medicine. Bah! That"s not a science. It"s a survival. I clerked for a while, but I couldn"t stand it. What I was lookin" for was a science. At last I concluded to take up law, because I thought it was more of a science than any of these other things. I wanted some place where I could sort of reason things out, and have them fit and hang together. Well, the law--well, you know the law isn"t just exactly that way. But it"s a beautiful thing if you just hang to the principles, and don"t believe too much of the practice. The law is disgraced--but at bottom what the law meant to do was to give humanity some sort of a square deal; which, of course, it doesn"t. It ain"t a science; but I love it, because it might have been."
He fell silent once again for a time, after his fashion, but now his gaze was softened, although he went on with his light speech. "I rather thought I would take up the science of the law as the most possible line of activity for a man of my attainments. I began to read a little on the side. Then I didn"t know whether to have contempt for us fools who live and endure the eternal folly, or whether I ought to pity Ba.s.swood Junction and Princeton, because life is all so awfully hard and hopeless. Meantime, Old Mr. World went right on--didn"t stop to ask me anything.
"You can understand these things took a little time. Meantime, my dad had sized me up as one more young man ruined by college life. The old man had a heap of sense in him, and he did the right thing. He told me to go to the devil."
"So you came West?"
"So I came West. Same pants."
"But you haven"t told me about the girl," said I, quietly.
Ah, that was it, then! I could see his eyelids twitch. A moisture broke out on his lower lip, in that country where perspiration was so little known. "And you!" he said. "But then, it didn"t take much brains to guess that. It was the same way with you. We all of us came here to Heart"s Desire because some time, some where, there was a Girl."
So now we both were silent. Indeed, all the world was silent. The calm valley lay unwinking in the sun. The grave mountains stood about unperturbed, unagitated, calm. The blue sky swept above, peaceful, unflecked by any moving cloud. There was not a leaf in all that land to give a rustle, nor any water which might afford a ripple. It was a world silent, finished, past and beyond life and its frettings, with nothing to trouble, and with nothing which bade one think of any world gone by. Here was no place for memories or dreams. The rush of another world might go on. Folk might live and love, grieve and joy, and sorrow and die, and it mattered nothing. These things came not to Heart"s Desire.
Presently Dan Anderson was guilty of a thing revolutionary, horrible!
He sat silent as long as he could, but at length there broke from him a groan that was half a sob. He rose and flung out an arm at the great blue heaven. "Girl!" he cried. "Girl!" Then he sank down, burying his face in his hands. One might have heard falling, faint and far off, the shattered crystals of the walls that had long hedged sacredly about the valley of Heart"s Desire. One might have heard, sweeping the soft and silken curtains of its oblivion, the rough rush of a disturbing wind!
Dan Anderson"s back was in shame turned to me as he gazed down the valley. "Friend," said he, "I swore never to think of her once more.
Of course, the old ways had to end. Her people wouldn"t have it. She told me she could not be happy with a dreamer; that it was no time for dreamers; that the world was run by workers. She told me--well, I came West, and after a while a little farther West.
"I hadn"t begun, I know that. It was fair enough to suppose I never would begin. But at least I didn"t holler. I sat down to read law.
Ah, don"t let"s talk of it. Her face was on the pages. I would brush it off, and read over a page a dozen times. I had to force it into my mind. I worked so hard--but maybe it was all the better for me. I not only learned my law, but I remember to this minute every misplaced comma and every broken type on every page I read; and I know how type looks, irregularly set around a roll of brown hair and a pair of gray eyes that look straight at you. My boy, when the principles of law are back and under that kind of a page ill.u.s.tration, they are hard to get, and you don"t forget them when they"re yours. It wasn"t hard to learn things in Princeton. It"s the things out of college that are hard to learn.
"Well, you know how that is. A fellow lives because this physical machine of ours is wound up for threescore years and ten, and unless the powers of evil get their fingers in the works, it runs. Well, one time, after I was admitted to the bar back there, I was sitting one night reading Chitty on Pleading. That was the worst of all the books.
Contracts, notes and bills, torts, replevin, and ejectment--all those things were easy. But when I got to Chitty, the girl"s face would always get on the page and stick there. So one night, seeing that I was gone, I took Chitty on Pleading, girl"s face and all, and screwed it shut, tight and fast in the letter-press. I allowed she couldn"t get out of there! Then I pulled my freight. I punched a burro into Heart"s Desire, two hundred miles, just as you did. I have lived here, just as you have. No life, no trouble, no woman--why, you know, this is Heart"s Desire!"
"It was," said I; "G.o.d bless it."
"And amen! We"d all have been in the Army, or burglary, or outlawry, if it hadn"t been for Heart"s Desire. G.o.d bless it."
"But she got out," said I. "Some one unscrewed the press?"
"Yes," said Dan Anderson. "She"s out. They"re out. I tell you, they"re out, all over the world!
"We were three hundred men here, and it was Heaven. One vast commune, and yet no commune. Everything there was if you asked for it, and nothing you could take if you didn"t ask. Not a church, because there wasn"t a woman. Not a courthouse, because there wasn"t any crime, and that because there wasn"t a woman. Not a society--not a home--and I thank G.o.d for it. I knew what it was back there--every man suspicious, every man scared, every man afraid of his own shadow--not a clean, true note in all the world; and incidentally a woman behind every tree, in every corner, whichever way you turned. Life in the States was being a _peon_ with a halter around your neck. But it was never that way here. There never was any crime in Heart"s Desire. It"s no crime to shoot a man when he"s tired of living and wants you to kill him. Why, this was Heart"s Desire until--"
"Until the press got loose?"
