The old maid went to her bureau and from a small locked drawer took out a leather case which she handed to Guy.
"The spring is broken. It opens very easily," she said in a gentle voice.
Pauline forgot her shyness of Guy and leant over his shoulder, while he looked at the picture of a young man rosy with that too blooming youth which miniatures always portray.
"We were engaged to be married," said Miss Verney. "But circ.u.mstances alter cases; and we were never married."
Pauline looked down at Guy with tears in her eyes and felt miserable to be so happy when poor Miss Verney had been so sad.
"Thank you very much for showing me that," said Guy.
Soon it was time to say good-bye to Miss Verney and, having made many promises to come quickly again, they left her and went down the steep High Street, where in many of the windows of the houses there were hyacinths and on the old walls plum-trees in bloom.
"Pauline," said Guy. "Let"s go for a walk to-morrow morning and see if the gorse is in bloom on Wychford down. There are so many things I want to tell you."
"Do you think Mother will let us?"
"If we can go to tea with Miss Verney," said Guy, "we shall be able to go for a walk. And I never see you alone in the Rectory."
"I"ll ask Mother," said Pauline.
"You want to come?"
"Of course. Of course."
"You see," said Guy. "It"s one of the places where I nearly told you I loved you. And it wouldn"t be fair not to tell you there, as soon as I can."
In the Rectory everybody was anxious to know how Guy liked Pauline"s Miss Verney.
"Margaret, you are really unkind to laugh at her," protested Pauline.
"Guy understands, if you don"t, how frightfully sympathetic she is. She is one of the people who really understands about being in love."
Margaret laughed.
"Don"t I?" she said.
"No, indeed, Margaret, sometimes I don"t think you do," said Pauline.
"Nor I?" asked Monica.
"You don"t at all!" Pauline declared.
"Well, if it means being like Miss Verney, I hope I never shall," said Monica.
"Now, children, children," interrupted Mrs. Grey. "You must not be cross with one another."
"Well, Mother, Margaret and Monica are not to laugh at Miss Verney,"
Pauline insisted. "And to-morrow Guy and I want as a great exception to go for a walk to Wychford down. May we?"
"Well, as a great exception, yes," said Mrs. Grey; and Guy with apparently an access of grateful industry said he must go home and work.
Pauline wondered what Guy would have to tell her to-morrow, and she fell asleep that night, hoping she would not be shy to-morrow; for, since Guy was still no more to Pauline than the personification of a vague and happy love just as Miss Verney"s miniature was the personification of one that was not happy, she always was a little alarmed when the personification became real.
Wychford down seemed to rest on billowy clouds next morning, so light was Pauline"s heart, so light was the earth on which she walked; and when Guy kissed her the larks in their blue world were not far away, so near did she soar upon his kiss to the rays of their glittering plumes.
"Every time I see you," said Guy, "the world seems to offer itself to us more completely. I never kissed you before under the sky like this."
She wished he would not say the actual word, for it made her realize herself in his arms, and brought back in a flood all her shyness.
"I think it"s dry enough to sit on this stone," said Guy.
So they sat on one of the outcrops of Wychford freestone that all around were thrusting themselves up from the gra.s.s like old grey animals.
"Now tell me more about Miss Verney," he went on. "Why was her love-affair unhappy?"
"Oh, she never told me much," said Pauline.
"You and I haven"t very long," said Guy. "Love travels by so fast. You and I mustn"t have secrets."
"I haven"t any secrets," said Pauline. "I had one about Richard, but you know about him. And that was Margaret"s secret really. Why do you say that, Guy?"
"I was thinking of myself," he answered. "I was thinking how little you know about me--really not much more than you know of Miss Verney"s miniature."
"Guy, how strange," she said. "Last night I thought that."
Then he began to talk in halting sentences, turned away from her all the time and digging his stick deep down in the turf, while Bob looked on with anxious curiosity for what these excavations would produce.
"Pauline, I so adore you that it clouds everything to realize that before I loved you, I should have had love-affairs with other girls. Of course they meant nothing, but now they make me miserable. Shall I tell you about them or shall I ... can I blot them for ever out of my mind?"
"Oh, don"t tell me about them, don"t tell me about them," Pauline murmured in a low hurried voice. She felt that if Guy said another word she would run from him in a wild terror that would never let her rest, that would urge her out over the down"s edge in desperate descent.
"I don"t want to tell you about them," said Guy. "But, they"ve stood so at the back of my thoughts whenever I have been with you; and yesterday at Miss Verney"s, I had a sense of guilt as if I were responsible in some way for her unhappiness. I had to tell you, Pauline."
She sat silent under the song of the larks that in streams of melodious light poured through their wings.
"Why do you say nothing?" he asked.
"Oh, don"t let"s talk about it any more. Promise me never to talk about it. Oh, Guy, why "of course"? Why "of course"?"
"Of course?" he repeated.
""Of course they meant nothing." That seems so dreadful to me. Perhaps you won"t understand."
"Dear Pauline, isn"t that "of course" the reason they torment me?" he said. "It isn"t kind of you to a.s.sume anything else."
She forgave him in that instant; and before she knew what she had done had put her hand impulsively on his. To the Pauline who made that gesture he was no more the unapproachable lover but someone whom she had wounded involuntarily.
"My heart of hearts, my adored Pauline."