"You know of old what a sad gossip I am; but there, what are women"s tongues given them for if they are not to be used?" and Susie looked up archly at the smooth, blue-shaven face, that was slow to relax into a smile.
Mildred hoped that these would be her last visitors, but she was mistaken, for a couple of harmless maiden ladies, rejoicing in the cognomen of Ortolan, took their places, and chirruped to Mildred in shrill little birdlike voices. Mildred, who had plenty of quiet humour of her own, thought they were not unlike a pair of love-birds Arnold had once given her, the little sharp faces, and hooked noses, and light prominent eyes were not unlike them; and the bright green shawls, bordered with yellow palm-leaves, completed the illusion. They were so wonderfully alike, too, the only perceptible difference being that Miss Tabitha had gray curls, and a velvet band, and talked more; and Miss Prissy had a large miniature of an officer, probably an Ortolan too, adorning her small brown wrist.
They talked to Mildred breathlessly about the mothers" meeting, and the clothing-club, and the savings" bank.
"Such a useful inst.i.tution of dear Mr. Lambert"s," exclaimed Miss Prissy.
"The whole parish is so well conducted," echoed her sister with a tremulous movement of the head and curls; "we think ourselves blessed in our pastor, Miss Lambert," in a perfectly audible whisper; "such discourses, such clear doctrine and Bible truth, such resignation manifested under such a trying dispensation. Oh dear, Prissy,"
interrupting herself, as a stanhope, with a couple of dark brown horses, was driven into the court with some little commotion, "here is the squire, and what will he say at our taking the precedence of him, and making bold to pay our respects to Miss Lambert?"
"He would say you are very kind neighbours, I hope," returned Mildred, trying not to smile, and wondering when her ordeal would be over. Her brother had not effected his escape yet, and his jaded face was a tacit reproach to her. Richard, who had ushered in their previous visitors, and had remained yawning in the background, brightened up visibly.
"Here are the Trelawnys, sir; it is very good of them to call so soon."
"It is only what I should have expected, Cardie," returned his father, with mild indifference. "Mr. Trelawny is a man of the world, and knows what is right, that is all."
And Richard for once looked crestfallen.
"Dear now, but doesn"t she look a beauty," whispered Miss Tabitha, ecstatically, as Miss Trelawny swept into the room on her father"s arm, and greeted Mildred civilly, but without effusion, and then seated herself at some little distance, where Richard immediately joined her, the squire meanwhile taking up a somewhat lofty att.i.tude on the hearthrug, directly facing Mildred.
Mildred thought she had never seen a finer specimen of an English gentleman; the tall, well-knit figure, the clear-cut face, and olive complexion, relieved by the snow-white hair, made up a very striking exterior; perhaps the eyes were a little cold and gla.s.sy-looking, but on the whole it could not be denied that Mr. Trelawny was a very aristocratic-looking man.
His manners were easy and polished, and he was evidently well read on many subjects. Nevertheless a flavour of condescension in his tone gave Mildred an uneasy conviction that she was hardly appearing to her best advantage. She was painfully aware once or twice of a slight hesitation marring a more than usually well-worded sentence, and could see it was at once perceived.
Mildred had never considered herself of great consequence, but she had a certain wholesome self-respect which was grievously wounded by the patronising indulgence that rectified her harmless error.
"I felt all at once as though I were n.o.body, and might be taken up for false pretensions for trying to be somebody," as she expressed it to Dr.
Heriot afterwards, who laughed and said--
"Very true."
Mildred would have risen to seat herself by Miss Trelawny, but the squire"s elaborate observations allowed her no reprieve. Once or twice she strove to draw her into the conversation; but a turn of the head, and a brief answer, more curt than agreeable, was all that rewarded her efforts. Nevertheless Mildred liked her voice; it had a pleasant crispness in it, and the abruptness was not unmusical.
Mildred only saw her full face when she rose to take leave: her figure was very graceful, but her features could hardly be termed beautiful; though the dead brown hair, with its waves of ripples, and the large brilliant eyes, made her a decidedly striking-looking girl.
Mildred, who was somewhat Quaker-like in her taste, thought the cream-coloured silk, with its ruby velvet facings, somewhat out of place in their homely vicarage, though the Rubens hat was wonderfully picturesque; it seemed less incongruous when Miss Trelawny remarked casually that they were on their way to a garden-party.
"Do you like archery? Papa is thinking of getting up a club for the neighbourhood," she said, looking at Mildred as she spoke. In spite of their dark brilliancy there was a sad, wistful look in her eyes that somehow haunted Mildred. They looked like eyes that were demanding sympathy from a world that failed to understand them.
It was not to be expected that Mildred would be prepossessed by Miss Trelawny in a first visit. Not for weeks, nor for long afterwards, did she form a true estimate of her visitor, or learn the idiosyncrasies of a character at once peculiar and original.
People never understood Ethel Trelawny. There were subtle difficulties in her nature that baffled and repelled them. "She was odd," they said, "so unusual altogether, and said such queer things;" a few even hinted that it was possible that a part might sometimes be acted.
Miss Trelawny was nineteen now, and had pa.s.sed through two London seasons with indifferent success, a fact somewhat surprising, as her attractions certainly were very great. Without being exactly beautiful, she yet gave an impression of beauty, and certain tints of colour and warm lights made her at times almost brilliant. In a crowded ballroom she was always the centre of observation; but one by one her partners dropped off, displeased and perplexed by the scarifying process to which they had been subjected.
