And on Mars things were little better. The UNTA police were roving in the south, unhindered except by occasional unexplained explosions among their robot vehicles, and Prometheus was the latest hidden sanctuary to have been discovered and shut down. Of all the big sanctuaries only Vishniac remained hidden, and they had gone dormant in an effort to stay that way. The south polar region was no longer part of the underground.
In this context it was no surprise to see how frightened the people who came to the meetings sometimes were. It took courage to join an underground that was visibly shrinking, like Minus One Island. People were driven to it by anger, Maya supposed, and indignation and hope. But they were frightened as well. There was no a.s.surance that this move would do any good.
And it would be so easy to plant a spy among these newcomers. Maya found it hard to trust them, sometimes. Could all of them be what they claimed to be? It was impossible to be sure of that, impossible. One night at a meeting with a lot of newcomers there was a young man in the front with a look she didn"t like, and after the meeting, which was uninspired, she had gone with Spencer"s friends right back to the apartment, and told Michel about it. "Don"t worry," he said.
"What do you mean, don"t worry don"t worry."
He shrugged. "The members keep track of each other. They try to make sure they"re all known to each other. And Spencer"s team is armed."
"You never told me that."
"I thought you knew."
"Come on. Don"t treat me as if I was stupid."
"I don"t, Maya. Anyway, it"s all we can do, unless we hide entirely."
"I"m not proposing to do that! What do you think I am, a coward?""Putaine!" he roared. he roared. "Pourquoi ce ca? Pourquoi?" "Pourquoi ce ca? Pourquoi?"
A sour expression crossed his face, and he said something in French. Then he took a deep breath and shouted at her in French, one of his curses. But she could see that this was a deliberate decision on his part- that he had decided the fights were good for her, and cathartic for him, so that they could be pursued, when inevitable, as a kind of therapeutic method- and this of course was intolerable. An act, a manipulation of her- without another thought she took a step into the kitchen area and picked up a copper pot and heaved it at him, and he was so surprised that he barely managed to knock it away.
"I won"t be patronized," she told him, satisfied that he was genuinely angry now, but still blazing herself. "You d.a.m.ned head-shrinker, if you weren"t so bad at your job the whole First Hundred wouldn"t have gone crazy and this world wouldn"t be so f.u.c.ked up. It"s all your fault." And she slammed out the door and went down to the cafe to brood over the awfulness of having a shrink as a partner, also over her own ugly behavior, so quick to leap out of her control and attack him. He did not come down and join her that time, though she sat around till closing.
And then, just after she had gotten home and lain down on the couch and fallen asleep, there was a knock at the door, rapid and light in a way immediately frightening, and Michel ran to it and looked through the peephole. He saw who it was and let her in. It was Marina.
Marina sat down heavily on the couch beside Maya, and with shaking hands holding theirs, said, "They took over Sabishii. Security troops. Hiroko and her whole inner circle were there visiting, as well as all the southerners who had come up since the raids. And Coyote too. All of them were there, and Nanao, and Etsu, and all the issei..."
"Didn"t they resist?" Maya said.
"They tried. There were a bunch of people killed at the train station. That slowed them down, and I think some people might have gotten into the mohole mound maze. But they had surrounded the whole area, and they came in through the tent walls. It was just like Cairo in sixty-one, I swear."
Suddenly she started to cry, and Maya and Michel sat down on each side of her, and she put her face in her hands and sobbed. This was so out of character for the usually severe Marina that the reality of her news. .h.i.t home.
She sat up and wiped her eyes and nose. Michel got her a tissue. Calmly she went on: "I"m afraid a lot of them may be killed. I was out with Vlad and Ursula in one of those outlying hermitage boulders, and we stayed there for three days, and then walked to one of the hidden garages and got out in boulder cars. Vlad went to Burroughs, Ursula to Elysium. We"re trying to tell as many of the First Hundred as we can. Especially Sax and Nadia."
Maya got up and put on her clothes, then went down the hall and knocked on Spencer"s door. She returned to the kitchen and put on water for tea, refusing to look at the photo of Frank, who watched her saying I told you so. This is the way it happens I told you so. This is the way it happens. She took teacups back into the living room, and saw that her own hands were shaking so much that hot liquid was spilling down over her fingers. Michel"s face was pale and sweaty, and he wasn"t hearing anything Marina was saying. Of course- if Hiroko"s group had been there, then his entire family was gone, either captured or killed. She handed out the teacups, and as Spencer came in and had the story told to him, she got a robe and draped it over Michel"s shoulders, excoriating herself for the miserable timing of her a.s.sault on him. She sat by him, squeezing his thigh, trying to tell him by touch that she was there, that she was his family too, and that all her games were over, to the best of her ability- no more treating him as pet or punching bag.... That she loved him. But his thigh was like warm ceramic, and he obviously didn"t notice her hand, was scarcely even aware she was there. And it came to her that it was precisely in the moments of greatest need when people could do the least for each other.
