"Given enough time, and sufficient motivation," said Sinner, "I could probably swat you to death."
I decided to intervene, before the conversation could deteriorate any further.
"Hi. I"m John Taylor. No doubt you know the name. I"m here to speak with the Lord of Thorns. So step aside, or I"ll think of something amusing to do to you."
"John Taylor?" The writhing shape leaned forward on its meat throne to get a better look at me. "I"m impressed. Really. Though I"d always thought you"d be taller. But it"s more than my job"s worth to let you pa.s.s. Pride in my position is pretty much all I have left here. And whatever you might do to me would be nothing compared to the torments the Lord of Thorns would visit on me. I am bound to this place, and to his will. Besides, it"s been a long time since my last visitor, and I"m hungry."
The dark shape stood up abruptly, and huffed and puffed itself up into a great hulking figure, taking up half the cavern, buzzing almost painfully loudly. It tried to pick up Madman with one huge black hand, but the flies just slipped harmlessly past him. The demon hesitated a moment and thrust a hand in my direction. The fingers extended, becoming shafts of flies rushing towards my face. They swept over me, trying to force their way into my mouth, nose, ears, and eyes. I panicked, flapping my hands wildly about my head while pressing my lips and eyelids firmly together, as the flies crawled over my face. And then to my astonishment they all leapt off me and retreated, apparently repulsed. The demon froze where it was, seemingly just as astonished as I was, and I seized the moment to summon up my gift. My inner eye snapped open, and it only took a moment for me to find and identify the Words of Power that bound the demon to this place.
(And yet even as I used my gift, some instinct made me slam my inner eye shut again, the moment it was no longer needed. While my mind was open and vulnerable, I sensed Something awful closing in on me, trying to pin down my location so it could manifest. My enemies had found something worse than the Harrowing to send after me, and all my instincts screamed that if I were to use my gift one instant longer than necessary, this new horror would find me and carry out its makers" terrible intent.) I said the Words of Power. They arose from no human tongue, or even human sounds, and just to hear them said aloud would reduce most men to madness. I said the Words, slowly but distinctly, forcing them out syllable by syllable, and the terrible sound of them reverberated in my skull until I thought they"d blow my head apart. The demon screamed in thwarted rage, then was gone, taking with him his meat throne and his butcher"s tools. All that remained was the sullen red glare, and the names of his victims traced on the cavern walls in their own blood.
Pretty Poison looked at me, taken aback. "How is it that you were able to speak those Words? The sheer power involved should have blasted the soul right out of your body."
"I have hidden depths," I said. My throat hurt. Where the meat throne had stood, there was now an opening in the cavern wall. "And so, it seems, has this place."
We all moved cautiously forward to study the new opening. It was shaped like a door, with smooth sides and top, but that was all there was to it. No warning signs, no welcome mat. Beyond the opening lay a long, descending stairway, carved into the rock face of a vast open s.p.a.ce. Hovering lights marked the stairs here and there, but their pale light did little more than show just how far down the steps went. It looked like a h.e.l.l of a long way. There was no railing, nothing between the open edge of the steps and an impossibly long drop. I started down the steps, one shoulder pressed firmly against the rock face, and after a moment the others followed me. We descended into the dark abyss, step by step, for a very long time.
"Are we there yet?" said Madman.
"Shut up," I said.
"Are we even still under the Nightside?" said Sinner. "We do seem to have travelled rather a long way."
"We haven"t left the Nightside, sweetie," Pretty Poison a.s.sured him. "I"d know."
"We are in the dark places of the earth," said Madman. "Where all the ancient and most dangerous secrets are kept. There are Old Things down here, sleeping all around us, in the earth and in the living rock, and in the s.p.a.ces between s.p.a.ces. Keep your voices down. Some of these old creatures sleep but lightly, and even their dreams can have force and substance in our limited world. We have come among forgotten G.o.ds and sleeping devils, from the days before the world settled down and declared itself sane."
