could only have talked Idieze into trying them! She stared at the block to her left as if by will alone she could manipulate its secret, win her freedom.
Will alone! Ashake memory responded with another fragment. Unluckily one on which she could build nothing. She only knew that Ashake herself had once witnessed such a feat of telekinesis. But it had been performed by several adepts acting together, joining their powers. And it was not common.
She closed her eyes, to shut out the here and now, to better catch any hint from that second and mutilated memory. Some details were so clear that she could believe she herself had done such things. Others-they blurred, faded, when she tried to fasten on them. An animal could be mind-touched, brought into control, made to perform any task within its physical ability. But such manipulation of other life forms was not to be indulged in. For all life was to be respected and man should make no slave of any species. Also, where in this room was she to find anything she could influence, even if she might have the power to do so?
Where...
Tallaha.s.see grew tense. That-that presence-for which the name Akini stood-it was back. She opened her eyes and looked to the cage of the Rod above which it again hovered.
But-Akini-it-was not alone!
She could see nothing, only sense that there was more than one presence here now. Still she watched, hardly daring to draw a deep breath.
"Akini..." Tallaha.s.see moistened her lips, spoke the name aloud.
There fell a queer kind of stillness-as if what she had not seen had halted, was listening intently, that now these presences were focusing on her.
"Akini." Again she spoke the name, this time with a certainty that she was heard.
There was a flow of emotion, striking her suddenly as a wave might batter a cliff-anger, fear-but not aimed toward her. No, that emotion flooded out for her to receive merely because she was present and in some way had established a thread of contact with the ident.i.ty that generated it.
But the contact seemed all on one side. If it-Akini-knew her or did did respond as she thought was happening, he-it-could not reply. respond as she thought was happening, he-it-could not reply.
Save that there was a wavering in the air, a shadow, a wraith-like a cloudy outline with a blob for a head, stick arms, legs, a cylinder body....It writhed, as if striving to set what might be suggestions of feet on the floor, still it wavered and floated. Save that somehow it could control its movements enough to front her cage.
Emotion again-a pleading-a voiceless cry for help.
"Akini." She summoned up all her control, for the wavering thing held for her a growing horror, and she had to force herself to look at it. "I am a prisoner-I cannot help you-now."
Did it-he-understand? There was plainly a struggle to hold to even the slight visibility it had. And then one of those stick arms began to stretch, pulling into itself the gossamer material of which the whole was fashioned, until there swam in the air restless coils of what might have been a great serpent-very thin in diameter but long. It looped about the cage from which Tallaha.s.see watched it wide-eyed. She had been able to accept in part the wraith she had first seen, but this was something else again, and still it was spinning out its substance, refining it down and down to threadlike size dimensions.
The thread end poised before the screen of the cage. Tallaha.s.see threw up her hands before her face. She knew what would happen. It strove now to enter between the wires of the deadly mesh! To reach her! Her control snapped. With a cry she sank down, her face against her knees, her arms laced protectingly over her head-though there was no protection, she was certain, that could hold against what hunted her now.
There came a touch, cold, sending a tingle up her arm from the wrist where it had met her flesh. She tried to ball herself more closely together, moaning softly, with no thought now but the need for escape.
Then-it was gone!
Tallaha.s.see need not look up, out into the laboratory, to know that. Its snuffing-out was a mental not a physical thing. For the moment she was only thankful for its withdrawal, for her escape-though what she feared from it she could not have said.
There came the sound of a closing door. Idieze returning? She above all must not see Tallaha.s.see reduced to these straits. The girl fought for control of her shivering body, of her scattered, half-dazed thoughts, and drew on the dregs of her energy to raise her head.
"How is it with you, Great Lady?"
Tallaha.s.see"s blurred sight cleared. Khasti! But at this moment Khasti, though he had entrapped her, was safe compared to what had hung in the air, tried to reach her through the netting of her prison walls.
"Do you wish to drink?" he asked with malicious mockery, crossing from the side of the cage to the sink to twist the end of the dripping pipe. A gush of water answered him.
