"Bill Andrews," he sez; an" I opened the door an" kicked him through it: but in a minute back he comes, cringin" like a cur. "Don"t send me away until after I see what direction Silver takes," he whimpered. "He never forgives; He"ll kill me if he sees me; let me stay until after he starts."
I laughed. "Why, you fool you," I sez, "if he SHOULD happen to ruin you beyond repair you don"t imagine any one would put on mournin" do ya?
But if it"s goin" to make your mind any easier I stand ready to give you a written guarantee "at he won"t use any knee-gun to do it with.
Now you get; I"m strainin" myself to keep from spoilin" you on my own hook."
I was in an advanced state of bein" exasperated, an" I walked up to him intendin" to brand him a few with the b.u.t.t of his own gun, when Barbie spoke low an" cold, but in a voice fairly jagged with scorn: "Let the creature alone; I don"t want d.i.c.k to soil his boots." Barbie"s voice had lost its college finish, an" she was in the mood to do a little shootin" herself just then.
d.i.c.k finished his packin" in short order, an" went out an" saddled his pony an" rode away toward Danders an" Laramie. We all set like corpse-watchers for half an hour longer, an" then Jabez straightened up an" sez to Piker; "Take your money out o" that pot an" never get caught in this neighborhood again. Your partner started toward Laramie; when you see him tell him I"ll send the full amount o" the pot to him as soon as he sends me his address. You can also tell him that I"ll kill him if he ever sets foot on this ranch again."
Barbie was standin" at the window lookin" out into the moonlight which had swallered up the best part of her world. When Jabez finished speakin" she turned around an" looked at Piker. "I can"t figger out just whose dog-robber yon are," she sez; "but next time you go gunnin"
for Silver d.i.c.k--you better take the whole gang with you."
It fair hurt me to see Barbie"s face, so hard it was an" so different from the real Barbie: but it warmed my heart to hear the way she made that Silver d.i.c.k ring out. Oh, she was a thoroughbred every inch of her, that girl was. Piker didn"t say a word; he just picked up his coin an" walked out o" the room, an" I raised up the window an" drew a deep breath. The blame pole-cat had managed to slip out an" saddle his pony about supper time, an" in a second he dashed away toward Webb Station, mighty thankful in his nasty little heart that he wasn"t bound for h.e.l.l, where he rightly belonged.
"Did you ever know d.i.c.k before he came here, Happy?" asked Barbie.
"I swear to heaven that I never knew that our d.i.c.k was Silver d.i.c.k until this very night," sez I; "but I"d be willing to stake my life on his word, an" I"d take it again the word of any other livin" man--bar none."
"Thank you, Happy. Good-night." She held her head high as she walked out o" the room; but I knew that livin" serpents was tearin" at her heart.
Ol" Cast Steel sat for an hour, his chin on his hands an" his elbows on the table, lookin" at the pile of money an" checks on the table before him.
"Gold, gold, gold!" he mutters at last; "it builds the churches an" the schoolhouses an" the homes; an" it fills the jails and the insane asylums an" h.e.l.l itself. It drives brother to murder brother, an"
neither love nor friendship is proof against its curse. It starves those who scorn it, while those who pay out their souls for it find themselves sinking, sinking, sinking in its hideous quicksand until at last it closes above their mad screams. G.o.d! if I only had my life to live over!"
That was just the way he said it, deep an" hoa.r.s.e an" coning between his set teeth; an" I felt the hair raisin" on my head. He looked like a lost soul, an" the whites of his eyes showed in ghastly rings around the pupils.
"You take this rubbish, Happy," sez he, turnin" on me. "You"re too much like the birds an" the beasts for it to ever injure you. Take it an"
spend it--drink it, throw it away, burn it up, destroy it, an" when it is gone come back here an" live in the open again an" you"ll never be far from the spirit of G.o.d."
Well, I knew it was ol" Cast Steel who was speakin", but it was mighty hard to believe it. "I don"t mean no disrespect to you, Jabez," I sez, edgin" toward the door, "but I"ll see you d.a.m.ned first." An" I slid outside an" straddled a pony an" rode till the dawn wind blew all the fever out of me an" let the sunshine in.
