The tears welled up to the girl"s eyes as her father spoke.
"If I have not done so, dear father," she answered, gently, "it has been because I knew your secret must be a painful one. I have lain awake night after night, wondering what was the cause of the blight that has been upon you and all you have done. But why should I ask you questions that you could not answer without pain? I have heard people say cruel things of you; but they have never said them twice in my hearing." Her eyes flashed through a veil of tears as she spoke. "Oh, father,--dearest father!" she cried, suddenly throwing aside her work, and dropping on her knees beside the man"s chair, "I do not ask for your confidence if it is painful to you to give it; I only want your love. But believe this, father,--always believe this,--that, whether you trust me or not, there is nothing upon this earth strong enough to turn my heart from you."
She placed her hand in her father"s as she spoke, and he grasped it so tightly that her pale face grew crimson with the pain.
"Are you sure of that, Madge?" he asked, bending his head to look more closely in her earnest face.
"I am quite sure, father."
"Nothing can tear your heart from me?"
"Nothing in this world."
"What if I am not worthy of your love?"
"I cannot stop to think of that, father. Love is not mete out in strict proportion to the merits of those we love. If it were, there would be no difference between love and justice."
James Wentworth laughed sneeringly.
"There is little enough difference as it is, perhaps," he said; "they"re both blind. Well, Madge," he added, in a more serious tone, "you"re a generous-minded, n.o.ble-spirited girl, and I believe you do love me. I fancy that if you never asked the secret of my life, you can guess it pretty closely, eh?"
He looked searchingly at the girl"s face. She hung her head, but did not answer him.
"You can guess the secret, can"t you, Madge? Don"t be afraid to speak, girl."
"I fear I can guess it, father dear," she murmured in a low voice.
"Speak out, then."
"I am afraid the reason you have never prospered--the reason that so many are against you--is that you once did something wrong, very long ago, when you were young and reckless, and scarcely knew the nature of your own act; and that now, though you are truly penitent and sorry, and have long wished to lead an altered life, the world won"t forget or forgive that old wrong. Is it so, father?"
"It is, Margaret. You"ve guessed right enough, child, except that you"ve omitted one fact. The wrong I did was done for the sake of another. I was tempted to do it by another. I made no profit by it myself, and I never hoped to make any. But when detection came, it was upon _me_ that the disgrace and ruin fell; while the man for whom I had done wrong--the man who had made me his tool--turned his back upon me, and refused to utter one word in my justification, though he was in no danger himself, and the lightest word from his lips might have saved me. That was a hard case, wasn"t it, Madge?"
"Hard!" cried the girl, with her nostrils quivering and her hands clenched; "it was cruel, dastardly, infamous!"
"From that day, Margaret, I was a ruined man. The brand of society was upon me. The world would not let me live honestly, and the love of life was too strong in me to let me face death. I tried to live dishonestly, and I led a wild, rackety, dare-devil kind of a life, amongst men who found they had a skilful tool, and knew how to use me. They did use me to their heart"s content, and left me in the lurch when danger came. I was arrested for forgery, tried, found guilty, and transported for life.
Don"t flinch, girl! don"t turn so white! You must have heard something of this whispered and hinted at often enough before to-day. You may as well know the whole truth. I was transported, for life, Madge; and for thirteen years I toiled amongst the wretched, guilty slaves in Norfolk Island--that was the favourite place in those days for such as me--and at the end of that time, my conduct having been approved of by my gaolers, the governor sent for me, gave me a good-service certificate, and I went into a counting-house and served as a clerk. But I got a kind of fever in my blood, and night and day I only thought of one thing, and that was my chance of escape. I did escape,--never you mind how, that"s a long story,--and I got back to England, a free man; a free man, Madge, _I_ thought; but the world soon told me another story. I was a felon, a gaol-bird; and I was never more to lift my head amongst honest people. I couldn"t bear it, Madge, my girl. Perhaps a better man might have persevered in spite of all till he conquered the world"s prejudice. But _I_ couldn"t. I sank under my trials, and fell lower and lower. And for every disgrace that has ever fallen upon me--for every sorrow I have ever suffered--for every sin I have ever committed--I look to one man as the cause."
