A sigh like the softest whine of a keener. "I can tell neither truth nor lie."
"Stick him, then?" asked Braisy.
Orem braced himself to run-he"d not die of a blade in a place like this. But Braisy was strong, stronger than such a small man looked to be. And then the shadow"s dry hand, crisp and light as paper, stroked his bare arm. "Safe, safe," came the whisper. "Safe, safe." And then a tiny p.r.i.c.k on his arm, something edged like a razor or a sharp rock sc.r.a.ping off the blood that surely formed, and the shadow moved away.
"Sweet sweet Sister sister sister," came the hissing from a corner of the room. "Nothing, nothing."
"What then?" asked Braisy. His voice sounded like shouting, the room was so still.
"Pa.s.s or stay, stay or pa.s.s, all one, what can I tell?"
Hesitation.
"I need to p.i.s.s."
Braisy"s hand squeezed tighter on his arm. "Not now, not now, I"m thinking. What are you, boy?"
I"m scared of dying, that"s what I am. You"ve taken my blood, name of G.o.d! Let me go. "Orem ap Avonap," he said. "Try that name."
The shadow returned quickly. "The son of Avonap? But that"s a lie, a lie, a lie, there"s no goldenwheat seed inside of you."
"Swear to G.o.d."
"There"s word," said the shadow, "of a learned doctor."
"Would this boy be useful to him?"
"Who can say? Take the low way, low to Segrivaun, and ask for the gla.s.s of public death."
"s.h.i.t," muttered Braisy.
"Or nothing."
"And I say s.h.i.t. But yes. Yes, the low way, d.a.m.n you."
"And d.a.m.n you," came the whisper.
Braisy dragged him now to a far corner of the room, where a deeper black waited in the black of the wall. Braisy stopped there and shoved him in. For a sickening moment he thought he was falling into a pit. Then his foot hit a step. Bad angle. He lurched, he stumbled down three more steps, and when he caught himself his foot was on fire with pain and he was frightened.
"Careful, boy," said Braisy.
"I can"t see."
A door closed softly above them. Only then did Braisy try to strike a light. Click; spark. Click; spark. Click; light. A little flame in a wad of dry wool. With his bare hands Braisy gently and slowly moved the burning wool to a small lamp. It took. The stairway went down steeply, and didn"t bend. The treads were only inches, the risers a foot at least, and it led far deeper into the darkness than ever the house could be. The low way.
And if I do do escape, what then? Must remember my way back. Up the stairs, out this door however it opens, past the whispering shadow, left in the hall, down the stairs, and out. He made it a thread in his mind, a thread of words that became numbers and numbers that became words. Little mnemonics formed. Stone Road Bone Road. The stairs ended in a dirt tunnel that could not go straight for fifteen feet, with turns here and holes overhead and holes down and streams of filthy water crossing the path. escape, what then? Must remember my way back. Up the stairs, out this door however it opens, past the whispering shadow, left in the hall, down the stairs, and out. He made it a thread in his mind, a thread of words that became numbers and numbers that became words. Little mnemonics formed. Stone Road Bone Road. The stairs ended in a dirt tunnel that could not go straight for fifteen feet, with turns here and holes overhead and holes down and streams of filthy water crossing the path.
The dirt walls turned to brick, with gaps every few inches, narrow s.p.a.ces a quarter of a brick wide. Out of some of them came a thin trickle of fluid. Was it raining above ground? Why did they build this place? Fly dog, sky dog, ice water, under water. The thread of the remembered path grew longer, and Orem wondered if he could hold it all in his mind. And all along the walls, the little slits.
The corridor tipped left and down, and the floor was slick hard mud with a thin skiff of water running over it. Orem"s foot skidded. He braced himself against the wall. His longest finger slipped into a gap in the bricks. The water flowed down his arm.
"Name of G.o.d," Braisy said. "Get your hand out."
Orem retrieved his finger from the slit.
"Look at your arm."
It was wet. Braisy held the lamp over it, studied where the water had flowed. "Should be black. Should be black, boy. It"s where they put the ashes of the dead. They fill up the slits with the ashes of the dead, and if you get the water on you, then you-but you don"t turn black, do you? What are you, boy?"
They came to a stairway down. The water cascaded over the steps. They descended, a step at a time. Water began dripping from the arched bricks overhead. Now and then the lamp hissed when a drop struck it. Braisy seemed to wince with each drip that hit him.
