"Tush, tush! You mustn"t talk so. I can"t stand it at all. I"ve heard your story. It"s just as I supposed at first, only a great deal more so. Why, of course it"s all right. It makes me believe in Providence, it all turns out so entirely for our mutual good. I can do as much to help you as you to help me. Now let"s get back on the sensible, solid ground from which we started. The idea of my wanting you to work like a slave! Like enough some people would, and then you"d soon break down and be brought back here again. No, no; I"ve explained just what I wish and just what I mean. You must get over the notion that I"m a sentimental fool, carried away by my feelings. How Tom Watterly would laugh at the idea! My mind is made up now just as much as it would be a week hence. This is no place for you, and I don"t like to think of your being here. My spring work is pressing, too. Don"t you see that by doing what I ask you can set me right on my feet and start me uphill again after a year of miserable downhill work?
You have only to agree to what I"ve said, and you will be at home tonight and I"ll be quietly at my work tomorrow. Mr. Watterly will go with us to the justice, who has known me all my life. Then, if anyone ever says a word against you, he"ll have me to settle with. Come, Alida! Here"s a strong hand that"s able to take care of you."
She hesitated a moment, then clasped it like one who is sinking, and before he divined her purpose, she kissed and bedewed it with tears.
Chapter XIX.
A Business Marriage
While Holcroft"s sympathies had been deeply touched by the intense emotion of grat.i.tude which had overpowered Alida, he had also been disturbed and rendered somewhat anxious. He was actually troubled lest the woman he was about to marry should speedily begin to love him, and develop a tendency to manifest her affection in a manner that would seem to him extravagant and certainly disagreeable. Accustomed all his life to repress his feelings, he wondered at himself and could not understand how he had given way so unexpectedly. He was not sufficiently versed in human nature to know that the depth of Alida"s distress was the adequate cause. If there had been a false or an affected word, he would have remained cool enough. In his inability to gauge his own nature as well as hers, he feared lest this businesslike marriage was verging toward sentiment on her part. He did not like her kissing his hand. He was profoundly sorry for her, but so he would have been for any other woman suffering under the burden of a great wrong. He felt that it would be embarra.s.sing if she entertained sentiments toward him which he could not reciprocate, and open manifestations of regard would remind him of that horror of his life, Mrs. Mumpson. He was not incapable of quick, strong sympathy in any instance of genuine trouble, but he was one of those men who would shrink in natural recoil from any marked evidence of a woman"s preference unless the counterpart of her regard existed in his own breast.
To a woman of Alida"s intuition the way in which he withdrew his hand and the expression of his face had a world of meaning. She would not need a second hint. Yet she did not misjudge him; she knew that he meant what he had said and had said all that he meant. She was also aware that he had not and never could understand the depths of fear and suffering from which his hand was lifting her. Her grat.i.tude was akin to that of a lost soul saved, and that was all she had involuntarily expressed. She sat down again and quietly dried her eyes, while in her heart she purposed to show her grat.i.tude by patient a.s.siduity in learning to do what he required.
Holcroft was now bent upon carrying out his plan as quickly as possible and returning home. He therefore asked, "Can you go with me at once, Alida?"
She simply bowed her acquiescence.
"That"s sensible. Perhaps you had better get your things ready while I and Mr. Watterly go and arrange with Justice Harkins."
Alida averted her face with a sort of shame which a woman feels who admits such a truth. "I haven"t anything, sir, but a hat and cloak to put on. I came away and left everything."
"And I"m glad of it," said Holcroft heartily. "I wouldn"t want you to bring anything which that scoundrel gave you." He paced the room thoughtfully a moment or two and then he called Watterly in. "It"s settled, Tom. Alida will be Mrs. Holcroft as soon as we can see the justice. Do you think we could persuade him to come here?"
"One thing at a time. Mrs. Holcroft,--I may as well call you so, for when my friend says he"ll do a thing he does it,--I congratulate you.
I think you are well out of your troubles. Since you are to marry my old friend, we must be friends, too," and he shook her heartily by the hand.
His words and manner were another ray of light--a welcome rift in the black pall that had gathered round her.
"You were the first friend I found, sir, after--what happened," she said gratefully.
"Well, you"ve found another and a better one; and he"ll always be just the same. Any woman might be glad--"
"Come, Tom, no more of that. I"m a plain old farmer that does what he agrees, and that"s all there is about it. I"ve told Alida just what I wished and could do--"
"I should hope so," interrupted Watterly, laughing. "You"ve taken time enough, certainly, and I guess you"ve talked more than you have before in a year."
"Yes, I know I"m almost as bad as an oyster about talking except when I"m with you. Somehow we"ve always had a good deal to say to each other. In this case, I felt that it was due to Alida that she should know all about me and understand fully just how I felt concerning this marriage. The very fact that she hasn"t friends to advise her made it all the more needful that I should be plain and not mislead her in any respect.--She has just as good a right to judge and act for herself as any woman in the land, and she takes me, and I take her, with no sentimental lies to start with. Now let"s get back to business. I rather think, since Harkins was an old acquaintance of mine, he"ll come up here and marry us, don"t you? Alida, wouldn"t you rather be married here quietly than face a lot of strangers? You can have your own way, I don"t care now if half the town was present."
