"The NetMind is building a barricade to ensure people don"t venture into the infected area, but I don"t believe it"ll hold against the virus itself." Kaleb had a theory about a "cure," but it wasn"t one he planned to share with either Nikita or Anthony until he had all the pieces in place for his takeover of the Net.
"You," he said to Nikita, "may have certain useful insights." She"d never confirmed her ability with mental viruses, but everyone in this conversation knew it existed.
To her credit, she gave a curt nod. "I"ll do a reconnaissance tonight."
"If it"s taken this long to eat up the region of the Net that served Sunshine," Anthony said, the silver at his temples glinting in the light on his desk, "it must be a slow-moving disease."
"Indications are it"s grown stronger, but not faster," Kaleb confirmed. "We can"t afford not to study it, but the Pure Psy threat is far more immediate."
Nikita shared a glance with Anthony as Kaleb finished speaking, and it was a silent communication that Kaleb knew involved no telepathy. Once again, he wondered exactly how closely the two had begun to work together. Not that it mattered. While Nikita and Anthony were extremely strong, with a ma.s.sive combined economic and financial reach, they couldn"t stop Kaleb. No one could.
Not now.
Two years ago, perhaps. However-and thanks to the leopard and wolf changelings in Nikita"s region, though they would never know the role they"d played in his life-his power had matured to its full potential in the interim. The scope of it might have driven another man mad; it was to Kaleb"s advantage that he"d had his brush with madness as a child and survived.
Whether or not he was sane was another question.
"If you"ll excuse me," he said before Nikita or Anthony could respond to his point about Pure Psy, "I have another matter to attend to." He left without waiting for a response. Ming and Tatiana had contacted him via the PsyNet, and he"d shared the same information he had with Nikita and Anthony. As for the suspiciously quiet Shoshanna Scott, he had an extremely reliable spy in her ranks.
There was no reason to waste any further time on the ex-Councilors.
Sahara was still asleep when he returned to the terrace, her breathing even. He was about to turn on his heel and leave when her eyes fluttered open, the deep blue seeming to look straight through him and to the vicious secrets that marked him as kin to the DarkMind.
"I opened the book," she said, uncurling her legs with the almost feline grace she"d developed as a teen, after taking dance lessons ostensibly to build her muscle strength and sense of balance.
All perfectly satisfactory reasons. All lies. Sahara had simply loved to dance.
"I hate math."
Sliding off his jacket at her sleepy murmur, he "ported it to his office, then undid his cuffs and began to roll them up, slipping the cuff links into a pocket. It was his left forearm that bore the mark-the scar-and it was a mark he needed her to see now that her mind was no longer confused, as it had been the night before. He had to know if she remembered.
"Math was never your best subject," he said when her eyes lingered on the scar without recognition. "But at last count, you spoke ten languages with a native"s fluency. French, Spanish, Hindi, Mandarin Chinese, Swahili, Arabic, and Hungarian, to name a few."
"Do I really?" she asked, a spark in her eye as she shifted on the lounger in silent invitation.
Taking it, he sat on the edge with his back to her and his arms braced on his knees . . . and he remembered the seven years he had waited for her to come back, the countless days he"d stood on this terrace staring down at the gorge as the rational part of his mind tried to convince the obsessive madness that lived in him of her likely death.
The gorge, deep and without end, hadn"t existed until the first time he"d imagined her erased from existence. "You"re rested?"
"Mmm." Sitting up with that wordless response, she leaned her side against his back, the heat of her branding him through the fine cotton of his shirt.
Kaleb went motionless, touch so rare in his life as to be a nullity.
"My body," she whispered, one hand coming to rest on his shoulder, "it aches, it"s so hungry for contact with another living being."
Kaleb forced his muscles to relax one by one. Her trust was critical-and if this was what it took to gain it, he"d handle the sensory overload. "The changelings," he said quietly, "have a concept called skin privileges."
Her fingers brushed his nape, sending a near-painful current over his skin as his body struggled to process the shocking level of input. "How do you know that?" Husky words, her arm sliding around his waist.
No one had held him for . . . an eon. "I," he said, fighting to keep his tone even, "have certain contacts." The fact was, he"d made it a point to discover the inner workings of a changeling pack-information was power and power was control.
Hand flexing against his abdomen, she said, "Skin privileges . . . tell me about them."