She got up and got Spencer some tea, avoiding looking at the photo or the pale image of her face in the dark kitchen window, the pinched bleak vulture eye that she could never meet. You can never look back.
For the moment there was nothing to do but sit there, and get through the night. Try to absorb the news, to withstand it. So they sat, they talked, they listened to Marina tell her story in greater and greater detail. They made calls out on the Praxis lines, trying to find out more. They sat, slumped and silent, caged in their own reflections, their solitary universes. The minutes pa.s.sed like hours, the hours like years: it was the h.e.l.lish twisted s.p.a.cetime of the all-night vigil, that most ancient of human rituals, where people fought without success to wrench meaning into each random catastrophe.
Dawn when it finally came was overcast, the tent spattered with raindrops. A few painfully slow hours later, Spencer began the process of contacting all the groups in Odessa. Over the course of that day and the next they spread the news, which had been suppressed on Mangalavid and the other infonets. But it was clear to all that something had happened, because of the sudden absence of Sabishii from the ordinary discourse, even in matters of common business. Rumors flew everywhere, gaining momentum in the absence of hard news, rumors of everything from Sabishii"s independence to its razing. But in the tense meetings of the following week Maya and Spencer told everyone what Marina had said, and then they spent the subsequent hours discussing what should be done. Maya did her best to convince people that they should not be pushed into acting before they were ready, but it was hard going; they were furious, and frightened, and there were a lot of incidents in town and around h.e.l.las that week, all over Mars in fact- demonstrations, minor sabotage, a.s.saults on security positions and personnel, AI breakdowns, work slowdowns. "We"ve got to show them they can"t get away with this!" Jackie said over the net, seeming everywhere at once. Even Art agreed with her: "I think civil protests by as much of the general population as we can muster might slow them down. Make those b.a.s.t.a.r.ds think twice about doing anything like this again."
Nevertheless, the situation stabilized after a while. Sabishii returned to the net and to train schedules, and life there resumed, although it was not the same as before, as a big police force stayed in occupation, monitoring the gates and the station, and trying to discover all the cavities of the mound maze. During this time Maya had a number of long talks with Nadia, who was working in South Fossa, and with Nirgal and Art, and even with Ann, who called in from one of her refuges in the Aureum Chaos. They all agreed that no matter what had happened in Sabishii, they needed to hold back for the moment from any attempt at a general insurrection. Sax even called in to Spencer, to say he "needed time." Which Maya found comforting, as it supported her gut feeling that the time was not right. That they were being provoked in the hopes they would try a revolt prematurely. Ann and Kasei and Jackie and the other radicals- Dao, Antar, even Zeyk- were unhappy at the wait, and pessimistic about what it meant. "You don"t understand," Maya told them. "There"s a whole new world growing out there, and the longer we wait, the stronger it gets. Just hold on."
Then about a month after the closing of Sabishii, they got a brief message on their wrists from Coyote- a short clip of his lopsided face, looking unusually serious, telling them that he had gotten away through the maze of secret tunnels in the mohole mound, and was now back in the south, in one of his own hideouts. "What about Hiroko?" Michel said instantly. "What about Hiroko and the rest of them?"
But Coyote was already gone.
"I don"t think they got Hiroko either," Michel said instantly, walking around the room without noticing he was moving. "Not Hiroko or any of them! If they had been captured, I"m sure the Transitional Authority would have announced it. I"ll bet Hiroko has taken the group underground again. They haven"t been pleased with things since Dorsa Brevia, they"re just not good at compromise, that"s why they took off in the first place. Everything that has happened since has only confirmed their opinion that they can"t trust us to build the kind of world they want. So they"ve used this chance and disappeared again. Maybe the crackdown on Sabishii forced them to do it without warning us."
"Maybe so," Maya said, careful to sound like she believed it. It sounded like denial on Michel"s part, but if it helped him, who cared? And Hiroko was capable of anything. But Maya had to make her response plausibly Mayalike, or he would see she was only rea.s.suring him: "But where would they go?"