"I think I liked it better when you made no sense at all," said Sinner.
The hovering lights turned out to be paper lanterns, nailed to the rock face at regular intervals. Their tightly stretched sides were made up of silently screaming faces. The eyes in the agonised faces turned to watch us as we pa.s.sed.
"Are they still alive?" I said. "Still suffering?"
"Oh yes," said Pretty Poison, her voice heavy with a certain satisfaction.
"Hush," said Sinner.
"But what are they?" I said. "Who were they?"
"Uninvited guests," said Madman, and after that no-one felt like talking for a while.
We descended further and further into the earth. The stairs wound around the curving wall of the vast abyss. The dark rock of the wall showed clear signs of having been worked on long ago, at first by tools but later by what seemed to be bare hands. Someone had fashioned this great gulf under the Nightside for a purpose, but who and why and when remained a mystery. Could men have done this, alone or with help? Why would they have wanted to? Was the Lord of Thorns really so dangerous that they had to bury him this deep in the earth? The deeper I went, the more scared I became. My hands were trembling, and my mouth was dry. This was all getting too big, too important for me. I wanted to go back to being just another private investigator, dazzling the natives with tricks and mind games, trading on a reputation I"d never really earned. But I had to go on. I"d come this far for the truth, and though I"d run out of courage and good sense, stubbornness kept me going.
The wall at my shoulder became increasingly pitted and corroded, and thin streams of liquid trickled down the dark stone. I stopped and studied the wet surface closely.
"Don"t touch it," said Sinner.
"I wasn"t going to. What do you suppose this is? Acid rain, or the underground equivalent?"
"No," said Pretty Poison. "Tears."
Sinner looked at her dubiously. "You know this place?"
"Of it. All demons and angels are warned about this place. We are almost at the domain of the Lord of Thorns, the Overseer of the Nightside."
"The Overseer?" I said. "Does that mean he"s the one behind the Authorities?"
"No," said Pretty Poison. "He"s much more powerful than that. He sits in judgement, and mercy and compa.s.sion are not allowed to him."
"I want to go home," said Madman.
"Most sensible thing you"ve said all day," said Sinner.
The stairs finally curved around a corner and came to an end, facing a great and elegant chamber carved out of crystal. A pleasant, comfortable light appeared suddenly overhead, bursting out of one crystal facet after another, until the whole chamber was bright as day, like standing in the heart of a huge diamond. In the centre of the crystal cave was a single raised slab of polished stone, and on that slab, sleeping peacefully, a man. He didn"t look particularly dangerous, with his grey hair and grey robes, and a calm face apparently untroubled by care. We all filed into the shining chamber, looking uncertainly about us. I think we"d all been expecting more guardians, more defences, but everything was still and quiet. Like the eye of the storm.
Etched into every crystal facet were characters from the language known as Enochian, a tongue created for men to speak to angels. I recognised it, but I couldn"t read it. Not many can. It is corrosive to rational thinking. Pretty Poison moved along one wall, tracing the characters with a fingertip.
"These are names," she said softly. "Names beyond number, of angels from Above and Below, from all ranks and stations ... Even ray name is here. My true name, from before the Fall. No mortal should have access to this knowledge..."
"But... why write them here?" said Sinner.
"Because to know the true name of a thing is to have power over it," said Pretty Poison. "To command and to control. Whoever put the Lord of Thorns here, and made him Overseer of the Nightside, has given him power over all the agents of Heaven and h.e.l.l."
"No wonder he was ripping the wings off angels during the angel war," said Sinner. "But who could give him that kind of power?"
"Two possibilities come to mind," said Madman.
"Shut up," said Pretty Poison.