"It"s loose all over the world!" cried Dan Anderson. "They"ve got out.
You can"t keep them in. How did Charlie Allen get killed over at Sumner? Woman in it. When the boys arrested this fellow Garcia over at the Nogales, what was it all about? A woman. What set the desperado Arragon on the warpath so the boys had to kill him? That was a woman, too. What made Bill Hilliard kill Pete Anderson? Woman moved in within fifty miles of them on the Nogales. Here"s Curly; good man in his profession. Night-wrangler, day-herder, bog-rider, buster, top-waddy--why, he"d be the old man on the range for his company if that Kansas family hadn"t moved down in here and married him. It"s Paradise Lost, that"s what it is. Arizona next, and it"s full of copper mines and railroads. Where shall we go?" The sweat stood full on his lip now, and a deep line ran across his forehead. "Where shall we go?" he repeated insistently. "Come!"
In my own bitterness at all this I grew sarcastic with him. "Sit down," said I. "Why all this foolishness about a college girl with a shirtwaist and a straw hat?"
"Oh, now," and his forehead puckered up, "don"t you be deceived for one minute, my friend. This wasn"t ordinary. No plain woman; no common or crimping variety. Just a specimen of the great "North American Girl!"
He took off his hat. "And may G.o.d bless her, goin" or comin"!" said he.
This was the most untoward situation ever yet known in the valley of Heart"s Desire. Dan Andersen was proving recreant to our creed. And yet, what could be done?
Dan Anderson presently made the situation more specific. "May old Jack Wilson just be d.a.m.ned!" said he. "If he hadn"t found that gold prospect up on the Homestake, we might have lived here forever.
Besides, there"s the coal fields yonder on the Patos, no one knows how big."
Coal! That meant Eastern Capital. I could have guessed the rest before he told it.
"Oh, of course, we"ve got to sell our coal mines, and get a lot of States men in here monkeyin" around. And, of course, it couldn"t have been anybody else but the particular daddy of this particular girl who had to come pokin" in here to look at the country! He"s got money literally sinful."
"But, man," I cried, "you don"t mean to say that the girl"s coming, too?"
He nodded mutely. "They"re out," said he, at last. "You can"t get away from "em. They"re all over the world."
Here, indeed, was trouble, and no opportunity for speech offered for a long time, as we sat moodily in the sun. At about this time, Tom Osby drove his freight wagon down the street and outspanned at the corral of Whiteman the Jew, just across the street. Tom tore open a bale of hay, and threw down a handful of precious oats to each of his hump-backed grays, and then sat down on the wagon-tongue, where, as he filled a pipe, he began to sing his favorite song.
"I never _loved_ a fond gazel-l-l-e,"
he drawled out. Dan Andersen drew his revolver and fired a swift shot through the top of Tom Osby"s wagon. Tom came up, rifle in hand, like a jack-in-the-box, and bent on bloodshed.
"Shut up," said Dan Anderson.
"Well, I ain"t so sure," said Tom, judicially rubbing his chin. "It"s a new wagon-bow for you fellers; and next time just you don"t get quite so funny, by a leetle shade."
I interfered at this point, for trouble had begun in Heart"s Desire over smaller things than this. "Don"t you know it"s Sunday?" I asked Tom Osby.
"I hadn"t noticed it," said he.
"Well, it is," said Dan Anderson. "You come here, and tell me what time the stage gets in from Socorro."
"I ain"t no alminack," said Tom Osby, "and I ain"t no astrollyger."
"He"s _loco_, Tom," said I.
"Well, I reckon _so_. When a man begins to worry about what time the Stage"ll come in, he"s gettin" too blamed particular for this country."
"This," said I, "is a case of Eastern Capital--Eastern Capital, Eve and the Serpent, all on one stage. The only comfort is that no Eastern Capital has ever been able to stay here more than one day. She"ll go back, shirtwaist and all, and you can begin over again." But the dumb supplication in Dan Anderson"s eye caused me swift regret.
There was no telegraph at Heart"s Desire. It was ninety miles to the nearest wire. The stage came in but occasionally from the distant railroad. Yet--and this was one of the strange things of that strange country, which we accepted without curiosity and without argument--there was, in that far-away region, a mysterious fashion by which news got about over great distances. Perhaps it was a rider in by the short trail over Lone Mountain who brought the word that he had seen, thirty miles away by the longer road up the canon, the white smoke of the desert dust that said the stage was coming. This news brought little but a present terror to Dan Anderson, as I looked at him in query.
"Man," said he, as he gripped my arm, "you see, up there on Carrizo, the big canon where we hunt bear. You know, up there at the end, there"s a big pine tree. Well, now, if you or any of the citizens of this commercial emporium should require the legal services of the late Daniel Anderson, you go up the canon and look up the tree. I"ll be there. I"m scared."
By this I knew that he would, in all likelihood, meet the stage and help Eve to alight at Heart"s Desire. Moreover, I reproached him as having been deliberately a party to this invasion. "You"ve been writing back home to the girl," I said. "That is not playing the game.
That"s violation of the creed. You"re renegade. Then go back home.
You don"t belong here!"
"I"m not! I won"t! I didn"t!" he retorted. "I didn"t write--at least only a few times. I tried not to--but I couldn"t help it. Man, I tell you I couldn"t _help_ it."
CHAPTER VI