"Gad, Emma, you"re glorious!"
"Glorious nothing! I"m going to earn the living for three families for a few months, until things get going. And there"s nothing glorious about that, old dear. I haven"t any illusions about what taking a line on the road means these days. It isn"t travelling. It"s exploring. You never know where you"re going to land, or when, unless you"re travelling in a freight train. They"re c.o.c.k o" the walk now. I think I"ll check myself through as first-cla.s.s freight. Or send my pack ahead, with natives on foot, like an African explorer. But it"ll be awfully good for me character. And when I"m eating that criminal corn bread they serve on dining cars on a train that"s seven hours late into Duluth I"ll remember when I had my picture, in uniform, in the Sunday supplements, with my hand on the steering wheel along o" the n.o.bility and gentry."
"Listen, dear, I can"t have you--"
"Too late. Got a pencil? Let"s send fifty words to Jock and Grace.
They"ll wire back "No!" but another fifty"ll fetch "em. After all, it takes more than one night letter to explain a move that is going to change eight lives. Now let"s have dinner, dear. It"ll be cold, but filling."
Perhaps in the whirlwind ten days that followed a woman of less energy, less determination, less courage and magnificent vitality might have faltered and failed in an undertaking of such magnitude. But Emma was alert and forceful enough to keep just one jump ahead of the swift-moving times. In a less cataclysmic age the changes she wrought within a period of two weeks would have seemed herculean. But in this time of stress and change, when every household in every street in every town in all the country was feeling the tremor of upheaval, the readjustment of this little family and business group was so unremarkable as to pa.s.s unnoticed. Even the members of the group itself, seeing themselves scattered to camp, to France, to New York, to the Middle West, shuffled like p.a.w.ns that the Great Game might the better be won, felt strangely unconcerned and unruffled.
It was little more than two weeks after the night of Emma"s awakening that she was talking fast to keep from crying hard, as she stuffed plain, practical blue serge garments (unmilitary) into a bellows suitcase ("Can"t count on trunks these days," she had said. "I"m not taking any chances on a clean shirtwaist"). Buck, standing in the doorway, tried hard to keep his gaze from the contemplation of his khaki-clad self reflected in the long mirror. At intervals he said: "Can"t I help, dear?" Or, "Talk about the early Pilgrim mothers, and the Revolutionary mothers, and the Civil War mothers! I"d like to know what they had on you, Emma."
And from Emma: "Yeh, ain"t I n.o.ble!" Then, after a little pause: "This house is going to be so full of wimmin folks it"ll look like a Home for Decayed Gentlewomen. Buddy McChesney, aged six months, is going to be the only male protector around the place. We"ll make him captain of the home guard."
"Gertie was in to-day. She says I"m a shrimp in my uniform compared to Charley. You know she always was the nerviest little stenographer we ever had about the place, but she knows more about Featherlooms than any woman in the shop except you. She"s down to ninety-eight pounds, poor little girl, but every ounce of it"s pure pluck, and she says she"ll be as good as new in a month or two, and I honestly believe she will."
Emma was counting a neat stack of folded handkerchiefs.
"Seventeen--eighteen--When she comes back we"ll have to pay her twice the salary she got when she left. But, then, you have to pay an errand boy what you used to pay a shipping clerk, and a stock girl demands money that an operator used to brag about--nineteen--"
Buck came over to her and put a hand on the bright hair that was rumpled, now, from much diving into bags and suitcases and clothes closets.
"All except you, Emma. You"ll be working without a salary--working like a man--like three men--"
"Working for three men, T.A. Three fighting men. I"ve got two service b.u.t.tons already," she glanced down at her blouse, "and Charley Fisk said I had the right to wear one for him. I"ll look like a mosaic, but I"m going to put "em all on."
The day before Emma"s departure for the West Grace arrived, with bags, bundles, and babies. A wan and tired Grace, but proud, too, and with the spirit of the times in her eyes.
"Jock!" she repeated, in answer to their questions. "My dears, he doesn"t know I"m alive. I visited him at camp the day before I left. He thinks he"ll be transferred East, as we hoped. Wouldn"t that be glorious! Well, I had all sorts of intimate and vital things to discuss with him, and he didn"t hear what I was saying. He wasn"t even listening. He couldn"t wait until I had finished a sentence so that he could cut in with something about his work. I murmured to him in the moonlight that there was something I had long meant to tell him and he answered that dammit he forgot to report that rifle that exploded. And when I said, "Dearest, isn"t this hotel a _little_ like the place we spent our honeymoon in--that porch, and all?" he said, "See this feller coming, Gracie? The big guy with the moustache. Now mash him, Gracie.