"People come to dance and not to think," observed one young cornet, turning restive under such treatment, and yet obstinate in his admiration of Ethel. He had been severely scorched during a previous dance, but had returned to the charge most gallantly; "the music is delicious; do take one more turn with me; there is a clear s.p.a.ce now."
"Do people ever think; does that man, for example?" returned Ethel, indicating a tall man before them, who was pulling his blonde moustache with an expression of satisfied vacuity. "What sort of dwarfed soul lives in that six feet or so of human matter?"
"Miss Trelawny, you are too bad," burst out her companion with an expression of honest wrath that showed him not far removed from boyhood.
"That fellow is the bravest and the kindest-hearted in our regiment. He nursed me, by Jove, that he did, when I was down with fever in the hunting-box last year. Not think--Robert Drummond not think," and he doubled his fist with an energy that soon showed a gash in the faultless lavender kid glove.
"I like you all the better for your defence of your friend," returned Ethel calmly, and she turned on him a smile so frank and sweet that the young man was almost dazzled. "If one cannot think, one should at least feel. If I give you one turn more, I dare say you will forgive me," and from that moment she and Charlie Treherne were firm friends.
But others were not so fortunate, and retired crestfallen and humiliated. One of Charlie"s brother-officers whom he introduced to Ethel in a fit of enthusiasm as "our major, and a man every inch of him, one of the sort who would do the charge at Balaclava again," subsided into sulkiness and total inanity on finding that instead of discussing Patti and the last opera, Ethel was bent on discovering the ten missing tribes of Israel.
"How hot this room is. They don"t give us enough ventilation, I think,"
gasped the worthy major at length.
"I was just thinking it was so cool. You are the third partner I have had who has complained of the heat. If you are tired of this waltz, let us sit down in that delightful conservatory;" but as the major, with a good deal of unnecessary energy, declared he could dance till daybreak without fatigue, Ethel quietly continued her discourse.
"I have a theory, I forget from whom I first gathered it, that we shall be discovered to be the direct descendants of the tribe of Gad. Look round this room, Major Hartstone, you will find a faint type of Jewish features on many a face; that girl with the dark _crepe_ hair especially. I consider we shall play a prominent part in the millennium."
"Millennium--aw; you are too droll, Miss Trelawny. I can see a joke as well as most people, but you go too deep for me. Fancy what Charlie will say when I tell him that he belongs to the tribe of Gad--tribe of Gad--aw--aw--" and as the major, unable to restrain his hilarity any longer, burst into a fit of hearty laughter, Ethel, deeply offended, desired him to lead her to her place.
It was no better in the Row, where Miss Trelawny rode daily with her father, her beautiful figure and superb horsemanship attracting all eyes. At first she had quite a little crowd of loungers round her, but they dispersed by degrees.
"Do you see that girl--Miss Boville?" asked one in a languid drawl, as Ethel reined her horse up under a tree, and sat looking dreamily over the shifting ma.s.s of carriages and gaily-dressed pedestrians; "she is awfully handsome; don"t you think so?"
"I don"t know. I have not thought about it," she returned, abstractedly; "the question is, Captain Ellison, has she a beautiful mind?"
"My dear Miss Trelawny, you positively startle me; you are so unlike other people. I only know she has caught Medwin and his ten thousand a year."
"Poor thing," was the answer, leaning over and stroking her horse"s neck thoughtfully. "Touched--quite touched," observed the young man, significantly tapping his forehead, as Ethel rode by--"must be a little queer, you know, or she would not say such things--sort of craze or hallucination--do you know if it be in the family?"
"Nonsense, it is only an ill-arranged mind airing its ideas; she is delightfully young and fresh," returned his companion, a clever barrister, who had the wit to read a girl"s vagarisms aright as the volcanic eruptions of an undisciplined and unsatisfied nature.
But it would not do; people pa.s.sed over Ethel for other girls who were comparatively plain and ordinary, but whose thinking powers were more under control. One declaration had indeed been made, but it was received by such sad wonder on Ethel"s part, that the young man looked at her in reproachful confusion.
"Surely you cannot have mistaken my attentions, Miss Trelawny? As a man of honour, I thought it right to come to a clear understanding; if I have ventured to hope too much, I trust you will tell me so."
"Do you mean you wish to marry me?" asked Ethel, in a tone of regret and dismay.
Arthur Sullivan had been a special favourite with her; he had listened to her rhapsodies good-humouredly, and had forborne to laugh at them; he was good-looking too, and possessed of moderate intelligence, and they had got on very well together during a whole season. It was with a sensation of real pain that she heard him avow his intentions.
"There is some mistake. I have never led you to believe that I would ever be your wife," she continued, turning pale, and her eyes filling with tears.
"No, Miss Trelawny--never," he answered, hurriedly; "you are no flirt.
If any one be to blame, it is I, for daring to hope I could win you."
"Indeed it is I who do not deserve you," she returned, sadly; "but it is not your fault that you cannot give me what I want. Perhaps I expect too much; perhaps I hardly know what it is I really do want."
"May I wait till you find out?" he asked, earnestly; "real love is not to be despised, even though it be accompanied with little wisdom."
The white lids dropped heavily over the eyes, and for a moment she made no answer; only as he rose from her side, and walked up and down in his agitation, she rose too, hurriedly.
"It cannot be--I feel it--I know it--you are too good to me, Mr.
Sullivan; and I want something more than goodness--but--but--does my father know?"