"Back into the chaos, I would guess. A lot of the old shelters are still there."
"But what about you?"
"They"ll let me know."
He thought it over, looked at her. "Or maybe they figure that you"re my family now."
So he had felt her hand, in that first horrible hour. But he gave her such a sad crooked smile that she winced, and caught him up and tried to crush him with a hug, really crack a rib, to show him how much she loved him and how little she liked such a wan look. "They"re right about that," she said harshly. "But they ought to contact you anyway."
"They will. I"m sure they will."
Maya had no idea what to think of this theory of Michel"s. Coyote had in fact escaped through the mound maze, and he was likely to have helped as many of his friends as he could. And Hiroko would probably be first on that list. She would certainly grill Coyote about it next time she saw him; but then he had never told her anything before. In any case, Hiroko and her inner circle were gone. Dead, captured, or in hiding, no matter which it was a cruel blow to the cause, Hiroko being the moral center for so much of the resistance.
But she had been so strange. A part of Maya, mostly subconscious and unacknowledged, was not entirely unhappy to have Hiroko off the scene, however it had happened. Maya had never been able to communicate with Hiroko, to understand her, and though she had loved her, it had made her nervous to have such a great random force wandering about, complicating things. And it had been irritating also to have another great power among the women, a power that she had had absolutely no influence over. Of course it was horrible if the whole of her group had been captured, or worse, killed. But if they had decided to disappear again, that would not be a bad thing at all. It would simplify things at a time when they desperately needed simplification, giving Maya more potential control over the events to come.
So she hoped with all her heart that Michel"s theory was true, and nodded at him, and pretended to agree in a reserved realistic way with his a.n.a.lysis. And then went off to the next meeting, to calm down yet another commune of angry natives. Weeks pa.s.sed, then months; it seemed they had survived the crisis. But things were still degenerating on Earth, and Sabishii, their university town, the jewel of the demimonde, was functioning under a kind of martial law; and Hiroko was gone, Hiroko who was their heart. Even Maya, initially pleased in some sense to be rid of her, felt more and more oppressed by her absence. The concept of Free Mars had been part of the areophany, after all- and to be reduced to mere politics, to the survival of the fittest....
The spirit seemed gone from things. And as the winter pa.s.sed, and the news from Earth told of escalating conflicts, Maya noticed that people seemed more and more desperate for distraction. The partying got louder and wilder; the corniche was a nightly celebration, and on special nights, like Fa.s.snacht or New Year"s, it was jammed with everyone in town, all dancing and drinking and singing with a kind of ferocious gaiety, under the little red mottoes painted on every other wall. you can never go back. free mars. But how? How?
New Year"s that winter was especially wild; it was M-year 50, and people were celebrating the big anniversary in style. Maya walked with Michel up and down the corniche, and from behind her domino she watched curiously as the undulating dance lines pa.s.sed them by, she stared at all the long young dancing bodies, the figures masked but naked to the waist for the most part, as if out of an ancient Hindu ill.u.s.tration, b.r.e.a.s.t.s and pecs bobbing gracefully to nuevo calypso steel-drum ponking.... Oh, it was strange! And these young aliens were ignorant, but how beautiful! How beautiful! And this town she had helped to build, standing over its dry waterfront.... She felt herself taking off inside, past the equinox and into the glorious rush to euphoria, and maybe it was only an accident of her biochemistry, probably so given the grim situation of the two worlds, entre chien et loup entre chien et loup, but nevertheless it existed, and she felt it in her body. And so she pulled Michel into a dance line, and danced and danced until she was slippery with sweat. It felt great.
For a while they sat together in her cafe- quite a little reunion of the First Thirty-nine, as it turned out: she and Michel and Spencer, and Vlad and Ursula and Marina, and Yeli Zudov and Mary Dunkel, who had slipped out of Sabishii a month after the shutdown, and Mikhail Yangel, up from Dorsa Brevia, and Nadia, down from South Fossa. Ten of them. "A decimation," Mikhail noted. They ordered bottle after bottle of vodka, as if they could drown the memory of the other ninety, including their poor farm crew, who at best had just disappeared on them again, and at worst had been murdered. The Russians among them, strangely in the majority that night, began to offer up all the old toasts from home. Let"s pig up! Let"s get healthier! Let"s pour behind the cellar! Let"s get gla.s.sed! Let"s get f.u.c.ked! Let"s fill the eyes with it! Let"s lick it out! Let"s wet the back of the throat! Let"s buy for three! Let"s suck it, pour it, knock it, grab it, beat it, flog it, swing it- and so on and so on, until Michel and Mary and Spencer were looking amazed and appalled. It"s like Eskimos and snow, Mikhail told them.
