She was making a desperate effort to seem as usual, and talked on.
"We have had old Lady Alice Redcliffe here, my chaperon, all this while, if you please, and takes such ridiculous care of me, and locks me into my room every night. She means kindly, but it is very foolish."
"Yes, it is, d--d foolish."
"We have been employed very much as usual--walking, and driving, and croquet. Beatrix and I have been very much together, and Sir Paul and Lady Blunket still here. I don"t think we have had any arrival since you left us. Mr. Guy Strangways has gone away, and Monsieur Varbarriere returned to-day."
She was gabbling as merrily as she could, feeling all the time on the point of fainting.
"And the diamonds came?" the General said, suddenly, with a sort of laugh.
"Oh! yes, the diamonds, so beautiful. I did not thank you in my letter--not half enough. They are beautiful--so exquisitely beautiful--brilliants--and so becoming; you have no idea. I hope you got my letter. Indeed I felt it all, every word, Arthur, only I could not say half what I wished. Don"t you believe me, Arthur?"
"Lie down, woman, and take your sleep; you sleep _well_? you _all_ do--of course you sleep? Lie down."
"You are angry, Arthur; you are excited; something has happened--something bad--what is it? For G.o.d"s sake, Arthur, tell me what it is. Why won"t you tell me?"
"Nothing--nothing strange--quite common."
"Oh! Arthur, tell me at once, or kill me. You look as if you hated me."
"_Hate_ you!--There"s a hereafter. G.o.d sees."
"I can"t understand you, Arthur; you wish to distract me. I"d rather know anything. For mercy"s sake speak out."
"Lie you down, and wait."
She did lie down. The hour of judgment had come as a thief in the night.
The blood in her temples seemed to drum on the pillow. There was not a clear thought in her brain, only the one stunning consciousness.
"He knows all! I am ruined." Yet the feminine instinct of _finesse_ was not quite overpowered.
Having placed the candle on the chimneypiece, so that the curtain at the foot of the bed throw its shadow over that recess in which the sorcerer Varbarriere had almost promised to show the apparition, old Lennox sat down at the bedside, next this mysterious point of observation.
Suddenly it crossed him, as a break of moonlight will the blackest night of storm, that he must act more wisely. Had he not alarmed his wife?--what signal might not be contrived to warn off her guilty accomplice?
"Jennie," said he, with an effort, in a more natural tone, "I"m tired, very tired. We"ll sleep. I"ll tell you all in the morning. Go to sleep."
"Good-night," she murmured.
"That will do; go to sleep," he answered.
Gently, gently, she stole a peep at that pretty watch that stood in its little slanting stand at her bedside. There was still twenty minutes--Heaven be praised for its mercy!--and she heard old Lennox at the far side of this "great bed of Ware," making an ostentation of undressing. His boots tumbled on the floor. She heard his watchguard jingle on the stand, and his keys and purse dropped in turn on the table. She heard him adjust the chair, as usual, on which he was wont to deposit his clothes as he removed them; she fancied she even heard him yawn. Her heart was throbbing as though it would choke her, and she was praying as she never prayed before--for a reprieve. And yet her respiration was long and deep, as if in the sleep she was counterfeiting.
Lennox, at the other side, put off his m.u.f.fler, his outer coat, the frock-coat he wore, the waistcoat. She dared not look round to observe his progress. But at last he threw himself on the bed with a groan of fatigue, and pulled the coverlet over him, and lay without motion, like a man in need of rest.
Lady Jane listened. She could not hear him breathe. She waited some five minutes, and then she murmured, "Arthur." No answer. "_Arthur._" Again no answer; and she raised herself on her elbow, cautiously, and listened; and after a little pause, quick as light she got out of bed, glided to the chimneypiece, and lighted a taper at the candle there, listened again for a moment, and on tiptoe, in bare feet, glided round the foot of the bed, and approached the recess at the other side of the bed"s head, and instantly her fingers were on one of those little flowers in the ormolu arabesque that runs along the edge of the wooden casing.
Before she could turn it a gouty hand over her shoulder took hold of hers, and, with a low sudden cry, she saw her husband.
"Can"t I do that for you? What is it?" said he.
Her lips were white, and she gazed in his face without saying a word.
He was standing there unbooted, in his trowsers, with those crimson silk suspenders on, with the embroidery of forget-me-nots, which she had described as "her work"--I am afraid inaccurately--a love-token--hypocrisy on hypocrisy.
Asmodeus, seated on the bed"s head, smirked down sardonically on the tableau, and clapped his apish hands.
"Get to your bed there. If you make a sign, by ----, I"ll kill you."
She made no answer. She gazed at him dumbly. He was not like himself. He looked like a villain.
He did not lie down again. He sat by the little table, on which his watch, his keys, and loose shillings lay. The night was chill, but he did not feel it then.
He sat in his shirt-sleeves, his chin on his breast, eyeing from under his stern white brows the shadowy arch through which the figure was to emerge.
Suddenly he heard the swift steps of little, naked feet on the carpet come round the foot of the bed, and his wife wildly threw herself at his feet, and clasped them in an agony. He could feel every sinew in her arms vibrate in the hysterical strain of her entreaty.
"Oh, Arthur! oh, darling, take me away from this, for G.o.d"s sake. Come down with me; come to the drawing-room, or to the dressing-room; take me away; you"ll be happier, indeed you will, than ever you were; you"ll never repent it, darling; do what I say. I"ll be the best wife, indeed I will. See, I"ve been reading my Bible; look at it. I"m quite changed--quite changed. G.o.d only knows how changed. Oh, Arthur, Arthur, if you ever loved me, take me away; come from this room--come, you"ll never repent it. Oh, Arthur, be wise, be merciful! The more you forgive the more you"ll be loved. It is not I, but G.o.d says that. I"m praying to you as I would to Him, and He forgives us when we implore: take pity on me; you"ll never be sorry. Have mercy, Arthur, have mercy--you are kind, I know you"re kind, you would not ruin your wretched Jennie. Oh, take pity before it is too late, and take me from this dreadful room. You"ll be glad, indeed you will; there never was such a wife as I"ll be to you, the humblest, the most loving, and you"ll be happier than ever you were. Oh, Arthur, Arthur, I"m praying to you as if you were G.o.d, for mercy; don"t say no! Oh, can you; can you; can you?"
General Lennox was moved, but not from his course. He never saw before such a face of misery. It was like the despairing pleading of the last day. But alas! in this sort of quarrel there can be no compromise; reconciliation is dishonour.
"Go and lie down. It"s all over between us," said he in a tone that left her no room for hope. With a low, long cry, and her fingers clasped over her forehead, she retraced her steps, and lay down, and quietly drew her icy feet into the bed, awaiting the inevitable. Lennox resumed his watch.
CHAPTER XXIII.
The Morning.
Monsieur Varbarriere was standing all this while with his shadow to the door-post of the Window dressing-room, and his dark eyes fixed on the further door which admits to the green chamber. His bed-room candle, which was dwindling, stood on the table at his elbow.
He heard a step crossing the lobby softly toward his own room, and whispered,
"Who"s there?"
"Jacques Duval, at Monsieur"s service."
Monsieur took his candle, and crossed the floor to meet Jacques, who was approaching, and he signed to him to stop. He looked at his watch. It was now twenty minutes past one.
"Jacques," said he, in a whisper, "there"s no mistake about those sounds?"
"No, Monsieur, not at all."
"Three nights running, you say?"
"Monsieur is perfectly right."