It was nine o"clock, and he made his way swiftly to the address which Benham had given him. He found that gentleman in a quiet and respectable lodging, and was received with civility.
"You are just to your time," said Benham.
"I"m not behind it. I had till to-morrow."
"And you have brought the appointment?"
"No."
"The promise of it, then?"
"No; I can"t do it."
"Why not?"
"Well, I don"t know why I should tell you, but for two good reasons--it"s difficult and it"s dirty. Difficult because you"re not popular with my friends--dirty, because--but you know that."
"You really mean to refuse?"
"Yes."
"Then what are you going to do for me?"
"I can"t do anything for you."
"That"s final?" asked Benham, facing him squarely. "You utterly refuse to do me a small favour, though you were ready enough to ruin my life?"
Medland was doubtful if he had ruined the man"s life, but he only answered--
"I can"t job you into anything. That"s what you want, and it"s what I can"t do for you."
"Very well. I"ve got a thing of value, haven"t I? Well, I shall sell it to the highest bidder. Ay, and I tell you what, James Medland, I"ll be level with you before I die, G.o.d help me I will! You shall be sorry for this, before I"ve done with you."
"I take the chance of that. If you"re in want, I"ll supply you with money, as far as my means allow."
"Your means? What are they? You won"t have your salary long, if I can help it. I think I can find a better market, thank you."
Medland turned on his heel. He had come with a vague idea of trying in some way to smooth over matters between them. It was plainly impossible; he had no wish to bribe, and, if he had, clearly he could not bribe high enough. He was still in his confident mood, and Benham"s rude threats roused him to defiance.
"Have it your own way," he said; "but people who attack me in Kirton run some risks," and he went out with a smile on his face.
As he strolled home again, his exultant temper left him. The springiness of his step relaxed into a slouching gait, and his head fell forward. He stopped and turned half round, as though to go back; then, with a sigh, he held on his way. Far off, he could see the twinkling lights of ships, and, in the still of evening, catch the roll of the sea as it broke on the beach, and an odd fancy came over him of sailing far away with his daughter over the sea--or, perhaps better still, of walking quietly into the water until it closed over his head. Now and then he grew tired of fighting, and to him life was all fighting now.
"Meditating new resolutions, Medland?" asked a cheery voice at his side.
Turning with a start, he saw the Chief Justice, who continued,
"You"ll be in the thick of it to-morrow, I suppose?"
"I have left off thinking where I shall be to-morrow," he answered.
"To-day is enough for a Minister."
"And to-morrow may be too much? Young Heseltine offered just now to lay me six to five you"d be out in a month."
"Confound him! Who is he?"
"One of the Governor"s young fellows."
"Oh, yes, I remember."
"Talking of that, I had some very kind inquiries about you at Government House to-day."
"Ah!"
"From Miss Derosne. She"s a warm admirer of yours, and really a most charming girl. Well, good-night. I shall try and get down to hear your statement to-morrow."
Sir John bustled off, leaving the Premier with a new bent of thought. In his mind he rehea.r.s.ed his interview with Alicia Derosne, wondering, as men wonder after they have been carried away by emotion into unrestrained disclosures of their hearts, whether she had really been impressed; whether, after all, he had not been, or seemed, insincere, theatrical, or absurd; wondering again in what light she would look on him, when she knew what it looked likely all Kirton would know soon; wondering last whether, if he had not met the woman who had been his partner in life for so long, and had, in youth, met such a girl as Alicia Derosne, his fate would have been different, and he need not now have trembled at his story being told. Immersed in thought he wandered on, out of the town and down to the sh.o.r.es of the bay, and checked himself, with a sudden laugh, only on the very brink of the sea. The absurdity struck him; he laughed again, as he lit a cigar and rebuked himself aloud.
"Here I am, a Premier and forty-one! and I"m going on for all the world like a cross between a love-sick boy and a runaway criminal!"
He paused and added--
"And the worst of it, I am rather like a criminal and----"
He paused abruptly. A thought struck him and made him frown angrily at his folly. It was stupid to think of himself as love-sick, even in jest.
He had not come to that. And to think of himself as a lover was not a thought that carried pleasant memories to Mr. Medland.
CHAPTER IX.
TWO HASTY UTTERANCES.
"Thank G.o.d, there"s the Legislative Council, anyhow!" exclaimed Mr.
Kilshaw.
Sir Robert Perry pursed up his lips. He had fought with that safeguard of stability behind him once or twice before, and the end had been defeat. There were better things than the support of the Legislative Council.
"I"d rather," he remarked, "have a dissolution and a thumping campaign fund. If I"d known they were at sixes and sevens like this, I"d have taken the Governor"s offer."
"Hum," said Mr. Kilshaw, who would be expected to subscribe largely to the suggested fund. "But how do you propose to get your dissolution now?
Besides, I believe he"d beat us."
"That would depend on Puttock--and one or two more."
"What did you think of Puttock"s explanation?"