"At the most basic level, the term refers to rules that regulate how much contact one changeling can have with another," he said, barely trusting himself to explore the fine bones of her wrist, her skin so soft. "They"re a tactile race, but permission to touch is never a.s.sumed. It is considered a gift and a privilege." The concept resonated with Kaleb in a way no changeling would ever understand.
Sahara was quiet for several minutes, her breathing the only sound in the universe. "Do you share skin privileges with anyone?" she asked at last, dropping her hand onto his thigh, wrist turned upward, as if inviting him to stroke the vulnerable underside.
Thigh muscles rigid, Kaleb curled his fingers into his palm, flexed them . . . and ran his thumb over the delicate veins he could see through her skin. "I did," he told her, speaking of a past only one other living being knew existed. "A long time ago."
Sahara drew a design on his shoulder blade with her fingertip before smoothing her hand down his back in a caress that sent rocks tumbling into the gorge. "You breached Silence."
He disciplined his Tk at once but didn"t release her wrist. "Yes." The cost of his breach had been a slow river of hot red that had soaked the cheap hotel sheets, the smell of scorched flesh scenting the air. It was a memory embedded into every cell of his body, of an event that, when she remembered it, would make Sahara realize exactly who he was beneath the suits and the veneer of civilization.
When the time came, a better man would let her go. But Kaleb wasn"t a better man. He"d bring her back again and again. No matter her terror. Until her ability rose to the surface in a raw psychic surge. "You must be hungry." He released her wrist, the cold, hard truth causing the part of him that lived in the darkness to go as adamantine as the shield he"d placed over her. "Are you ready to eat something else?"
"Can I have more of the mango nectar?" Sahara continued to caress his back, and he knew it was an illusionary trust, born of a shattered mind.
Turning slightly after teleporting in the drink she"d requested, he unscrewed the lid and poured the thick liquid into a new gla.s.s. "You need solids, too."
Sahara didn"t argue when he brought in food, then sat with her while she ate as much as she could stomach. It was a birdlike portion, but aware she"d do better with small meals scattered throughout the day, he didn"t make any comment. When she pa.s.sed him an apple and a knife, he cut it for her, and he ate the piece she gave him.
It was a quiet, unexpected interlude, part of a calm that lasted for the seven days that followed-a week in which Sahara slept often and deeply; ate nutritional, designed-to-be-appetizing meals that Kaleb made sure were always available; gently exercised her body in stretches he knew she"d learned as a dancer even if she didn"t; and talked to him without fear.
He made sure he was home almost the entirety of the time when she was awake, taking care of other business, including meetings with the Arrows, while she slept. It had become clear that the individual behind the Perth leak had had expert help in hiding his trail, but Kaleb had no doubts the Arrows would locate him-or her.
Kaleb had other priorities.
Now and then, Sahara would find him on the terrace and lean her body against his as they spoke. Aware this was a transitory instant that would soon be erased by a past scored in agonizing screams, he made no effort to avoid her. When she didn"t press him for more information about herself or the situation, he understood that her subconscious continued to insulate her from reality in order to give her time to heal.
Everything changed on the eighth day.
SAHARA went to bed with the remembered feel of Kaleb"s muscled body against her own, as they stood talking under the stars, and woke with a scream stuck in her throat, her heart beating hard enough that it threatened to punch through her sternum. Frightened on the deepest level, she searched frantically for a light, desperate to know what was being done to her.
Her scrabbling fingers somehow hit the touch sensor on the lamp on the bedside table, and soft warmth spilled into the room. A beautiful silk carpet, walls painted a gentle cream, a mirrorless dresser with a hairbrush on the surface, and a large bed covered with a comforter patterned with tiny roses. Not a cell, but she knew in her bones it was still a prison. Even if her captor let her wander the halls as she pleased.
"Kaleb Krychek."
"You belong to me."
"Drink."
A warm wall of muscle under her palm.
Swallowing at the waterfall of memory, she pushed off the sheets and stumbled to the bathroom. Her fingers shook as she threw water on her face and wiped it dry, and she had to grip the edge of the sink for several long minutes to stabilize herself enough that she could think. The calm haze in which she"d existed since Kaleb brought her here had well and truly torn apart, shreds of it fluttering in the nauseating wave of her fear.
How could she have been so serene? Touching Kaleb Krychek as if he were simply a man? He wasn"t. Even in her incarceration, she hadn"t been totally cut off from news of the outside world-the guards had talked to each other, if not to her, and her mind had catalogued that overheard information in the brief, secret periods of lucidity she"d built into the labyrinth.