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
FEMININE LOGIC
Well, the Diamond Dot was sure a dismal dump after that. Every one had liked d.i.c.k; but they didn"t know how much until he was snuffed out like the flame of a candle. The ol" man had me make a stagger at fillin"
d.i.c.k"s shoes; but it wasn"t what a truthful man would call a coal-ossal success. d.i.c.k had left a lot of directions, tellin" how to judge the markets an" how to make improvements without feelin" the cost, an" a dozen other things that. I had allus supposed was simply a mixture o"
luck an" Providence; but it wasn"t in my line to figger things out on paper. Give me the actual cattle an" I could nurse "em along through sand-storm an" blizzard, an" round "em up in the President"s back yard; but at that time they didn"t signify much to me when they was corraled up on a sheet of paper. When it cane to action I was as prepossessed as a clerk at a pie counter; but I didn"t have the slightest symptom of what they call the legal mind.
The" wouldn"t much "a" come of it; but one day Barbie came out of her daze an" walked into the office where I was sweatin" over some of d.i.c.k"s prognostications, stuck a pencil behind her ear, an" waded into "em; an" from that on I took off my hat to a college edication. d.i.c.k may have been on the queer all right, but he was smooth enough to hide it. Anyhow, ol" man Judson"s bank account was a heap plumper"n it was when d.i.c.k had his first whack at it, an" d.i.c.k had drawn a mighty stately salery himself. But he earned it, for the ranch was in strictly modern order an" runnin" on a pa.s.senger schedule.
It allus gave me a hurtin" in the chest to see either Barbie or the ol"
man himself those days. The" was a set look in Barbie"s eyes; cold an"
unflinchin" an" defiant. I once saw the same expression in the eyes of a trapped mountain lion. The ol" man"s face was all plowed up too. He reminded me of an Injun up to Port Bridger. A Shoshone he was from the Wind River country, an" he had the look of an eagle; but he got a holt of some alcohol an" upset a kettle o" boilin" grease on himself. He lived for eight days with part of his bones stickin" through, but never givin" a groan; an" I ain"t got the look of his face out o" my system yet. Jabez reminded me of it a heap: an" he was just about as noisy over it too. I never supposed that the Diamond Dot could get to lookin"
so much like a desert island to me. I got to feelin" like one who had been sent up for life, an" I would sure have made a break for freedom if it hadn"t been for the little girl. I couldn"t bear to leave her.
One of the saddest things I ever see in my whole life was the difference between the way she an" Jabez acted an" the way they used to. I"ve heard preachers beseech their victims to live in peace an"
harmony together, an" not to quarrel or complain; an" right at the time it didn"t sound so empty an" mockish; but when you come to boil it down the" ain"t nothin" in that theory. Why, I"d seen the ol" man hunt Barbie all forenoon just to pick a quarrel with her; an" they would fuss an" stew an" revile each other an" keep it up all through dinner; an" then go off in the afternoon an" sc.r.a.p from wire to wire; but they was enjoyin" themselves fine, an" addin" to their stock of what is called mutual respect. Every time one of "em would land it would cheer him up an" put the other one on his mettle; an" they certainly did get more comfort an" brotherly love out of it than most folks does out of a prayer-meetin"; but after d.i.c.k went away the" wasn"t no more quarrels.
No, they was as differential as a pair of j.a.panese amba.s.sadors; an" she never called him Dad again--never once! an" I could see him a-hunngerin" for it with the look in his eyes a young cow has when she is huntin" for the little wet calf the coyotes has beat her to. It was allus, "Yes, sir," or "No, sir," until I could almost hear the ol"
man"s heart a-breakin" in his breast.
She never complained none, Barbie didn"t. She plowed through her work as though it was goin" to bring him back to her; an" when she couldn"t think of anything else to do she would tramp off to the hills or ride like the wind over the roughest roads she could find. Time an" again she wouldn"t be able to sleep, but would steal out o" the house, an" we could hear her guitar sobbin" an" wailin of in the night; but if Barbie herself ever shed a tear it never left a mark on her cheek nor put a glaze to her eye.
