At last, in the month of August, 1878, typhoid fever having broken out in the temporary hospital, it was found necessary to close it, and hasten on the work of the construction of another. This gave her an opportunity for a holiday and a complete change. She went to the Isle of Man, to London, and to Paris.
But the disorder was making rapid strides, and was causing her intense suffering, and she craved to be back at Walsall. She got as far as Birmingham, and was then in such a critical state that it was feared she would die. But her earnest entreaty was to be taken to Walsall.
"Let me die," she pleaded, "among my own people."
Mr. Welsh says: "On calling at the Queen"s Hotel, Birmingham (where she was lying ill), I was told the doctor of the hospital (Dr.
Maclachlan) was with her, and thinking they were probably arranging matters connected with the hospital, I did not go to her room, but proceeded to the train. I had scarcely got seated when the doctor called me out, and we entered a compartment where we were alone. He asked me when it was intended to open the hospital. I replied, "On the 4th of November." "Then," he said, "that will just be about the same time Sister Dora will die."
"The announcement was to me a shock of no ordinary kind, for I had not heard of her being ill, and no one could have imagined, from the cheerful tone of a letter I had received from her a week or so before, that there was anything the matter with her. Not being able to fully realise the true state of affairs, I asked him if he were jesting. He replied he was not, and that he thought it best to let me know at once, so that arrangements might be made for getting someone to take her place when the hospital was opened. I said, "I suppose she is going to Yorkshire?" "No," he replied, "and that is another thing I wish to speak to you about. She wishes to die in Walsall, and she must be removed immediately."
"On Sunday (the day following) I saw the chairman and vice-chairman of the hospital. On Sunday evening I returned with Dr. Maclachlan to the Queen"s Hotel, where he found his patient very weak. On Monday morning a house was taken, and the furniture she had in her rooms at the hospital removed to it. Her old servant who had gone to The Potteries, was telegraphed for, and arrived in a few hours, and by midday the house was ready for her reception. My daughter, knowing Sister Dora"s fondness for flowers, had procured and placed on the table in the parlour a very choice bouquet; and when all was ready Dr. Maclachlan drove over to Birmingham, and brought her to Walsall in his private carriage.
"The disease was now making steady progress, and it was evident that every day she was becoming weaker; but she never lost her cheerfulness, and anyone to have seen her might have thought she was only suffering from some slight ailment, instead of an incurable and painful disease."
"A few hours before her death," writes Mr. S. Welsh "she called me to her bedside and said, "I want you to promise that you will not, when I am gone, write anything about me; _quietly I came among you and, quietly I wish to go away_."" And this desire of hers would have been faithfully complied with had not misrepresentations fired the gentleman to whom the request was made to take up his pen, not in defence of her, but in the correction of statements that affected certain persons who were alive.
In her last sickness when she found her end approaching, she insisted on every one leaving the room--it was her wish to die alone. And as she persisted, so was it, only one nurse standing by the door held ajar, and watching till she knew by the change of att.i.tude, and a certain fixed look in the countenance, that Sister Dora had entered into her rest.[B]
"It was Christmas Eve when she pa.s.sed away, and a dense fog, like a funeral pall, hung over the town and obscured every object a few feet from the ground. Under this strange canopy the market was being held, and people were busy buying and selling, and making preparations for the great Christmas festival on the following day; but when the deep boom of the pa.s.sing bell announced the melancholy intelligence that Sister Dora had entered into her rest, a thrill of horror ran through the people, who, with blanched cheeks and bated breath, whispered, "Can it be true?" Although for seven weeks the process of dissolution had been going on before their eyes, they could not realise the fact that she whom they loved and revered was no more."
The funeral took place on Sat.u.r.day, the 28th of December. "The day was dark and dismal, the streets, covered with slush and sludge caused by the melted snow, were thronged with spectators.... There was general mourning in the town; and although it was market day nearly every shop was closed during the time of the funeral, and all the blinds along the route of the procession were drawn.... On reaching the cemetery it was found that four other funerals had arrived from the workhouse; and as these coffins had been taken into the chapel there was no room for Sister Dora"s, which had, consequently, to be placed in the porch. This was as Sister Dora would have wished, had she had the ordering of the arrangements, for she always gave preference to the poor, to whom she was attached in life, and from whom she would not have desired to be separated in death."
