She gave him a formal, if somewhat perfunctory, bow and then quickly pulled her mat out of the gym bag and sat down.
"Let us begin," Quinn said. "Breathe deeply. Open your inner window and listen to your senses. Find the harmonic balance within."
Lyra closed her eyes and concentrated intently on following the instructions. Unfortunately, she had been unable to get the knack of meditating. Sadly, the harder she tried to sink into the tranquil mental state that the other students achieved so easily, the more difficult the process became.
An unpleasant restlessness descended on her in cla.s.s, making her edgy instead of calm. She found herself consciously trying to suppress the sensation. Master Quinn had urged her to stop fighting the agitation, explaining that the key to harmonic balance was to let go of the illusion of control. But that, she had learned, was easier said than done.
"Pay attention to the whispers of your senses," Master Quinn intoned. "All the answers are there, within you . . ."
Chapter 7.
CRUZ CAME AWAKE WITH A JOLT OF ENERGY THAT HAD become all too familiar in recent weeks. His senses slammed into full throttle, leaving him feeling unpleasantly overstimulated; a hunter ready to go for the throat but no target in view.
The sudden blasts of urgency had become more frequent, occurring unpredictably. They were accompanied by fragments of images that he could not make out clearly. He got only a vague impression of towering canyons formed by strangely warped structures and buildings. Along with the glimpses of the nightmarish cityscape came a sense that Lyra was in danger. But the shards of the vision always disappeared as inexplicably as they had come.
The first couple of times he"d had the experience, he"d sent his young cousin Jeff, an agent from AI Security, to check up, very discreetly, on Lyra. He knew she would be furious if she thought he had spied on her during the past three months. But he"d had to be sure that she was all right. Jeff had reported that she was fine and going about her usual routine. He had found no evidence that she was in any danger. She was not even dating. She had appeared fully preoccupied with her work as a tuner and her lawsuit against Amber Inc.
Cruz had taken a few crumbs of comfort from the knowledge that she wasn"t seeing another man.
After a few more of the disturbing episodes, he had, for a time, questioned his own psychic mental health. He"d done some research. He and his two brothers were the latest in a long line of unusual talents. For generations, those abilities had brought the family considerable wealth.
But the inheritance had a very dark side. The family talents were strong, but his very pragmatic ancestors had concluded that there was only one truly profitable application for those unique abilities. The result was that for several hundred years his ancestors had made their livings in ways that did not always look good in the light of day. There was no getting around the fact that the family tree was populated with a lot of professional a.s.sa.s.sins, hit men, contract killers, and mercenaries.
True, Sweet.w.a.ters had always taken pride in taking contracts from what they believed to be the right side. They considered themselves the good guys. But when you hunted and killed for money, what did that make you? And what did it do to the individual psyches of the members of a family that had engaged in such a business for a few hundred years, ever since the late 1880s, Old Earth time?
But those days were over, he reminded himself. Mostly. Fifty years ago his grandfather had put an end to what had been the family business for generations. Big Jake Sweet.w.a.ter had set the clan on a new course. More or less.
Of course, some things never changed.
In the end, however, he had concluded that the disturbing dreams were simply a result of the psychic bond he shared with Lyra. The hunter in him was prowling his unconscious mind, frustrated because he had not been able to claim his mate.
Soon, he thought. Not much longer.
The phone rezzed. He sat up on the edge of the bed and looked at the number on the tiny screen. Speak of the devil. A call from his grandfather was never a great way to start a day. He picked up the phone.
"Good morning, sir."
"Did you have to use Lyra Dore to get that team out last night?" Jake Sweet.w.a.ter growled.
The lack of a "Good morning" or "Did I wake you?" was cla.s.sic Big Jake Sweet.w.a.ter style. He had little patience for the routine pleasantries unless it suited him to use them for some reason of his own. On those occasions when he did resort to politeness or diplomacy, smart people headed for the door. Affability was a sure indication that Jake was up to no good. The only person who could exercise some measure of control over him was his wife, Madeline.
"No one we"ve got on staff could de-rez that chamber entrance," Cruz said patiently.
"Yeah, the papers made that d.a.m.n clear. The press is having a field day with this. For the past three months Lyra Dore has tried to make the company look bad in the media. She portrayed AI as a big, bad specter-cat that likes to gobble up innocent little independent prospectors for lunch. Now she shows us up as complete idiots because we had to call her in to open the ruin."