And then they went back out to dance, the ten of them forming a line of their own, weaving dangerously through the crowds of youngsters. Fifty long Martian years, and still they survived, still they danced! It was a miracle!
But as always in the all-too-predictable fluctuation of Maya"s moods, there came that stall at the top, that sudden downturn- tonight, begun as she noticed the drugged eyes behind the other masks, saw how everyone was on their way out, doing their best to escape into their own private world, where they didn"t have to connect with anyone except that night"s lover. And they were no different. "Let"s go home," she said to Michel, who was still bouncing along before her in time to the bands, enjoying the sight of all the lean Martian youngsters. "I can"t stand this."
But he wanted to stay, and so did the others, and in the end she went home by herself, through the gate and the garden and up the stairs to their apartment. The noise of the celebration was loud behind her.
And there on the cabinet over the sink the young Frank smiled at her distress. Of course it goes this way, the youth"s intent look said. I know this story too- I learned it the hard way. Anniversaries, marriages, happy moments- they blow away. They"re gone. They never meant a thing. The smile tight, fierce, determined; and the eyes... it was like looking in the windows of an empty house. She knocked a coffee cup off the counter and it broke on the floor; the handle spun there and she cried out loud, sank to the floor and wrapped her arms around her knees and wept.
Then in the new year came news of heightened security measures in Odessa itself. It seemed that UNTA had learned the lesson of Sabishii, and was going to clamp down on the other cities more subtly: new pa.s.sports, security checks at every gate and garage, restricted access to the trains. It was rumored they were hunting the First Hundred in particular, accusing them of attempting to overthrow the Transitional Authority.
Nevertheless Maya wanted to keep going to the Free Mars meetings, and Spencer kept agreeing to take her. "As long as we can," she said. And so one night they walked together up the long stone staircases of the upper town. Michel was with them for the first time since the a.s.sault on Sabishii, and it seemed to Maya that he was recovering fairly well from the blow of the news, from that awful night after Marina"s knock on the door.
But they were joined at this meeting by Jackie Boone and the rest of her crowd, Antar and the zygotes, who had arrived in Odessa on the circ.u.mh.e.l.las train, on the run from the UNTA troops in the south, and rabidly angry at the a.s.sault on Sabishii, more militant than ever. The disappearance of Hiroko and her inner group had sent the ectogenes over the edge; Hiroko was mother to many of them, after all, and they all seemed in agreement that it was time to come out from cover and start a full-scale rebellion. Not a minute to lose, Jackie told the meeting, if they wanted to rescue the Sabishiians and the hidden colonists.
"I don"t think they got Hiroko"s people," Michel said. "I think they went underground with Coyote."
"You wish," Jackie told him, and Maya felt her upper lip curl.
Michel said, "They would have signaled us if they were truly in trouble."
Jackie shook her head. "They wouldn"t go into hiding again, now that things are going critical." Dao and Rachel nodded. "And besides, what about the Sabishiians, and the lockup of Sheffield? And it"s going to happen here too. No, the Transitional Authority is taking over everywhere. We have to act now!"
"The Sabishiians have sued the Transitional Authority," Michel said, "and they"re all still in Sabishii, walking around."
Jackie just look disgusted, as if Michel were a fool, a weak over-optimistic frightened fool. Maya"s pulse jumped, and she could feel her teeth pressing together.
"We can"t act now," she said sharply. "We"re not ready."
Jackie glared at her. "We"ll never be ready according to you! We"ll wait until they"ve got a lock on the whole planet, and then we won"t be able to do anything even if we wanted to. Which is just how you"d like it, I"m sure."
Maya shot out of her chair. "There is no they they anymore. There are four or five metanationals fighting over Mars, just like they"re fighting over Earth. If we stand up in the middle of it we"ll just get cut down in the crossfire. We need to pick our moment, and that has to be when they"ve hurt each other, and we have a real chance to succeed. Otherwise we get the moment imposed on us, and it"s just like sixty-one, it"s just flailing about and chaos and people getting killed!" anymore. There are four or five metanationals fighting over Mars, just like they"re fighting over Earth. If we stand up in the middle of it we"ll just get cut down in the crossfire. We need to pick our moment, and that has to be when they"ve hurt each other, and we have a real chance to succeed. Otherwise we get the moment imposed on us, and it"s just like sixty-one, it"s just flailing about and chaos and people getting killed!"
