"Why, sir?" -- his daughter asked almost fiercely.
"What put this young fellow"s head upon Colleges, and all that?"
"I don"t know, sir! -- how should I?"
"It won"t last -- it"s just a freak to be a great man and get out of hob-nailed shoes -- he"ll get over it; and much better he should. It"s much better he should stay here and help his father, and that"s what he"s made for. He"ll never be anything else."
Mr. Haye threw down his book and left the room; and his daughter stood at the window with her heart swelling.
"He _will_ be something else, and he"ll _not_ get over it," she said to herself, while her eyes were too full to let her see a single thing outside the window. "He is fit for something else, and he will have it, hard or easy, short or long; and I hope he will! -- and oh, I wish father had done what would be for his honour in this thing! --"
There was a bitter taste to the last sentence, and tears would not wash it out. Elizabeth was more superb than ordinary that night at supper, and had neither smiles nor words for anybody.
A day or two after they were going away.
"Winthrop," she said at parting, (not at all by familiarity, but because she did not in common grant them a right to any t.i.tle whatsoever) -- "may I leave you my little Merry-go-round?
-- and will you let n.o.body have the charge of it except yourself?"
He smiled and thanked her.
""Tisn"t much thanks," she said; meaning thanks" worth. "It is I who have to thank you."
For she felt that she could not send any money to the boy who had taken care of her horse.
The family party gathered that night round the supper-table with a feeling of relief upon several of them. Mr. Landholm"s face looked satisfied, as of a man who had got a difficult job well over; Mrs. Landholm"s took time to be tired; Winthrop"s was as usual, though remembering with some comfort that there would not be so many wantings of fish, nor so many calls upon his strength of arm for boat exercise. Rufus was serious and thoughtful; the children disposed to be congratulatory.
"It"s good I can sit somewhere but on the corner," said Asahel, -- "and be by ourselves."
"It"s good I can have _my_ old place again," said Winifred, "and sit by Governor."
Her brother rewarded her by drawing up her chair and drawing it closer.
"I am glad they are gone, for your sake, mamma," he said.
"Well, we haven"t made a bad summer of it," said Mr. Landholm.
His wife thought in her secret soul it had been a busy one.
Winthrop thought it had been a barren one. Rufus -- was not ready to say quite that.
"Not a bad summer," repeated Mr. Landholm. "The next thing is to see what we will do with the winter."
"Or what the winter will do with us," said Rufus after a moment.
"If you like it so," said his father; "but _I_ prefer the other mode of putting it. I"d keep the upper hand of time always; -- I speak it reverently."
Winthrop thought how completely the summer had got the better of him.
"My friend Haye is a good fellow -- a good fellow. I like him.
He and I were always together in the legislature. He"s a sensible man."
"He is a gentleman," said Rufus.
"Ay -- Well, he has money enough to be. That don"t always do it, though. A man and his coat aren"t always off the same piece. Those are nice girls of his, too; -- pretty girls. That Rose is a pretty creature! -- I don"t know but I like t"other one as well in the long run though, -- come to know her."
"I do -- better," said Mrs. Landholm. "There is good in her."
"A sound stock, only grown a little too rank," said Winthrop.
"Yes, that"s it. She"s a little overtopping. Well, there will come a drought by and by that will cure that."
"Why sir?" said Rufus.
"The odds are that way," said his father. ""Taint a stand- still world, this; what"s up to-day is down to-morrow. Mr.
Haye may hold his own, though; and I am sure I hope he will -- for his sake and her sake, both."
"He is a good business man, isn"t he, sir?"
"There aint a better business man, I"ll engage, than he is, in the whole city of Mannahatta; and that numbers now, -- sixty odd thousand, by the last census. He knows how to take care of himself, as well as any man I ever saw."
"Then he bids fair to stand?"
"I don"t believe anybody bids fairer. He was trying to make a business man of you, wa"n"t he, the other day?"
"He was saying something about it."
"Would you like that?"
"Not in the first place, sir."
"No. Ah well -- we"ll see, -- we"ll see," said Mr. Landholm rising up; -- "we"ll try and do the best we can."
What was that? A question much mooted, by different people and in very different moods; but perhaps most anxiously and carefully by the father and mother. And the end was, that he would borrow money of somebody, -- say of Mr. Haye, -- and they would let both the boys go that fall to College. If this were not the best, it was the _only_ thing they could do; so it seemed to them, and so they spoke of it. How the young men were to be _kept_ at College, no mortal knew; the father and mother did not; but the pressure of necessity and the strength of will took and carried the whole burden. The boys must go; they should go; and go they did.
In a strong yearning that the minds of their children should not lack bread, in the self-denying love that would risk any hardship to give it them, -- the father and mother found their way plain if not easy before them. If his sons were to mount to a higher scale of existence and fit themselves for n.o.bler work in life than he had done, his shoulders must thenceforth bear a double burden; but they were willing to bear it. She must lose, not only, the nurtured joys of her hearthstone, but strain every long-strained nerve afresh to keep them where she could not see and could but dimly enjoy them; but she was willing. There were no words of regret; and thoughts of sorrow lay with thoughts of love at the bottom of their hearts, too fast-bound together and too mighty to shew themselves except in action.
The money was borrowed easily, upon a mortgage of the farm.
President Tuttle was written to, and a favourable answer received. There was a foundation at s.h.a.garack, as well as at Mannahatta; and Will and Winthrop could be admitted there on somewhat easier terms than were granted to those who could afford better. Some additions were made to their scanty wardrobe from Mr. Cowslip"s store; and at home unwearied days and nights were given to making up the new, and renewing and refurbishing the old and the worn. Old socks were re-toed and refooted; old trousers patched so that the patch could not be seen; the time-telling edges of collars and wristbands done over, so that they would last awhile yet; mittens knitted, and shirts made. It was a little wardrobe when all was done; yet how much time and care had been needed to bring it together.
It was a dear one too, though it had cost little money; for it might almost be said to have been made of the heart"s gold.
Poor Winifred"s love was less wise than her mother"s, for it could not keep sorrow down. As yet she did not know that it was not better to sit at her father"s board end than at either end of the highest form at s.h.a.garack. She knitted, socks and stockings, all the day long, when her mother did not want her; but into them she dropped so many tears that the wool was sometimes wet with them; and as Karen said, half mournfully and half to hide her mourning, "they wouldn"t want shrinking."
Winthrop came in one day and found her crying in the chimney corner, and taking the half-knit stocking from her hand he felt her tears in it.
"My little Winnie! --" he said, in that voice with which he sometimes spoke his whole heart.
Winifred sprang to his neck and closing her arms there, wept as if she would weep her life away. And Rufus who had followed Winthrop in, stood beside them, tear after tear falling quietly on the hearth. Winthrop"s tears n.o.body knew but Winifred, and even in the bitterness of her distress she felt and tasted them all.
The November days seemed to grow short and drear with deeper shadows than common, as the last were to see the boys go off for s.h.a.garack. The fingers that knitted grew more tremulous, and the eyes that wrought early and late were dim with more than weariness; but neither fingers nor eyes gave themselves any holiday. The work was done at last; the boxes were packed; those poor little boxes! They were but little, and they had seen service already. Of themselves they told a story. And they held now, safely packed up, the College fit-out of the two young men.
"I wonder if s.h.a.garack is a very smart place, mamma?" said Winifred, as she crouched beside the boxes watching the packing.