Margaret Wentworth had risen to her feet. She stood before her father now, pale and breathless, with her lips parted, and her bosom heaving.
"Tell me his name, father," she whispered; "tell me that man"s name."
"Why do you want to know his name, Madge?"
"Never mind why, father. Tell it to me--tell it!"
She stamped her foot in the vehemence of her pa.s.sion.
"Tell me his name, father," she repeated, impatiently.
"His name is Henry Dunbar," James Wentworth answered, "and he is the son of a rich banker. I saw his father"s death in the paper last March. His uncle died ten years ago, and he will inherit the fortunes of both father and uncle. The world has smiled upon him. He has never suffered for that one false step in life, which brought such ruin upon me. He will come home from India now, I dare say, and the world will be under his feet. He will be worth a million of money, I should fancy; curse him! If my wishes could be accomplished, every guinea he possesses would be a separate scorpion to sting and to torture him."
"Henry Dunbar," whispered Margaret to herself--"Henry Dunbar. I will not forget that name."
CHAPTER III.
THE MEETING AT THE RAILWAY STATION.
When the hands of the little clock in Margaret"s sitting-room pointed to five minutes before three, James Wentworth rose from his lounging att.i.tude in the easy-chair, and took his hat from a side-table.
"Are you going out, father?" the girl asked.
"Yes, Madge; I"m going up to London. It don"t do for me to sit still too long. Bad thoughts come fast enough at any time; but they come fastest when a fellow sits twirling his thumbs. Don"t look so frightened, Madge; I"m not going to do any harm. I"m only going to look about me. I may fall in with a bit of luck, perhaps; no matter what, if it puts a few shillings into my pocket."
"I"d rather you stayed at home, father dear," Margaret said, gently.
"I dare say you would, child. But I tell you, I can"t. I _can"t_ sit quiet this afternoon. I"ve been talking of things that always seem to set my brain on fire. No harm shall come of my going away, girl; I promise you that. The worst I shall do is to sit in a tavern parlour, drink a gla.s.s of gin-and-water, and read the papers. There"s no crime in that, is there, Madge?"
His daughter smiled as she tried to arrange the shabby velvet collar of his threadbare coat.
"No, father dear," she said; "and I"m sure I always wish you to enjoy yourself. But you"ll come home soon, won"t you?"
"What do you call "soon," my la.s.s?"
"Before ten o"clock. My day"s work will be all over long before that, and I"ll try and get something nice for your supper."
"Very well, then, I"ll be back by ten o"clock to-night. There"s my hand upon it."
He gave Margaret his hand, kissed her smooth cheeks, took his cane from a corner of the room, and then went out.
His daughter watched him from the open window as he walked up the narrow lane, amongst the groups of children gathered every here and there upon the dusty pathway.
"Heaven have pity upon him, and keep him from sin!" murmured Margaret Wentworth, clasping her hands, and with her eyes still following the retreating figure.
James Wentworth jingled the money in his waistcoat-pocket as he walked towards the railway station. He had very little; a couple of sixpences and a few halfpence. Just about enough to pay for a second-cla.s.s return ticket, and for his gla.s.s of gin-and-water at a London tavern.
He reached the station three minutes before the train was due, and took his ticket.
At half-past three he was in London.
But as he was an idle, purposeless man, without friends to visit or money to spend, he was in no hurry to leave the railway station.
He hated solitude or quiet; and here in this crowded terminus there was life and bustle and variety enough in all conscience; and all to be seen for nothing: so he strolled backwards and forwards upon the platform, watching the busy porters, the eager pa.s.sengers rushing to and fro, and meditating as to where he should spend the rest of his afternoon.
By-and-by he stood against a wooden pillar in a doorway, looking at the cabs, as, one after another, they tore up to the station, and disgorged their loads.