The" was one knoll not far from the house which commanded the view a long way toward Danders in one direction, an" a long way toward Webb Station in another, an" she spent about ten minutes each evenin" on this knoll. Oh, it used to hurt, it used to hurt, to see that purty little light-hearted creature makin" her fight all alone, an" never lettin" another livin" bein" come within hailin" distance. At times it was all I could do to keep from goin" gunnin" for d.i.c.k myself.
Once she sez to me, "Happy, if any mail comes to me I want to get it myself, an" I want you to see that I do get it."
"Barbie," sez I, "as far as my feeble power goes you"ll get your mail; an" if it happens to involve any other male--why, from this on, I"m under your orders." She was grateful all right, an" tried to smile, but it was a purty successful failure.
Soon the winter settled down an" the snow blotted out the trails, but she never heard from him. The ol" man had wrote to the postmaster at Laramie, an" he had answered that d.i.c.k had allus played fair accordin"
to the best o" his belief. He went on to say that d.i.c.k was generally counted about the best citizen they had; but that after he had shut Big Brown he had pulled out an" no one knew where he was. He said "at Brown hadn"t died, which was a cause for sorrow to the whole town. He also said that Denton would be a disgrace to coyote parents. He furthermore went on to state that d.i.c.k still owned quite a little property in Laramie. The old man showed me an" Barbie the letter; but it didn"t help much.
When Thanksgivin" hove in sight the ol" man dug up a bottle o" whiskey, an" put on a few ruffles to sort o" stiffen up his back; an" one day after dinner he sez to Barbie, "Now you just stay settin"." She was in the habit of estimatin" just how little nurishment it would take to run her to the next feed, gettin" it into her in the shortest possible time, an" then makin" a streak for it.
"Now, little girl," sez Jabez, tryin" to look joyous an" free from care, "you are leadin" too sober a life. I want to see you happy again.
I want to see you laughin" about the house, like you used to. Can"t you sort o" liven up a little?"
"I might," sez she, with the first sneer I ever see her use on the ol"
man, "I might, if you"d give me the rest o" the bottle you got your own gaiety out of."
Cast Steel"s face turned as red as a brick, an" his fist doubled up.
"That"s a sample o" your idee of respect, is it? You"re gettin" too infernal biggoty. Now you pay attention. I want to have a little gatherin" here Thanks-givin". Will you, or will you not, see that the arrangements are attended to?"
"Yes, sir," sez Barbie, lookin" down at her plate. "How many guests will the" be?"
"Well, how can I tell?" sez Jabez. "Can you get ready for twenty?"
"Yes, sir," answers Barbie, never liftin" her eyes.
"Yes, sir; yes, sir; yes, sir!" yells the of man. "I get everlastin"
tired o" your "yes, sirs." Am I or am I not your ol" Dad?"
"If you prefer, I can call you father," sez she, like she was talkin"
to the moon through a telephone. "Dad is not correct English; it is a kalowquism."
This was allus like a pail o" water to the ol" man. Nothin" stung him any worse than to have her peel a couple o" layers off her edication an" chuck "em at him.
"Do you know what is apt to happen if you keep on pesterin" me?" he sez, glarin" at her. "Do you think "at you"re too big to be whipped?"
She raised her eyes an" looked at him then. Poor feller, he could "a"
torn his tongue out by the roots the minute it was guilty o" that fool speech; but she didn"t spare him. She let him have the full effect o"
that look, an" he seemed to shrivel up. "I reckon you"re big enough to whip me--once," she said; "but I"m of age, an" I"m mighty sure "at that would be the finishin" touch "at would break the bonds what seem to hold me to this house. I probably have bad blood o" some kind in me; but I"m not so ill-favored but what I can find a man to go along with me when I do conclude to go." She looked at me, an" the ol" man looked at me, an" I felt like a red-hot stove; but I straightened back in my chair, an" I cleared my throat. "I ain"t no mind-reader," sez I, "but I"m bettin" on that same card."
The ol" man couldn"t think up a come-back; so in about a minute he pushed back his chair, upsettin" it an" lettin" it lay where it fell.