"Sixty-one," Jackie cried, "it"s always sixty-one with you- the perfect excuse for doing nothing! Sabishii and Sheffield are shut down and Burroughs is close, and Hiranyag and Odessa will be next, and the elevator is bringing down police every day and they"ve got hundreds of people killed or imprisoned, like my grandmother who is the real leader of us all, and all you talk about is sixty-one! Sixty-one has made you a coward!"
Maya lunged out and slapped her hard on the side of the head, and Jackie leaped on her and Maya fell back into a table"s edge and the breath whooshed out of her. She was being punched but managed to catch one of Jackie"s wrists, and she bit into the straining forearm as hard as she could, really trying to sever things. Then they were jerked apart and held onto, the room bedlam, everyone shouting including Jackie, who shouted "b.i.t.c.h! b.i.t.c.h! b.i.t.c.h! Murderer! Murderer!" and Maya heard words grating out of her own throat as well, "Stupid little s.l.u.t, stupid little s.l.u.t," between gasps for air. Her ribs and teeth hurt. People were holding hands over her mouth and Jackie"s too, people were hissing "Sssh, sssh, quiet, they"ll hear us, they"ll report us, the police will come!"
Finally Michel took his hand from Maya"s mouth and she hissed "Stupid little s.l.u.t" one last time, then sat back in a chair and looked at them all with a glare that caught and stilled at least half of them. Jackie was released and she started to curse in a low voice and Maya snapped, "Shut up!" so viciously that Michel stepped between them again. "Towing all your boys around by the c.o.c.k and thinking you"re a leader," Maya snarled in a whisper, "and all without a single thought in your empty head-"
"I won"t listen to this!" Jackie cried, and everyone said "Ssssh!" and she was off, out into the hall. That was a mistake, a retreat, and Maya stood back up and used the time to castigate the rest of them in a tearing whisper for their stupidity- and then, when she had controlled her temper a little, to argue the case for biding their time, the excoriating edge of her anger just under the surface of a rational plea for patience and intention and control, an argument that was essentially unanswerable. All through this peroration everyone in the room was of course staring at her as if she were some bloodied gladiator, the Black Widow indeed, and as her teeth still hurt from sinking them into Jackie"s arm she could scarcely pretend to be the perfect model of intelligent debate; she felt like her mouth must be puffed up, it throbbed so, and she fought a rising sense of humiliation and carried on, cold and pa.s.sionate and overbearing. The meeting ended in a sullen and mostly unspoken agreement to delay any ma.s.s insurrection and continue lying low, and the next thing she knew she was slumped on a tram seat between Michel and Spencer, trying not to cry. They would have to put up Jackie and the rest of her group while they were in Odessa- theirs was the safe house, after all. So it was a situation she wasn"t going to be able to escape. And meanwhile there were police officers standing in front of the town"s physical plant and offices, checking wrists before they let people inside. If she didn"t go to work again they very well might try to track her down to ask why, and if she went to work and got checked, it wasn"t certain that her wrist ID and Swiss pa.s.sport would pa.s.s her. There were rumors that the post-"61 balkanization of information was beginning to collapse back into some larger integrated systems, which had recovered some prewar data; thus the requirement of new pa.s.sports. And if she ran into one of those systems, that would be that. Shipped off to the asteroids or to Kasei Vallis, to be tortured and have her mind wrecked like Sax. "Maybe it is time," she said to Michel and Spencer. "If they lock up all the cities and the pistes, what other choice do we have?"
They didn"t answer. They didn"t know what to do any more than she did. Suddenly the whole independence project again seemed a fantasy, a dream that was just as impossible now as it had been when Arkady had espoused it, Arkady who had been so cheerful and so wrong. They would never be free of Earth, never. They were helpless before it.
"I want to talk to Sax first," Spencer said.
"And Coyote," Michel said. "I want to ask him more about what happened in Sabishii."
"And Nadia," Maya said, and her throat tightened; Nadia would have been ashamed of her if she had seen her at that meeting, and that hurt. She needed Nadia, the only person on Mars whose judgment she still trusted.