True to her thought of others, in the midst of her last sufferings, she had made arrangements for a Christmas dinner to be given to a number of her old patients, in accordance with a custom of hers in previous years; but on this occasion the festive proceedings were shorn of their gladness. All thought of her who in her pain and on her deathbed had thought of them. Every one tried, but ineffectually, to cheer and comfort the other, but the task was hopeless. One young lady, after the meal, and while the Christmas tree was being lighted commenced singing the pretty little piece, "Far Away," but when she came to the words:
Some are gone from us forever Longer here they could not stay,
she burst into tears; and the women present sobbed, and tears were seen stealing down the cheeks of bearded men.
The Walsall writer of "A Review" concludes his paper thus:
She is no idol to us, but we worship her memory as the most saintly thing that was ever given us. Her name is immortalised, both by her own surpa.s.sing goodness, and by the love of a whole people for her--a love that will survive through generations, and give a magic and a music to those simple words, "Sister Dora," long after we shall have pa.s.sed away. There was little we could ever do--there was nothing she would let us do--to relieve the self-imposed rigours of her life; but we love her in all sincerity, and now in our helplessness we find a serene joy in the knowledge that to her, as surely as to any human soul, will be spoken the divine words: "Inasmuch as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me."
In Sister Dora, surely we have the highest type of the Christian life, the inner and hidden life of the soul, the life that is hid in G.o.d, combined with that outer life devoted to the doing of good to suffering and needy humanity. In the cloistered nun we see only the first, and that tends to become self-centred and morbid; it is redeemed from this vice by an active life of self-sacrifice.
I cannot do better than, in conclusion, quote from the last letter ever penned by Sister Dora:
"It is 2.30 A.M., and I cannot sleep, so I am going to write to you. I was anything but "forbearing," dear; I was overbearing, and I am truly sorry for it now. I look back on my life and see "nothing but leaves."
Oh, my darling, let me speak to you from my deathbed, and say, watch in all you do that you have a single aim--_G.o.d"s_ honour and glory. "I came not to work my own work, but the works of Him that sent me." Look upon working as a privilege. Do not look upon nursing in the way they do so much nowadays, as an art or science, but as work done for Christ. As you touch each patient, think it is Christ Himself, and then virtue will come out of the touch to yourself. I have felt that myself, when I have had a particularly loathsome patient. Be full of the Glad Tidings, and you will tell others. You cannot give what you have not got."
FOOTNOTES:
[A] A Yorkshire expression for heavy work.
[B] This has been denied. Her old and devoted servant said: "Do you think I would let my darling die alone?" But it appears to me that Sister Dora"s desire was one to be expected in such a spiritual nature; and in the statement above given it is not said that she was actually left in solitude.
XIII
FLORENCE NIGHTINGALE
Day unto day her dainty hands Make Life"s soiled temples clean; And there"s a wake of glory where Her spirit pure hath been.
At midnight through the shadow-land Her living face doth gleam; The dying kiss her shadow, and The dead smile in their dream.
--_Gerald Ma.s.sey._
Some years ago, when the celebrated Florence Nightingale was a little girl, living at her father"s home, a large, old Elizabethan house, with great woods about it, in Hampshire, there was one thing that struck everybody who knew her. It was that she seemed to be always thinking what she could do to please or help anyone who needed either help or comfort. She was very fond, too, of animals, and she was so gentle in her way, that even the shyest of them would come quite close to her, and pick up whatever she flung down for them to eat.
There was, in the garden behind the house, a long walk with trees on each side, the abode of many squirrels, and when Florence came down the walk, dropping nuts as she went along, the squirrels would run down the trunks of their trees, and, hardly waiting until she pa.s.sed by, would pick up the prize and dart away, with their little bushy tails curled over their backs, and their black eyes looking about as if terrified at the least noise, though they did not seem to be afraid of Florence.