She sounded shocked, upset. I was concentrating on the man on the slab. He hadn"t moved at all since we entered his domain. But I didn"t think he was sleeping. Sleeping people usually breathe now and again. And then my heart missed a beat as he sat up abruptly, swinging his legs over the side of the slab, and sat facing us. We all froze where we were, caught in the gleam of his gaze, like burglars picked out by torchlight in a place they should never have entered. With his long grey robes, hair, and beard, the Lord of Thorns looked like nothing so much as an Old Testament prophet. The kind that told you the Flood was coming, and you"d left it far too late to book seats on the Ark. His face looked older than any man"s should, and his eyes were fierce and wild and touched with a divine madness. His presence filled the crystal cave, and under his gaze we all flinched and felt unworthy.
Except, of course, for Madman, who shouted Daddy! and tried to climb into the Lord of Thorns" lap. We all grabbed him, and dragged him away by brute force. And then one by one, we knelt before the Lord of Thorns. His presence demanded it. Madman shrugged, and knelt with us. I kept my head down and tried to look penitent. This was a place of judgement. I could feel it. And judgement without mercy or compa.s.sion is always to be feared.
The Lord of Thorns stood up slowly, his joints cracking loudly, and I risked a quick look. He was leaning on a simple wooden staff, and I felt something inside me shudder at the sight of it. Word was the wood of that staff had been taken from a tree grown from a sliver of the original Tree of Life, brought to England in Roman times by Joseph of Arimathea. There were those who said the Lord of Thorns was Joseph of Arimathea. He looked old enough. When he finally spoke, his words sounded like rocks grinding together.
"I am the stone that breaks all hearts. I am the nails that bound the Christ to his cross. I am the arrow that pierced a King"s eye. I am the necessary suffering that makes us all stronger. The cold, clear heart of the Nightside. It was given to me to have dominion over all who exist here, to protect the Nightside from itself. I maintain the Great Experiment, watching over it, and sitting in judgement on all who might seek to disrupt or tamper with its essential nature. I am the scalpel that cuts out infection, and the heartbreak that makes men wiser. I am the Lord of Thorns, and I know you all. Sinner, Pretty Poison, Madman, and John Taylor. Stand up. I"ve been waiting for you."
We rose to our feet again, glancing uncertainly at each other like children brought unexpectedly before the headmaster. I made myself speak up. Because if there"s one thing I"ve learned from dealing with the Nightside"s major players, it"s that it doesn"t matter how frightened you are, you can"t let them know it, or they"ll walk right over you.
"So," I said. "Are we here for judgement?"
"No," said the Lord of Thorns. "You are welcome in this place, John Taylor."
I felt a great rush of tension flow out of me, but I didn"t let him see that either. I looked at him narrowly. "Lot of people think I"m a threat to the existence of the Nightside. Are you saying they"re wrong?"
"No. Just that you"re a special case." And then he smiled, just a little. "And no; I don"t know why. You"re as much a mystery to me as you are to everyone else. And if you find that infuriating, think how it makes me feel."
He smiled round at all of us, and just like that the pressure of his presence disappeared. The Lord of Thorns wasn"t one bit less impressive, but at least no-one felt like they might be destroyed at any moment. The Lord of Thorns stretched his back, like a cat that"s been sleeping in the sun too long.
"You"ve come a long way for answers," he said. "I wish I could be of more help. But truth be told, I"m just a functionary, a servant of the Nightside. Powerful beyond hope or reason, yes, because I need that power to enforce my will. But still in the end just an old, old man, unable to put down a burden he has carried for far too long. I am the heart that beats in every action and decision that makes up the Nightside, and I"m getting b.l.o.o.d.y tired of it. So ask your questions, John Taylor, and I will answer what I can. Perhaps because it"s the only form of rebellion still left to me."
"Excuse me," said Sinner, very politely, "but what about the rest of us? Are we also immune to your judgement?"