"There"s something odd going on with the atmosphere," Spencer complained to Michel as they changed trams. "I really want to hear what Sax has to say about it. Oxygen levels are rising faster than I would have expected, especially on north Tharsis. It"s like some really successful bacteria has been distributed without any suicide genes in it. Sax has basically rea.s.sembled his old Echus Overlook team, everyone still alive, and they"ve been working at Acheron and Da Vinci on projects they"re not telling us about. It"s like those d.a.m.n windmill heaters. So I want to talk to him. We have to get together on this, or else-"
"Or else sixty-one!" Maya insisted.
"I know, I know. You"re right about that, Maya, I mean I agree. I hope enough of the rest of us do."
"We"re going to have to do more than hope."
Which meant she was going to have to get out there and do it herself. Go fully underground, move from city to city, from safe house to safe house as Nirgal had been doing for years, without a job or a home, meeting with as many of the revolutionary cells as she could, trying to hold them on board. Or at least keep them from popping off too soon. Working on the h.e.l.las Sea project wasn"t going to be possible anymore.
So this life was over. She got off the tram and glanced briefly through the park down the corniche, then turned and walked up to their gate and through the garden, up the stairwell, down the familiar hall, feeling heavy and old and very, very tired. She stuck the right key into the lock without thinking about it, and walked into the apartment and looked at her things, at Michel"s stacks of books, the Kandinsky print over the couch, Spencer"s sketches, the battered coffee table, the battered dining table and chairs, the kitchen nook with everything in its place, including the little face on the cabinet by the sink. How many lifetimes ago had she known that face? All these pieces of furniture would go their ways. She stood in the middle of the room, drained and desolate, grieving for these years that had slipped by almost without noticing; almost a decade of productive work, of real life, now blowing away in this latest gale of history, a paroxysm that she was going to have to try to direct or at least ride out, trying her best to nudge it in ways that would allow them to survive. d.a.m.n the world, d.a.m.n its intrusiveness, its mindless charge, its inexorable roll through the present, wrecking lives as it went.... She had liked this apartment and this town and this life, with Michel and Spencer and Diana and all her colleagues at work, all her habits and her music and her small daily pleasures.
She looked glumly at Michel, who stood behind her in the doorway, staring around as if trying to commit the place to memory. A Gallic shrug: "Nostalgia in advance," he said, trying to smile. He felt it too- he understood- it wasn"t just her mood, this time, but reality itself.
She made an effort and smiled back, walked over and held his hand. Downstairs there was a clatter as the Zygote gang came up the stairs. They could stay in Spencer"s apartment, the b.a.s.t.a.r.ds. "If it works out," she said, "we"ll come back someday."
They walked down to the station in the fresh morning light, past all the cafes, still chairs-on-tables wet. At the station they risked their old IDs and got tickets without trouble, and took a counterclockwise train down to Montepulciano, and got into rented walkers and helmets, and walked out of the tent and down the hill and off the map of the surface world, into one of the steep ravines of the foothills. There Coyote was waiting for them in a boulder car, and he drove them through the heart of the h.e.l.lespontus, up a forking network of valleys, over pa.s.s after pa.s.s in this mountain range that was just as chaotic as rock falling from the sky implied, a nightmare maze of a wilderness- until they were down the western slope, past Rabe Crater and onto the crater-ringed hills of the Noachis highlands. And so they were off the net again, wandering as Maya never had before.
Coyote helped a lot in the early part of this period. He was not the same, Maya thought- subdued by the takeover of Sabishii, even worried. He wouldn"t answer their questions about Hiroko and the hidden colonists; he said "I don"t know" so often that she began to believe him, especially when his face finally twisted up into a recognizably human expression of distress, the famous invulnerable insouciance finally shattered. "I truly don"t know whether they got out or not. I was already out in the mound maze when the takeover started, and I got out in a car as fast as I could, thinking I could help the most from outside. But no one else came out from that exit. But I was on the north side, and they could have gotten out to the south. They were staying in the mound maze too, and Hiroko has emergency shelters just like I do. But I just don"t know."
"Then let"s go see if we can find out," she said.