He"s my Captain. I"m going to introduce you. He was a senior at college when I was a fresh.""
But the peace and the pride in her eyes belied her words.
Emma"s trip, already delayed, was begun ten days before her husband"s date for sailing. She bore that, too, with smiling equanimity. "When I went to school," she said, "I thought I hated the Second Peloponnesian War worse than any war I"d ever heard of. But I hate this one so that I want everyone to get into it one hundred per cent., so that it"ll be over sooner; and because we"ve won."
They said little on their way to the train. She stood on the rear platform just before the train pulled out. They had tried frantically to get a lower berth, but unsuccessfully. "Don"t look so tragic about it,"
she laughed. "It"s like old times. These last three years have been a dream--a delusion."
He looked up at her, as she stood there in her blue suit, and white blouse, and trim blue hat and crisp veil. "Gad, Emma, it"s uncanny. I believe you"re right. You look exactly as you did when I first saw you, when you came in off the road after father died and I had just taken hold of the business."
For answer she hummed a few plaintive bars. He grinned as he recognized "Silver Threads Among the Gold." The train moved away, gathered speed.
He followed it. They were not smiling now. She was leaning over the railing, as though to be as near to him as the fast-moving train would allow. He was walking swiftly along with the train, as though hypnotized. Their eyes held. The brave figure in blue on the train platform. The brave figure in khaki outside. The blue suddenly swam in a haze before his eyes; the khaki a mist before hers. The crisp little veil was a limp little rag when finally she went in to search for Upper Eleven.
The white-coated figure that had pa.s.sed up and down the aisle unnoticed and unnoticing as she sat hidden behind the kindly folds of her newspaper suddenly became a very human being as Emma regained self-control, decided on dinner as a panacea, and informed the white coat that she desired Upper Eleven made up early.
The White Coat had said, "Yas"m," and glanced up at her. Whereupon she had said:
"Why, William!"
And he, "Well, fo" de lan"! "F "tain"t Mis" McChesney! Well, mah sakes alive, Mis" McChesney! Ah ain"t seen yo" since yo" married. Ah done heah yo" married yo" boss an" got a swell brownstone house, an" ev"thing gran"--"
"I"ve got everything, William, but a lower berth to Chicago. They swore they couldn"t give me anything but an upper."
A speculative look crept into William"s rolling eye. Emma recognized it.
Her hand reached toward her bag. Then it stopped. She smiled. "No. No, William. Time was. But not these days. Four years ago I"d have slipped you fifty cents right now, and you"d have produced a lower berth from somewhere. But I"m going to fool you. My boss has gone to war, William, and so has my son. And I"m going to take that fifty cents and buy thrift stamps for Miss Emma McChesney, aged three, and Mr. Buddy McChesney, aged six months. And I"ll dispose my old bones in Upper Eleven."
She went in to dinner.
At eight-thirty a soft and deferential voice sounded in her ear.
"Ah got yo" made up, Mis" McChesney."
"But this is my--"
He beckoned. He padded down the aisle with that walk which is a peculiar result of flat feet and twenty years of swaying car. Emma followed. He stopped before Lower Six and drew aside the curtain. It was that lower which can always be produced, magically, though ticket sellers, Pullman agents, porters, and train conductors swear that it does not exist. The key to it is silver, but to-night Emma McChesney Buck had unlocked it with finer metal. Gold. Pure gold. For William drew aside the curtain with a gesture such as one of his slave ancestors might have used before a queen of Egypt. He carefully brushed a cinder from the sheet with one gray-black hand. Then he bowed like any courtier.
Emma sank down on the edge of the couch with a little sigh of weariness.
Gratefulness was in it, too. She looked up at him--at the wrinkled, kindly, ape-like face, and he looked down at her.
"William," she said, "war is a filthy, evil, vile thing, but it bears wonderful white flowers."
"Yas"m!" agreed William, genially, and smiled all over his rubbery, gray-black countenance. "_Yas"m!_"
And who shall say he did not understand?
