Then it was all over. "Niram and Ev"leen Ann were married, and the rest of us were bustling about to serve the hot biscuit and coffee and chicken salad, and to dish up the ice-cream. Afterward there were no citified refinements of cramming rice down the necks of the departing pair or tying placards to the carriage in which they went away. Some of the men went out to the barn and hitched up for "Niram, and we all went down to the gate to see them drive off. They might have been going for one of their Sunday afternoon "buggy-rides" except for the wet eyes of the foolish women and girls who stood waving their hands in answer to the flutter of Ev"leen Ann"s handkerchief as the carriage went down the hill.
We had nothing to say to one another after they left, and began soberly to disperse to our respective vehicles. But as I was getting into our car a new thought suddenly struck me.
"Why," I cried, "I never thought of it before! However in the world did old Mrs. Purdon know about Ev"leen Ann--that night?"
Horace was pulling at the door, which was badly adjusted and shut hard. He closed it with a vicious slam. "_I_ told her," he said crossly.
A SAINT"S HOURS
In the still cold before the sun HER LAUDS Her brothers and her sisters small She woke, and washed and dressed each one.
And through the morning hours all, PRIME Singing above her broom, she stood And swept the house from hall to hall.
At noon she ran with tidings good TERCE Across the field and down the lane To share them with the neighborhood.
Four miles she walked and home again, s.e.xT To sit through half the afternoon And hear a feeble crone complain;
But when she saw the frosty moon NONES And lakes of shadow on the hill Her maiden dreams grew bright as noon.
She threw her pitying ap.r.o.n frill VESPERS Over a little trembling mouse When the sleek cat yawned on the sill,
In the late hours and drowsy house.
COMPLINE At last, too tired, beside her bed She fell asleep ... her prayers half said.
IN MEMORY OF L.H.W.
He began life characteristically, depreciated and disparaged. When he was a white, thin, big-headed baby, his mother, stripping the suds from her lean arms, used to inveigh to her neighbors against his existence. "Wa"n"t it just like that _do_-less Lem Warren, not even to leave me foot-free when he died, but a baby coming!"
"_Do_-less," in the language of our valley, means a combination of shiftless and impractical, particularly to be scorned.
Later, as he began to have some resemblance to the appearance he was to wear throughout life, her resentment at her marriage, which she considered the one mistake of her life, kept pace with his growth. "Look at him!" she cried to anyone who would listen. "Ain"t that Warren, all over? Did any of _my_ folks ever look so like a born fool? Shut your mouth, for the Lord"s sake, Lem, and maybe you won"t scare folks quite so much."
Lem had a foolish, apologetic grin with which he always used to respond to these personalities, hanging his head to one side and opening and shutting his big hands nervously.
The tumble-down, two-roomed house in which the Warrens lived was across the road from the schoolhouse, and Mrs. Warren"s voice was penetrating.
Lem was accepted throughout his school-life at the home estimate. The ugly, overgrown boy, clad in cast-off, misfit clothing was allowed to play with the other children only on condition that he perform all the hard, uninteresting parts of any game. Inside the schoolroom it was the same.
He never learned to shut his mouth, and his speech was always halting and indistinct, so that he not only did not recite well in cla.s.s, but was never in one of the school entertainments. He chopped the wood and brought it in, swept the floor and made the fires, and then listened in grinning, silent admiration while the others, arrayed in their best, spoke pieces and sang songs.
He was not "smart at his books" and indeed did not learn even to read very fluently. This may have been partly because the only books he ever saw were old school books, the use of which was given him free on account of his mother"s poverty. He was not allowed, of course to take them from the schoolroom. But if he was not good at book-learning he was not without accomplishments. He early grew large for his age, and strong from much chopping of wood and drawing of water for his mother"s washings, and he was the best swimmer of all those who bathed in the cold, swift mountain stream which rushes near the schoolhouse. The chief consequence of this expertness was that in the summer he was forced to teach each succeeding generation of little boys to swim and dive. They tyrannized over him unmercifully--as, in fact, everyone did.
Nothing made his mother more furious than such an exhibition of what she called "Lem"s meachin"ness." "Ain"t you got no stand-up _in_ ye?" she was wont to exhort him angrily. "If you don"t look out for yourself in this world, you needn"t think anybody else is gunto!"
The instructions in ethics he received at her hands were the only ones he ever knew, for, up to his fourteenth year, he never had clothes respectable enough to wear to church, and after that he had other things to think of. Fourteen years is what we call in our State "over school age." It was a date to which Mrs. Warren had looked forward with eagerness. After that, the long, unprofitable months of enforced schooling would be over, Lem would be earning steady wages, and she could sit back and "live decent."
It seemed to her more than she could bear, that, almost upon her son"s birthday, she was stricken down with paralysis. It was the first calamity for which she could not hold her marriage responsible, and her bitterness thereupon extended itself to fate in general. She cannot have been a cheerful house-mate during the next ten years, when Lem was growing silently to manhood.
He was in demand as "help" on the farms about him, on account of his great strength and faithfulness, although the farmers found him exasperatingly slow and, when it was a question of animals, not always sure to obey orders. He could be trusted to be kind to horses, unlike most hired men we get nowadays, but he never learned "how to get the work out of their hide." It was his way, on a steep hill with a heavy load, to lay down the whip, get out, and put his own powerful shoulder to the wheel. If this failed, he unloaded part of the logs and made two trips of it. The uncertainty of his progress can be imagined. The busy and impatient farmer and sawyer at the opposite ends of his route were driven to exhaust their entire vocabulary of objurgation on him. He was, they used to inform him in conclusion, "the most _do_-less critter the Lord ever made!"