"Quiet here," Braisy said softly. "The guards have tunnels through here, to listen for people like us, trying for the Hole. And if you think to call for help, remember this-everyone who"s taken in the paths of the Hole always says they were forced, always claims they were lost in the Tombs. The guard cuts them up anyway, in little pieces, boy. Cuts them up in little pieces. Think of it before you shout for help."
The stairs stopped, and now it was rock overhead, not masonry. Here and there were posts to sh.o.r.e up the roof of the tunnel. The water ran sluggishly; where would it drain to, after all, at the bottom of the world?
"What are you going to do with me?" Orem whispered.
"Shut up," Braisy answered.
More twists and turns, and Orem felt the floor of the tunnel begin to incline. They were climbing now, and the water grew shallower and began to run against their path, downward, and finally they were on an upward climbing corkscrew through the rock. When the path had crossed itself three times, the stone walls and steps made way for wood.
"Slowly," whispered Braisy. "No squeaks, no creaks."
A step at a time, placing their feet at the edges of the stairs, they crept upward. Suddenly he cracked his head against a ceiling. There was a roof over them, smooth planks from side to side of the wooden stair, and the stair ran right up into it and stopped.
"That"s right, knock," Braisy whispered. "Why not call out a greeting? We"ll not pa.s.s you for bright, will we?" Braisy clambered awkwardly up beside him and reached with his finger until he found a hole in one of the planks. He waggled his finger around, then held the lamp up against the hole. The flame flattened, then leapt up. For more than a minute he held the lamp there, and then the board flew upward, and the one beside it, and the one beside that, until there was a way to climb out. The boards were subtly hinged and silent.
"Trying to burn us out?" asked an immense fat woman. Her voice was soft but still had an edge to it. "Want to start a flame? Should we roast a rat over the hole? Braisy, you"re a rutting hog, that"s what you are, come up, come in."
Segrivaun The woman gave them each a hand and pulled them into a room that was lit, to Orem"s surprise, by daylight. Wasn"t it night? Hadn"t he been hours in the dark? Or could it be the next morning already? No, he wasn"t that that tired. There was no open window; just a few cracks in the wooden wall, with a roll of heavy black cloth tied above it, ready to be let down at night to hold candlelight inside. Orem wondered if this woman lived all her life here. Perhaps. It paid: Braisy handed her two silvers. tired. There was no open window; just a few cracks in the wooden wall, with a roll of heavy black cloth tied above it, ready to be let down at night to hold candlelight inside. Orem wondered if this woman lived all her life here. Perhaps. It paid: Braisy handed her two silvers.
"Ah," said the fat woman. Her b.r.e.a.s.t.s hung well below her waist, as if she were smuggling grain sacks under her blouse. Her belly wagged to and fro when she walked. Her face, too, was draped with flesh; even her brow hung loosely over her eyes, and she actually lifted her forehead with her hand so she could look up and see Orem"s face.
"What is he? Why this way? Surely not for the King, this one!"
"A shadow said to take him to you, Segrivaun, and you"d lead us to the gla.s.s of public death."
Segrivaun looked away, let her brows fall down over her eyes again. "For him?" him?"
"Said he was wanting."
"Oh, yes, wanting. They brought what he wanted here just an hour ago, cloven hoof and two men binding. Only four horns, but enough, enough, a little one but enough. I want nothing of him. Go on, through here."
She led the way into a cavernous pa.s.sageway. Forced to bend in the low tunnel, following right behind the woman, Orem couldn"t hide from the stench of her; she was foul. But the way was not long. They came to a room with a round hole in the ceiling and two heavy ropes coming down. One rope was taut and tied to a stout iron ring bolted to the floor; the other was also taut but hung free through a hole near the ring, going down deeper into the house.
The fat woman positioned them opposite her and bade them stand away from the ropes, while she fairly enveloped the fastened one in her belly and b.r.e.a.s.t.s, holding to the free rope with both hands. She grunted and pulled down on the free rope. The floor rose under them.
Not the whole floor, but a circle of it, and it wobbled madly. They rose past one floor, past another, and finally stopped at the third. Segrivaun lifted them a few inches clear of the floor, then began rocking back and forth. It was a terrifying motion, and Orem couldn"t balance fast enough to keep from falling. But when he fell, the platform fell also, and enough to the side of the hole that it stayed as Segrivaun stepped to the caught edge and held it there with her weight.
