And so it proved, for early in April Traverse Rocke returned home with a diploma in his pocket.
Sincere was the joyful sympathy that met him.
The doctor shook him cordially by the hands, declaring that he was the first student he ever knew to get his diploma at the end of only three years" study.
Clara, amid smiles and blushes, congratulated him.
And Mrs. Rocke, as soon as she had him alone, threw her arms around his neck and wept for joy.
A few days Traverse gave up solely to enjoyment of his friends" society, and then, growing restless, he began to talk of opening an office and hanging out a sign in Staunton.
He consulted the doctor upon this subject. The good doctor heard him out and then, caressing his own chin and looking over the tops of his spectacles, with good-humored satire, he said:
"My dear boy, you have confidence enough in me by this time to bear that I should speak plainly to you?"
"Oh, Doctor Day, just say whatever you like!" replied the young man, fervently.
"Very well, then. I shall speak very plainly--to wit--you"ll never succeed in Staunton! No, not if you had the genius of Galen and Esculapius, Abernethy and Benjamin Rush put together!"
"My dear sir--why?"
"Because, my son, it is written that "a prophet hath no honor in his own city!" Of our blessed Lord and Saviour the contemptuous Jews said, "Is not this Jesus, the carpenter"s son?""
"Oh, I understand you, sir!" said Traverse, with a deep blush. "You mean that the people who used some years ago to employ me to put in their coal and saw their wood and run their errands, will never trust me to look at their tongues and feel their pulses and write prescriptions!"
"That"s it, my boy! You"ve defined the difficulty! And now I"ll tell you what you are to do, Traverse! You must go to the West, my lad!"
"Go to the West, sir--leave my mother--leave you--leave"--he hesitated and blushed.
"Clara? Yes, my son, you must go to the West, leave your mother, leave me and leave Clara! It will be best for all parties! We managed to live without our lad, when he was away at his studies in Washington, and we will try to dispense with him longer if it be for his own good."
"Ah, sir; but then absence had a limitation, and the hope of return sweetened every day that pa.s.sed; but if I go to the West to settle it will be without the remotest hope of returning!"
"Not so, my boy--not so--for just as soon as Doctor Rocke has established himself in some thriving western town and obtained a good practice, gained a high reputation and made himself a home--which, as he is a fast young man, in the best sense of the phrase--he can do in a very few years--he may come back here and carry to his western home--his mother," said the doctor, with a mischievous twinkle of his eyes.
"Doctor Day, I owe you more than a son"s honor and obedience! I will go wherever you think it best that I should," said Traverse, earnestly.
"No more than I expected from all my previous knowledge of you, Traverse! And I, on my part, will give you only such counsel as I should give my own son, had heaven blessed me with one. And now, Traverse, there is no better season for emigration than the spring, and no better point to stop and make observations at than St. Louis! Of course, the place of your final destination must be left for future consideration. I have influential friends at St. Louis to whom I will give you letters."
"Dear sir, to have matured this plan so well you must have been kindly thinking of my future this long time past!" said Traverse, gratefully.
"Of course--of course! Who has a better right? Now go and break this plan to your mother."
Traverse pressed the doctor"s hand and went to seek his mother. He found her in his room busy among his clothing. He begged her to stop and sit down while he talked to her. And when she had done so, he told her the doctor"s plan. He had almost feared that his mother would meet this proposition with sighs and tears.
To his surprise and pleasure, Mrs. Rocke received the news with an encouraging smile, telling him that the doctor had long prepared her to expect that her boy would very properly go and establish himself in the West; that she should correspond with him frequently, and as soon as he should be settled, come and keep house for him.
Finally she said that, antic.i.p.ating this emergency, she had, during her three years" residence beneath the doctor"s roof, saved three hundred dollars, which she should give her boy to start with.
The tears rushed to the young man"s eyes.
"For your dear sake, mother, only for yours, may they become three hundred thousand in my hands!" he exclaimed.
Preparations were immediately commenced for Traverse"s journey.