FARMER IN THE DELL
Old Ben Westerveld was taking it easy. Every muscle taut, every nerve tense, his keen eyes vainly straining to pierce the blackness of the stuffy room--there lay Ben Westerveld in bed, taking it easy. And it was hard. Hard. He wanted to get up. He wanted so intensely to get up that the mere effort of lying there made him ache all over. His toes were curled with the effort. His fingers were clenched with it. His breath came short, and his thighs felt cramped. Nerves. But old Ben Westerveld didn"t know that. What should a retired and well-to-do farmer of fifty-eight know of nerves, especially when he has moved to the city and is taking it easy?
If only he knew what time it was. Here in Chicago you couldn"t tell whether it was four o"clock or seven unless you looked at your watch. To do that it was necessary to turn on the light. And to turn on the light meant that he would turn on, too, a flood of querulous protest from his wife, Bella, who lay asleep beside him.
When for forty-five years of your life you have risen at four-thirty daily, it is difficult to learn to loll. To do it successfully you must be a natural-born loller to begin with, and revert. Bella Westerveld was and had. So there she lay, asleep. Old Ben wasn"t and hadn"t. So there he lay, terribly wide-awake, wondering what made his heart thump so fast when he was lying so still. If It had been light, you could have seen the lines of strained resignation in the sagging muscles of his patient face.
They had lived in the city for almost a year, but it was the same every morning. He would open his eyes, start up with one hand already reaching for the limp, drab, work-worn garments that used to drape the chair by his bed. Then he would remember and sink back while a great wave of depression swept over him. Nothing to get up for. Store clothes on the chair by the bed. He was taking it easy.
Back home on the farm in southern Illinois he had known the hour the instant his eyes opened. Here the flat next door was so close that the bedroom was in twilight even at midday. On the farm he could tell by the feeling--an intangible thing, but infallible. He could gauge the very quality of the blackness that comes just before dawn. The crowing of the c.o.c.ks, the stamping of the cattle, the twittering of the birds in the old elm whose branches were etched eerily against his window in the ghostly light--these things he had never needed. He had known. But here, in the unsylvan section of Chicago which bears the bosky name of Englewood, the very darkness had a strange quality. A hundred unfamiliar noises misled him. There were no c.o.c.ks, no cattle, no elm. Above all, there was no instinctive feeling. Once, when they first came to the city, he had risen at twelve-thirty, thinking it was morning, and had gone clumping about the flat waking up everyone and loosing from his wife"s lips a stream of acid vituperation that seared even his case-hardened sensibilities. The people sleeping in the bedroom of the flat next door must have heard her.
"You big rube! Getting up in the middle of the night and stomping around like cattle. You"d better build a shed in the backyard and sleep there if you"re so dumb you can"t tell night from day."
Even after thirty-three years of marriage he had never ceased to be appalled at the coa.r.s.eness of her mind and speech--she who had seemed so mild and fragile and exquisite when he married her. He had crept back to bed, shamefacedly. He could hear the couple in the bedroom of the flat just across the little court grumbling and then laughing a little, grudgingly, and yet with appreciation. That bedroom, too, had still the power to appall him. Its nearness, its forced intimacy, were daily shocks to him whose most immediate neighbour, back on the farm, had been a quarter of a mile away. The sound of a shoe dropped on the hardwood floor, the rush of water in the bathroom, the murmur of nocturnal confidences, the fretful cry of a child in the night, all startled and distressed him whose ear had found music in the roar of the thresher and had been soothed by the rattle of the tractor and the hoa.r.s.e hoot of the steamboat whistle at the landing. His farm"s edge had been marked by the Mississippi rolling grandly by.
Since they had moved into town he had found only one city sound that he really welcomed: the rattle and clink that marked the milkman"s matutinal visit. The milkman came at six, and he was the good fairy who released Ben Westerveld from durance vile--or had been until the winter months made his coming later and later, so that he became worse than useless as a timepiece. But now it was late March, and mild. The milkman"s coming would soon again mark old Ben"s rising hour. Before he had begun to take it easy six o"clock had seen the entire mechanism of his busy little world humming smoothly and sweetly, the whole set in motion by his own big work-calloused hands. Those hands puzzled him now.
He often looked at them curiously and in a detached sort of way as if they belonged to someone else. So white they were, and smooth and soft, with long, pliant nails that never broke off from rough work as they used to. Of late there were little splotches of brown on the backs of his hands and around the thumbs.