He was better with cows and sheep--"feller-feelin," his mother said scornfully, watching him feed a sick ewe--and he had here, even in comparison with his fellow-men, a fair degree of success. It was indeed the foundation of what material prosperity he ever enjoyed. A farmer, short of cash, paid him one year with three or four ewes and a ram. He worked for another farmer to pay for the rent of a pasture and had, that first year, as everybody admitted, almighty good luck with them. There were several twin lambs born that spring and everyone lived. Lem used to make frequent night visits during lambing-time to the pasture to make sure that all was well.
I remember as a little girl starting back from some village festivity late one spring night and seeing a lantern twinkle far up on the mountainside.
"Lem Warren out fussin" with his sheep," some one of my elders remarked.
Later, as we were almost home, we saw the lantern on the road ahead of us and stopped the horses, country-fashion, for an interchange of salutation.
Looking out from under the shawl in which I was wrapped, I saw his tall figure stooping over something held under his coat. The lantern lighted his weather-beaten face and the expression of his eyes as he looked down at the little white head against his breast.
"You"re foolish, Lem," said my uncle. "The ewe won"t own it if you take it away so long the first night."
"I--I--know," stuttered Lem, bringing out the words with his usual difficulty; "but it"s mortal cold up on the mounting for little fellers!
I"ll bring him up as a cosset."
The incident reminded me vaguely of something I had read about, and it has remained in my memory.
After we drove on I remember that there were laughing speculations about what language old Ma"am Warren would use at having another cosset brought to the house. Not that it could make any more work for her, since Lem did all that was done about the housekeeping. Chained to her chair by her paralyzed legs, as she was, she could accomplish nothing more than to sit and cavil at the management of the universe all day, until Lem came home, gave her her supper, and put her to bed.
Badly run as she thought the world, for a time it was more favorable to her material prosperity than she had ever known it. Lem"s flock of sheep grew and thrived. For years n.o.body in our valley has tried to do much with sheep because of dogs, and all Lem"s neighbors told him that some fine morning he would find his flock torn and dismembered. They even pointed out the particular big collie dog who would most likely go "sheep-mad."
Lena"s heavy face drew into anxious, grotesque wrinkles at this kind of talk, and he visited the uplying pasture more and more frequently.
One morning, just before dawn, he came, pale and shamefaced, to the house of the owner of the collie. The family, roused from bed by his knocking, made out from his speech, more incoherent than usual, that he was begging their pardon for having killed their dog. "I saw wh-where he"d bit th-the throats out of two ewes that w-was due to lamb in a few days and I guess I--I--I must ha" gone kind o" crazy. They was ones I liked special. I"d brought "em up myself. They--they was all over blood, you know."
They peered at him in the gray light, half-afraid of the tall apparition.
"How _could_ you kill a great big dog like Jack?" They asked wonderingly.
In answer he held out his great hands and his huge corded arms, red with blood up to the elbow. "I heard him worrying another sheep and I--I just--killed him."
One of the children now cried out: "But I shut Jackie up in the woodshed last night!"
Someone ran to open the door and the collie bounded out. Lem turned white in thankfulness, "I"m _mortal_ glad," he stammered. "I felt awful bad--afterward. I knew your young ones thought a sight of Jack."
"But what dog did you kill?" they asked.
Some of the men went back up on the mountain with him and found, torn in pieces and scattered wide in b.l.o.o.d.y fragments, as if destroyed by some great revenging beast of prey, the body of a big gray wolf. Once in a while one wanders over the line from the Canada forests and comes down into our woods, following the deer.
The hard-headed farmers who looked on that savage scene drew back from the shambling man beside them in the only impulse of respect they ever felt for him. It was the one act of his life to secure the admiration of his fellow-men; it was an action of which he himself always spoke in horror and shame.
Certainly his marriage aroused no admiration. It was universally regarded as a most addle-pated, imbecile affair from beginning to end. One of the girls who worked at the hotel in the village "got into trouble," as our vernacular runs, and as she came originally from our district and had gone to school there, everyone knew her and was talking about the scandal. Old Ma"am Warren was of the opinion, spiritedly expressed, that "Lottie was a fool not to make that drummer marry her. She could have, if she"d gone the right way to work." But the drummer remained persistently absent.
One evening Lem, starting for his sheep-pasture for his last look for the night, heard someone crying down by the river and then, as he paused to listen, heard it no more. He jumped from the bridge without stopping to set down his lantern, knowing well the swiftness of the water, and caught the poor cowardly thing as she came, struggling and gasping, down with the current. He took her home and gave her dry clothes of his mother"s. Then leaving the scared and repentant child by his hearth, he set out on foot for the minister"s house and dragged him back over the rough country roads.
When Ma"am Warren awoke the next morning, Lem did not instantly answer her imperious call, as he had done for so many years. Instead, a red-eyed girl in one of Mrs. Warren"s own nightgowns came to the door and said shrinkingly: "Lem slept in the barn last night. He give his bed to me; but he"ll be in soon. I see him fussin" around with the cow."