There were very few patients in this building, and none were done up like the character in the Macklin place. They moved the patients to some other part of the grounds when the cure started. There weren"t very many nurses, doctors, scholars, or other personnel around, either.
Outside along one side of a road was a small lighted house that was obviously a sort of guard, but it was casual instead of being formal and military in appearance. The ground, instead of being patrolled by human guards (which might have caused some comment) was carefully laid off into checkerboard squares by a complicated system of photobeams and induction bridges.
You"ve probably read about how the job of casing a joint should be done.
I did it the same way. I dug back and forth, collecting the layout from the back door of my building towards the nearest puff of dead area. This coign of safety billowed outward from the pattern towards the building like an arm of c.u.mulus cloud and the top of it rose like a column to a height above my range. It sort of leaned forward but it did not lean far enough to be directly above the building. The far side of the column was just like the rear side; even though I"m well trained, it always startles me when I perceive the far side of a smallish dead area. I"m inclined like everybody else to consider perception on a line-of-sight basis instead of on a sort of all-around grasp.
I let my thinker run free. If I could direct a breakout from this joint with a lot of outside help, I"d have a hot jetcopter pilot come down the dead-area column with a dead engine. The Medical Center did not have any radar, probably on the proposition that too high a degree of security indicated a high degree of top-secret material to hide. So I"d come down dead engine, land, and wait it out. Timing would have to be perfect, because I, the prisoner, would have to make a fast gallop across a couple of hundred yards of wide open psi area, scale a tall fence topped with barbed wire, cross another fifty yards into the murk, and then find my rescuer. The take off would be fast once I"d located the "copter in the murk, and everything would depend upon a hot pilot who felt confident enough in his engine and his rotorjets to let "em go with a roar and a lift without warmup.
During which time, unfortunately for all plans, the people at The Medical Center would have been reading my mind and would probably have that dead patch well patrolled with big, rough gentlemen armed with stuff heavy enough to stop a tank.
Lacking any sort of device or doodad that would conceal my mind from prying telepaths, about the only thing I could do was to lay here in my soft bed and daydream of making my escape.
Eventually I went to sleep and dreamed that I was hunting Mallards with a fly-rod baited with a stale doughnut. The only thing that bothered me was a couple of odd-looking guys who thought that the way to hunt Mallards was with shotguns, and their dress was just as out of taste as their equipment. Who ever hunted ducks from a canoe, dressed in windbreakers and hightopped boots? Eventually they bought some ducks from me and went home, leaving me to my slumbers.
About eight in the morning, there was a tentative tap on my door. While I was growling about why they should bother tapping, the door opened and a woman came in with my breakfast tray. She was not my nurse; she was the enamelled blonde receptionist.
She had lost some of her enamelled sophistication. It was not evident in her make-up, her dress, or her hair-do. These were perfection. In fact, she bore that store-window look that made me think of an automaton, triggered to make the right noises and to present the proper expression at the correct time. As though she had never had a thought of her own or an emotion that was above the level of very mild interest. As if the perfection of her dress and the characterless beauty of her face were more important than anything else in her life.
But the loss of absolute plate-gla.s.s impersonality was gone, and it took me some several moments to dig it out of her appearance. Then I saw it.
Her eyes. They no longer looked gla.s.sily out of that clear oval face at a point about three inches above my left shoulder, but they were centered on me from no matter what point in the room she"d be as she went about the business of running open the blinds, checking the this and that and the other like any nurses" helper.
Finally she placed my tray on the bed-table and stood looking down at me.
From my first meeting with her I knew she was no telepath, so I bluntly said, "Where"s the regular girl? Where"s my nurse?"
"I"m taking over for the time," she told me. Her voice was strained; she"d been trying to use that too-deeply cultured tone she used as the professional receptionist but the voice had cracked through the training enough to let some of her natural tone come through.
"Why?"
Then she relaxed completely, or maybe it was a matter of coming unglued.
Her face allowed itself to take on some character and her body ceased being that rigid window-dummy type. "What"s your trouble--?" I asked her softly. She had something on her mind that was a bit too big for her, but her training was not broad enough to allow her to get it out. I hoped to help, if I could. I also wanted to know what she was doing here. If Scholar Phelps was thinking about putting a lever on me of the female type, he"d guessed wrong.
She was looking at me and I could see a fragment of fright in her face.
"Is it terrible?" she asked me in a whisper.
"Is what terrible?"
"Me--Me--Mekstrom"s D--Disease--" The last word came out with a couple of big tears oozing from closed lids.
"Why?" I asked. "Do I look all shot to bits?"
She opened the eyes and looked at me. "Does it hurt?"