"That is one possible interpretation."
"It"s sure as h.e.l.l the interpretation that"s all over the news. And what"s this about the two of you being involved in a romantic relationship? Where did the reporters get that idea?"
"You know the press," Cruz said. "Always looking for an angle."
"How much did you pay Lyra Dore for de-rezzing the chamber, anyway?"
"We haven"t discussed the matter of her fee yet. There wasn"t time last night. She agreed to help as soon as I told her that there were five people trapped inside the chamber. After that, things got busy."
"Hah. She"s a Dore. She"ll find some way to turn this to her advantage. Probably hold us up for a fortune, and we"ll have to pay, because if we don"t, AI will look like the evil corporate empire she wants everyone to believe it is."
"I"ll let you know the price tag. By the way, there"s something you might want to consider here, sir."
"What"s that?" Jake demanded.
"We still need her expertise in the lab. Nothing has changed since last night. Webber hasn"t been able to find anyone else who can tune amethyst, let alone rez those relics."
"d.a.m.n." Jake was silent for a moment. "Well, h.e.l.l, maybe those stones are just pretty little alien sculptures after all, like Lyra Dore claimed."
"Got a hunch that the ones that we found in the ruin may be nothing more than attractive works of art," Cruz agreed.
There was a short silence while Jake digested that. "You think she held out on us? Stashed some of the stones?"
"What would you have done if you had been in her situation with a big company moving in to take over your discovery?"
Jake snorted. "h.e.l.l, I"d have picked out some of the most important pieces and tucked them away someplace safe where I was sure no one would ever find them. Then I"d bide my time until the heat died down and move them on the underground collectors" market."
"That same thought crossed my mind, too."
"Green h.e.l.l. Should have figured she"d try something like that. She"s a Dore. Chip of amber straight off the old block. If she"d had a lick of common sense, she would have taken the cash we offered. That"s what any reasonable person would have done."
"I don"t think Lyra was feeling reasonable three months ago when we moved in on the ruin."
"What caused the chamber entrance to close?" Jake asked.
"We don"t know. Lyra said it was probably some stray currents from a nearby psi river or storm. The only other possibility, according to her, is that someone deliberately closed the entrance by working silver, diamond, or amethyst amber."
"You said there was no indication of any rivers or storms in the area."
"Right."
"Well, we know we don"t have anyone on staff who can work amethyst. If we did, you wouldn"t have had to pull in Lyra Dore." Jake paused. "Anyone on that team who could work silver or diamond?"
"No. After I got back to the surface I checked the parapsych profiles of everyone involved last night. I looked at the files of the two Guild men, as well. None of them could rez any of those three varieties of rock. And even if it did turn out that one of them had kept his or her talent a secret, there"s no obvious motive for trying to murder five people."
"We sure as h.e.l.l know one person who could have closed that entrance, don"t we? And she had a motive. Revenge. Where was Lyra Dore when the chamber locked up?"
"I don"t know," Cruz admitted. "But it doesn"t matter. She didn"t sabotage the ruin."
"Maybe she figured out how to set some kind of time-delayed trap before she turned over control of the chamber," Jake mused.
"No," Cruz said. "Lyra is p.i.s.sed at AI, but she would never have put lives at risk for the sake of a little vengeance."
"What makes you so sure of that?"
"You know why I"m sure."
Jake exhaled heavily. "Face it, you were wrong about her. She"s not the right woman for you."
"Yes," Cruz said quietly, "she is."
"d.a.m.n it, if she were the right woman, you wouldn"t be in this situation. She"s playing you."
"Things got complicated three months ago. My fault. She doesn"t trust me now. I need to change that."
"What you need to do is your job. Find out what she"s hiding from us."
Jake ended the connection.
Cruz looked at the dead phone in his hand. "Hate to tell you this, Big Jake, but I"ve got other priorities."
Chapter 8.
"FORGIVE ME FOR SPEAKING OF PERSONAL MATTERS, Lyra." Master Quinn smiled his gentle smile. "I cannot help but notice that you seem increasingly uncentered lately. I sense that something is making it difficult for you to find the harmonic balance within."
The last of the meditation students was leaving the studio. Lyra finished rolling up her mat and stuffed it into her gym bag.