Kaleb Krychek, Councilor Kaleb Krychek, was a telekinetic so powerful, it was rumored he could sink cities, possibly crack the crust of the planet itself. A male with a mind he"d confirmed could cause true madness in hers if he so chose, one who was whispered to kill with the same ease and lack of concern as another man might draw breath.
On the sink, her bones pushed white against skin that had barely begun to be gilded by the sun after so many years in the dark.
"I heard he was Santano"s protege."
According to the long-term memories she could access at this instant, Santano Enrique was a Councilor, but she knew nothing about him beyond that. Yet the tone of the voices she recalled told her this was an important fact about Kaleb.
Drinking some water, she took a deep breath and tried to figure out her next move.
At least there"s hope.
The thought was a glow in her heart. For so long, there hadn"t been even a possibility of hope, her mind ripped open with such brutal ugliness that she"d had to curl up within herself to survive. The stripping had been in retaliation for her creation of the labyrinth, but Sahara wasn"t sorry. Without the labyrinth, she"d be worse than one of the so-called rehabilitated, her personality erased, her mind that of an automaton who did exactly as her jailers ordered.
The shield.
Breathing in and out at the mental reminder, she opened her psychic eye to the obsidian shield that protected her mind. That beautiful, indestructible creation wasn"t hers, could never be hers. It belonged to Kaleb. If she attempted to escape him, he might well collapse it in punishment.
Her stomach roiled at the idea of being so naked and helpless once more, panic threatening to seize her senses, but she gritted her teeth, forced herself to think the same way she"d done as a scared teenager at the mercy of strangers who wanted only to use her until she was nothing and no one. There might be gaps in her memory, huge chunks lost to the twists of the labyrinth, but some things were hardwired. She knew how to build shields, had done so since childhood.
And Kaleb would never hurt me.
Ignoring the thought that had to be a product of her confusion over his apparent care of her, she began to weave her own shields below his. When he realized she had no intention of giving him what he wanted and withdrew his protection- He won"t hurt me. He"d never hurt me.
Trembling at the thoughts that could well mean she hadn"t come out of the labyrinth sane, she decided to shower, in the hope the water would calm her. It did, one thought arrowing through the panic.
I have the tools to escape.
Chapter 8.
HER STOMACH REVOLTED violently at the idea of using those tools against Kaleb, but the reminder that she wasn"t helpless gave her something to cling to. No longer was she a drugged sixteen-year-old with erratic control over her mind; she was a woman, a survivor. Dressed, she tied back her hair and opened her door, taking care to be quiet. From the way Kaleb never had any trouble locating her, he had to be keeping track of her in some fashion . . . perhaps through a Trojan in her mind.
Bile burning her throat, she scrambled to check her neural pathways for the construct that could give one telepath a back door into another"s mind. Nothing obvious jumped out at her, but Kaleb was too powerful not to know how to hide such a leash-and regardless of her subconscious"s determination to trust him, he was a man who lived for power. Even as the latter thought crossed her mind, another, more rational part reminded her that no such construct-no matter how subtle-could circ.u.mvent the unique natural safeguards born of her ability.
Her mind simply could not be compromised by outside forces.
Added to that, if Kaleb had wished to know her thoughts, fragmented though they"d been, he could"ve easily rifled through them in the days since he"d taken her. The quiet psychic recorders she"d hidden inside her mind long before the labyrinth told her he hadn"t. Rather than relief, the realization made her blood chill-because it left only one reason why he wanted her under his control.
And she"d never tested her ability against a man with shields of obsidian.
Her every breath jagged, her heart out of sync, she stepped out of her room to see the door to his own open. Not chancing a look inside in case he was still within, she padded down the hallway to the kitchen, the gentle light coming in through the window telling her the sun had just risen. Once there, she forced herself to eat-she had to rebuild her strength. But her hand shook as she picked up a breakfast bagel so fresh it was still warm, the paper sleeve around it bearing the elegant silhouette of what appeared to be a luxury hotel.
Most telekinetics h.o.a.rded their strength for only the most necessary use, but Kaleb . . . that level of power was beyond scary. Except an insane part of her continued to fight her conscious mind, continued to see him as safe and as off-limits to the single devastating weapon she had in her a.r.s.enal. The irrationality of it frightened her, made her distrustful of her own judgment-how could it be otherwise when it was clear to anyone with a working brain that a man so deep in Silence would only ever "help" another being if it was to his advantage?