I remembered the agony of my finger and tried to lie. "A little," I told her. "But I"m told that it was because I"d waited too long for my first treatment." I hoped that I was correct; maybe it was wishful thinking, but I claim that right. I didn"t want to go through the same agony every time we crossed a joint.
I reached over to the bedside table and found my cigarettes. I slipped two up and offered one of them to her. She put a tentative hand forward, slowly, a scared-to-touch reluctance in her motion. This changed as her hand came forward. It was the same sort of reluctance that you feel when you start out to visit the dentist for a roaring tooth. The closer you get to the dentist"s office the less inclined you are to finish the job.
Then at some indeterminate point you cross the place of no return and from that moment you go forward with increased determination.
She finally made the cigarette package but she was very careful not to touch my hand as she took out the weed. Then, as if she"d reached that point of no return, her hand slipped around the package and caught me by the wrist.
We were statue-still for three heartbeats. Then I lifted my other hand, took out the cigarette she"d missed, and held it forward for her. She took it. I dropped the pack and let my hand slip back until we were holding hands, practically. She shuddered.
I flipped my lighter and let her inhale a big puff before I put the next question: "Why are you here and what goes on?"
In a flat, dry voice she said, "I"m--supposed--to--" and let it trail away without finishing it.
"Guinea pig?" I blurted bluntly.
She collapsed like a deflated balloon. Next, she had her face buried in my shoulder, bawling like a hurt baby. I stroked her shoulder gently, but she shuddered away from my hand as though it were poison.
I shoved her upright and shook her a bit. "Don"t blubber like an idiot.
Sit there and talk like a human being!"
It took her a minute of visible effort before she said, "You"re supposed to be a--carrier. I"m supposed to find out--whether you are--a carrier."
Well, I"d suspected something of that sort.
Shakily she asked me, "How do I get it, Mr. Cornell?"
I eyed her sympathetically.
Then I held up my left hand and looked at the infection. This was the finger that had been gummed to bits by the Mekstrom infant back in Homestead. With a shrug of uncertainty, I lifted her hand to my mouth. I felt with my tongue and dug with my perception until I had a tiny fold of her skin between my front teeth. Then sharply, I bit down, drawing blood. She jerked, stiffened, closed her eyes and took a deep breath but she did not cry out.
"That, if anything, should do it," I said flatly. "Now go out and get some iodine for the cut. Human-bite is likely to become infected with something bad. And I don"t think antiseptic will hurt the Mekstrom Infection if it"s taken place." They"d given me the antiseptic works in Homestead, I recalled. "Now, Miss Nameless, you sit over there and tell me how come this distressing tableau?"
"Oh--I can"t," she cried. Then she left in a hurry sucking on her bleeding finger.
I didn"t need any explanation; I"d just wanted my suspicions confirmed.
Someone had a lever on her. Maybe someone she loved was a Mekstrom and her loyalty was extracted because of it. The chances were also high that she"d been given to understand that they"d accept her as a member if she ever caught Mekstrom"s; and they"d taken my arrival as a fine chance to check me and get her at the same time.
I wondered about her; she was no big-brain. I couldn"t quite see the stratified society outlined by Scholar Phelps as holding a position open for her in the top echelon. Except she was a woman, attractive if you like your women beautiful and dull-minded, and she probably would be happy to live in a little vacuum-type world bounded on all sides with women"s magazines, lace curtains, TV soap opera, and a corral full of little Mekstrom kids. I grinned. Funny how the proponents of the stratified society always have their comeuppance by the need of women whose minds are bent on mundane things like homes and families.
Well, I hoped she caught it, if that"s what she wanted. I was willing to bet my life that she cared a lot more for being with her man than she did for the c.o.c.keyed society he was supporting.
I finished my breakfast and went out to watch a couple of telepaths playing chess until lunch time and then gave up. Telepathic chess was too much like playing perceptive poker.
Then after lunch came the afternoon full of laboratory tests, inspections, experiments, and so forth; they didn"t do much that hadn"t been tried at Homestead, and I surprised them again by being able to help in their never-ending blood counts and stuff of that sort.
They did not provide me with a new room mate, so I wandered around after dinner hoping that I could avoid both Thornd.y.k.e and Phelps. I didn"t want to get into another fool social-structure argument with them and the affair of the little scared receptionist was more than likely to make me say a few words that might well get me cast into the Outer Darkness for their mere semantic content.
Once more I hit the sack early.
And, once more, there came a tap on my door about eight o"clock. It was not a tentative little frightened tap this time, it was more jovial and eager sounding. My reaction was about the same. Since it was their show and their property, I couldn"t see any reason why they made this odd lip-service to politeness.
It was the receptionist again. She came in with a big wistful smile and dropped my tray on the bed table.