"Je suis le roi de ces montagnes."
Seeing me, he called out:
"Eh! comrade! I"ll keep a place for you at my right."
The two police officers and the Owl-G.o.d looked at each other and smiled, while I felt the goose-flesh creep down the whole length of my back.
III
Schlussel shoved me into a large and very dreary hall, with benches arranged in a semicircle. The appearance of this deserted hall, with its two high grated windows, and its Christ carved in old brown oak with His arms extended and His head sorrowfully inclined upon His shoulder, inspired me with I do not know what kind of religious fear that accorded with my actual situation.
All my ideas of false accusation disappeared, and my lips tremblingly murmured a prayer.
I had not prayed for a long time; but misfortune always brings us to thoughts of submission. Man is so little in himself!
Opposite me, on an elevated seat, two men were sitting with their backs to the light, and consequently their faces were in shadow. However, I recognized Van Spreckdal by his aquiline profile, illuminated by an oblique reflection from the window. The other person was fat, he had round, chubby cheeks and short hands, and he wore a robe, like Van Spreckdal.
Below was the clerk of the court, Conrad; he was writing at a low table and was tickling the tip of his ear with the feather-end of his pen.
When I entered, he stopped to look at me curiously.
They made me sit down, and Van Spreckdal, raising his voice, said to me:
"Christian Venius, where did you get this sketch?"
He showed me the nocturnal sketch which was then in his possession. It was handed to me. After having examined it, I replied:
"I am the author of it."
A long silence followed; the clerk of the court, Conrad, wrote down my reply. I heard his pen scratch over the paper, and I thought: "Why did they ask me that question? That has nothing to do with the kick I gave Rap in the back."
"You are the author of it?" asked Van Spreckdal. "What is the subject?"
"It is a subject of pure fancy."
"You have not copied the details from some spot?"
"No, sir; I imagined it all."
"Accused Christian," said the judge in a severe tone, "I ask you to reflect. Do not lie."
"I have spoken the truth."
"Write that down, clerk," said Van Spreckdal.
The pen scratched again.
"And this woman," continued the judge--"this woman who is being murdered at the side of the well--did you imagine her also?"
"Certainly."
"You have never seen her?"
"Never."
Van Spreckdal rose indignantly; then, sitting down again, he seemed to consult his companion in a low voice.
These two dark profiles silhouetted against the brightness of the window, and the three men standing behind me, the silence in the hall--everything made me shiver.
"What do you want with me? What have I done?" I murmured.
Suddenly Van Spreckdal said to my guardians:
"You can take the prisoner back to the carriage; we will go to Metzerstra.s.se."
Then, addressing me:
"Christian Venius," he cried, "you are in a deplorable situation.
Collect your thoughts and remember that if the law of man is inflexible, there still remains for you the mercy of G.o.d. This you can merit by confessing your crime."
These words stunned me like a blow from a hammer. I fell back with extended arms, crying:
"Ah! what a terrible dream!"
And I fainted.
When I regained consciousness, the carriage was rolling slowly down the street; another one preceded us. The two officers were always with me.
One of them on the way offered a pinch of snuff to his companion; mechanically I reached out my hand toward the snuff-box, but he withdrew it quickly.
My cheeks reddened with shame, and I turned away my head to conceal my emotion.
"If you look outside," said the man with the snuff-box, "we shall be obliged to put handcuffs on you."
"May the devil strangle you, you infernal scoundrel!" I said to myself.
And as the carriage now stopped, one of them got out, while the other held me by the collar; then, seeing that his comrade was ready to receive me, he pushed me rudely to him.
These infinite precautions to hold possession of my person boded no good; but I was far from predicting the seriousness of the accusation that hung over my head until an alarming circ.u.mstance opened my eyes and threw me into despair.
They pushed me along a low alley, the pavement of which was unequal and broken; along the wall there ran a yellowish ooze, exhaling a fetid odour. I walked down this dark place with the two men behind me. A little further there appeared the chiaroscuro of an interior courtyard.
I grew more and more terror-sticken as I advanced. It was no natural feeling: it was a poignant anxiety, outside of nature--like a nightmare.
I recoiled instinctively at each step.
"Go on!" cried one of the policemen, laying his hand on my shoulder; "go on!"
But what was my astonishment when, at the end of the pa.s.sage, I saw the courtyard that I had drawn the night before, with its walls furnished with hooks, its rubbish-heap of old iron, its chicken-coops, and its rabbit-hutch. Not a dormer window, high or low, not a broken pane, not the slightest detail had been omitted.
I was thunderstruck by this strange revelation.