Mildred answered yes; she had caught a glimpse over Roy"s shoulder of a tall, thin, aristocratic-looking man; but the long sweep of silk drapery and the outline of a pale face were all that she could see of the lady with him.
She began to wish that Roy would be a little less garrulous as the train moved out of Tebay station, and bore them swiftly to their destination; she was nerving herself for the meeting with her brother, and the sight of the vicarage without the presence of its dearly-loved mistress, while the view began to open so enchantingly before them on either side, that she would willingly have enjoyed it in silence. But Polly was less reticent, and her enthusiasm pleased Roy.
"You see we are in the valley of the Lune," he explained, his grandiloquence giving place to boyish earnestness. "Ours is one of the loveliest spots in the whole district. Now we are at the bottom of Ravenstone-dale, out of which it used to be said that the people would never allow a good cow to go, or a rich heiress to be taken; and then we shall come to Smardale Gill. Is it not pretty, with its clear little stream running at the bottom, and its sides covered with brushwood? Now we are in my father"s parish," exclaimed Roy, eagerly, as the train swept over the viaduct. "And now look out for Smardale Hall on the right; once the residents were grand enough to have a portion of the church to themselves, and it is still called Smardale Chapel; the whole is now occupied by a farmhouse. Ah, now we are near the station. Do you see that castellated building? that is Kirkleatham House, the Trelawnys"
place. Now look out for d.i.c.k, Aunt Milly. There he is! I thought so, he has spotted the Lady of the Towers."
"My dear, is that Richard?" as a short and rather square-shouldered young man, but decidedly good-looking, doffed his straw hat in answer to some unseen greeting, and then peered inquiringly into their compartment.
"Ah, there you are, Rex. Have you brought them? How do you do, Aunt Milly? Is that young lady with you Miss Ellison?" and he shook hands rather formally, and without looking at Polly. "I hope you did not find your long stay at Tebay very wearisome. Did you give them some tea, Rex?
That"s right. Please come with me, Aunt Milly; our waggonette is waiting at the top of the steps."
"Oh, Richard, I wish you were not all such strangers to me!" Mildred could not have helped that involuntary exclamation which came out of the fulness of her heart. Her elder nephew was walking gravely by her side, with slow even strides; he looked up a little surprised.
"I suppose we must be that. After seven years" absence you will find us all greatly changed of course. I remember you perfectly, but then I was fourteen when you paid your last visit."
"You remember me? I hardly expected to hear you say that," and Mildred felt a glow of pleasure which all Roy"s friendliness had not called forth.
"You are looking older--and as Dr. Heriot told us, somewhat ill; but it is the same face of course. My father will be glad to welcome you, Aunt Milly."
"And you?"
His dark face flushed, and he looked a little discomfited. Mildred felt sorry she had asked the question, it would offend his reticence.
"It is early days for any of us to be glad about anything," he returned with effort. "I think for my father"s and the girls" sake, your coming could not be too soon; you will not complain of our lack of welcome I hope, though some of us may be a little backward in acting up to it."
"He is speaking of himself," thought Mildred, and she answered the unspoken thought very tenderly. "You need not fear my misunderstanding you, Richard; if you will let me be your friend as well as the others", I shall be glad: but no one can fill her place."
He started, and drew his straw hat nervously over his brow. "Thank you, Aunt Milly," was all he said, as he placed her in the waggonette, and took the driver"s seat on the box.
"There are changes even here, Aunt Milly," observed Roy, who had seated himself opposite to her for the purpose of making pertinent observations on the various landmarks they pa.s.sed, and he pointed to the long row of modern stuccoed and decidedly third-cla.s.s villas springing tip near the station. "The new line brings this. We are in the suburbs of Kirkby Stephen, and I dare say you hardly know where you are;" a fact which Mildred could not deny, though recognition dawned on her senses, as the low stone houses and whitewashed cottages came in sight; and then the wide street paved with small blue cobbles out of the river, and small old-fashioned shops, and a few gray bay-windowed houses bearing the stamp of age, and well-worn respectability. Ah, there was the market-place, with the children playing as usual round the old pump, and the group of loiterers sunning themselves outside the Red Lion. Through the grating and low archway of the empty b.u.t.ter-market Mildred could see the gra.s.s-grown paths and gleaming tombstones and the gray tower of the grand old church itself. The approach to the vicarage was singularly ill-adapted to any but pedestrians. It required a steady hand and eye to guide a pair of spirited horses round the sharp angles of the narrow winding alley, but the little country-bred browns knew their work. The vicarage gates were wide open, and two black figures were shading their eyes in the porch. But Richard, instead of driving in at the gate, reined in his horses so suddenly that he nearly brought them on their haunches, and leaning backward over the box, pointed with his whip across the road.
"There is my father taking his usual evening stroll--never mind the girls, Aunt Milly. I dare say you would rather meet him alone."