The bagel stuck in her throat, but she swallowed it down using the fortified nutrient drink she"d located in the cooler and made a mental note to eat again in an hour, before taking a deep breath and heading toward Kaleb"s study.
It was empty.
Palms damp, her gaze went to the computer panel on his desk. The transparent screen was raised up from its resting position flat on the desk, and when she shifted her angle of sight, she could see news reports scrolling across it, so the pa.s.sword had been cleared.
A flicker of movement.
Jerking, she looked through the gla.s.s doors to see Kaleb on the terrace. Dressed only in a pair of long black athletic pants, his feet bare, his skin gleamed golden under the sunlight as he went through the elegantly deadly patterns of a martial art she couldn"t name but knew instinctively was nothing a civilian should know.
Except, of course, Kaleb was no civilian.
Her fingers curled into her hands as she watched him, the fluidity and grace of his body doing nothing to mask the fact that the beautiful movements could quickly turn lethal. It was hypnotic, the way he moved, the flex and release of his muscles compelling on a visceral level, until she found herself leaning against the French doors, her palms spread on the gla.s.s.
The cold was a shock, snapping her back to a reality in which she was a prisoner who appeared to have formed an unhealthy and dangerous attachment to the man who was her new jailer-when she"d survived years in captivity without falling victim to the psychological trap that made prisoners feel sympathetic toward their captors. Yet two days with Kaleb and the labyrinth had unraveled. Not only that, but she"d cuddled against that lethally honed body, caressed him with long, slow strokes.
And felt . . . happy.
Throat dry and skin hot, she shot one last look at the male on the terrace before sliding into his chair. Fear crawled up her spine as she brought up the Internet, and she couldn"t stop from glancing over her shoulder to check that he remained outside. He did, his hair gleaming blue-black in the soft light of the rising sun.
The search box blinked at her.
Biting down on her lower lip, she entered not Kaleb"s name, but that of his apparent mentor, Santano Enrique. Had anyone asked her to explain why she"d done so, she wouldn"t have been able to give them an answer-her choice was driven by raw instinct, the "feel" of Enrique"s name as she typed it out on the infrared keyboard causing a churning sickness in her abdomen.
Search results scrolled across the screen. Clicking the top hit, she found herself at a news site. Councilor Enrique was dead. The details, reproduced from an official Council release, appeared innocuous enou- "Are you finding what you need?"
Her blood ran cold.
When the man who stood next to the desk put one hand on the back of the chair she"d appropriated, and the other palm-down beside the computer, she found herself torn between the urge to run . . . and to lean her head against the dark heat of his body, breathe deep of the clean male sweat that made his skin glimmer. Her madness where Kaleb was concerned was clearly deep-rooted and without reason.
"Ah," he said, reading the article she"d pulled up. "So you heard about Santano."
Once, on a nature show, she"d seen a lion playing with a gazelle, allowing its prey to believe it was about to escape, all the while digging its claws deeper into the helpless animal. She knew she was the gazelle right now, just as she knew there was no point in attempting to hide her fear-she wasn"t that accomplished a liar.
However, neither was she going to sit frozen and allow him to torment her; she"d created the labyrinth to escape her previous captors, and while she had no intention or desire to entomb her mind in that way again, she would find another way to outwit him, to survive.
"Sahara! I"ll come for you! Survive! Survive for me!"
The echo of that primal promise had run in a continuous loop in her mind for the duration of her captivity. Sahara didn"t have the memory of the event or the time when the original words had been spoken, didn"t know the ident.i.ty of the speaker, but she knew one thing: her death would mean more, far more, than the simple extinguishing of a life.
Some might say the belief was a delusional one her mind had created to survive a nightmare-and perhaps it was-but it had helped her navigate the piercing loneliness of the past seven years. It would help her weather this, too.
"What are you going to do to me?" she asked, proud her voice didn"t tremble.
Cardinal eyes devoid of stars met her own gaze, Kaleb"s hair uncharacteristically tousled. "Give you your own organizer." A paper-thin tablet computer landed on the desk an instant later. "I need this screen for a comm conference in twenty minutes."
With that, he reached out and entered a URL into the browser-an obscure one to her eyes, created as it was of a string of numbers. "That"ll tell you what you need to know about Santano." Pushing off the desk, he walked to the door. "Remember, I need that screen in nineteen minutes."
She stared after him in openmouthed disbelief until she could no longer hear his footsteps. Her mind tried to find some kind of reason in his response, was stymied by the inexplicability of it. Kaleb had to know full well that information was power, and yet he"d handed her the key to it.