"You don"t matter," the Lord of Thorns said calmly. "Only John Taylor matters. Though you three are unique in the whole of the Nightside, in that it has been given to you, for various reasons, to shape your own destinies. This has
been decided where all the things that matter are decided-on the shimmering plains, in the Courts of the Holy. I have no power over you-sinner, demon, madman." He looked at them thoughtfully, then at me. "You chose your ompanions for this quest wisely. No others could or would have escaped my judgement. Now ask your questions."
"All right," I said. "Tell me all you know about the beginnings of the Nightside, its purpose and true nature."
"The Nightside is old," said the Lord of Thorns. "I think probably only its creator knows exactly how old. Certainly it existed before me. Though at that time it was not so much a place of people, more a gathering place of Beings and Forces, still moulding their ident.i.ties and intentions. The Romans knew of the Nightside when I first came to this land, back when it was still called the Tin Isles as much as Britannia. The Romans feared and venerated the Nightside, and built their city of Londinium around it, to protect and contain it, and to protect their people and their Empire from its influences. They knew of your mother, too, John, and worshipped her; though no-one now knows under what name. If I ever knew, I have forgotten, or more likely was made to forget. I have had a long time to consider the question, of who and what she might have been ... and down the long centuries I have chosen and discarded many names. My best guess, my current belief, is that your mother was the Being called Luna, sister to Gaea."
"Hold everything," I said, holding up a hand. "Gaea ... as in the earth? That Gaea? You think my mother is the Moon!"
"Yes. The living embodiment of the moon that shines so brightly above the Nightside. Why do you think it"s so big here? Because she"s keeping an eye on her creation. You are a Moonchild, John Taylor, neither truly of the light or the dark, and half-brother to the infamous Nicholas Hob, the Serpent"s Son. It is my belief that Luna created the Nightside in order that she might have a stake in the earth, along with her sister, and a say in the development of Humanity."
"But... I have heard," Sinner said deferentially, "that the lady in question is, and has been for some time... quite mad."
"Yes," said the Lord of Thorns.
Sinner looked at me. "It would explain an awful lot."
"Bulls.h.i.t," I said, and everyone looked at me, startled. I shook my head firmly and glared at the Lord of Thorns. "You"re guessing, just like all the others. Everyone I"ve talked to has had a completely different idea on who my mother is, but none of you really know anything for certain!"
"Can you please not shout at the Overseer of the Nightside?" said Pretty Poison. "Some of us would like to get out of here reasonably intact."
"If I ever knew the truth, it has been taken from me," the Lord of Thorns said calmly. "And, I would guess, from everyone else. Your mother covered her tracks with great care. And I am afraid there is no-one left older than myself for you to ask. Your quest ends here."
"No," I said again, glaring right back into his cold eyes. "I have to go on. I have to know. Are you going to try and stop me?"
The Lord of Thorns smiled slightly. "Perhaps I should, but no, I don"t think so. You are a dangerous man, John Taylor, but you represent the possibility of my long function here finally coming to an end. I would welcome that."
I tried to think of what it must have been like, condemned to this small cave for thousands of years, his only occasional company those who came before him to be judged. Endlessly watching over the Nightside, seeing generations come and go in a world from which he must have felt increasingly distanced, his only comforts the cold exercise of responsibility and duty. He"d been a man, once. Just a man. He might be the Overseer of the Nightside, but he was really just a prisoner.
"Who put you here?" I said.
"If I ever knew, the knowledge has been taken from me." The Lord of Thorns looked broodingly at nothing for a while. "I suppose it is possible that I volunteered, but I rather doubt it."
"There must be somewhere else I can go," I said. "With all the Beings and Powers and Dominations that swan about the Nightside, there must be someone who still knows something ..."
"Use your gift," Pretty Poison said suddenly. "It"s a part of your legend that you can use your gift to find anything. Why couldn"t it find your mother for you, or at the very least, identify someone who could lead us to your mother?"