So he drove them north, at one point going under the Sheffield-Burroughs piste, using a long tunnel just bigger than his car; they spent the night in this black slot, restocking from recessed closets and sleeping the uneasy sleep of spelunkers. Near Sabishii they descended into another hidden tunnel, and drove for several kilometers until they came into a small cave of a garage; it was part of the Sabishiians" mound maze, and the squared stone caves behind it were like Neolithic pa.s.sage tombs, now lit with strip lighting and warmed from vents. They were greeted down there by Nanao Nakayama, one of the issei, who seemed just as cheerful as ever. Sabishii had been returned to them, more or less, and though there were UNTA police in town and especially at the gates and the train station, the police were still unaware of the full extent of the mound complexes, and so not able to completely stop Sabishii"s efforts to help the underground. Sabishii was no longer an open demimonde, as he put it, but they were still working.
And yet he, too, did not know what had happened to Hiroko. "We didn"t see the police take any of them away," he said. "But we didn"t find Hiroko and her group down here either, after things had calmed down. We don"t know where they went." He tugged at his turquoise earring, obviously mystified. "I think they are probably off on their own. Hiroko was always careful to have a bolthole everywhere she went, that is what Iwao told me once when we drank a lot of sake down at the duck pond. And it seems to me that disappearance is a habit of Hiroko"s, but not of the Transitional Authority. So we can infer that she chose to do this. But come on- you must want a bath and some food, and then if you could talk to some of the sansei and yonsei who have gone into hiding with us, that would be good for them."
So they stayed in the maze for a week or two, and Maya met with several groups of the newly disappeared. She spent most of her time encouraging them, a.s.suring them that they would be able to reemerge onto the surface, even into Sabishii itself, quite soon; security was hardening, but the nets were simply too permeable, and the alternative economy too large, to allow for total control. Switzerland would give them new pa.s.sports, Praxis would give them jobs, and they would be back in business. The important thing was to coordinate their efforts, and to resist the temptation to lash out too early.
Nanao told her after one such meeting that Nadia was making similar appeals in South Fossa, and that Sax"s team was begging them for more time; so there was some agreement on the policy, at least among the old-timers. And Nirgal was working closely with Nadia, supporting the policy as well. So it was the more radical groups that they would have to work hardest to rein in, and here Coyote had the most influence. He wanted to visit some of the Red refuges in person, and Maya and Michel went with him, to catch a ride up to Burroughs.
The region between Sabishii and Burroughs was saturated with crater impacts, so that they wound through the nights between flat-topped circular hills, stopping every dawn at small rim shelters crowded with Reds who were none too hospitable to Maya and Michel. But they listened to Coyote very attentively, and traded news with him about scores of places Maya had never heard of. On the third night of this they came down the steep slope of the Great Escarpment, through an archipelago of mesa islands, and abruptly onto the smooth plain of Isidis. They could see down the slope of the basin for a long way, all the way out to where a mound like the Sabishiians" mohole mound ran across the land, in a great curve from Du Martheray Crater on the Great Escarpment, north-west toward Syrtis. This was the new dike, Coyote told them, built by a robot collection pulled from the Elysium mohole. The dike was truly ma.s.sive, and looked like one of the basalt dorsa of the south, except that its velvety texture revealed it to be excavated regolith rather than hard volcanic rock.
Maya stared at the long ridge. The cascading recombinant consequences of their actions were, she thought, out of their control. They could try to build bulwarks to contain them- but would the bulwarks hold?
Then they were back in Burroughs, in through the Southeast Gate on their Swiss IDs, and secured in a safe house run by Bogdanovists from Vishniac, now working for Praxis. The safe house was an airy light-filled apartment about halfway up the northern wall of Hunt Mesa, with a view out over the central valley to Branch Mesa and Double Decker b.u.t.te. The apartment above it was a dance studio, and many of the hours of the day they lived to a faint thump, thump, thump-thump, thump-thump thump, thump, thump-thump, thump-thump. Just over the horizon to the north an irregular cloud of dust and steam marked where the robots were working still on the dike; every morning Maya looked out at it, thinking over the news reports on Mangalavid and in the long messages from Praxis. Then it was into the day"s work, which was entirely underground, and often confined to meetings in the apartment, or to work there on video messages. So it was not at all like life in Odessa, and it was hard to develop any habits, which made her feel jangly and dark.
But she could still walk the streets of the great city, one anonymous citizen among thousands of others- strolling by the ca.n.a.l, or sitting in restaurants around Princess Park, or on one of the less trendy mesa tops. And everywhere she went, she saw the neat red print of their stenciled graffiti: free mars. Or get ready. Or, as if she were hallucinating a warning made to her by her own soul: you can never go back. These messages were ignored by the populace as far as she could tell, never discussed, and often removed by cleaning crews; but they kept popping up in their neat red, usually in English but sometimes in Russian, the old alphabet like a long-lost friend, like some subliminal flash out of their collective unconscious, if they had one; and somehow the messages never lost their little electric shock. It was strange what powerful effects could be created with such simple means. People might come to do almost anything, if they talked about it long enough.