Braisy quickly took the lamp a few steps away, to where some heavy boards lay on the floor. He took one up, spanned the hole in the floor with it, it, and shoved it under the edge of the circle of wood. Segrivaun stepped off, and now apparently the need for whispering was through.
"Get up," Braisy said impatiently.
Orem stood, stepping back quickly from the circle and the hole. Fire searing, lecher leering, number finger, Stone Road, Bone Road. The thread was complete. Orem knew that now was his chance, if he swung into the hole and dropped to the floor below, then climbed down the free rope to the bottom, then retraced all his steps- Segrivaun"s huge hand closed on his arm. Orem tried to pull away.
"There"s some tried it," Segrivaun said. "They"re all dead, though. All got lost in the catacombs."
I won"t.
"But Braisy"s paid three silvers already, he doesn"t want a dead one, does he, doesn"t want a lost one. Come on."
Segrivaun opened a door, and they stepped into a tiny chamber. Braisy closed the door after them and set the lamp on a high shelf. He took a deep breath. "Strip," he said.
And meant it, for he began taking off all his clothes himself. Orem unbelted his shirt and pulled it over his head, uneasy at not knowing what was going to happen. Segrivaun, too, was undressing; modestly she turned her back to them and pulled acres of cloth over her head. Her b.u.t.tocks, Orem saw, were as loose as her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, and nearly reached the floor.
"Take off your wrap, too," Braisy said. "And sandals."
Orem untied the sandals from his calves, let them drop to the ground. Braisy kicked them into a corner. Then, when Orem was too slow with his winder wrap, he yanked on it, pulled it free. The last of Orem"s money dropped to the floor, rolled. Braisy had all three coins before they were still. "The last of what you owe me."
"Never miss a minim, do you?" the fat woman chuckled. She crossed her arms across her chest in a mockery of modesty; the huge black nipples of her dugs hung far below, where her hands could not possibly reach them. "They"re ready in there, ready for sure."
Orem reached down and picked up his clothes, bundled them under his arm. Braisy reached out and knocked them down, then opened the door.
It was bright inside. A round room, with stone walls and no windows. A stairway came up one wall, curving. Candles hung all along the walls, and there was a small fire in a clay pot, which stank with some heavy, sweet smell that burned Orem"s nose. The stones of the wall were so huge that Orem knew immediately that this was one of the towers of the Hole. One of the towers, and surely the towers were held by the guards; surely he was betrayed.
Then he saw the four-horned hart in the middle of the floor and he had no thought for walls and soldiers.
The Hart in the Tower The hart was alive, its eyes staring in terror. It lay on its back, a helpless and unnatural pose, its four legs tied and stretched off in the four directions, pegged to the floor. At the joint of the hind leg and the belly a cut had been made, and the hart"s blood was pumping out in sluggish flows into a low copper pan held by an old man. An old man who was naked but for a deerskin over his shoulders: a doeskin, for the head was hornless where it rested on his grey and tousled hair.
"Hartkiller!" Orem cried softly. And in the moment that his name for the crime hung in the stony, silent air, the hart died. Its head went slack, its tongue lolled: It was a deep voice that rumbled out from under the doe"s skin. "A boy," he said. "And from High Waterswatch, where they keep the memory of the Hart. What have you brought me?"
"His name is-"
But Braisy was silenced by the wave of a hand. The old man"s long-fingered hand seemed to have too many knuckles, too many joints. A single finger rose straight into the air, but from the back of the hand, so that the angle grew painful just to watch: all the other fingers straight down, and this single finger pointing upward.
And they waited. The hand did not waver.
The fat woman lumbered forward. The old man dipped a finger of his other hand into the copper pan and touched the bright b.l.o.o.d.y tip of his finger to her tongue. Braisy also tasted, and Orem, too, found the finger reaching for his tongue, and licked the cooling blood. It was sweet, it was sweet, and it burned all the way into his throat.
Braisy and Segrivaun stared at him with wide and frightened eyes. What was wrong? Orem grew afraid and looked behind him, but there was nothing there. It was he who frightened them. What change had the hart"s blood wrought in him, that they should look at him with such horror?
"What is the price?" asked Segrivaun in a high voice. "Oh, G.o.d, a pilgrim"s trap!"
