"I think, not until I have seen you about half way over the bay on your way home."
"O you will not see me," said Elizabeth. "I am not going before the coach does."
"Yes you are."
"What makes you think so?"
"Because it will not come till I have seen you at least, I should judge, half across the bay."
"But I don"t _want_ to go."
"You are so unaccustomed to doing things you don"t want to do, that it is good discipline for you."
"Do you mean that seriously?" said Elizabeth, looking a little disturbed.
"I mean it half seriously," said he laughing, getting up to push the boat to sh.o.r.e, which had swung a little off.
"But n.o.body likes, or wants, self-imposed discipline," said Elizabeth.
"This isn"t self-imposed -- I impose it," said he throwing the rope round a branch of the tree. "I don"t mean anything that need make you look so," he added as he came back to his place.
Elizabeth looked up and her brow cleared.
"I dare say you are right," she said. "I will do just as you please."
"Stop a minute," said he gently taking her hand -- "What do you "dare say" I am right about?"
"This -- or anything," Elizabeth said, her eye wavering between the water and the sh.o.r.e.
"I don"t want you to think that."
"But how am I going to help it?"
He smiled a little and looked grave too.
"I am going to give you a lesson to study."
"Well? --" said Elizabeth with quick pleasure; and she watched, very like a child, while Winthrop sought in his pocket and brought out an old letter, tore off a piece of the back and wrote on his knee with a pencil.
Then he gave it to her.
But it was the precept, --
"Little children, keep yourselves from idols."
Elizabeth"s face changed, and her eyes lifted themselves not up again. The colour rose, and spread, and deepened, and her head only bent lower down over the paper. That thrust was with a barbed weapon. And there was a profound hush, and a bended head and a pained brow, till a hand came gently between her eyes and the paper and occupied the fingers that held it. It was the same hand that her fancy had once seen full of character -- she saw it again now; her thoughts made a spring hack to that time and then to this. She looked up.
It was a look to see. There was a witching mingling of the frank, the childlike, and the womanly, in her troubled face; frankness that would not deny the truth that her monitor seemed to have read, a childlike simplicity of shame that he should have divined it, and a womanly self-respect that owned it had nothing to be ashamed of. These were not all the feelings that were at work, nor that shewed their working; and it was a face of brilliant expression that Elizabeth lifted to her companion. In the cheeks the blood spoke brightly; in the eyes, fire; there was more than one tear there, too; and the curve of the lips was unbent with a little tremulous play.
Winthrop must have been a man of self-command to have stood it; but he looked apparently no more concerned than if old Karen had lifted up her face at him.
"Do you know," she said, and the moved line of the lips might plainly be seen, -- "you are making it the more hard for me to learn your lesson, even in the very giving it me?"
"What shall I do?"
Elizabeth hesitated, and conquered herself.
"I guess you needn"t do anything," she said half laughing.
"I"ll try and do my part."
There was a little answer of the face then, that sent Elizabeth"s eyes to the ground.
"What do you mean by these words?" she said looking at them again.
"I don"t mean anything. I simply give them to you."
"Yes, and I might see an old musket standing round the house; but if you take it up and present it at me, it is fair to ask, what you mean?"
"It is not an old musket, to begin with," said Winthrop laughing; "and if it goes off, it will shoot you _through the heart_."
"You have the advantage of me entirely, this morning!" said Elizabeth. "I give up. I hope the next time you have the pleasure of seeing me, I shall be myself."
"I hope so. I intend to keep my ident.i.ty. Now as that stage- coach will not come till you get half over the bay --"
And a few minutes thereafter, the little boat was skimming back for the point of Shahweetah, though not quite so swiftly as it had come. But Elizabeth was not a mean oarsman; and in good time she got home, and moored the Merry-go-round in its place.
She was walking up to the house then, in very happy mood, one hand depending musingly at either string of her sunbonnet, when she was met by her cousin.
"Well," said Rose, -- "have you been out in the woods all this while?"
"No."
"I suppose it"s all settled between you and Mr. Landholm?"
Elizabeth stood an instant, with hands depending as aforesaid, and then with a little inclination of her person, somewhat stately and more graceful, gave Rose to understand, that she had no contradiction to make to this insinuation.
"Is it!" said Rose. "Did he come up for that?"
"I suppose you know what he came for better than I do."
"Did you know I wrote a letter to him?"
"I guessed it afterwards. Rose!" -- said Elizabeth suddenly, "there was nothing but about Karen in it?"
"Nothing in the world!" said Rose quickly. "What should there be?"
"What did you write for?"