Chapter 508
508 One look at song ran and you’ll lose your life
Song Xuan’s fingers that were on her face trembled slightly. She kept looking at the trash can from the corner of her eyes. When song ran bent down to pick up the letter, song Xuan grabbed her arm and said, ” “What are you doing?”
Song ran turned around and looked at her. you don’t want to see it. I want to see it. Can’t I? ”
“You’re not allowed to look too,” song Xuan glared at her.
Song ran picked up the envelope, turned around, and stood behind her sister. She quickly opened the letter and raised her eyebrows at her sister.”I want to see it.”
Not only did she want to read it, but she also wanted to read it out loud.
“Song Xuan, Zhan Xinyue, because I like you, Yingluo, because I really, really like you, Yingluo.”
Song ran’s face turned red after she read that. Yang Haitao was too bold. Wasn’t this too direct? He really had nothing to lose.
However, song Xuan s.n.a.t.c.hed the letter from her hand and said, ” “You can leave now.”
Song ran,”huh? This is my home, where do you want me to go?”
“I’ll go upstairs,” song Xuan waved her hand.
With that, she held the letter and hurried upstairs to her room.
The letter was smacked onto the desk.
Frivolous!
Frivolous!
But why did he want to know what was written below?
She turned around and locked the door. Then, she walked to the desk and sat down slowly. The green outside the window was hazy. She pressed her fingers on the letter and went through a mental struggle thousands of times.
Finally, she flipped the letter over.
Her first impression was that yang Haitao’s handwriting was really ugly. It didn’t match his personality at all. He looked decent, but his handwriting was like a crab.
Song Xuan:
Zhan Xinyue!
Because I like you, because I really, really like you, so you asked me to sign up for undergraduate studies, and I agreed. I agreed because I had selfish motives, and that was to get to know you more.
I didn’t expect you to forgive me when I wrote this letter to you today. I just wanted to be honest with you, to be honest with you about everything.
I don’t have the talent to study, and I don’t like to study. I originally planned to quit after graduating from junior high school. To be honest, I want to sleep as soon as I flip through the books.
“Later, my dad said that I should get a high school diploma at the very least, so he spent a thousand Yuan to buy me a place in sixth high. I stayed there for another three years.
When I graduated, I shouted at my dad, ” I don’t want to say anything, not even if I die.
Yes, my dad punched and kicked me, and while he was beating me, he shouted, ” You still dare to call yourself your father in front of your father?
My dad was quite brutal, but no matter how brutal he was, I didn’t go along with his wishes and continue to spend money to buy a college degree.
Because I really don’t like to study, when you asked me to apply for an adult course, my first reaction was to refuse. But your sister told me that this way, I can get to know you more.
When I heard that, I thought,”that’s right, you’ve always ignored me. This is indeed a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to get to know you. Forgive me for being despicable because I like you. This kind of opportunity is too rare for me.”
“I couldn’t wait. Disregarding everything, I seized this opportunity.
I’ve never thought about what this opportunity would be to me in the end.
Because I like you, I’m always distracted when you teach me. I’m always distracted by your face and your voice.
actually, you’ve really wasted your time. When you’re teaching, there’s only one thought in my mind. Song Xuan is so beautiful, her voice is so nice, and she’s right by my side. She’s just within my reach.
I’m so happy that I’m in a daze, and I don’t have the energy to listen to what you’re saying.
Because I like you, I’m especially afraid that you’ll be disappointed in me. Also, because I’ve wasted all my time and can’t learn anything, I shamelessly thought of getting someone to take the exam for me.
song Xuan, if you didn’t find out, I might have just let this matter go. I might feel guilty in the future, but I won’t regret it.
This is because getting into the undergraduate program was just to make you happy. You should be happy when you see your results.
As long as he achieved his goal, that was all.
However, you just happened to b.u.mp into me. All my dark thoughts were clearly seen by you. At that time, I felt that it was over, it was over. You would definitely not want to talk to me.
No matter what your reaction is, it’s what I should do. I deserve it.
What I want to tell you is that I took the last English test by myself. I really know that I’m wrong. I know that you’re doing this for my own good, and I’ve let your good intentions down.
There’s still an entrance exam in July. I’ll study hard this month.