Braisy giggled nervously. "You didn"t tell me, boy. Cheater, cheater, G.o.d hates all liars."
Orem did not understand. What was this talk of G.o.d and pilgrims, with a hart bled to death on the floor, with the taste of hart"s blood in all their mouths?
Something hot touched his leg. Orem looked down. It was the wizard"s hand, still split wide like a keener"s jaws, fastened to him.
"Not a pilgrim, are you?" said the deep voice. It sounded kind. "Not a pilgrim, and yet still we see you, we all see all, when all should have vanished at the taste of hart"s blood."
Vanished. They were supposed to disappear. And blamed the failure of it on him.
"Forgive me, Gallowgla.s.s," Segrivaun began.
"Forgive you? Forgive you a dozen silvers" worth, that"s how I forgive you. What woe you"ve brought me. What trouble is here in this miserable boy. A dozen silvers, Segrivaun. You little know who guided your footsteps through the low way, Braisteneft. You little know who drew you up the spider"s line, Segrivaun."
Gallowgla.s.s stood. He was tall for an old man. He faced Orem with gaze level. "And so early, and so young. What haste."
Orem did not know what the old man meant. He only knew that Gallowgla.s.s"s eyes were filled with tears, and yet his face looked acquisitive.
"How long will they let you stay, do you think?" he said softly, as if to himself. "Long enough, perhaps. Too long, perhaps. But worth this, yes. If If you can leant-if you can leant-if I I can teach-" can teach-"
Abruptly Gallowgla.s.s"s hand flew through the air, paused directly in front of Orem"s face, and that single upraised finger lowered swiftly and sat upon Orem"s eyeball. Rested on the open eye, yet Orem did not blink. He just stared at the pinkish black of the old man"s finger, vaguely aware that it was hot. Suddenly the finger came into impossibly clear focus. Every whorl and twist was visible, and in them he could see, as if a hundred yards below, dizzyingly far down into the finger, thousands of people milling about, screaming, reaching upward to him out of the maze of whorls, pleading with him to release them.
"I can"t," he whispered.
"Oh, but you can," said the wizard. And now his voice was not deep and old. It was adolescent, it was young. It was Orem"s own voice, speaking to him out of the wizard"s mouth. "You can. It is all I can do with hart"s blood to contain you, even that long. What have you stolen from me just by being in the room?"
"Nothing," Orem said. What could he have stolen, naked as he was? The wizard took his finger from Orem"s eye. Now the eye stung bitterly, and Orem clapped his hand there and rubbed as the tears flowed to soothe the parched gla.s.s of his vision. "Don"t you know, Segrivaun, that a pilgrim would stay visible only himself? Yet you are also visible, and Braisteneft, and I, and the hart. No pilgrim. But something that is mine, surely mine. A full purse of silver, Braisteneft. Ten of silver for you, Lady Segrivaun. Enough? Enough?"
"Oh, enough, Gallowgla.s.s!" cried Braisy.
"Enough that there is no memory that such a boy was brought?"
"Already forgot."
"Enough that there is no memory of a hart whose blood failed when it was hot?"
"Already, my lord, forgot," said Segrivaun.
Gallowgla.s.s laughed. "You"re both a hundred times forsworn a day. No, we swear by the Hart, yes? By the Hart." So they all, even Orem, knelt around the groin of the hart, each plunging a finger into the soft b.l.o.o.d.y slit of a wound, and all, even Orem, swore. It was a terrible oath, and Orem knew that his thread was cut in that moment. He remembered all his incantation, but there was no returning that way now.
A bag of silver changed hands. Orem knew what was happening. He had been sold. He was owned. He had left Inwit pa.s.sless because he would not be a servant to a servant. Now he would be-something-to this Gallowgla.s.s. And not free.
And yet he did not mind.
The others left, and Gallowgla.s.s gave Orem his clothing. They dressed together, Orem in his dirty traveling clothes, Gallowgla.s.s in a deep green robe.
"What"s happening to me?" Orem asked.
"You"ve been employed."
"For how long?"
"For life, I think, however long that is. But don"t despair. You"ll have the freedom of the city, and the best forged pa.s.ses that money can buy, since with you I can"t use spells to blind the guards. And all you have to do, my boy, is serve me."
"I only wanted to enter the city."