Her meetings with small cells of the various resistance organizations went well, although it became clearer to her that there were profound divisions of all kinds among them, particularly the dislike that the Reds and Marsfirsters had for the Bogdanovists and Free Mars groups, whom the Reds considered green, and thus one more manifestation of the enemy. That could be trouble. But Maya did what she could, and everyone at least listened to her, so that she felt she made some progress. And slowly she warmed to Burroughs, and her hidden life there. Michel arranged a routine for her with the Swiss and Praxis, and with the Bogdanovists now tucked away in the city- a secure routine, which allowed her to meet groups fairly frequently without ever compromising the integrity of the safe houses they had established. And every meeting seemed to help a little. The only intransigent problem was that so many groups seemed to want to revolt immediately- Red or green, they tended to follow the radical lead of Ann"s Reds in the outback, and the young hotheads surrounding Jackie, and there were more and more incidents of sabotage in the cities, which caused a corresponding increase in police surveillance, until it seemed very possible that things could break wide open. Maya began to see herself as a kind of brake, and she often lost sleep worrying about how little people wanted to hear that message. On the other hand she was also the one who had to keep the old Bogdanovists and other veterans aware of the power of the native movement, cheering them up when they got depressed. Ann in the outback with the Reds, grimly wrecking stations: "It"s not going to happen like that," Maya told her over and over, though there was no sign that Ann was getting the message.
Still, there were encouraging signs. Nadia was in South Fossa, building a strong movement there which seemed under her influence, and closely aligned with Nirgal and his crowd. Vlad and Ursula and Marina had reoccupied their old labs at Acheron, under the aegis of the Praxis bioengineering company nominally in charge. They were in constant communication with Sax, who was in a refuge in Da Vinci Crater with his old terraforming team, being supported by the Dorsa Brevia Minoans. The inhabitation of that great lava tube had extended north much farther than it had been during the time of the congress, and most of the new segments apparently were devoted to shelter for the refugees from the wrecked or abandoned sanctuaries farther south, and a whole string of manufactories. Maya watched videos of people driving about in little cars from segment to tented segment, working under the clear brown light pouring down from the filtered skylights, engaged in what could only be called military production; they were building stealth fliers, stealth cars, surface-to-s.p.a.ce missiles, reinforced block shelters (some of which were already installed in the lava tube itself, in case it was ever broached)- also air-to-ground missiles, antivehicle weapons, handguns, and, the Minoans told Maya, a variety of ecological weapons Sax was designing himself.
This kind of work, and the destruction of the southern sanctuaries, had created what looked from a distance like a sort of war fever in Dorsa Brevia, and Maya was worried by that too. Sax, at the heart of it, was a stubborn secretive brilliant brain-damaged loose cannon, a bona fide mad scientist. He had still never spoken to her directly; and his strikes against the aerial lens and Deimos, while very effective, had in her opinion caused UNTA"s intensification of the a.s.sault on the south. She kept sending down messages advising restraint and patience, until Ariadne replied irritably, "Maya, we know. We"re working with Sax here, we"ve got an idea of what we"re up to, and what you"re saying is either obvious or wrong. Talk to the Reds if you want to help, but we don"t need it."
Maya cursed the video and talked to Spencer about it. Spencer said, "Sax thinks if we"re going to pull this off we might need some weapons, if only in reserve. It seems sensible to me."
"What happened to the idea of a decapitation?"
"Maybe he thinks he"s building the guillotine. Look, talk to Nirgal and Art about that. Or even Jackie."
"Right. Look, I want to talk to Sax Sax. He"s got got to talk to me sometime, G.o.ddammit. Get him to talk to me, will you?" to talk to me sometime, G.o.ddammit. Get him to talk to me, will you?"
Spencer agreed to try, and one morning he arranged a call over his private line to Sax. It was Art who answered the call, but he promised to try to get Sax to come to the line. "He"s busy these days, Maya. I like to see it. People are calling him General Sax."
"G.o.d forbid."
"That"s all right. They talk about General Nadia too, and General Maya."
"That"s not what they call me." The Black Widow, more like, or the b.i.t.c.h. The Killer. She knew.