As before, Clara gladly gave her aid in getting ready his wardrobe. As he was about to make his debut as a young physician in a strange city, his mother was anxious that his dress should be faultless; and, therefore, put the most delicate needlework upon all the little articles of his outfit. Clara volunteered to mark them all. And one day, when Traverse happened to be alone with his mother, she showed him his handkerchiefs, collars and linen beautifully marked in minute embroidered letters.
"I suppose, Traverse, that you, being a young man, cannot appreciate the exquisite beauty of this work," she said.
"Indeed, but I can, mother! I did not sit by your side so many years while you worked without knowing something about it. This is wonderful!
The golden thread with which the letters are embroidered is finer than the finest silk I ever saw!" said Traverse, admiringly, to please his mother, whom he supposed to be the embroideress.
"Well they may be!" said Mrs. Rocke, "for that golden thread of which you speak is Clara"s golden hair, which she herself has drawn out and threaded her needle with, and worked into the letters of your name."
Traverse suddenly looked up, his color went and came, he had no words to reply.
"I told you because I thought it would give you pleasure to know it, and that it would be a comfort to you when you are far away from us; for, Traverse, I hope that by this time you have grown strong and wise enough to have conquered yourself, and to enjoy dear Clara"s friendship aright!"
"Mother!" he said, sorrowfully, and then his voice broke down, and without another word he turned and left the room.
To feel how deeply and hopelessly he loved the doctor"s sweet daughter--to feel sure that she perceived and returned his dumb, despairing love--and to know that duty, grat.i.tude, honor commanded him to be silent, to tear himself away from her and make no sign, was a trial almost too great for the young heart"s integrity. Scarcely could he prevent the internal struggle betraying itself upon his countenance.
As the time drew near for his departure self-control grew difficult and almost impossible. Even Clara lost her joyous spirits and despite all her efforts to be cheerful, grew so pensive that her father, without seeming to understand the cause, gayly rallied her upon her dejection.
Traverse understood it and almost longed for the day to come when he should leave this scene of his love and his sore trial.
One afternoon, a few days before he was to start, Doctor Day sent for Traverse to come to him in his study. And as soon as they were seated comfortably together at the table the doctor put into the young man"s hand a well-filled pocketbook; and when Traverse, with a deep and painful blush, would have given it back, he forced it upon him with the old argument:
"It is only a loan, my boy! Money put out at interest! Capital well and satisfactorily invested! And now listen to me! I am about to speak to you of that which is much nearer your heart----"
Traverse became painfully embarra.s.sed.
"Traverse," resumed the doctor, "I have grown to love you as a son, and to esteem you as a man. I have lived long enough to value solid integrity far beyond wealth or birth, and when that integrity is adorned and enriched by high talents, it forms a character of excellence not often met with in this world. I have proved both your integrity and your talents, Traverse, and I am more than satisfied with you--I am proud of you, my boy."
Traverse bowed deeply, but still blushed.
"You will wonder," continued the doctor, "to what all this talk tends. I will tell you. Traverse, I have long known your unspoken love for Clara, and I have honored your scruples in keeping silent, when silence must have been so painful. Your trial is now over, my son! Go and open for yourself an honorable career in the profession you have chosen and mastered, and return, and Clara shall be yours!"
Traverse, overwhelmed with surprise and joy at this incredible good fortune, seized the doctor"s hand, and in wild and incoherent language tried to express his grat.i.tude.
"There--there," said the doctor, "go and tell Clara all this and bring the roses back to her cheeks, and then your parting will be the happier for this hope before you."
"I must speak! I must speak first!" said the young man, in a choking voice. "I must tell you some little of the deep grat.i.tude I feel for you, sir. Oh, when I forget all that you have done for me, "may my right hand forget her cunning!" may G.o.d and man forget me! Doctor Day, the Lord helping me for your good sake, I will be all that you have prophesied, and hope and expect of me! For your sake, for Clara"s and my mother"s, I will bend every power of my mind, soul and body to attain the eminence you desire for me! In a word, the Lord giving me grace, I will become worthy of being your son and Clara"s husband."
"There, there, my dear boy, go and tell Clara all that!" said the doctor, pressing the young man"s hand and dismissing him.
Traverse went immediately to seek Clara, whom he found sitting alone in the parlor.
She was bending over some delicate needlework that Traverse knew by instinct was intended for himself.