"Water, Great Lady. At this moment I would say you would find this sweeter to the taste than the rarest of wines. Is that not so?..."
She shook her head, not so much in denial, as rather to clear her thoughts. Khasti was a man, that other thing...She shivered.
"No water? They have trained you well." He turned from the pipe flow and began to swing the disk once more on its glittering chain. But this time she was forewarned and closed her eyes. He could not hypnotize her a second time.
"Stupid female!"
"Was Akini stupid too?" she asked.
"Akini! Where got you that name? Your spies have been busy." There was a new harshness in his voice. By the sound of it, he had moved away from the sink, was coming closer to the cage.
It was as if a hand were laid warningly over her lips. For a second out of time that other was here again. There was anger-toward Khasti-a sharp hint of silence for her.
"As yours must have been in their turn," she answered. But she did not open her eyes, even though she believed she could no longer hear the thin swish of the chain pa.s.sing through the air.
"It does not matter." He was master of himself once again. "You might wish to know, since he is your kin. Userkof did not "depart for the west"-as your people so euphemistically put it. He will live-a cripple-and no more thankful to you for that than any man would be. As for you, I leave you to your dreams, Great Lady-and I do not think that this night they will be pleasant ones!"
She could hear the sc.r.a.pe of his sandals on the floor. He had pa.s.sed her cage, was going to that block bearing the b.u.t.tons. Another a.s.sault upon her mind? She was too worn now-she could not hold-she could not....
Did she or did she not catch the faint click of a b.u.t.ton? There was a hum, soft but persistent, walling her in, as if the wires of the mesh were being plucked as might be the strings of a harp-singing-lulling...Her head fell forward once more so that her forehead rested on her knees. She tried to prod her will into keeping her awake, but she could not....
There was no cage-instead she walked down a corridor and she knew what lay at the end. This was the trial of a novice who must face death and then rebirth or never tread the Upper Way. Fear walked at her shoulder, matching step to step with her, but she did not turn her head to see what form it took. She fought to breathe evenly, slowly, as one does when fully relaxed, to make each pace as measured as the next. Behind her lay years of the Temple training, before her only this last ordeal, and then she could prove her right to the Power which she felt struggling now within her, seeking the outlet that only the initiate could truly give.
There hung the dark curtain of death-in-life and beyond it was life-in-death to be fronted. Ashake held high her head as if she already wore the initiate"s crown of victory. Her hand moved, closed upon the curtain and drew it aside. With the courage of a warrior she stepped out into the deep dark.
-11-.
This was her last trial. By years of training, or learning to know herself and the depths of her thoughts even when they were unpleasant to face, she had been prepared for this moment, to be pitted against the fears from which those thoughts were born. For none can wield the Power until they can command themselves fully.
She was ready....
But something else struggled in her. Not her fear, no. This was urgent, a warning. Ashake hesitated within that all-enveloping dark, tried to understand.
This-this she had done before! She was being made to relive the past by some force outside herself. And that force had only one reason, that through her it could learn secrets which none who knew them must ever reveal.
What was truth, what was a dream? Was this a false warning sent to her as a test? She had no real knowledge of what an initiate faced, save that it would try her to the utmost. And was the beginning of such a test the suggestion that it was not the truth but a lie?
She raised her hands to her head, knew that they were shaking with the tension building in her.
Truth-lie? Which, oh, which?
Panic-she must not panic! She was Ashake of the Blood, one destined since birth to walk this path. Therefore, the truth must be tested by the one way she had been taught. She disciplined her mind, forced away the panic, sought those guides that should stand ready at her call.
They were clear as she pictured them. But, they were not not there! Once more she tried. There was nothing, nothing at all, nor could she sense that ingathering of Power which should have drawn about her. there! Once more she tried. There was nothing, nothing at all, nor could she sense that ingathering of Power which should have drawn about her.
So, this was not as it should be. But-what had happened? She swayed as she stood, fighting the force that would have moved her on-that coercion came from without without, was not born of her own will!