Mildred stood up and steadied herself by laying a hand on Richard"s shoulder. The sun was setting, and the gray old church stood out in fine relief in the warm evening light, blue breadths of sky behind it, and shifting golden lines of sunny clouds in the distance; while down the quiet paths, bareheaded and with hands folded behind his back, was a tall stooping figure, with scanty gray hair falling low on his neck, walking to and fro, with measured, uneven tread.
The hand on Richard"s shoulder shook visibly; Mildred was trembling all over.
"Arnold! Oh, how old he looks! How thin and bowed! Oh, my poor brother."
"You must make allowance for the shock he has had--that we have all had," returned Richard in a soothing tone. "He always walks like this, and at the same time. Go to him, Aunt Milly, it does him good to be roused."
Mildred obeyed, though her limbs moved stiffly; the little gate swung behind her; a tame goat browsing among the tombs bleated and strained at its tether as she pa.s.sed; but the figure she followed still continued its slow, monotonous walk.
Mildred shrunk back for a moment into the deep church porch to pause and recover herself. At the end of the path there were steps and an unused gate leading to the market; he must turn then.
How quiet and peaceful it all looked! The dark range of school buildings buried in shadow, the sombre line of houses closing in two sides of the churchyard. Behind the vicarage the purple-rimmed hills just fading into indistinctness. Up and down the stone alley some children were playing, one wee toddling mite was peeping through the railings at Mildred. The goat still bleated in the distance; a large blue-black terrier swept in hot pursuit of his master.
"Ah, Pupsie, have you found me? The evenings are chilly still; so, so, old dog, we will go in."
Mildred waited for a moment and then glided out from the porch--he turned, saw her, and held out his arms without a word.
Mr. Lambert was the first to recover himself; for Mildred"s tears, always long in coming, were now falling like rain.
"A sad welcome, my dear; but there, she would not have us grieving like this."
"Oh, Arnold, how you have suffered! I never realised how much, till Richard stopped the horses, and then I saw you walking alone in the churchyard. The dews are falling, and you are bareheaded. You should take better care of yourself, for the children"s sake."
"Ay, ay; just what she said; but it has grown into a sort of habit with me. Cardie comes and fetches me in, night after night; the lad is a good lad; his mother was right after all."
"Dear Betha; but you have not laid her here, Arnold?"
He shook his head.
"I could not, Mildred, though she wished it as much as I did. She often said she would like to lie within sight of the home where she had been so happy, and under the shadow of the church porch. She liked the thought of her children"s feet pa.s.sing so near her on their way to church, but I had no power to carry out her wish."
"You mean the churchyard is closed?"
"Yes, owing to the increase of population, the influx of railway labourers, and the union workhouse, deaths in the parish became so numerous that there was danger of overcrowding. She lies in the cemetery."
"Ah! I remember."
"I do not think her funeral will ever be forgotten; people came for miles round to pay their last homage to my darling. One old woman over eighty came all the way from Castlesteads to see her last of "the gradely leddy," as she called her. You should have seen it, to know how she was loved."
"She made you very happy while she lived, Arnold!"
"Too happy!--look at me now. I have the children, of course, poor things; but in losing her, I feel I have lost the best of everything, and must walk for ever in the shadow."
He spoke in the vague musing tone that had grown on him of late, and which was new to Mildred--the worn, set features and gray hair contrasted strangely with the vivid brightness of his eyes, at once keen and youthful; he had been a man in the prime of life, vigorous and strong, when Mildred had seen him last; but a long illness and deadly sorrow had wasted his energy, and bowed his upright figure, as though the weight were physical as well as mental.
"But this is a poor welcome, Milly; and you must be tired and starved after your day"s journey. You are not looking robust either, my dear--not a trace of the old blooming Milly" (touching her thin cheek sorrowfully). "Well, well, the children must take care of you, and we"ll get Dr. Heriot to prescribe. Has the child come with you after all?"
Mildred signified a.s.sent.
"I am glad of it. Thank you heartily for your ready help, Milly; we would do anything for Heriot; the boys treat him as a sort of elder brother, and the girls are fond of him, though they lead him a life sometimes. He is very grateful to you, and says you have lifted a mountain off him. Is the girl a nice girl, eh?"
"I must leave you to judge of that. She has interested me, at any rate; she is thoroughly loveable."
"She will shake down among the others, and become one of us, I hope. Ah!
well, that will be your department, Mildred.
I am not much to be depended on for anything but parish matters. When a man loses hope and energy it is all up with him."
The little gate swung after them as he spoke; the flower-bordered courtyard before the vicarage seemed half full of moving figures as they crossed the road; and in another moment Mildred was greeting her nieces, and introducing Polly to her brother.
"I cannot be expected to remember you both," she said, as Olive timidly, and Christine rather coldly, returned her kiss. "You were such little girls when I last saw you."
But with Mildred"s tone of benevolence there mingled a little dismay.
Betha"s girls were decidedly odd.