"I know I haven"t been a great student," she said. "I can"t seem to concentrate properly. Things have been somewhat hectic lately."
Quinn nodded somberly. "I saw the morning papers. The head of Amber Inc. Security asked you to a.s.sist in a rescue mission at the ruin that you discovered a few months ago. I"m surprised you agreed to help."
"Not like I had much choice." She crouched to zip up the bag. "There were several people trapped inside. Amber Inc. didn"t have anyone else available who could de-rez the entrance."
"I understand. It was a generous and charitable action on your part. But I suspect that now that AI knows that you are the only one they can call on to work that amethyst amber, they will request more and more a.s.sistance from you."
"They can ask, but my answer will be no."
"I hope for your sake that you will find the strength to refuse."
The concern in his quiet voice startled her. She rose slowly to her feet.
"Why do you say that?"
He did not respond immediately. Instead, he watched her for a long moment. She wondered uneasily what he saw.
"I hesitate to say anything more," he said finally. "It is not my place. My job is to provide guidance to you as you seek balance and harmony in your life. But you are my student, and I have a responsibility toward you. I feel I must warn you."
A chill swept through her not unlike the sensation she got when one of the nightmares struck. She gripped the handle of the gym bag tightly.
"If you intend to warn me not to get any more involved with Amber Inc., don"t worry," she said. "I realize that would be asking for trouble."
"It is not just your renewed a.s.sociation with Cruz Sweet.w.a.ter and his family firm that makes me uneasy." Quinn walked to the high windows on one wall of the studio. He clasped his hands behind his back and contemplated the view of the Dead City wall. "It is the escalating energy of disharmony I perceive in your aura that worries me. Once again I apologize for intruding, but are you feeling well, Lyra?"
She was afraid to breathe. If Quinn could sense that something was happening to her, something that affected her mind and her perception of reality, maybe she had an even bigger problem than she thought. But d.a.m.ned if she would admit it to anyone, including Quinn. At least, not yet. There was still a possibility that she was just suffering from stress. Also an excellent possibility that I"m in complete denial, she thought.
But she could not get past the fact that, except for those harrowing moments when the nightmares enveloped her, she felt normal. Well, as normal as she ever had. Of course, crazy people usually thought they were normal, too. Take Grandpa, for instance, she thought sadly.
Arthur Dore had spent his last years obsessed with finding various and a.s.sorted legendary lost amber claims. He had spent all of his money on phony treasure maps and fake journals purporting to contain the secret locations of fabled mines of rare and exotic amber. In the end he had died penniless. She had been the only one at his bedside. She"d had to dig into her own small savings account to pay for the funeral.
Her grandfather had been a gruff, disappointed, unhappy man, but in his own way, he had loved her. And he had taught her a few things, one of which was the importance of keeping her secrets.
"I"m all right, Master Quinn," she said politely. "I appreciate your concern, but I"m in excellent health. Really."
"I was not referring to your physical health." Quinn did not take his eyes off the emerald towers. "It is the state of your psychic well-being that worries me. I can see that you do not wish to discuss it, and that is most certainly your prerogative. But I sense that whatever is going on within you is linked to your talent. The harmonic imbalance in your aura this morning is worse than usual."
"Please don"t worry about me, sir."
"Have you considered the possibility that working that amethyst amber last night might have exacerbated the problem?"
"I don"t have a problem," she said briskly. "I"m just a little tired and stressed out. Got home late. Didn"t get enough sleep. Didn"t have time for breakfast. What with one thing and another, I probably am out of whack this morning, harmonically speaking. Nothing another cup of strong coffee can"t fix."
He turned back to her, his expression serene, as always. He smiled his wise smile again. "You owe me no explanations or apologies. I have said enough. You are ent.i.tled to your privacy. I will merely add that if you ever decide that you need some guidance of a more private nature than what I can offer in a group cla.s.s, I hope you will feel that you can come to me."
The hair lifted on the nape of her neck.
"Uh, thank you," she said.
Good grief. Was Master Quinn suggesting what she thought he was suggesting? Was he coming on to her?
No, of course not. It was just her imagination. He was a Harmonic Meditation guru, for goodness" sake.
That was the problem with having once been burned by a Sweet.w.a.ter. You started seeing every man as a potential fire hazard.
Clutching the gym bag, she hurried out the door and down the stairs.
Chapter 9.