"Oh, yes, indeed, sir! I don"t want to meet strangers--and--and--I"m not very strong yet. I thank you for considering my feelings so kindly."
"Why, that"s my duty," replied the farmer. "Come, Watterly, the sun is getting low, and we"ve considerable to do yet before we start home."
"I"m with you. Now, Alida, you go back quietly and act as if nothing had happened till I send for you. Of course this impatient young groom will hurry back with the justice as fast as possible. Still, we may not find him, or he may be so busy that we shall have to come back for you and take you to his office."
As she turned to leave the room, Holcroft gave her his hand and said kindly, "Now don"t you be nervous or worried. I see you are not strong, and you shall not be taxed any more than I can help. Goodby for a little while."
Meantime Watterly stepped out a moment and gave his domestic a few orders; then he accompanied Holcroft to the barn, and the horses were soon attached to the market wagon. "You"re in for it now, Jim, sure enough," he said laughing. "What will Angy say to it all?"
"Tell her that I say you"ve been a mighty good friend to me, yet I hope I may never return any favors of the same kind."
"By jocks! I hope not. I guess it"s just as well she was away.
She"ll think we"ve acted just like two harum-scarum men, and will be awfully scandalized over your marrying this woman. Don"t you feel a little nervous about it?"
"No! When my mind"s made up, I don"t worry. n.o.body else need lie awake for it"s my affair."
"Well, Jim, you know how I feel about it, but I"ve got to say something and I might as well say it plain."
"That"s the only way you ought to say it."
"Well, you talked long enough to give me plenty of time to think. One thing is clear, Angy won"t take to this marriage. You know I"d like to have you both come in and take a meal as you always have done, but then a man must keep peace with his wife, and--"
"I understand, Tom. We won"t come till Mrs. Watterly asks us."
"But you won"t have hard feelings?"
"No, indeed. Aint you doing your level best as a friend?"
"Well, you know women are so set about these things, and Angy is rather hard on people who don"t come up to her mark of respectability. What"s more, I suppose you"ll find that others will think and act as she does.
If you cared about people"s opinions I should have been dead against it, but as you feel and are situated, I"m hanged if I don"t think she"s just the one."
"If it hadn"t been this one, I don"t believe it would have been anyone.
Here we are," and he tied his horses before the office of the justice.
Mr. Harkins greeted Holcroft with a sort of patronizing cordiality, and was good enough to remember that they had been at the little country schoolhouse together. In Watterly he heartily recognized a brother politician who controlled a goodly number of votes.
When Holcroft briefly made known his errand, the justice gave a great guffaw of laughter and said, "Oh, bring her here! And I"ll invite in some of the boys as witnesses."
"I"m not afraid of all the witnesses that you could crowd into a ten-acre lot," said Holcroft somewhat sternly, "but there is no occasion to invite the boys, whoever they are, or anyone else. She doesn"t want to be stared at. I was in hopes, Mr. Harkins, that you"d ride up to the almshouse with us and quietly marry us there."
"Well, I guess you"d better bring her here. I"m pretty busy this afternoon, and--"
"See here, Ben," said Watterly, taking the justice aside, "Holcroft is my friend, and you know I"m mighty thick with my friends. They count more with me than my wife"s relations. Now I want you to do what Holcroft wishes, as a personal favor to me, and the time will come when I can make it up to you."
"Oh, certainly, Watterly! I didn"t understand," replied Harkins, who looked upon Holcroft as a close and, as he would phrase it, no-account farmer, from whom he could never expect even a vote. "I"ll go with you at once. It"s but a short job."
"Well," said Holcroft, "how short can you make it?"
"Let me get my book," and he took from a shelf the "Justice"s a.s.sistant." "You can"t want anything shorter than this?" and he read, ""By this act of joining hands you do take each other as husband and wife and solemnly engage in the presence of these witnesses to love and honor and comfort and cherish each other as such so long as you both shall live. Therefore, in accordance with the law of the state of New York I do hereby p.r.o.nounce you husband and wife." A sailor couldn"t tie a knot quicker than that."
"I guess you can, justice," said Holcroft, taking the book. "Suppose you only read this much: "By this act of joining hands you do take each other as husband and wife. Therefore, in accordance with the law, etc." Would that be a legal marriage?"
"Certainly. You"d have to go to a divorce court to get out of that."
"It"s my purpose to keep out of courts of all kinds. I"ll thank you to read just that much and no more. I don"t want to say anything that isn"t exactly true."
"You see how it is, Ben. Holcroft hasn"t known the woman long, and she"s a nice woman, too, if she is boarding at my hotel. Holcroft needs a wife--must have one, in fact, to help run his house and dairy.
It wasn"t exactly a love match, you know; and he"s that kind of a man that a yoke of oxen couldn"t draw a word out of him that he didn"t mean."