She was Ashake. Who dared play such a perilous game with one of the Blood? Who dared challenge the Rod and the Key?
She was Ashake...she was...she was...
Identify itself blurred. Ashake? No, then who? She thought she moaned, and yet did not hear her cry ring through this utter dark.
She was was Ashake! She must be, for if she set aside Ashake-then there would be a stranger, and one could not live as a stranger. No, this a.s.sault was part of something that sought to spy, through her, on the secrets of the Upper Way. And with that answer, a steadiness spread through her giddy mind. Who dared use her so? There was only one-Khasti! Ashake! She must be, for if she set aside Ashake-then there would be a stranger, and one could not live as a stranger. No, this a.s.sault was part of something that sought to spy, through her, on the secrets of the Upper Way. And with that answer, a steadiness spread through her giddy mind. Who dared use her so? There was only one-Khasti!
As if his name in her mind shattered some spell, the dark, the ritual hallway disappeared. She stood now in the open under the hot sun of the northern desert. Before her lay the battered walls of the oldest shrine. She hurried (or seemed to skim the ground as if she flew rather than touched foot to the sand and grit) toward that.
Here was the temple, battered by time and by the ancient enemies, yet still it stood. Apedemek, whom the ignorant claimed she and her clan worshipped, yet whose great statue stood as only a reminder of something else that could never be caught and held in any stone, no matter how skillful the artist, stood facing her.
The blind eyes stared out above her head, the hands grasping Rod and Key were above her too. Yet the talismans were not stone. They glowed with life, pulsed with force. She had only to reach out and grasp them. Then all that was of the dark would not dare to contain her. Up she reached, straining farther and farther, yet her fingertips could not even touch the end of the Rod. Furiously she struggled, knowing in her mind just how the power of the Rod must be wedded to the power of the Key by the initiate and what would come of such a mating.
She was Ashake, she alone had the right to touch the things of the Past. Within her the Power swelled, as she knowingly drew upon it, for it would seem that as she used it in her need, so did it grow and flow. She was Ashake.
Now the shrine wavered before her eyes as if it were a painting on fabric. Vast rents appeared from side to side. It tore and was gone, leaving her facing-nothing, an emptiness-that strove to invade her mind, wash free all she knew, even her own ident.i.ty. No!
She drew upon the Power, pulled it about her as one might pull a cloak against the force of a storm. The emptiness could not reach her. For she was Ashake.
She saw that emptiness in turn break, not tear slowly, as had the shrine, but shatter in an instant. Objects faced her. She was neither in the hall of the temple, nor in the northern desert, she was- The cage!
And beyond that barrier, Khasti watched her narrow-eyed.
Tallaha.s.see was a little dazed. Still she knew what he had tried to do to her. He would have learned the sacred, the forbidden, by making her relive her initiation in a dream. That he could have sent her so far as he had into the past was frightening-but she had won!
"You are stronger than I thought," he said slowly. "But not too strong. This time I took you to the threshold, the next you shall step across it. Let thirst and hunger weaken your body, and you cannot so well hold out against me."
She made him no answer. Why should she? He stated the terms of their struggle and those she must face.
"I wonder..." he continued musingly. "There is something in you that I do not yet understand, and it is not born of your nature. For this thing registers in spite of your stubbornness. Listen well, Great Lady, I have resources beyond any you can comprehend in this world-"
For the first time she spoke then. "This world? Are you then of another world, Khasti?"
He frowned. Perhaps he had made a mistake. If he had, he decided quickly it did not matter, for he answered her.
"There are worlds upon worlds, Great Lady. Does not your own "learning" "-and he made of that word a sneer-"hint at such?"
"We all know there are worlds beyond. Look upon the stars which are suns. Many of those warm worlds we cannot see," she returned calmly. But she was inwardly uncertain, he was getting too close, too close to Tallaha.s.see, who had slept while Ashake had fought her dream battle, but she was now awake.
"Your legends," Khasti continued thoughtfully. "What say they of such worlds, Great Lady?"