Then there was an old gray pony named Peggy, past work, living in a paddock, with nothing to do all day long but to amuse herself.
Whenever Florence appeared at the gate, Peggy would come trotting up and put her nose into the dress pocket of her little mistress, and pick it of the apple or the roll of bread that she knew she would always find there, for this was a trick Florence had taught the pony.
Florence was fond of riding, and her father"s old friend, the clergyman of the parish, used often to come and take her for a ride with him when he went to the farm cottages at a distance.
As he had studied medicine when a young man, he was able to tell the people what would do them good when they were ill or had met with an accident. Little Florence took great delight in helping to nurse those who were ill; and whenever she went on these long rides, she had a small basket fastened to her saddle, filled with something nice which she saved from her breakfast or dinner, or carried for her mother.
There lived in one of two or three solitary cottages in the wood an old shepherd of her father"s, named Roger, who had a favourite sheep-dog called Cap. Roger had neither wife nor child, and Cap lived with him and kept him company at night after he had penned his flock.
Cap was a very sensible dog; indeed people used to say he could do everything but speak. He kept the sheep in wonderfully good order, and thus saved his master a great deal of trouble. One day as Florence and her old friend were out for a ride, they came to a field where they found the shepherd giving his sheep their night feed; but he was without the dog, and the sheep knew it, for they were scampering in every direction. Florence and her friend noticed that the old shepherd looked very sad, and they stopped to ask what was the matter, and what had become of his dog.
"Oh," said Roger, "Cap will never be of any more use to me; I"ll have to hang him, poor fellow, as soon as I go home to-night."
"Hang him!" said Florence. "Oh, Roger, how wicked of you! What has dear old Cap done?"
"He has done nothing," replied Roger; "but he will never be of any more use to me, and I cannot afford to keep him for nothing; one of the mischievous school boys throwed a stone at him yesterday and broke one of his legs." And the old shepherd"s eyes filled with tears, which he wiped away with his shirt-sleeve, then he drove his spade deep in the ground to hide what he felt, for he did not like to be seen crying.
"Poor Cap," he sighed, "he was as knowing almost as a human being."
"But are you sure his leg is broken?" asked Florence.
"Oh, yes, miss, it is broken safe enough; he has not put his foot to the ground since."
Florence and her friend rode on without saying anything more to Roger.
"We will go and see poor Cap," said the vicar; "I don"t believe the leg is really broken. It would take a big stone and a hard blow to break the leg of a big dog like Cap."
"Oh, if you could cure him, how glad Roger would be!" replied Florence.
They soon reached the shepherd"s cottage, but the door was fastened; and when they moved the latch, such a furious barking was heard that they drew back, startled. However, a little boy came out of the next cottage, and asked if they wanted to go in, as Roger had left the key with his mother. So the key was got and the door opened and there on the bare brick floor lay the dog, his hair dishevelled, and his eyes sparkling with anger at the intruders. But when he saw the little boy he grew peaceful, and when he looked at Florence and heard her call him "poor Cap," he began to wag his short tail; and then crept from under the table and lay down at her feet. She took hold of one of his paws, patted his old rough head, and talked to him, whilst her friend examined the injured leg. It was dreadfully swollen, and hurt very much to have it examined; but the dog knew it was meant kindly, and though he moaned and winced with pain, he licked the hands that were hurting him.
"It"s only a bad bruise, no bones are broken," said her old friend.
"Rest is all Cap needs; he will soon be well again."
"I am so glad," said Florence; "but can we do nothing for him, he seems in such pain?"
"There is one thing that would ease the pain and heal the leg all the sooner, and that is plenty of hot water to foment the part."
Florence struck a light with the tinder-box, and lighted the fire, which was already laid. She then set off to the other cottage to get something to bathe the leg with. She found an old flannel petticoat hanging up to dry, and this she carried off, and tore up into strips, which she wrung out in warm water, and laid them tenderly on Cap"s swollen leg. It was not long before the poor dog felt the benefit of the application, and he looked grateful, wagging his little stump of a tail in thanks. On their way home they met the shepherd coming slowly along, with a piece of rope in his hand.