"It"s not that simple," I said, "Or I"d have done it long ago. The more hidden a thing is, the harder and longer I have to look to find it. And the longer I spend with my mind open and vulnerable, the easier it is for my enemies to locate me and send something after me. The last time I used my gift, to banish the demon at the Gate, I felt Something closing in on me, trying to manifest. Something much nastier than the Harrowing. If I open up again, it will find me, even here. And I don"t think even the Lord of Thorns could stop this new awful thing my enemies have unleashed. From now on, my gift can only be used as a very last resort."
"There"s always the Tower of Time," said Sinner.
I winced. "I"d really rather not. Time travel is what you turn to after you"ve tried everything else, including closing your eyes and praying the problem will just go away. Time travel tends to cause more problems than it solves."
And since I now knew my enemies were operating out of a possible future, and sending their agents back through time, there was always the chance travelling in time might give them direct access to me.
Pretty Poison wasn"t convinced. "But we could use time travel to go right back to the beginning of the Nightside and witness its creation for ourselves! All the answers and no more mysteries!"
"Not a good idea," said Madman. "There were Beings and Forces abroad at that time that could destroy us all. I have Seen them. The Past is not what we think it is."
We all looked at him, but that was all he had to say. He was definitely getting more lucid, but not any easier to have around.
The Lord of Thorns raised his head sharply. "The Authorities have sent people down into the World Beneath, against all truces and agreements. Apparently your banishing of the demon at my Gate set off some kind of alarm. They have blocked off the Gate and are working to seal off all the other entrances they know about." He looked at me. "I could kill them, if you wish. There are only a few thousand of them."
I had no doubt he could do it. I shook my head quickly, thinking of angels with their wings ripped off and all of Walker"s watchers I"d spent good times with in the past.
"Sometimes death can be the tidiest of solutions," said the Lord of Thorns. "But as you wish. I can offer you another way out. No-one knows all the entrances and exits to my domain these days."
"You mean you keep secrets from the Authorities?" said Sinner. "I am shocked, I tell you, shocked."
The Lord of Thorns sniffed. "We haven"t talked for centuries. They are in charge of the Nightside"s politics. I am in charge of its soul."
"But we"re still going to need Walker"s people off our back, while I work out where to go and whom to see next," I said. "If the Authorities have ordered him to declare open season on me ..."
"I may be able to help," Pretty Poison said slowly. "I have a ... history, with Walker."
Sinner gave her a hard look. "You"ve kept very quiet about that."
"I have known many men," said Pretty Poison, just as sharply. "Countless men, over countless years. I was given to Walker once, as a present, by the Authorities. I could revisit him, using our old connection, and ... talk with him. Try and use our shared past to get him to call off his dogs for a while. Maybe even get some answers out of him. Of course, if he won"t be reasonable ..."
"You are not to kill him," said Sinner.
"Of course not, sweetie. I need him alive to answer questions and call off his people."
"Alive and intact," Sinner said sternly.
"You"re such a spoil-sport, sometimes. Very well, I"ll do it the hard way then. I"ll set up a spell so you can all observe our meeting." She reached out and took Sinner"s face in her hands. "You have to learn to trust me, dear Sidney. I need to do this, to prove myself to you." She smiled suddenly. "I promise you this; Walker isn"t going to know what"s. .h.i.t him."
Nine.
Memories of the Way We Used to Be
Pretty Poison stepped delicately through a halo of h.e.l.l-fire and materialised smiling before an astonished Walker. I could tell he was astonished because he actually raised both eyebrows at once. He was sitting at a table covered with a pretty patterned cloth, and a cup of tea raised halfway to his mouth. Pretty Poison looked unhurriedly about her, and the vision she was sending the rest of us pulled back to show an old-fashioned tea room, complete with live cla.s.sical musicians and maids in traditional black-and-white uniforms. The musicians had stopped playing, staring open-mouthed at the new arrival, and the maids were falling back in pretty disarray. Pretty Poison smiled widely at Walker.
"The Willow Tree tea house! One of our special places. How sweet that we should meet here again, after all these years."